sadness

sadness is how i get perspective on the joys in life

exquisite, elegant sadness

the ubiquitious simplicity of grief

poetic sacrifice

breathing into the inevitable

giving up

giving over

weighing the feat of giving up everything to not be sad

the void of nothingness eats at you - but to feel !

sadness is a real emotion

i love being sad

and happy

a leafy emotional diet

mental gymnastics

but who do they serve?

and how?

nuanced, subtle angst

sadness is the new happy

! to contemplate with feeling

tragedy is how we dig the quark fractals of existence

tragedy is a lens

sadness-filters color

enjoy the dream

uniquely-fitted revisionist delusion

you know what happened

and yet you live something else entirely

that disconnect is cause for great pain

this fractals out from the individual

one wears the world’s burdens

the hierarchical pyramid of pain

when what you feel to be true is not how you carry out your hours

when what you see in the world is not as you would like

duplicity

self-discension

where are my disconnects?

what beliefs die inside my body?