Expectation

letting go

I feel it all slipping.

Also realizing that I have expectations that I have no right to even have. Today I notice it most. I am sorry. It isn’t fair to you.

I am sad. Not sure why maybe because I can feel the distance growing. My hands want to hold tight but I feel you pushing them away. Or maybe I it is really me pulling away. Building walls. Protecting my heart.

I am sorry for putting expectation on you that I have no right to have.