visionary emissary : back to the future

Maddy Sloan
Esoteria
Published in
3 min readApr 26, 2021

a poem on neurogensis | time travel

when does id / did id go
where does id \ did id go
from here?
who is \ was id?
i.d. please

awake on purpose
intention set
direction laid
choices made
shots fired
!see it all!

| through |

glory s t a t e
g o r y state

that’s the hypothesis, right?
critical mass _ tipping point
say what you mean
do what you say
be sustained & suspended in
t e n s i o n a l

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embrace lost / found
be in : on time
feel science > soul
notice physics| psychic
feed inversion ~ therapy
follow bang! crunch! bounce!
ass got the hiccups

move [ forward : through ]
onward to change
let go / lean in
travel / return
accept / become
discover / create
snoop / rest
affect / effect
journey / stay
expect / surprise
the chronic

|manifest reality |

it’s all ahead / behind
choices rooted : weeded in
opening ///// closing

hot models \ cold models exist
any space all time ~ feel it
ask janet the point
every way with janus
jem says “showtime synergy”

you = flip vacuum ?

Entropy ^ Extropy
entrap / (what * who * when)
forward = backward
::: glitch :::
charge % light s p e e d
@DROP UP
shake weight
you : matter
chill out in the dot of the eye

forward is reunion /
reconciliation through remembrance /
regressive progression towards innocence /
reordering connection and creation /
rewiring neural neurosis and necrosis

reboot : return : recode : remix : ratatouille : radiate
L oV e L-O-V-E lO vE

have mercy mother mary
may where i go / where i went
from here be onward
back there

| let it be |

i just came to get fucked up
make love make love make love
let me love me
let you love you
let me love you
let you love me
love me love you love we
i - l o v e - y o u
bio-luminescent armillaria
oh honey, our hearts = fungus cake

gracious gravity; quantum momentum
leads me directionless / into stillness
naively open to astral (re)discovery
synaptic dougie / neuro twerk / telomere salsa
baby let’s dance in paradise
ABI or DDR?
ADD or RPG?
DNR or NDE?
probable projections.

i catch / i caught
myself fall-orbiting
postmodern : ancestral me
here here here now
cache landed on holy ground
breathing…
breathe me in.
hold me back together.
my mystery is not secret

dark theories
reveal same same but different
retroactive butterflies —
worthy parallels
of noahs arc \/ gods plan
in light | in flight
i can still feel the love

inner / outer \ inhere / outthere
straight outta spacejam
welcome ∞ apart
ctrl-alt-dtl apocalyptic eclipse of
the soulseed.
refactor code of wandering nerve
is abstraction willful or
ontological?

marshmallow ∅ marty|r
do not empty the set
collect exonumia — it is as it was/
enter at the star : tend
endear at the start : end
let me hear you say o-yae-yeπ

— visionary emissary : back to the future

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