Jealous of other trans people

I am feeling very guilty right now. I have been reading several recent articles on Medium by others in the trans community. Many are about difficulties of coming out at anywhere from the age of 20 to 40 years and others are about how the ones they love are trying not to dead name them. They need to write these and I need to read them, but some of them hurt a great deal to read. It is not from the pain of the writer. It is from the pain…