Sitting With Mother & Sister as Medicine

Image credit: Jenni Kowal

The lightning scar from 2008 slices through

the backyard maple and finally catches the

4 pm sun, skinnying down in the bark a little.

I’m growing fond of the rhubarb patch like

she’s an auntie who always carries sweet

things in her purse. Sour lemon candies,

those round striped coins of peppermint,

small ribbons of red hot cinnamon gum.

It’s finally April and her leaves

belly out more each day. The grass is

from God’s dream — the green of apples

and lime flushed open with the sun’s breath and

glowing like a million slips of moon.

My mother’s hair is quicksilver, the little

strings of it flying up in the wind’s nimble

dances. My sister carries sunny

constellations with her — they

are always telling stories across her

nose and cheeks. Under the porch table,

our toes are peach slices warming in

the sun. I see a thousand small fingers

on the maple wiggling out in tiny folds of

green. She grows more hands each year

and we never have to tell her to keep

going. Here, many miracles silently

birth more miracles. Here, our backyard

is woman. She continues to fill up

the birdbath and swallows millions of

seeds with her endless stomach.

She has a womb, too, and

we are lucky enough to all hold hands

inside it when we pray.

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