peace man forget the rest

peace/.

quiet. still.

i have no reason to fault you. you’re a good son. a good human. give me a break too. your friends aren’t perfect.

we can quarrel if you need to get it out. haven’t we always been that for each other?

you are a false prophet for this alone: you preach hope and you are so very sad. this is unforgivable.

does biology…

have feel-able limits? can i not run and win? should i know my place?

just run.

now.

invite them along. everyone. come on kids.

i am biology.

all of it.

heroes have a thousand faces.

girl stop. just look up. can you deal with one single other human? and you want to lead 11 million? what am i missing? eliminate the gaps. have one rational moment with yoself — beyond the initial one ‘wtf, is that all there is? then let’s keep dancing.”

if i could run on insanely Me Terms?

i cracked my dad tonight. vulgur sex talk. . . i mean, for a christian. fifteen years without anything like tonight. i can crack him. he is cracking. my fucking uber republican christian dad is cracking. it’s a matter of discovery. but now do i wnat him to crack anymore? i get it. move along. it’s only going to create reverse pity.