Troubled Sleep

Phoenix Redeemed
Evolve
Published in
2 min readOct 26, 2021
Photo by Lux Graves on Unsplash

I watch your face as you sleep,

Tossing and turning,

The sounds of thunder in the background,

You can’t sleep without it.

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As if those storms will wash it all away,

The pain… the fear… the uncertainty.

Even in your sleep, you reach out for me,

Subconsciously aware you are not alone.

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Ever my protector,

The weight of the world on your shoulders,

Atlas in the flesh.

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I run my hand through your hair,

Soothing you with soft sounds as if you were a newborn.

Weary soldier rest,

Tomorrow is another day.

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Wait for the sun

Before worrying about chess moves.

Plenty of time for the game to continue.

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For now, flights of angels whisper from the heavens,

A lullaby of the ages for the strong but tired,

For the brave but temporarily defeated.

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Dream my weary soldier,

Of all you have loved and lost,

Of fears overcome,

And passion lit anew.

I’m here… shh… shh…

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You have trouble sleeping,

Your mind restless… relentless,

Staring into the darkness,

Eyes focused on the moving fan above.

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You glance at me sleeping beside you,

Jealousy burns over peaceful slumbering,

Although you know it’s not always peaceful.

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I tend to have nightmares,

The past boils in my brain,

Creating terrors in the shadows.

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Those nights you comfort me,

You run your hands gently through my hair,

Soothing me with soft sounds,

I’m here, you say… shh…. shh….

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Phoenix Redeemed
Evolve
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Mother, Wife, Artist, Teacher, Writer… I love to read and write about what inspires me and the human experience… no matter how messy that may get :)