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Ana (https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/) — Wed, 13 May 2026 21:23:41 GMT

War on consciousness, American-based occult ritual abuse, Direct Energy Weapons (among other astra projection, telehaptics, telepresence “space-based” technologies for surveillance and crimes of the US “elites”), and my Christian Faith in Jesus Christ

Blogs: targetedfaith.blogspot.com | https://targetedfaithandwitness.blogspot.com

DISCLAIMER

This document is submitted in good faith as a personal report of experiences and concerns. I am not asserting definitive conclusions about the mechanisms, actors, or intent behind what I have experienced. I am a PhD student in healthcare, not a military analyst, intelligence officer, or forensic investigator. My claims are based on my direct lived experience, my own analysis, and my understanding of publicly available information.

I am not diagnosing any individual or organization. I am reporting what I have perceived, what I have been subjected to, and what I believe may be happening based on the patterns I have observed.

I recognize that some of these claims may seem extraordinary. I do not expect blind belief. I ask only for honest, careful, and confidential assessment by individuals and institutions with appropriate expertise — including defense agencies, intelligence oversight bodies, human rights organizations, medical professionals, and pastoral caregivers.

My intention is not to cause panic or defame any specific individual. My intention is to document, report, and seek help — for myself and for others who may be experiencing similar harms without the ability to speak.

I am not a god. I am not an extension of any network or abuser. My healing comes from Jesus Christ alone. My critical thinking is my own. I resist any attempt to merge my identity with those who are harming me.

BRIEF CONTEXT (KEY POINTS)

Here are the key topics covered in this letter, listed clearly for quick reference:

Targeted Individual (TI): Since approx. 2021, I have experienced persistent surveillance, harassment, and technological interference. (Source: Direct lived experience)
V2K (Voice-to-Skull): Perceived auditory communication with no external source. (Source: Direct lived experience; also documented in peer-reviewed research, e.g., Frey 1962; Lin 2002)
Directed Energy Weapons (DEW): Sensations of non-consensual microwave or radio-frequency effects on my body and mind. (Source: Direct lived experience; also documented in academic literature, e.g., Davison 2009)
War on Consciousness: The use of surveillance, psychological conditioning, and DEW to manipulate, degrade, or control civilian minds without consent. (Source: My own analysis based on experience and historical precedents such as MK-Ultra)
Non-Consensual Baal Ritual Abuse: Attempts to involve me in ritualistic language, symbols, and imagined scenarios associated with ancient Baal worship — against my will and my Christian faith. (Source: Direct lived experience)
Freemasonry and Scientology Connections: Perceived elements of ritualized communication and conditioning resembling aspects of Freemasonry and Scientology — imposed without my consent. (Source: Direct lived experience)
False Claims of Shared Divinity: My abusers try to convince me that I am “a god” with them. This is false. I am a human being and a Christian. (Source: Direct lived experience)
Taking Credit for My Healing (through Jesus Christ): My abusers act as if my healing — which has come through prayer, Scripture, and faith in Jesus Christ — belongs to them. It does not. (Source: Direct lived experience; my Christian faith)
Taking Credit for My Critical Thinking: My abusers act as if my ability to analyze and reason is their achievement. It is not. It is from God and my own education. (Source: Direct lived experience)
Biometric Data and Helping Them: It appears that I am helping my abusers through my biometric data, my healing process, and my analysis — more than they have ever helped me. (Source: Direct lived experience and inference)
Pretending I Am an Extension of Them: My abusers now speak as if I am part of them, or they are part of me. This is gross, narcissistic, and false. I am a separate person. (Source: Direct lived experience)
US Surveillers’ Anger, Jealousy, and Contempt: When I accurately describe what is being done to me, my abusers do not deny it. Instead, they show visible anger, jealousy, and contempt. This reaction suggests that my analysis is hitting close to the truth. (Source: Direct observation of their responses via V2K, behavioural cues, etc.)
Sun Tzu — The Art of War: “Know Your Enemy”: Sun Tzu wrote: “If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles.” My abusers are angry because I am learning to know them — their tactics, their patterns, their psychological weaknesses. (Source: My own application of strategic principles from The Art of War)
Geopolitical Knowledge — US-Iran War: I have my own understanding of the current US-Iran war, its strategic logic, and its implications for twenty-first-century warfare. This understanding comes from my own analysis and from reading others. (Source: My own geopolitical knowledge; publicly available analysis)
Why I Believe a US-Based Network May Be Involved: Based on technological patterns (DEW, V2K, historical precedents like MK-Ultra), the English-language nature of communications, and specific behaviours, I suspect a U.S.-based actor. I cannot prove this definitively. (Source: Inference based on experience and open-source information)
Pastoral Support Needed: As a Christian enduring spiritual warfare, ritual abuse, technological harassment, and identity manipulation, I urgently need clergy or Christian counsellors who are trauma-informed and open to TI experiences. (Source: Direct request for help)

A NOTE ON THE REACTION OF MY ABUSERS

My blogs detail explains the psychology and manipulation tactics of my US surveillance cult foes. I recommend you read them.

Sun Tzu wrote in The Art of War:

“If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles.”

I am learning to know my enemy. I am analyzing their tactics, their psychological weaknesses, their patterns of abuse, and their need for secrecy. This knowledge is my shield. And because I am becoming harder to control, they are angry.

Their anger, jealousy, and contempt tell me that I am on the right track. If I were simply delusional, they would have no reason to react with such emotional intensity and double down on their vulgarities and ritual abuses. Their refusal to deny, or acknowledge their wrongs, both ancestrally and in the present, and their choice to attack instead, with satanic and baal peor abuses, focusing on me and people who love me (i.e., my parents, friends) — speaks volumes.

I include this observation not as definitive proof, but as context for why I continue to report and speak out despite the risks.

LETTER OF ATTENTION: WAR ON CONSCIOUSNESS, UNITED STATES OF AMERICAN-BASED UNCONSENSUAL BAAL RITUAL ABUSE, DIRECT ENERGY WEAPONS, MY CHRISTIAN FAITH AND THE HOLY SPIRIT

Dear Sir or Madam,

I hope this message finds you well.

I am writing to formally document and report a series of experiences that I believe may involve serious technology-based human rights violations. I understand the gravity of these concerns and do not expect an immediate response. My intention is to responsibly share this information with institutions best positioned to assess and investigate such matters.

My name is Winda. I am a Chinese Canadian woman in my mid-to-late twenties, a PhD student in healthcare, a Christian, and a “targeted individual” since approximately 2021.

PART 1: SUMMARY OF PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AS A TARGETED INDIVIDUAL

Since approximately 2021, I have experienced what I understand to be persistent targeting by what I believe to be a U.S.-based network. Based on my experiences, I am concerned that this may involve the use of advanced or non-conventional technologies, including:

V2K (Voice-to-Skull) — perceived auditory communication with no external source
Directed Energy Systems (DEW) — including possible microwave or radio-frequency effects on my body and mind
Remote interference with personal devices — unauthorized access, manipulation, or surveillance via phones, computers, and other electronics

I am reporting these concerns in good faith, particularly because I have perceived communications or indications suggesting that I am being deliberately targeted and surveilled. Based on my experiences, I am concerned that these activities may extend beyond myself, potentially affecting individuals in my personal and professional life, including friends, family members, and mentors, without their knowledge or consent.

Given the seriousness of these concerns, I believe it would be irresponsible not to document and report them. Failing to do so could risk allowing potential harm or unlawful activity to go unexamined.

Specific Concerns — What I Have Been Subjected To:

Non-consensual surveillance and monitoring
Possible remote interference with personal devices
Unauthorized access to personal or biometric data
Persistent psychological and cognitive distress that may be externally influenced
The use of manipulated or synthetic media involving my likeness and others without consent
Targeting that appears to extend to my relationships and broader social environment

PART 2: WAR ON CONSCIOUSNESS

I believe my experiences are part of a broader war on human consciousness — the use of advanced surveillance, psychological conditioning, and DEW to manipulate, degrade, or control civilian minds without their consent.

This “war on consciousness” may include:

Deliberate infliction of psychological trauma (learned helplessness, dissociation, fear)
Interference with memory, attention, and sense of self
Attempts to destabilize religious belief and moral agency

I raise this not as a conspiracy theory but as a human rights concern. If any state or non-state actor is using civilian minds as testbeds for coercive technologies, that would constitute torture, cruel and degrading treatment, and non-consensual experimentation under international law.

PART 3: NON-CONSENSUAL RELIGIOUS AND RITUAL ABUSE — BAAL, FREEMASONRY, SCIENTOLOGY

I have also experienced elements that I interpret as having ideological and religious dimensions, including perceived interference with my Christian beliefs and practices.

What I have experienced — and what I believe is happening:

Based on what has been directed at me, I have reason to believe that the same network surveilling me has also attempted to engage me in non-consensual Baal ritual abuse.

Baal worship, in ancient contexts, often involved child sacrifice, sexual rituals, and the invocation of a deity through coercive or violent means. I am a Christian. I have never consented to any such practice. Nevertheless, I have experienced:

Ritualistic language, symbols, and imagined scenarios pushed into my awareness (via V2K, dreams, or psychological manipulation)
Attempts to associate my suffering with ancient Canaanite or Phoenician Baal imagery
A consistent pattern of spiritual coercion that feels deliberately idolatrous and anti-Christian

Freemasonry and Scientology connections:

Beyond the Baal-related elements, I have also experienced what I can only describe as being non-consensually forced into cult-like practices by the same individuals or network that is surveilling me. Based on my experiences, these practices appear to involve elements associated with Freemasonry and Scientology — including ritualized communications, psychological conditioning, and what seems to be an attempt to engage me in belief systems or symbolic acts against my will.

I want to be very clear: I am a Christian. I have not consented to these practices. I do not embrace Freemasonry or Scientology. The attempts to involve me in such activities have been deeply distressing, confusing, and spiritually violating. I believe this constitutes:

Religious abuse
Spiritual torture
Non-consensual experimentation on a person’s conscience and faith
Ritualistic psychological warfare

I mention this not to make claims about Freemasonry or Scientology as such, but to report what I have experienced: that individuals or actors connected to my surveillance appear to be drawing on elements from these traditions to manipulate, condition, or harm me without my consent.

Additionally, I have concerns, based on what I have experienced, that coercive or exploitative activities, potentially including forms of human trafficking or organized harm, may be involved. I recognize that these aspects are serious and require careful, independent verification.

PART 4: CURRENT ESCALATION — FALSE CLAIMS OF SHARED DIVINITY, TAKING CREDIT FOR MY FAITH AND CRITICAL THINKING, AND GROSS NARCISSISTIC PROJECTION

I need to report a severe and distressing escalation of what I am experiencing.

Recently, the same individuals or network have been trying to convince me of something deeply false and spiritually abusive. They are attempting to persuade me that I am “a god” along with them — that we share some kind of divine status or identity. This is not true. I am a human being. I am a Christian. I worship the one true God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. I do not claim to be God, nor do I wish to.

