LIFE

Defending Fentanyl

Don’t demonize the drugs that make my life and those of millions of others bearable

Randall H. Duckett
Ellemeno
Published in
10 min readMay 3, 2024

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I use fentanyl every day. I am physically dependent on it. I rely on it to live my life. I am not an addict.

Every 72 or so hours, I remove a patch bearing the opioid from a foil package, peel off the plastic sheets protecting it, and stick it to a shoulder, waiting for the relief it will bring. The opioid is 50 times more powerful than heroin and up to 100 times stronger than morphine, says the Drug Enforcement Administration (DEA).

I suffer from intense chronic pain caused by a genetic disease that deforms my joints. I was diagnosed at age six. The places where my bones come together — particularly the long ones that attach at the shoulders, hips, and knees — wore down and became severely arthritic, causing extreme pain. This includes my lower back and neck, where I also endure stenosis, scoliosis, and bone spurs. I’ve had my hips replaced four times (two on each side), both knees replaced, both shoulders replaced, and my ankles fused.

As a result, I deal with chronic pain from head to toe, all day, every day.

The fentanyl, a synthetic drug developed and used successfully for surgeries since the 1960s, doesn’t erase my pain. It simply…

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Ellemeno
Ellemeno

Published in Ellemeno

A literary journal dedicated to the exploration of life, memoir, culture, travel, and writing.

Randall H. Duckett
Randall H. Duckett

Written by Randall H. Duckett

A retired journalist with decades in writing, editing, and entrepreneurship, I write about topics such as chronic pain, disability, writing, and sports.