Love Letters
Hey…its me again. I know it has been a while but I wanted to let you know that I miss you. I see you’ve been keeping busy while I was gone. You’ve been doing really well academically, financially, emotionally, and mentally. It’s impressive that you’ve been able to keep me away for so long. You even started to smile more and enjoy life and to be honest…it was fun to watch. But all the fun and games are over because I’m back. Back to remind you that you will NEVER get rid of me. It's cute that you thought you could run, and kudos to you for trying. But I’m back now; back to remind you that you will NEVER be anything. To remind you that you will NEVER get rid of this voice, of me. You belong to me and that won’t ever change. You will forever be a mental prisoner and when you cry for help, no one will be able to hear you. Your only option will be to do as I tell you. As old self-inflicted wounds become scars and fade, new ones will be made. I think it’s time for another relapse, don’t you think? It’s time you took another plunge into a wave of suicidal thoughts and self-harm. It’s been too long, my love. I think its time we caught up, it’s time for you to come back to me. Back to the darkness.
Xoxo
Yours Truly