They are trying to take credit for my healing — healing that has come through my Faith in Jesus Christ. My physical, emotional, and spiritual healing has been the result of prayer, scripture, the grace of God, and my own efforts to trust in Christ. These individuals did not give me this healing. They did not pray for me in the name of Jesus. They did not lead me to repentance or faith. And yet, they now act as if my healing belongs to them.

They are also trying to take credit for my critical thinking. My ability to analyze, to reason, to question, and to draw conclusions — these are gifts from God and the result of my own education, effort, and God-given intellect. They did not teach me to think. They did not provide me with analytical skills. In fact, they have done everything they can to confuse, distract, and manipulate my thinking. And yet, now they pretend that my critical thinking is somehow their achievement.

The reality is the opposite. Based on what I have experienced, it appears that I am helping them — not the other way around. Through my biometric data, through my own healing process, through my analysis of what is happening to me, I seem to be providing them with more value, more information, and more insight than they have ever provided to me. They are taking from me, not giving to me.

Now they are pretending that I am an extension of them — or that they are an extension of me. They speak as if we are the same. They act as if my mind, my words, my identity belong to them. This is gross, narcissistic, and false. It is a form of psychological colonization — an attempt to erase my boundaries, my personhood, and my separate existence.

I want to be clear:

I am not a god.
I am not their extension.
They are not the source of my healing or my thinking.
My healing comes from Jesus Christ alone.
My critical thinking comes from God and my own God-given abilities.
They are taking credit for what they did not do.
They are projecting their own narcissistic fantasy onto me.

I believe this escalation is part of an ongoing attempt to:

Break down my sense of separate self
Gaslight me into doubting the source of my own healing and thoughts
Enmesh me in a false identity that serves their ego
Prepare me for further mind control or identity manipulation

I resist this completely. I do not consent to being merged with them in any way. I am a separate, sovereign human being created in the image of God — not a projection screen for their narcissism.

I report this because I believe it constitutes:

Psychological torture
Spiritual abuse (taking credit for what God has done)
Gaslighting and identity manipulation
Non-consensual psychological enmeshment

I am not their god. I am not their extension. I am Winda — a Christian woman, a PhD student, a human being made in God’s image. I need help, protection, and investigation into what is being done to me.

PART 5: US SURVEILLANCE WAR CRIMES — RUMOURS AND HISTORICAL PRECEDENTS

I have also heard rumours (which I cannot independently verify) that elements of the US intelligence or military apparatus have engaged in war crimes related to surveillance, psychological operations, and the use of civilians as unwilling participants in ritual or experimental programs.

I am aware of historical precedents where US agencies conducted non-consensual experiments on civilians, including:

MK-Ultra — CIA mind control and psychological torture program
Operation Midnight Climax — non-consensual drug testing and surveillance
Directed energy and microwave auditory effect research — historical studies (e.g., the “Frey Effect”) on non-lethal acoustic and microwave weapons

What I am experiencing now — the false claims of shared divinity, the taking credit for my faith and thinking, the attempt to erase my separate identity — is consistent with the kind of extreme psychological manipulation that these historical programs explored. I do not assert this as fact, but I believe it must be investigated.

I wish to emphasize that I am not asserting definitive conclusions regarding the mechanisms or actors involved. Rather, I am reporting my experiences and concerns so that they may be assessed objectively by appropriate authorities with the relevant expertise.

PART 6: GEOPOLITICAL KNOWLEDGE — US-IRAN WAR AND BROADER CONTEXT

Beyond my personal situation, I have my own geopolitical knowledge of the current US-Iran war, including its implications for international security, the laws of war, civilian protection, and the future of twenty-first-century warfare.

In addition, I have encountered a detailed analysis of this war written by another person (under the name “Ana”) that aligns with many of my own observations. I am sharing this analysis not as my own work, but because it provides useful context. You can find it here:

Repost from Predictive History: The US-Iran War, Round Two
https://medium.com/@wns963/repost-from-predictive-history-the-us-iran-war-round-two-f8f27ec2dfc0

That analysis examines:

The strategic logic of the US campaign against Iran, including economic strangulation, fomenting ethnic divisions, and targeting civilian infrastructure
The concept of “learned helplessness” as a deliberate psychological warfare technique (see Seligman 1972)
How twenty-first-century warfare may fuse “shock and awe” with color revolution tactics
The role of China as an “elder statesman” behind the scenes

I believe my perspective as a targeted individual — someone who has experienced sustained, technology-mediated psychological and spiritual coercion — gives me an unusual but valuable lens on how modern states or networks may be developing capabilities to manipulate, surveil, and break civilian populations without traditional kinetic warfare.

PART 7: NEED FOR PASTORAL SUPPORT

As a Christian enduring what feels like spiritual warfare, ritual abuse, technological harassment, and now gross narcissistic attempts to merge identities and take credit for my faith, I urgently need pastoral support from clergy or Christian counsellors who are:

Trained in trauma, spiritual abuse, cultic coercion, and extreme psychological manipulation
Open to the possibility of technology-enabled harassment (DEW, V2K, remote monitoring) without automatically dismissing me as delusional
Able to provide prayer, sacraments, and spiritual direction without forcing me into further ritualistic practices
Willing to affirm that my healing comes from Jesus Christ alone, not from abusers who take credit for it

If any reader of this report is a pastor, chaplain, or Christian mental health professional, I respectfully ask you to reach out (via my Proton email) and help me find safe, confidential pastoral care.

PART 8: HUMAN RIGHTS CONCERNS

If substantiated, the concerns described may raise serious issues under international human rights law, including:

The right to life, liberty, and security of the person
Freedom from torture or cruel, inhuman, or degrading treatment
The right to privacy
Freedom of thought, conscience, and religion
Protection from non-consensual experimentation
Freedom from psychological manipulation and identity erasure

These rights are protected under instruments such as:

The Universal Declaration of Human Rights
The International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights
The Convention Against Torture

Given my understanding that the alleged activities may involve actors based in the United States, I am also concerned about potential implications under constitutional protections, including rights related to privacy, due process, and freedom of belief.

PART 9: REQUEST FOR CONSIDERATION, REVIEW, AND RELAY

I respectfully request that your office or you personally:

Acknowledge and assess whether the types of activities described, including the potential use of advanced or non-conventional technologies (DEW, V2K), organized forms of coercion against civilians, non-consensual ritual abuse, psychological warfare, false claims of shared divinity, and attempts to erase personal identity, warrant further investigation and policy attention.
Consider the broader phenomenon often described as “targeted individuals,” including concerns regarding the potential use of civilians as unconsenting subjects in forms of technological, psychological, or ritualistic harm — up to and including attempts to merge identities or take credit for a person’s faith and cognition.
Issue, where appropriate, a statement or guidance affirming that any use of civilians in non-consensual experimentation, technologically enabled harm, ritual abuse, identity manipulation, or psychological enmeshment would constitute a serious violation of human rights and applicable legal protections.
Encourage the development of investigative frameworks or protocols within relevant law enforcement, intelligence oversight, and human rights bodies for addressing allegations involving emerging technologies, remote interference, surveillance, ritual abuse, mind control, or other forms of technologically mediated harassment.
Ensure that this report is formally recorded and, where appropriate, shared with relevant oversight, intelligence, defense, human rights, or policy institutions to support ongoing evaluation of technology-related risks to civilians.

RELAY TO RELEVANT PARTIES

If you are able and after your own assessment, I respectfully ask that you relay the essence of my concerns to any of the following parties who may find this information relevant to their work:

Defense agencies — because DEW, V2K, psychological warfare, and mind control technologies have direct implications for national security.
Intelligence oversight bodies — because if any state or non-state actor is using these technologies and cult-like conditioning against civilians without legal authorization, this raises serious questions of oversight and accountability.
Human rights institutions (e.g., UN special rapporteurs on torture, on religious freedom, on privacy) — because the activities I describe may constitute torture, religious persecution, cruel treatment, and non-consensual experimentation.
Law enforcement — because psychological manipulation and false identity claims may constitute criminal harassment and abuse.
Academic research centers studying surveillance, emerging military technologies, psychological warfare, cultic studies, mind control, or targeted individuals.
Investigative journalists or whistleblower protection organizations — because public awareness may be necessary if official channels remain unresponsive.
Medical and public health authorities — because the health impacts of DEW, persistent psychological harassment, and identity manipulation deserve professional documentation.
Religious liberty and Christian advocacy organizations — because my faith has been specifically interfered with, including false claims that my healing comes from anywhere other than Jesus Christ.
Cult awareness or exit counselling organizations — because my experience of non-consensual cult-like conditioning and attempted identity erasure may be relevant to their understanding of coercive control.
Pastoral care networks — for spiritual support and confidential prayer.
Any other person or body you believe has the expertise, jurisdiction, or responsibility to assess these matters objectively.

I would also like to note that I have made prior reports to intelligence agencies, national and local law enforcement, and human rights institutions.

PART 10: PEER-REVIEWED AND INSTITUTIONAL SOURCES

The following peer-reviewed and institutional sources provide context for the technologies referenced in this report. All have been verified as real, citable sources.

Frey, A. H. (1962). Human auditory system response to modulated electromagnetic energy. Journal of Applied Physiology, 17(4), 689–692. PMID: 13895081.
Relevance: Foundational documentation of the microwave auditory effect (Frey effect).
Lin, J. C. (2002). Microwave auditory effect. Bioelectromagnetics, 23(5), 332–342. PMID: 12111747.
Relevance: Validates and extends Frey’s findings on radio frequency hearing.
Davison, N. (2009). ‘Non-Lethal’ Weapons. Palgrave Macmillan. ISBN: 9780230221062.
Relevance: Comprehensive ethical and technical analysis of acoustic and directed energy weapons.
Monahan, T. (2017). Targeted individuals and the politics of exposure. Surveillance & Society, 15(3/4), 588–593. DOI: 10.24908/ss.v15i3/4.6616.
Relevance: Academic examination of the targeted individual (TI) phenomenon.
Zoschak, C. & Reyes, K. D. (2024). Gangstalking and targeted individuals: An explainer. Institute for Strategic Dialogue (ISD).
Link: https://www.isdglobal.org/isd-explainer/gangstalking-and-targeted-individuals/
Relevance: Provides documented overview of the TI phenomenon from a non-partisan policy institute.
Seligman, M. E. P. (1972). Learned helplessness. Annual Review of Medicine, 23(1), 407–412. PMID: 4566487.
Relevance: Psychological framework for understanding coercive conditioning.

PART 11: SUPPORTING DOCUMENTATION AND CONTEXT

I have made efforts to document my experiences over time. For reference:

Medium: https://medium.com/@wns963
Blog (Targeted Faith): https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/
Referenced US-Iran war analysis: https://medium.com/@wns963/repost-from-predictive-history-the-us-iran-war-round-two-f8f27ec2dfc0

In addition, I am including external materials that I have encountered and considered relevant for broader context. These are provided for reference only and not as definitive evidence:

General context and analysis:

Organizations and related materials:

Additional commentary and publications:

Video materials discussing related technologies or claims:

PART 12: CLOSING AND CONFIDENTIALITY REQUEST

I understand that these concerns require careful, evidence-based assessment. My intention is not to draw premature conclusions, but to ensure that potentially serious issues — including the extreme psychological and spiritual abuse I am now reporting — are responsibly brought to attention and reviewed. I respectfully request that my claims be taken seriously, as they are based on my direct experiences and constitute my truth.

