I’m Gaining Weight

Don’t judge me

I. Am. Hungry. All. The. Time.

Please don’t reckon it is my fault. There are several meds I am on that increase my appetite. No kidding! And the rest cause water retention. I’m considering asking the doctor for advice on cutting my need to eat because it is torture. Imagine being hungry ALL the time you are awake!

So, I am gaining weight.
And I am not too fond of it.

But I do not want to hate myself or feel guilty about it. I am the victim of side effects that are less damaging than the alternative of not taking medication. I would be 50 lbs lighter but with persistent suicidal ideation and out-of-the-ordinary anxiety attacks.