Published in
Nov 13, 2021
Beauty and Debris: An Image Maker’s Diary
Cultish
“But God how I run around the house from the TV to books and the radio and around again for yet another spin! The drive to stay preoccupied is at once both impressive and brutal.
Sometimes a good book or movie will help me to forget but this is rare and usually I’m just left with my angry and bitter self. It’s always with me, and can rise above any distraction and command my attention.
Nothing is so loud as the voices in my head. It’s like a grim slideshow up there and sometimes I feel like I’m trapped in a cult.”