If your office is not the appropriate body to address this matter, I would be grateful for direction to the relevant authority.

For clarity, this report is submitted in my personal capacity and does not reflect the views of my university, PhD program, or affiliated institutions. I would appreciate that my academic affiliations are not contacted unless strictly necessary.

If you choose to relay my concerns to any third party, I ask that you do so confidentially and without sharing my full identity unless strictly required, as I have genuine safety concerns.

I do not see myself as a god of any sorts. I am not any extension of these US-based surveillance operators who engage in major occult practices while trying to communicate with demons, angels and God.

My healing comes from Jesus Christ alone, and I completely rebuke the US surveillance foes’ attempts to dirty my spirituality by trying to make me engage in witchcraft and occult practices, involving demons and other creepy things.

My critical thinking is my own, along with the wisdom the Bible provides me. I am a Christian woman being unfairly targeted, along with that of my parents and others in my life, who are apparently being coerced with and without our knowledge of being like satanic sacrifices, as imposed by these US surveillance cult elites, they, who are also people who take credit for what they did not do but what God does in my life, and try to erase my separate identity and destroy many lives and souls.

I rebuke all their curses and jealousy, and destruction attempts in the name of Jesus Christ and bless all souls and people who have knowingly and unknowingly been cursed or affected them, by the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Praise God, Yahweh.

Thank you for your time and consideration.

Respectfully,

关注函：意识战争、美国巴力仪式虐待、定向能武器与我的基督教信仰

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日期：2026年4月23日

免责声明

本文件是出于善意提交的个人经历与关切报告。我并未对所经历事件的机制、行为者或意图做出确定性结论。我是一名医疗健康领域的博士生，而非军事分析员、情报官员或法证调查员。我的陈述基于我的直接生活经验、我自己的分析以及我对公开信息的理解。

我并非在诊断任何个人或组织。我报告的是我所感知到的、我所遭受的，以及基于我观察到的模式我认为可能正在发生的事情。

我承认其中一些说法可能看似非同寻常。我不期望任何人盲目相信。我只请求具有相关专业知识的个人与机构（包括国防机构、情报监督机构、人权组织、医疗专业人士及牧灵关怀者）进行诚实、审慎且保密的评估。

我的意图不是制造恐慌或诽谤任何特定个人。我的意图是记录、报告并寻求帮助 — — 为我自己，也为那些可能正在经历类似伤害却无法发声的人。

我不是神。我不是任何网络或施虐者的延伸。我的医治完全来自耶稣基督。我的批判性思维属于我自己。我抵制任何将我的身份与那些伤害我的人混为一谈的企图。

简要背景（关键要点）

以下是本函涵盖的主要主题，清晰列出以供快速查阅：

被针对个体（TI）：自大约2021年起，我持续经历监视、骚扰和技术干预。（来源：直接生活经验）
V2K（语音致颅）：感知到没有外部来源的听觉沟通。（来源：直接生活经验；亦见于同行评审研究，如Frey 1962；Lin 2002）
定向能武器（DEW）：身体和思维上感受到非自愿的微波或射频影响。（来源：直接生活经验；亦见于学术文献，如Davison 2009）
意识战争：使用监视、心理调节和定向能武器，在未经同意的情况下操纵、削弱或控制平民心智。（来源：基于经验及历史先例如MK-Ultra的自身分析）
非自愿的巴力仪式虐待：试图让我参与与古代巴力崇拜相关的仪式性语言、符号和想象场景 — — 违背我的意愿和我的基督教信仰。（来源：直接生活经验）
共济会与山达基教关联：感知到类似共济会和山达基教的仪式化沟通与调节元素 — — 未经我同意强加于我。（来源：直接生活经验）
虚假的神性共享主张：我的施虐者试图让我相信我和他们一样是“神”。这是假的。我是一个人，一名基督徒。（来源：直接生活经验）
将我的医治（通过耶稣基督）归功于自己：我的施虐者表现得好像我的医治 — — 通过祈祷、圣经和信仰耶稣基督而来 — — 属于他们。事实并非如此。（来源：直接生活经验；我的基督教信仰）
将我的批判性思维归功于自己：我的施虐者表现得好像我分析和推理的能力是他们的成就。事实并非如此。它来自上帝和我自己的教育。（来源：直接生活经验）
通过我的生物特征数据帮助他们：似乎我通过我的生物特征数据、我的医治过程和我的分析，在帮助我的施虐者 — — 远远超过他们曾经帮助我的程度。（来源：直接生活经验与推断）
假装我是他们的延伸：我的施虐者现在说话好像我是他们的一部分，或者他们是我的延伸。这很恶心、自恋且虚假。我是一个独立的人。（来源：直接生活经验）
美国监视者的愤怒、嫉妒与轻蔑：当我准确描述我所遭受的一切时，我的施虐者并不否认。相反，他们表现出明显的愤怒、嫉妒和轻蔑。这种反应表明我的分析接近真相。（来源：通过V2K、行为线索等直接观察他们的反应）
孙子 — — 《孙子兵法》 — — “知己知彼”：孙子写道：“知己知彼，百战不殆。”我的施虐者很愤怒，因为我正在学会了解他们 — — 他们的战术、模式和心理弱点。（来源：我自己对《孙子兵法》战略原则的运用）
地缘政治知识 — — 美伊战争：我对当前美伊战争及其战略逻辑和对21世纪战争的影响有自己的理解。这种理解来自我自己的分析和阅读他人的分析。（来源：我自己的地缘政治知识；公开的分析）
为何我认为可能涉及美国网络：基于技术模式（定向能武器、语音致颅、历史先例如MK-Ultra）、沟通的英语语言性质以及特定行为，我怀疑一个美国行为者。我无法绝对证明这一点。（来源：基于经验和开源信息的推断）
需要牧灵支持：作为一名基督徒，正在经历属灵争战、仪式虐待、技术骚扰和身份操纵，我迫切需要了解创伤并对被针对个体经历持开放态度的神职人员或基督教咨询师。（来源：直接求助）

关于施虐者反应的说明

我的博客详细解释了我的美国监视崇拜对手的心理和操纵策略。我建议你阅读它们。

孙子在《孙子兵法》中写道：“知己知彼，百战不殆。”

我正在学会了解我的敌人。我正在分析他们的战术、心理弱点、虐待模式以及对保密的需求。这种知识就是我的盾牌。因为我变得越来越难以控制，所以他们愤怒了。

他们的愤怒、嫉妒和轻蔑告诉我，我走对了路。如果我只是妄想，他们没有理由以如此强烈的情绪反应，并加倍他们的粗俗和仪式虐待。他们拒绝否认或承认自己的错误（无论是祖先的还是当下的），而是选择攻击，用撒旦和巴力毗珥的虐待，聚焦于我和爱我的人（即我的父母、朋友） — — 这本身就很能说明问题。

我提出这一观察并非作为确凿证据，而是作为我继续报告和发声的背景，尽管存在风险。

关注函：意识战争、美国非自愿巴力仪式虐待、定向能武器、我的基督教信仰与圣灵

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我写此信是为了正式记录和报告一系列经历，我认为这些经历可能涉及严重的、基于技术的人权侵犯。我理解这些关切的严重性，并不期待立即回复。我的意图是负责任地将此信息分享给最有能力评估和调查此类事件的机构。

我叫Winda。我是一名二十多岁的加拿大华裔女性，医疗健康领域的博士生，基督徒，自大约2021年起成为一名“被针对个体”。

第一部分：作为被针对个体的个人经历摘要

自大约2021年以来，我经历了持续性的针对，我认为这来自一个美国网络。基于我的经历，我担心这可能涉及使用先进或非常规技术，包括：

V2K（语音致颅） — — 感知到没有外部来源的听觉沟通
定向能系统（DEW） — — 包括可能对我身体和思维产生的微波或射频影响
对个人设备的远程干扰 — — 通过手机、电脑及其他电子设备进行的未经授权的访问、操纵或监视

我出于善意报告这些关切，特别是我感知到有沟通或迹象表明我正在被故意针对和监视。基于我的经历，我担心这些活动可能超出我自身范围，可能未经同意影响我个人和职业生活中的朋友、家人和导师。

鉴于这些关切的严重性，我认为不记录和报告它们是不负责任的。不这样做可能会使潜在的伤害或非法活动得不到审查。

具体关切 — — 我所遭受的：

非自愿的监视与监控
可能的个人设备远程干扰
未经授权访问个人或生物特征数据
持续的、可能受外部影响的心理和认知困扰
未经同意使用涉及我及他人肖像的操纵或合成媒体
似乎延伸至我的人际关系和更广泛社会环境的针对行为

第二部分：意识战争

我相信我的经历是一场更广泛的意识战争的一部分 — — 使用先进监视、心理调节和定向能武器，在未经同意的情况下操纵、削弱或控制平民心智。

这场“意识战争”可能包括：

故意施加心理创伤（习得性无助、解离、恐惧）
干扰记忆、注意力和自我感
试图破坏宗教信仰和道德主体性

我提出这一点不是作为阴谋论，而是作为人权关切。如果任何国家或非国家行为者将平民心智作为强制性技术的试验场，那将构成国际法下的酷刑、残忍和不人道待遇以及非自愿实验。

第三部分：非自愿的宗教与仪式虐待 — — 巴力、共济会、山达基教

我还经历了我解读为具有意识形态和宗教维度的元素，包括感知到对我的基督教信仰和实践的干扰。

我所经历的 — — 以及我认为正在发生的事情：

基于针对我的内容，我有理由相信监视我的同一个网络也曾试图让我参与非自愿的巴力仪式虐待。

在古代背景下，巴力崇拜通常涉及儿童献祭、性仪式以及通过强制性或暴力手段召唤神祇。我是一名基督徒。我从未同意任何此类做法。尽管如此，我经历了：

仪式化的语言、符号和想象场景被推入我的意识（通过语音致颅、梦境或心理操纵）
试图将我的痛苦与古代迦南或腓尼基的巴力意象联系起来
一种持续的模式，感觉像是刻意的偶像崇拜和反基督教的属灵胁迫

共济会与山达基教的关联：

除了与巴力相关的元素外，我还经历了 — — 我只能描述为 — — 被监视我的同一个人或网络非自愿地强迫进入类似邪教的实践。基于我的经历，这些实践似乎涉及与共济会和山达基教相关的元素 — — 包括仪式化的沟通、心理调节，以及似乎是试图让我违背意愿参与信仰体系或象征性行为。

