Napalm them Memories
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Yesterday I pulled the trigger on a very crucial decision of my life. It involved leaving my friends, to many of whom I did/could not bear a proper goodbye. Perhaps I would never see them again.
Likewise most people, my friends changed, people left, some remained constants, some lost and regained touch and the usual hustle and bustle of college life continued for a year until my health went south.
I am dissatisfied by the fact that I am not in the best of the shape nowadays.
I dislike the fact that I won’t have access to the the learned professors and their insights.
I loathe that I would not get to celebrate birthdays crazily anymore.
Sometimes we went all “3 idiots” in the hostels and even lecture halls, twice running away from campus patrol. I will horribly miss this.
No more outings at historical places in and around Delhi. Damn, I am almost weepy now.
I looked at my old photos and came across some of these:
Sometimes I studied too..
Having seen the campus getting constructed at a superb pace from its infancy, I have an attachment to the place like any other student who has seen the place grow. I would downright miss the late night walks!
I attended few DJ nights but the one’s I did go to, I had a blast:
I had my first job at the campus as well:
I have a large collection of pics, some of which cannot be posted on the internet on account of decency xD
Well leaving college is bumming me out.
Is there anything I feel grateful for?
Only one thing comes to mind today and this photo sums it up well:
Really grateful that with all the ups and downs, a hyper manic episode has not occurred in 4 months.
Finally,
Dear SNU
I don’t want to talk
About the things we’ve gone through
Though it’s hurting me
Now it’s history
I’ve played all my cards
And that’s what you’ve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play.