My meadow is beautiful
I must remind myself that I am beauty
I am beautiful
Enlaced in flowers
They follow me
My ribs as I breathe in and out
My chest encapsulating feminine beauty
I am a representation of what it means to be a fucking badass
I must remind myself that I am beauty
I am beautiful
I am not what once was
As it was
Is what I am not
As I am beauty
I am radiant
And work to be radiant for everyone around me
I can in fact
Put my own self back together
Like a puzzle
That has no colors
A purely white puzzle
And with each piece that is put together, colors fly in
To make a beautiful landscape
One of wildflowers
Mountains laced in greenery
Meadows every which way
But most importantly
Flowers absolutely everywhere
As I am a wildflower
I am a meadow
I breathe in beauty
I am beautiful
I am putting my shitty puzzle together
Because fuck that shit
You know?
Fuck that shit
I am fucking beautiful
Now watch me put my fucking blank ass puzzle together and build my
Meadow
Because fuck you, that’s why
I am mother fucking beautiful
And you have zero control
You get absolutely zero control now
Zero fucking control
I can count my blessings
In my goddamn beautiful ass meadow
My family of White Water Lilies
My boyfriend of Lavender
My women of Rudbeckia
My writing and reading of Wild Cosmos
My friends of Oxeye Daisy
My physical blessings of Mums
And hey guess what
My meadow is so fucking sexy
The most colorful meadow
Sprinkled with so many colorful flowers that light up my life
And hey guess what
Your meadow is grimy as fuck
If you even want to call what you have a meadow
Sorry, but guess what, you are fucking disgusting
And you get ZERO control over me anymore
I am beautiful
My meadow is beautiful
And I’m getting my shit together right now
So sorry you hurt a beauty
But my meadow is growing back
It’s spring time bitch