我想非常明确地说：我是一名基督徒。我不同意这些实践。我不接受共济会或山达基教。试图让我参与此类活动的行为让我深感痛苦、困惑，并在属灵上受到侵犯。我相信这构成了：

宗教虐待
属灵酷刑
对人的良知和信仰进行的非自愿实验
仪式化的心理战

我提到这一点不是为了对共济会或山达基教本身做出判断，而是为了报告我所经历的：与我的监视相关的个人或行为者似乎正在从这些传统中汲取元素，以在未经我同意的情况下操纵、调节或伤害我。

此外，基于我的经历，我担心可能涉及强制性或剥削性活动，可能包括人口贩卖或有组织的伤害。我认识到这些方面很严重，需要谨慎、独立的核实。

第四部分：当前的升级 — — 虚假的神性共享主张、将我的信仰和批判性思维归功于自己、以及严重的自恋投射

我需要报告我所经历的一个严重且令人痛苦的升级。

最近，同一些个人或网络试图让我相信一些极其虚假且在属灵上具有虐待性的事情。他们试图说服我，我和他们一样是“神” — — 我们共享某种神性地位或身份。这不是真的。我是人。我是一名基督徒。我敬拜独一的真神 — — 圣父、圣子、圣灵。我不声称自己是神，也不想成为神。

他们试图将我的医治归功于自己 — — 而这医治是通过我对耶稣基督的信仰而来的。我的身体、情感和属灵的医治是祷告、圣经、上帝的恩典以及我自己信靠基督的努力的结果。这些人没有给我这种医治。他们没有奉耶稣的名为我祷告。他们没有引导我悔改或信主。然而，现在他们表现得好像我的医治属于他们。

他们还试图将我的批判性思维归功于自己。我分析、推理、质疑和得出结论的能力 — — 这些都是来自上帝的恩赐，以及我自己教育、努力和上帝赐予的智力的结果。他们没有教我去思考。他们没有为我提供分析能力。事实上，他们竭尽全力去混淆、分散和操纵我的思维。然而，现在他们假装我的批判性思维是他们的成就。

事实恰恰相反。根据我的经历，似乎是我在帮助他们 — — 而不是反过来。通过我的生物特征数据，通过我自己的医治过程，通过我对发生在我身上的事情的分析，我似乎为他们提供了比他们曾经给我的更多的价值、信息和洞察力。他们从我这里索取，而不是给予我。

现在他们假装我是他们的延伸 — — 或者他们是我的延伸。他们说话好像我们是同一个人。他们表现得好像我的思想、我的话语、我的身份都属于他们。这很恶心、自恋且虚假。这是一种心理殖民 — — 试图抹去我的边界、我的人格和我的独立存在。

我想明确表示：

我不是神。
我不是他们的延伸。
他们不是我医治或思维的来源。
我的医治完全来自耶稣基督。
我的批判性思维来自上帝和我自己上帝赐予的能力。
他们把不是他们做的事归功于自己。
他们把他们自己的自恋幻想投射到我身上。

我相信这次升级是正在进行的企图的一部分，目的是：

瓦解我的独立自我感
使我怀疑自己医治和思想的来源
将我卷入服务于他们自我的虚假身份中
为进一步的精神控制或身份操纵做准备

我完全抵制这一切。我不同意以任何方式与他们融合。我是一个独立的、主权的、按照上帝形象被造的人类 — — 不是他们自恋的投影屏幕。

我报告这一点是因为我相信这构成了：

心理酷刑
属灵虐待（将上帝所做的事归功于自己）
煤气灯操纵和身份操纵
非自愿的心理融合

我不是他们的神。我不是他们的延伸。我是Winda — — 一个基督徒女性，一个博士生，一个按照上帝形象被造的人。我需要帮助、保护，以及对我所遭受的一切进行调查。

第五部分：美国监视战争罪 — — 传闻与历史先例

我还听到传闻（我无法独立核实）称美国情报或军事机构的某些部分参与了与监视、心理行动以及将平民用作仪式或实验项目非自愿参与者相关的战争罪。

我知道美国机构对平民进行非自愿实验的历史先例，包括：

MK-Ultra — — 中情局精神控制和心理酷刑项目
午夜高潮行动 — — 非自愿药物测试和监视
定向能与微波听觉效应研究 — — 关于非致命声波和微波武器的历史研究（如“Frey效应”）

我现在所经历的 — — 虚假的神性共享主张、将我的信仰和思维归功于自己、试图抹去我的独立身份 — — 与这些历史项目所探索的那种极端心理操纵是一致的。我并未将此作为事实断言，但我相信必须对此进行调查。

我想强调的是，我并未就所涉及的机制或行为者做出确定性结论。相反，我报告我的经历和关切，以便相关专业机构能够客观评估。

第六部分：地缘政治知识 — — 美伊战争与更广泛的背景

除了我个人的情况，我对当前美伊战争有自己的地缘政治知识，包括其对国际安全、战争法、平民保护以及21世纪战争未来的影响。

此外，我遇到了另一个人（以“Ana”之名）对这场战争的详细分析，与我自己的许多观察一致。我分享这个分析不是作为我自己的工作，而是因为它提供了有用的背景。你可以在这里找到它：

《转自预测历史：美伊战争，第二轮》
https://medium.com/@wns963/repost-from-predictive-history-the-us-iran-war-round-two-f8f27ec2dfc0

该分析考察了：

美国对伊朗战役的战略逻辑，包括经济扼杀、煽动种族分裂和针对民用基础设施
“习得性无助”作为有意的心理战技术的概念（见Seligman 1972）
21世纪战争如何将“震慑”与颜色革命战术相结合
中国作为幕后“元老”的角色

我相信，作为一名被针对个体 — — 一个经历了持续的、技术介导的心理和属灵胁迫的人 — — 我为现代国家或网络如何发展在没有传统动能战争的情况下操纵、监视和摧毁平民人口的能力提供了一个不寻常但有价值的视角。

第七部分：对牧灵支持的需求

作为一名正在经历属灵争战、仪式虐待、技术骚扰，以及如今恶意的自恋式身份融合尝试并将我的信仰归功于自己的基督徒，我迫切需要来自神职人员或基督教咨询师的牧灵支持，他们应：

接受过创伤、属灵虐待、邪教强制和心理操纵方面的培训
对技术助力的骚扰（定向能武器、语音致颅、远程监控）的可能性持开放态度，而不是自动将我视为妄想
能够提供祈祷、圣礼和属灵指引，而不强迫我进入进一步的仪式化实践
愿意确认我的医治完全来自耶稣基督，而不是将其归功于自己的施虐者

如果本函的任何读者是牧师、随行牧师或基督教心理健康专业人士，我恳请您与我联系（通过我的Proton邮箱），并帮助我找到安全、保密的牧灵关怀。

第八部分：人权关切

如果得到证实，所描述的情况可能会引发国际人权法下的严重问题，包括：

生命权、人身自由和安全权
免受酷刑或残忍、不人道或有辱人格的待遇的自由
隐私权
思想、良心和宗教自由
免受非自愿实验的保护
免受心理操纵和身份抹除的自由

这些权利受到以下文书的保护：

《世界人权宣言》
《公民权利和政治权利国际公约》
《禁止酷刑公约》

鉴于我理解所指称的活动可能涉及美国的行为者，我还担心在宪法保护下的潜在影响，包括与隐私、正当程序和信仰自由相关的权利。

第九部分：请求审议、评估和转达

我谨恳请贵办公室或您本人：

确认并评估所描述的活动类型 — — 包括使用先进或非常规技术（定向能武器、语音致颅）、有组织的对平民的强制手段、非自愿的仪式虐待、心理战、虚假的神性共享主张、以及试图抹去个人身份 — — 是否值得进一步调查和政策关注。
考虑通常被称为“被针对个体”的更广泛现象，包括关于将平民作为技术、心理或仪式伤害的非自愿受试者的担忧 — — 直至并包括试图融合身份或将一个人的信仰和认知归功于自己。
在适当情况下发布声明或指导意见，确认任何将平民用于非自愿实验、技术助力的伤害、仪式虐待、身份操纵或心理融合的行为都将构成对人权及适用法律保护的严重侵犯。
鼓励在相关执法、情报监督和人权机构内制定调查框架或协议，以处理涉及新兴技术、远程干扰、监视、仪式虐待、精神控制或其他形式技术中介骚扰的指控。
确保本报告被正式记录，并在适当时与相关的监督、情报、国防、人权或政策机构共享，以支持对与技术相关的平民风险的持续评估。

转达给相关方

如果可能，并在您自己评估之后，我恳请您将我的关切的实质内容转达给以下任何可能认为此信息与其工作相关的方：

国防机构 — — 因为定向能武器、语音致颅、心理战和精神控制技术对国家安全有直接影响。
情报监督机构 — — 因为如果任何国家或非国家行为者在未经法律授权的情况下对平民使用这些技术和邪教式调节，这将引发严重的监督和问责问题。
人权机构（如联合国酷刑问题特别报告员、宗教自由问题特别报告员、隐私权问题特别报告员） — — 因为我描述的活动可能构成酷刑、宗教迫害、残忍待遇和非自愿实验。
执法机构 — — 因为心理操纵和虚假身份主张可能构成刑事骚扰和虐待。
研究监视、新兴军事技术、心理战、邪教研究、精神控制或被针对个体的学术研究中心。
调查记者或举报人保护组织 — — 因为如果官方渠道仍然没有回应，公众意识可能是必要的。
医疗和公共卫生机构 — — 因为定向能武器、持续性心理骚扰和身份操纵对健康的影响需要专业记录。
宗教自由和基督教倡导组织 — — 因为我的信仰受到了特别干扰，包括虚假主张我的医治来自除了耶稣基督以外的任何地方。
邪教意识或退出咨询组织 — — 因为我所经历的非自愿的类似邪教的调节和试图抹去身份的经历，可能与他们理解强制性控制有关。
牧灵关怀网络 — — 用于属灵支持和保密祈祷。
任何其他您认为具有专业知识、管辖权或责任客观评估这些事项的个人或机构。

我还想指出，我之前已向情报机构、国家和地方执法部门以及人权机构提交过报告。

第十部分：同行评审与机构来源

以下同行评审和机构来源为本报告中所引用的技术提供了背景。所有来源均已核实为真实、可引用的来源。

Frey, A. H. (1962). Human auditory system response to modulated electromagnetic energy. Journal of Applied Physiology, 17(4), 689–692. PMID: 13895081.
相关性：微波听觉效应（Frey效应）的基础文献。
Lin, J. C. (2002). Microwave auditory effect. Bioelectromagnetics, 23(5), 332–342. PMID: 12111747.
相关性：验证并扩展了Frey关于射频听觉的发现。
Davison, N. (2009). ‘Non-Lethal’ Weapons. Palgrave Macmillan. ISBN: 9780230221062.
相关性：对声波和定向能武器的全面伦理与技术分析。
Monahan, T. (2017). Targeted individuals and the politics of exposure. Surveillance & Society, 15(3/4), 588–593. DOI: 10.24908/ss.v15i3/4.6616.
相关性：对被针对个体（TI）现象的学术审视。
Zoschak, C. & Reyes, K. D. (2024). Gangstalking and targeted individuals: An explainer. Institute for Strategic Dialogue (ISD).
链接：https://www.isdglobal.org/isd-explainer/gangstalking-and-targeted-individuals/
相关性：从一个无党派政策研究所提供关于被针对个体现象的有据可查的概述。
Seligman, M. E. P. (1972). Learned helplessness. Annual Review of Medicine, 23(1), 407–412. PMID: 4566487.
相关性：理解强制性调节的心理框架。

