ESTO 11
A Spiritual Autobiography
Yesterday I began a section of my new-born autobiography
By favorably mentioning Joe Dispenza
We live in such a binary, combative culture
That no individual myself included
Will survive even common or uninformed criticism
My worst moment came when I had a prominent role
In an online company that failed
I believed in the company
But it had every sign from the beginning
Of being a Ponzi Scheme
I felt it was possible to do what we were doing
And I helped things along by using my income to enable others
Get started
As the company declined
I warned
There were efforts
But to no avail
This was before Madoff
Not a prominent story
But critics enjoyed speculating I had profited
Google didn’t help by posting a suggestion that had enough prominence to damage me
I did not profit
Nor do I regret the experience
There is a fair basis for sharing wealth
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Dr. Dispenza is achieving great accolades for linking “science” and mystical awakening
So have many other massively good minds
He has distilled essentials from kriya yoga and other methods and made them accessible to a global clientele
He claims remarkable results
And he has been skewered in brief and uninformed Quora posts
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I do not follow anyone
I make all encounters mine
All with unconditional love
Which means understanding
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All are souls on mission
There are no villains
There are only occasions for choice
Unconditional love understands we are all choosers
That is our role
Everything we do is perfect in its way
Negative Quora articles are perfect
My failed business was perfect
We are not called to follow any one
We are called to thinking critically
Dr. Dipenzia says do this and that and this and that
I do this but not that and this but not that
I am free
I am free
I am free
And those three sentences are what I live by
I know who I am
I know what I am
I know how I serve
My positive evaluation of Dr. Joe remains
This will be an appendix
We’re our own boss
We pick and choose and change at will
