It’s Hard to Know What I Want

Desire and reality are intertwined.

Ceyla Ponders
Nov 4 · 3 min read
Photo by Raychan on Unsplash

I wish what I wanted and pursued in life was a clearly calculated set of steps leading in an obvious direction.

But that’s not how it works. What I want out of life is heavily influenced by how I feel about it at any given moment. A lot of life circumstances are out of my control.

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Ceyla Ponders

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Anonymous writer, software engineer, gardener, and wife.

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