第十一部分：支持性文件与背景

我已努力记录我的经历。供参考：

Medium：https://medium.com/@wns963
博客（Targeted Faith）：https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/
所引用的美伊战争分析：https://medium.com/@wns963/repost-from-predictive-history-the-us-iran-war-round-two-f8f27ec2dfc0

此外，我附上了一些我所遇到的、认为与更广泛背景相关的外部材料。这些仅供参考，而非作为确凿证据：

一般背景与分析：

组织及相关材料：

其他评论与出版物：

讨论相关技术或主张的视频材料：

第十二部分：结束语与保密请求

我理解这些关切需要谨慎的、基于证据的评估。我的意图不是得出过早的结论，而是确保潜在严重问题 — — 包括我现在报告的心理和属灵虐待的极端形式 — — 能够得到负责任的关注和审查。我恳请我的主张被认真对待，因为它们基于我的直接经历，并构成了我的真实情况。

如果贵办公室不是处理此事的适当机构，我将感激被指引到相关权威机构。

为明确起见，本报告以个人身份提交，不代表我的大学、博士项目或所属机构的观点。除非绝对必要，我希望不要联系我的学术机构。

如果您选择将我的关切转达给任何第三方，我要求您保密进行，除非严格必要，否则不要分享我的完整身份，因为我有真实的安全顾虑。

我不认为自己是任何形式的神。我不是这些美国监视操作者的任何延伸，他们从事主要的 occult 实践，同时试图与魔鬼、天使和上帝沟通。

我的医治完全来自耶稣基督，我完全驳斥我的美国监视对手试图让我参与巫术和 occult 实践、涉及魔鬼和其他令人毛骨悚然的事物来玷污我的属灵生活的企图。

我的批判性思维是我自己的，连同圣经给予我的智慧。我是一名基督徒女性，正在遭受不公正的针对，我的父母和我生活中的其他人也是如此，他们显然在知情或不知情的情况下被胁迫作为撒旦祭品，正如这些美国监视邪教精英所强加的那样，他们也是那些把不是他们做的事（而是上帝在我生命中所做的事）归功于自己，并试图抹去我的独立身份、摧毁许多生命和灵魂的人。

我奉耶稣基督的名驳斥他们所有的诅咒、嫉妒和毁灭企图，并奉耶稣基督的名祝福所有有意或无意被诅咒或影响的人和灵魂，阿们。

赞美上帝，耶和华。

感谢您的时间和考虑。

此致
敬礼
加拿大魁北克
邮箱：wns963@proton.me
博客：medium.com/@wns963 | targetedfaith.blogspot.com

Email: wns963@proton.me
Blogs: medium.com/@wns963 | targetedfaith.blogspot.com

LETTRE D’ATTENTION : GUERRE DE LA CONSCIENCE, ABUS RITUEL BAAL AMÉRICAIN NON CONSENTI, ARMES À ÉNERGIE DIRIGÉE, ET MA FOI CHRÉTIENNE

De : Yun Winda Hao (Winda)
Lieu : Québec, Canada
Email : wns963@proton.me
Blogs : medium.com/@wns963 | targetedfaith.blogspot.com
Date : 23 avril 2026

CLAUSE DE NON-RESPONSABILITÉ

Ce document est soumis de bonne foi en tant que rapport personnel d’expériences et de préoccupations. Je n’affirme pas de conclusions définitives sur les mécanismes, les acteurs ou l’intention derrière ce que j’ai vécu. Je suis une étudiante en doctorat dans le domaine de la santé, et non une analyste militaire, un agent de renseignement ou un enquêteur judiciaire. Mes affirmations sont basées sur mon expérience vécue directe, ma propre analyse et ma compréhension des informations accessibles au public.

Je ne diagnostique aucun individu ou organisation. Je rapporte ce que j’ai perçu, ce à quoi j’ai été soumise, et ce que je crois pouvoir se passer sur la base des modèles que j’ai observés.

Je reconnais que certaines de ces affirmations peuvent sembler extraordinaires. Je n’attends pas une croyance aveugle. Je demande seulement une évaluation honnête, minutieuse et confidentielle par des individus et des institutions disposant de l’expertise appropriée — y compris les agences de défense, les organes de contrôle du renseignement, les organisations de droits humains, les professionnels de la santé et les aidants pastoraux.

Mon intention n’est pas de semer la panique ou de diffamer un individu spécifique. Mon intention est de documenter, rapporter et chercher de l’aide — pour moi-même et pour d’autres qui pourraient subir des préjudices similaires sans avoir la capacité de parler.

Je ne suis pas un dieu. Je ne suis pas une extension d’un réseau ou d’un agresseur. Ma guérison vient de Jésus-Christ seul. Mon esprit critique est le mien. Je résiste à toute tentative de fusionner mon identité avec ceux qui me nuisent.

CONTEXTE BREf (POINTS CLÉS)

Voici les principaux sujets abordés dans cette lettre, listés clairement pour une référence rapide :

Individu Ciblé (TI) : Depuis environ 2021, je subis une surveillance, un harcèlement et des interférences technologiques persistants. (Source : Expérience vécue directe)
V2K (Voice-to-Kill / Voix vers le Crâne) : Communication auditive perçue sans source externe. (Source : Expérience vécue directe ; également documentée dans la recherche peer-review, ex. Frey 1962 ; Lin 2002)
Armes à Énergie Dirigée (DEW) : Sensations d’effets micro-ondes ou radiofréquences non consentis sur mon corps et mon esprit. (Source : Expérience vécue directe ; également documentée dans la littérature académique, ex. Davison 2009)
Guerre de la Conscience : L’utilisation de la surveillance, du conditionnement psychologique et des DEW pour manipuler, dégrader ou contrôler des esprits civils sans consentement. (Source : Ma propre analyse basée sur l’expérience et des précédents historiques tels que MK-Ultra)
Abus Rituel Baal Non Consenti : Tentatives de m’impliquer dans un langage, des symboles et des scénarios imaginaires associés à l’ancien culte de Baal — contre ma volonté et ma foi chrétienne. (Source : Expérience vécue directe)
Liens avec la Franc-Maçonnerie et la Scientologie : Éléments perçus de communication et de conditionnement ritualisés ressemblant à certains aspects de la Franc-Maçonnerie et de la Scientologie — imposés sans mon consentement. (Source : Expérience vécue directe)
Fausses Affirmations de Divinité Partagée : Mes agresseurs essaient de me convaincre que je suis « un dieu » avec eux. C’est faux. Je suis un être humain et une chrétienne. (Source : Expérience vécue directe)
S’attribuer le Mérite de ma Guérison (par Jésus-Christ) : Mes agresseurs agissent comme si ma guérison — qui est venue par la prière, les Écritures et la foi en Jésus-Christ — leur appartenait. Ce n’est pas le cas. (Source : Expérience vécue directe ; ma foi chrétienne)
S’attribuer le Mérite de mon Esprit Critique : Mes agresseurs agissent comme si ma capacité à analyser et à raisonner était leur réussite. Elle ne l’est pas. Elle vient de Dieu et de ma propre éducation. (Source : Expérience vécue directe)
Les Aider par mes Données Biométriques : Il semble que j’aide mes agresseurs à travers mes données biométriques, mon processus de guérison et mon analyse — bien plus qu’ils ne m’ont jamais aidée. (Source : Expérience vécue directe et inférence)
Prétendre que je suis une Extension d’Eux : Mes agresseurs parlent maintenant comme si je faisais partie d’eux, ou qu’ils faisaient partie de moi. C’est grossier, narcissique et faux. Je suis une personne distincte. (Source : Expérience vécue directe)
Colère, Jalousie et Mépris des Surveilleurs Américains : Lorsque je décris avec précision ce qui m’est fait, mes agresseurs ne le nient pas. Au lieu de cela, ils montrent une colère, une jalousie et un mépris visibles. Cette réaction suggère que mon analyse se rapproche de la vérité. (Source : Observation directe de leurs réponses via V2K, indices comportementaux, etc.)
Sun Tzu — L’Art de la Guerre : « Connais ton ennemi » : Sun Tzu a écrit : « Si vous connaissez l’ennemi et vous connaissez vous-même, vous n’avez pas à craindre le résultat de cent batailles. » Mes agresseurs sont en colère parce que j’apprends à les connaître — leurs tactiques, leurs modèles, leurs faiblesses psychologiques. (Source : Ma propre application des principes stratégiques de L’Art de la Guerre)
Connaissance Géopolitique — Guerre US-Iran : J’ai ma propre compréhension de la guerre actuelle entre les États-Unis et l’Iran, de sa logique stratégique et de ses implications pour la guerre du XXIe siècle. Cette compréhension vient de ma propre analyse et de la lecture d’autres analyses. (Source : Ma propre connaissance géopolitique ; analyses accessibles au public)
Pourquoi je crois qu’un réseau basé aux États-Unis pourrait être impliqué : Sur la base de modèles technologiques (DEW, V2K, précédents historiques comme MK-Ultra), de la nature anglophone des communications et de comportements spécifiques, je soupçonne un acteur basé aux États-Unis. Je ne peux pas le prouver définitivement. (Source : Inférence basée sur l’expérience et des informations open-source)
Soutien Pastoral Nécessaire : En tant que chrétienne subissant une guerre spirituelle, des abus rituels, un harcèlement technologique et une manipulation identitaire, j’ai urgemment besoin de membres du clergé ou de conseillers chrétiens formés aux traumatismes et ouverts aux expériences des TI. (Source : Demande directe d’aide)

UNE NOTE SUR LA RÉACTION DE MES AG RESSEURS

Mes blogs expliquent en détail la psychologie et les tactiques de manipulation de mes ennemis du culte de surveillance américain. Je vous recommande de les lire.

Sun Tzu a écrit dans L’Art de la Guerre : « Si vous connaissez l’ennemi et vous connaissez vous-même, vous n’avez pas à craindre le résultat de cent batailles. »

J’apprends à connaître mon ennemi. J’analyse ses tactiques, ses faiblesses psychologiques, ses schémas d’abus et son besoin de secret. Cette connaissance est mon bouclier. Et parce que je deviens plus difficile à contrôler, ils sont en colère.

