Which one is it?

It’s tough to be verbally abused during the week and to see the very same person at church each weekend, acting so nice and innocent.

It truly disgusts me and makes me feel like dirt.

I’ve tried to miss out on events because of them, but I had to still attend anyways and it became way more anxiety inducing.

I feel like I cannot fully relax and enjoy myself and enjoy being in church because of them.

I want to live my life in a way where I’ll be kind and respectful no matter what day of the week it is.

I don’t want to be two-faced.

So which one is it?