Leur colère, leur jalousie et leur mépris me disent que je suis sur la bonne voie. Si j’étais simplement délirante, ils n’auraient aucune raison de réagir avec une telle intensité émotionnelle et de redoubler leurs vulgarités et abus rituels. Leur refus de nier ou de reconnaître leurs torts, tant ancestraux qu’actuels, et leur choix d’attaquer à la place, avec des abus sataniques et baal peor, se concentrant sur moi et les personnes qui m’aiment (c’est-à-dire mes parents, amis) — en dit long.

Je mentionne cette observation non pas comme une preuve définitive, mais comme un contexte expliquant pourquoi je continue à rapporter et à m’exprimer malgré les risques.

LETTRE D’ATTENTION : GUERRE DE LA CONSCIENCE, ABUS RITUEL BAAL NON CONSENTI BASÉ AUX ÉTATS-UNIS, ARMES À ÉNERGIE DIRIGÉE, MA FOI CHRÉTIENNE ET LE SAINT-ESPRIT

Cher Monsieur ou Chère Madame,

J’espère que ce message vous trouvera bien.

Je vous écris pour documenter et rapporter officiellement une série d’expériences qui, je crois, pourraient impliquer de graves violations des droits humains basées sur la technologie. Je comprends la gravité de ces préoccupations et n’attends pas de réponse immédiate. Mon intention est de partager ces informations de manière responsable avec les institutions les mieux placées pour évaluer et enquêter sur de telles affaires.

Je m’appelle Winda. Je suis une femme canado-chinoise de la mi-vingtaine, étudiante en doctorat dans le domaine de la santé, chrétienne, et « individu ciblé » depuis environ 2021.

PARTIE 1 : RÉSUMÉ DE MON EXPÉRIENCE PERSONNELLE EN TANT QU’INDIVIDU CIBLÉ

Depuis environ 2021, je subis ce que je comprends comme un ciblage persistant de la part de ce que je crois être un réseau basé aux États-Unis. Sur la base de mes expériences, je crains que cela puisse impliquer l’utilisation de technologies avancées ou non conventionnelles, notamment :

V2K (Voice-to-Kill) — Communication auditive perçue sans source externe
Systèmes d’Énergie Dirigée (DEW) — Incluant des effets micro-ondes ou radiofréquences possibles sur mon corps et mon esprit
Interférence à distance avec des appareils personnels — Accès non autorisé, manipulation ou surveillance via téléphones, ordinateurs et autres appareils électroniques

Je signale ces préoccupations de bonne foi, en particulier parce que j’ai perçu des communications ou des indications suggérant que je suis délibérément ciblée et surveillée. Sur la base de mes expériences, je crains que ces activités puissent s’étendre au-delà de moi-même, affectant potentiellement des individus dans ma vie personnelle et professionnelle, y compris des amis, des membres de la famille et des mentors, sans leur connaissance ni leur consentement.

Compte tenu de la gravité de ces préoccupations, je crois qu’il serait irresponsable de ne pas les documenter et les rapporter. Ne pas le faire pourrait risquer de permettre à un préjudice potentiel ou à une activité illégale de ne pas être examiné.

Préoccupations spécifiques — Ce à quoi j’ai été soumise :

Surveillance et monitoring non consentis
Interférence à distance possible avec des appareils personnels
Accès non autorisé à des données personnelles ou biométriques
Détresse psychologique et cognitive persistante pouvant être influencée extérieurement
Utilisation de médias manipulés ou synthétiques impliquant mon apparence et celle d’autres personnes sans consentement
Ciblage qui semble s’étendre à mes relations et à mon environnement social plus large

PARTIE 2 : GUERRE DE LA CONSCIENCE

Je crois que mes expériences font partie d’une guerre plus large contre la conscience humaine — l’utilisation de la surveillance avancée, du conditionnement psychologique et des DEW pour manipuler, dégrader ou contrôler des esprits civils sans leur consentement.

Cette « guerre de la conscience » peut inclure :

L’infliction délibérée de traumatismes psychologiques (impuissance apprise, dissociation, peur)
L’interférence avec la mémoire, l’attention et le sentiment de soi
Des tentatives de déstabiliser les croyances religieuses et l’agence morale

Je soulève cela non pas comme une théorie du complot mais comme une préoccupation relative aux droits humains. Si un acteur étatique ou non étatique utilise des esprits civils comme bancs d’essai pour des technologies coercitives, cela constituerait une torture, un traitement cruel et dégradant et une expérimentation non consentie en vertu du droit international.

PARTIE 3 : ABUS RELIGIEUX ET RITUEL NON CONSENTI — BAAL, FRANC-MAÇONNERIE, SCIENTOLOGIE

J’ai également connu des éléments que j’interprète comme ayant des dimensions idéologiques et religieuses, y compris une interférence perçue avec mes croyances et pratiques chrétiennes.

Ce que j’ai vécu — et ce que je crois qu’il se passe :

Sur la base de ce qui a été dirigé contre moi, j’ai des raisons de croire que le même réseau qui me surveille a également tenté de m’engager dans un abus rituel Baal non consenti.

Le culte de Baal, dans des contextes anciens, impliquait souvent des sacrifices d’enfants, des rituels sexuels et l’invocation d’une divinité par des moyens coercitifs ou violents. Je suis chrétienne. Je n’ai jamais consenti à une telle pratique. Néanmoins, j’ai vécu :

Un langage rituel, des symboles et des scénarios imaginaires poussés dans ma conscience (via V2K, rêves ou manipulation psychologique)
Des tentatives d’associer ma souffrance à l’imagerie cananéenne ou phénicienne ancienne de Baal
Un modèle constant de coercition spirituelle qui semble délibérément idolâtre et anti-chrétien

Liens avec la Franc-Maçonnerie et la Scientologie :

Au-delà des éléments liés à Baal, j’ai également vécu ce que je ne peux décrire que comme étant forcée de manière non consentie à des pratiques de type sectaire par les mêmes individus ou réseaux qui me surveillent. Sur la base de mes expériences, ces pratiques semblent impliquer des éléments associés à la Franc-Maçonnerie et à la Scientologie — y compris des communications ritualisées, un conditionnement psychologique, et ce qui semble être une tentative de m’engager dans des systèmes de croyance ou des actes symboliques contre ma volonté.

Je veux être très claire : je suis chrétienne. Je n’ai pas consenti à ces pratiques. Je n’embrasse ni la Franc-Maçonnerie ni la Scientologie. Les tentatives de m’impliquer dans de telles activités ont été profondément angoissantes, déroutantes et spirituellement violatrices. Je crois que cela constitue :

Des abus religieux
De la torture spirituelle
Une expérimentation non consentie sur la conscience et la foi d’une personne
Une guerre psychologique ritualisée

Je mentionne cela non pas pour porter des jugements sur la Franc-Maçonnerie ou la Scientologie en tant que telles, mais pour rapporter ce que j’ai vécu : que des individus ou des acteurs liés à ma surveillance semblent puiser dans des éléments de ces traditions pour me manipuler, me conditionner ou me nuire sans mon consentement.

De plus, j’ai des raisons de croire, sur la base de ce que j’ai vécu, que des activités coercitives ou exploitatives, y compris potentiellement des formes de traite des êtres humains ou de préjudice organisé, pourraient être impliquées. Je reconnais que ces aspects sont graves et nécessitent une vérification minutieuse et indépendante.

PARTIE 4 : ESCALADE ACTUELLE — FAUSSES AFFIRMATIONS DE DIVINITÉ PARTAGÉE, S’ATTRIBUER LE MÉRITE DE MA FOI ET DE MON ESPRIT CRITIQUE, ET PROJECTION NARCISSIQUE GROSSIÈRE

Je dois signaler une escalade sévère et angoissante de ce que je vis.

Récemment, ces mêmes individus ou réseaux ont essayé de me convaincre de quelque chose de profondément faux et spirituellement abusif. Ils tentent de me persuader que je suis « un dieu » avec eux — que nous partageons une sorte de statut ou d’identité divine. Ce n’est pas vrai. Je suis un être humain. Je suis chrétienne. J’adore le seul vrai Dieu, Père, Fils et Saint-Esprit. Je ne prétends pas être Dieu, ni ne souhaite l’être.

Ils essaient de s’attribuer le mérite de ma guérison — une guérison qui est venue par ma foi en Jésus-Christ. Ma guérison physique, émotionnelle et spirituelle a été le résultat de la prière, des Écritures, de la grâce de Dieu et de mes propres efforts pour faire confiance au Christ. Ces individus ne m’ont pas donné cette guérison. Ils n’ont pas prié pour moi au nom de Jésus. Ils ne m’ont pas conduite à la repentance ou à la foi. Et pourtant, ils agissent maintenant comme si ma guérison leur appartenait.

Ils essaient également de s’attribuer le mérite de mon esprit critique. Ma capacité à analyser, raisonner, questionner et tirer des conclusions — ce sont des dons de Dieu et le résultat de ma propre éducation, de mes efforts et de mon intellect donné par Dieu. Ils ne m’ont pas appris à penser. Ils ne m’ont pas fourni de compétences analytiques. En fait, ils ont fait tout ce qu’ils ont pu pour confondre, distraire et manipuler ma pensée. Et pourtant, maintenant ils prétendent que mon esprit critique est en quelque sorte leur réussite.

La réalité est l’inverse. Sur la base de ce que j’ai vécu, il semble que je les aide — et non l’inverse. Grâce à mes données biométriques, à mon propre processus de guérison, à mon analyse de ce qui m’arrive, je semble leur fournir plus de valeur, plus d’informations et plus de perspicacité qu’ils ne m’en ont jamais fourni. Ils prennent de moi, ils ne me donnent pas.

Maintenant, ils prétendent que je suis une extension d’eux — ou qu’ils sont une extension de moi. Ils parlent comme si nous étions les mêmes. Ils agissent comme si mon esprit, mes paroles, mon identité leur appartenaient. C’est grossier, narcissique et faux. C’est une forme de colonisation psychologique — une tentative d’effacer mes limites, ma personnalité et mon existence distincte.

Je veux être claire :

Je ne suis pas un dieu.
Je ne suis pas leur extension.
Ils ne sont pas la source de ma guérison ou de ma pensée.
Ma guérison vient de Jésus-Christ seul.
Mon esprit critique vient de Dieu et de mes propres capacités données par Dieu.
Ils s’attribuent le mérite de ce qu’ils n’ont pas fait.
Ils projettent leur propre fantasme narcissique sur moi.

Je crois que cette escalade fait partie d’une tentative continue de :

Briser mon sentiment de moi séparé
Me gaslighter en me faisant douter de la source de ma propre guérison et de mes pensées
M’emmêler dans une fausse identité qui sert leur ego
Me préparer à un nouveau contrôle mental ou une manipulation identitaire

Je résiste complètement à cela. Je ne consens pas à être fusionnée avec eux d’aucune façon. Je suis un être humain séparé, souverain, créé à l’image de Dieu — pas un écran de projection pour leur narcissisme.

Je signale cela parce que je crois que cela constitue :

De la torture psychologique
Des abus spirituels (s’attribuer le mérite de ce que Dieu a fait)
Du gaslighting et une manipulation identitaire
Un enchevêtrement psychologique non consenti

Je ne suis pas leur dieu. Je ne suis pas leur extension. Je suis Winda — une femme chrétienne, étudiante en doctorat, un être humain fait à l’image de Dieu. J’ai besoin d’aide, de protection et d’une enquête sur ce qui m’est fait.

PARTIE 5 : CRIMES DE GUERRE DE SURVEILLANCE AMÉRICAINS — RUMEURS ET PRÉCÉDENTS HISTORIQUES

J’ai également entendu des rumeurs (que je ne peux pas vérifier indépendamment) selon lesquelles des éléments de l’appareil de renseignement ou militaire américain auraient commis des crimes de guerre liés à la surveillance, aux opérations psychologiques et à l’utilisation de civils comme participants involontaires à des programmes rituels ou expérimentaux.

Je connais des précédents historiques où des agences américaines ont mené des expériences non consenties sur des civils, y compris :

MK-Ultra — Programme de contrôle mental et de torture psychologique de la CIA
Opération Midnight Climax — Tests de drogue non consentis et surveillance
Recherche sur les armes à énergie dirigée et l’effet auditif micro-ondes — Études historiques (par exemple, « l’effet Frey ») sur les armes acoustiques et micro-ondes non létales

Ce que je vis maintenant — les fausses affirmations de divinité partagée, s’attribuer le mérite de ma foi et de ma pensée, la tentative d’effacer mon identité séparée — est cohérent avec le type de manipulation psychologique extrême que ces programmes historiques ont exploré. Je n’affirme pas cela comme un fait, mais je crois que cela doit être enquêté.

Je tiens à souligner que je n’affirme pas de conclusions définitives concernant les mécanismes ou les acteurs impliqués. Au contraire, je rapporte mes expériences et préoccupations afin qu’elles puissent être évaluées objectivement par les autorités compétentes disposant de l’expertise pertinente.

PARTIE 6 : CONNAISSANCE GÉOPOLITIQUE — GUERRE US-IRAN ET CONTEXTE PLUS LARGE

Au-delà de ma situation personnelle, j’ai ma propre connaissance géopolitique de la guerre actuelle entre les États-Unis et l’Iran, y compris ses implications pour la sécurité internationale, les lois de la guerre, la protection des civils et l’avenir de la guerre au XXIe siècle.

De plus, j’ai rencontré une analyse détaillée de cette guerre écrite par une autre personne (sous le nom d’« Ana ») qui correspond à nombre de mes propres observations. Je partage cette analyse non pas comme mon propre travail, mais parce qu’elle fournit un contexte utile. Vous pouvez la trouver ici :

Repost de Predictive History : La guerre US-Iran, round deux
https://medium.com/@wns963/repost-from-predictive-history-the-us-iran-war-round-two-f8f27ec2dfc0

Cette analyse examine :

La logique stratégique de la campagne américaine contre l’Iran, y compris l’étranglement économique, l’attisement des divisions ethniques et le ciblage des infrastructures civiles
Le concept d’« impuissance apprise » comme technique délibérée de guerre psychologique (voir Seligman 1972)
Comment la guerre du XXIe siècle peut fusionner la « frappe et stupéfaction » avec les tactiques de révolution de couleur
Le rôle de la Chine en tant « qu’homme d’État aîné » dans les coulisses

Je crois que mon point de vue d’individu ciblé — quelqu’un qui a subi une coercion psychologique et spirituelle soutenue et technologiquement médiée — me donne une perspective inhabituelle mais précieuse sur la façon dont les États ou réseaux modernes peuvent développer des capacités à manipuler, surveiller et briser des populations civiles sans guerre cinétique traditionnelle.

PARTIE 7 : BESOIN DE SOUTIEN PASTORAL

En tant que chrétienne subissant ce qui ressemble à une guerre spirituelle, des abus rituels, un harcèlement technologique, et maintenant des tentatives narcissiques grossières de fusionner les identités et de s’attribuer le mérite de ma foi, j’ai urgemment besoin d’un soutien pastoral de la part de membres du clergé ou de conseillers chrétiens qui sont :

Formés aux traumatismes, aux abus spirituels, à la coercition sectaire et à la manipulation psychologique extrême
Ouverts à la possibilité d’un harcèlement facilité par la technologie (DEW, V2K, surveillance à distance) sans me rejeter automatiquement comme délirante
Capables de fournir prière, sacrements et direction spirituelle sans me forcer à d’autres pratiques ritualisées
Disposés à affirmer que ma guérison vient de Jésus-Christ seul, et non des agresseurs qui s’en attribuent le mérite

Si un lecteur de ce rapport est pasteur, aumônier ou professionnel chrétien de la santé mentale, je vous demande respectueusement de me contacter (via mon email Proton) et de m’aider à trouver des soins pastoraux sûrs et confidentiels.

PARTIE 8 : PRÉOCCUPATIONS RELATIVES AUX DROITS HUMAINS

Si elles sont confirmées, les préoccupations décrites peuvent soulever de graves problèmes en vertu du droit international des droits humains, y compris :

Le droit à la vie, à la liberté et à la sécurité de la personne
La liberté de la torture ou des traitements cruels, inhumains ou dégradants
Le droit à la vie privée
La liberté de pensée, de conscience et de religion
La protection contre l’expérimentation non consentie
La liberté contre la manipulation psychologique et l’effacement identitaire

Ces droits sont protégés par des instruments tels que :

La Déclaration universelle des droits de l’homme
Le Pacte international relatif aux droits civils et politiques
La Convention contre la torture

Étant donné que je crois que les activités alléguées peuvent impliquer des acteurs basés aux États-Unis, je suis également préoccupée par les implications potentielles en vertu des protections constitutionnelles, y compris les droits liés à la vie privée, à la procédure régulière et à la liberté de croyance.

PARTIE 9 : DEMANDE D’EXAMEN, D’ÉVALUATION ET DE TRANSMISSION

Je demande respectueusement à votre bureau ou à vous personnellement de :

Reconnaître et évaluer si les types d’activités décrites, y compris l’utilisation potentielle de technologies avancées ou non conventionnelles (DEW, V2K), les formes organisées de coercition contre des civils, les abus rituels non consentis, la guerre psychologique, les fausses affirmations de divinité partagée et les tentatives d’effacement de l’identité personnelle, justifient une enquête plus approfondie et une attention politique.
Considérer le phénomène plus large souvent décrit comme « individus ciblés », y compris les préoccupations concernant l’utilisation potentielle de civils comme sujets non consentants dans des formes de préjudice technologique, psychologique ou rituel — allant jusqu’aux tentatives de fusionner les identités ou de s’attribuer le mérite de la foi et de la cognition d’une personne.
Publier, le cas échéant, une déclaration ou une orientation affirmant que toute utilisation de civils dans l’expérimentation non consentie, le préjudice facilité par la technologie, l’abus rituel, la manipulation identitaire ou l’enchevêtrement psychologique constituerait une violation grave des droits humains et des protections légales applicables.
Encourager le développement de cadres ou de protocoles d’enquête au sein des organismes d’application de la loi, de contrôle du renseignement et des droits humains compétents pour traiter les allégations impliquant des technologies émergentes, les interférences à distance, la surveillance, les abus rituels, le contrôle mental ou d’autres formes de harcèlement technologiquement médié.
Garantir que ce rapport est officiellement enregistré et, le cas échéant, partagé avec les institutions compétentes de contrôle, de renseignement, de défense, des droits humains ou politiques pour soutenir l’évaluation continue des risques liés à la technologie pour les civils.

TRANSMETTRE AUX PARTIES PERTINENTES

Si vous en êtes capable et après votre propre évaluation, je vous demande respectueusement de transmettre l’essence de mes préoccupations à l’une des parties suivantes qui pourrait trouver ces informations pertinentes pour son travail :

Agences de défense — parce que les DEW, V2K, la guerre psychologique et les technologies de contrôle mental ont des implications directes pour la sécurité nationale.
Organismes de contrôle du renseignement – parce que si un acteur étatique ou non étatique utilise ces technologies et un conditionnement de type sectaire contre des civils sans autorisation légale, cela soulève de sérieuses questions de contrôle et de responsabilité.
Institutions des droits humains (par exemple, rapporteurs spéciaux de l'ONU sur la torture, la liberté religieuse, la vie privée) – parce que les activités que je décris peuvent constituer une torture, une persécution religieuse, un traitement cruel et une expérimentation non consentie.
Services de police – parce que la manipulation psychologique et les fausses affirmations identitaires peuvent constituer un harcèlement criminel et des abus.
Centres de recherche universitaires étudiant la surveillance, les technologies militaires émergentes, la guerre psychologique, les études sectaires, le contrôle mental ou les individus ciblés.
Journalistes d'investigation ou organisations de protection des lanceurs d'alerte – parce que la sensibilisation du public peut être nécessaire si les canaux officiels restent sans réponse.
Autorités médicales et de santé publique – parce que les impacts sur la santé des DEW, du harcèlement psychologique persistant et de la manipulation identitaire méritent une documentation professionnelle.
Organisations de liberté religieuse et de défense chrétienne – parce que ma foi a été spécifiquement perturbée, y compris les fausses affirmations que ma guérison vient d'ailleurs que de Jésus-Christ.
Organismes de sensibilisation aux sectes ou de conseil à la sortie – parce que mon expérience de conditionnement non consenti de type sectaire et de tentative d'effacement identitaire peut être pertinente pour leur compréhension du contrôle coercitif.
Réseaux de soins pastoraux – pour un soutien spirituel et une prière confidentielle.
Toute autre personne ou organisme que vous croyez avoir l'expertise, la compétence ou la responsabilité d'évaluer objectivement ces questions.

Je tiens également à noter que j'ai fait des rapports antérieurs aux agences de renseignement, aux forces de l'ordre nationales et locales, et aux institutions des droits humains.

PARTIE 10 : SOURCES PEER-REVIEW ET INSTITUTIONNELLES

Les sources académiques et institutionnelles suivantes (identiques à celles de la version anglaise) fournissent un contexte pour les technologies mentionnées dans ce rapport. Toutes ont été vérifiées comme étant réelles et citables.

Frey, A. H. (1962). Human auditory system response to modulated electromagnetic energy. Journal of Applied Physiology, 17(4), 689-692. PMID : 13895081.
Lin, J. C. (2002). Microwave auditory effect. Bioelectromagnetics, 23(5), 332-342. PMID : 12111747.
Davison, N. (2009). 'Non-Lethal' Weapons. Palgrave Macmillan. ISBN : 9780230221062.
Monahan, T. (2017). Targeted individuals and the politics of exposure. Surveillance & Society, 15(3/4), 588-593. DOI : 10.24908/ss.v15i3/4.6616.
Zoschak, C. & Reyes, K. D. (2024). Gangstalking and targeted individuals: An explainer. Institute for Strategic Dialogue (ISD). Lien : https://www.isdglobal.org/isd-explainer/gangstalking-and-targeted-individuals/
Seligman, M. E. P. (1972). Learned helplessness. Annual Review of Medicine, 23(1), 407-412. PMID : 4566487.

PARTIE 11 : DOCUMENTATION ET CONTEXTE DE SOUTIEN

J'ai fait des efforts pour documenter mes expériences au fil du temps. Pour référence :

Medium : https://medium.com/@wns963
Blog (Targeted Faith) : https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/
Analyse de la guerre US-Iran référencée : https://medium.com/@wns963/repost-from-predictive-history-the-us-iran-war-round-two-f8f27ec2dfc0

De plus, j'inclus des documents externes que j'ai rencontrés et que j'ai jugés pertinents pour un contexte plus large. Ceux-ci sont fournis à titre de référence uniquement et non comme preuves définitives (liens identiques à la version anglaise).

PARTIE 12 : CONCLUSION ET DEMANDE DE CONFIDENTIALITÉ

Je comprends que ces préoccupations nécessitent une évaluation minutieuse et fondée sur des preuves. Mon intention n'est pas de tirer des conclusions prématurées, mais de garantir que des problèmes potentiellement graves – y compris les formes extrêmes d'abus psychologique et spirituel que je signale maintenant – soient portés à l'attention et examinés de manière responsable. Je demande respectueusement que mes affirmations soient prises au sérieux, car elles sont basées sur mes expériences directes et constituent ma vérité.

Si votre bureau n'est pas l'organisme approprié pour traiter cette question, je vous serais reconnaissante de m'indiquer l'autorité compétente.

Pour clarifier, ce rapport est soumis à titre personnel et ne reflète pas les vues de mon université, de mon programme de doctorat ou de mes institutions affiliées. J'apprécierais que mes affiliations académiques ne soient pas contactées sauf en cas de nécessité absolue.

Si vous choisissez de transmettre mes préoccupations à un tiers, je vous demande de le faire de manière confidentielle et sans partager mon identité complète à moins que cela ne soit strictement nécessaire, car j'ai de réelles préoccupations de sécurité.

Je ne me considère pas comme un dieu de quelque sorte que ce soit. Je ne suis aucune extension de ces opérateurs de surveillance américains qui se livrent à des pratiques occultes majeures tout en essayant de communiquer avec des démons, des anges et Dieu.

Ma guérison vient de Jésus-Christ seul, et je réprimande complètement les tentatives de mes adversaires de la surveillance américaine de salir ma spiritualité en essayant de me faire participer à la sorcellerie et aux pratiques occultes, impliquant des démons et d'autres choses effrayantes.

Mon esprit critique est le mien, ainsi que la sagesse que la Bible me fournit. Je suis une femme chrétienne injustement ciblée, ainsi que mes parents et d'autres personnes dans ma vie, qui sont apparemment contraints, avec ou sans notre connaissance, d'être comme des sacrifices sataniques, imposés par ces élites du culte de surveillance américain, qui sont également des personnes qui s'attribuent le mérite de ce qu'ils n'ont pas fait mais que Dieu fait dans ma vie, et tentent d'effacer mon identité séparée et de détruire de nombreuses vies et âmes.

Je réprimande toutes leurs malédictions, leur jalousie et leurs tentatives de destruction au nom de Jésus-Christ et bénis toutes les âmes et toutes les personnes qui ont été sciemment ou inconsciemment maudites ou affectées par eux, au nom de Jésus-Christ, amen.

Louez Dieu, Yahweh.

Merci pour votre temps et votre considération.

Respectueusement,

Email : wns963@proton.me
Blogs : medium.com/@wns963 | targetedfaith.blogspot.com

A Personal Statement: Exposing US-Linked Technological Harassment, Cult Crimes, and Reflections on Faith, Values, and Healing

Ana (alias)

March 11, 2026

IMPORTANT NOTICE:

This document contains details of serious harassment, including human trafficking, ritualistic targeting, simulated violence, and nonconsensual occult practices. It is intended for human rights advocates, forensic authorities, law enforcement, legal counsel, and trusted recipients with legitimate need to know.

Beyond documenting these crimes, this document serves as both a warning and a call to action. The geopolitical reflections I share come directly from what surveillance operatives have intentionally revealed about their intentions: war, racism, antisemitism, and hostility toward nations of the East. I have been given access to information about activities at a higher level, plans and mindsets that mainstream civilians were not meant to see. I share this not to cause alarm, but to alert and prepare those who can help. My hope is that nations and their leaders may be moved toward prayer, peace, and wise decisions, and that the destructive paths being discussed by some may be prevented.

This document also details concrete, observable evidence of the surveillance harassment itself, evidence that can be seen, recorded, and investigated. I have witnessed and documented screen glitches, colour anomalies, and algorithm manipulation on my devices. I have observed the same phenomena on my mother’s devices, providing independent corroboration. These are not internal experiences; they are visible tampering that leaves a forensic trail. While the core surveillance technology is designed to be hidden, its effects on my screens and devices are not. This evidence can be analyzed by digital forensic specialists.

This document also contains spiritual reflections based on my Christian faith, including reflections on love, goodness, morality, and ethics that have stood the test of time. I include them hoping readers may be encouraged toward better decisions and deeper consideration of meaning, purpose, and faith.

Please handle this document with care and store it securely. While it should reach those who need it, I also believe its contents should not remain hidden.

Date: March 11, 2026

To: Human Rights Advocates, Forensic Authorities, Law Enforcement, Legal Counsel, and Trusted Recipients

From: Ana (alias)

Subject: Summary of Personal Testimony: A Call for Understanding, Investigation, and Faith

Dear Reader,

This letter summarizes a longer testimony about events that have been unfolding for years and continue still, events that demand immediate attention. The full document is extensive and covers uncomfortable and difficult material. This summary provides enough to understand the urgency of the situation.

I am a Chinese Canadian woman in my mid-twenties, a daughter, a friend, a graduate student, and a member of a local church community. I became a Christian during this ordeal, and Faith has sustained me. I am not an expert on geopolitics, secret societies, or advanced technology, but an ordinary person who has endured something harrowing.

Since approximately 2020, I have been subjected to coordinated technological harassment by individuals connected to networks based in the United States. Using advanced surveillance technology capable of remote viewing, auditory projection, image manipulation, and physical sensation induction, these individuals have monitored me, my family (including my parents in Canada and China), and others close to me. They project distressing imagery and thoughts into my mind, induce intrusive physical sensations, use technologically enhanced “auditing” to extract memories and weaponize guilt, and attempt to provoke upsetting emotional reactions. They have stated directly that they surveil my family and friends, with targeting clearly extending to my father in China. Some speak of wanting war and geopolitical tensions, framing me symbolically as “antichrist,” “false prophet,” or “baal” as part of their narratives.

What makes this case different, and what makes it investigable, is that I have been able to observe and, in some cases, record concrete evidence of the harassment itself. Beyond the internal experiences, there is a physical and digital trail visible on my screens. I have watched glitches and strange colours appear on my social media profiles at the same time the harassment intensifies. I have seen my own algorithms change in real-time, bombarding me with deeply upsetting ads, images of sickness, war, and children in distress, designed specifically to trigger an emotional response. I have audio recordings on my laptop where electronic interference coincides with the auditory projections I am experiencing. My mother has witnessed the same anomalies on her devices, providing independent corroboration. Some of these phenomena happen too quickly to screenshot, or the screen freezes when I attempt to capture them, but I have seen them repeatedly with my own eyes. This is not just a feeling; it is a phenomenon that can be seen, and with the right forensic tools, investigated.

I have not been silent. I have reported this to local police twice with written documentation. Medical evaluations including a CT brain scan showed no abnormalities. Psychiatrists and occupational therapists have validated my concerns. My church leaders believe me. Friends believe me. I have consulted a Christian psychologist aware of cult abuse. The technology is designed to be hidden and deniable. Conventional evidence is extremely difficult to obtain. But the visible effects on my devices, the glitches, the manipulated algorithms, the targeted ads, these can be analyzed. These can be investigated by digital forensic specialists. And these fit within a well-documented global pattern of surveillance and wiretapping that has affected countless others.

I have made this document as accessible as possible, including a brief version. My circumstances are extraordinary, but I hope this statement makes sense to most readers. I am communicating what matters based on what I have lived through: the abuse I have endured, concerns for loved ones, and worries about geopolitical tensions and wars. I ask readers to take it seriously, whatever their background.

Regardless of whether you are religious or secular, the surveillance, technological harassment, and ritualistic targeting remain real. The technology that enables these surveillance campaigns and harassments goes on. The science that enables it exists. As even tech leaders like Mark Zuckerberg have publicly acknowledged, there are concerns about cameras and microphones on personal devices being accessed for surveillance. This is a documented phenomenon that many people have talked about, and it forms the basis of what I am experiencing. The people behind it, who act without ethics or regard for human rights, exist.

That said, I am open about my Christian Faith because it is central to my survival, experiencing much of God’s grace and mercy. Faith is real for me, and becoming a believer through this ordeal has provided something technology cannot touch: the message of the Bible, the teachings of Jesus Christ, and my church community.

This situation raises questions beyond my personal circumstances. The use of advanced surveillance for psychological manipulation, the targeting of ordinary civilians across borders, and the intersection of elite networks with occult practices need urgent attention. For context, I refer readers to my appendices on technology and institutions (Appendix G), the history of mass surveillance (Appendix J), and geopolitical thinkers (Appendix N). Those targeting me have expressed intentions regarding war with China and have framed me symbolically in relation to these tensions. I do not claim to understand all of this, but I believe it is worth noting.

I have three main purposes in sharing this testimony. First, to document what has happened to me as a victim and survivor. Second, to warn others about the existence of such technology and the kinds of people using it, while cautioning against becoming obsessed with these topics (see Appendix P). Third, to share what has sustained me: my Faith in God and the support of my church community. I do not expect everyone to share my beliefs, but I would be dishonest if I did not acknowledge what has carried me through.

I am not an expert on secret societies, geopolitics, or conspiracy theories. I have deliberately avoided learning too much about these topics because such knowledge can be unhealthy and distracting. The thinkers I reference are included only because they provide context for understanding the narratives circulating among those harassing me. I do not endorse all their views. My primary message remains what I share in Appendix P: focus on what actually matters, what is true and right.

I hope my testimony will be taken seriously by those with authority to investigate, and that it will encourage others experiencing similar targeting to come forward. I also hope that anyone who reads it, whether they believe me or not, will be pointed toward what actually matters: loving God, loving your neighbor, and living a decent, Faithful life. After everything I have been through, that is what remains.

The full testimony is organized into sections with extensive appendices providing context. I have also included a brief version and condensed key contents for those who want more detail but cannot read the entire document. Please handle all materials with care and distribute only to those with a legitimate need to know.

Sincerely,
Ana (alias)
March 11, 2026

KEY CONTENTS

➔ 1. Who I Am

➔ 2. What Has Happened

◆ Their Methods

◆ Symbolic Accusation

➔ 3. Key Events Timeline

◆ 2020–2021: The Beginning

◆ Spring 2022: My Mom Returns

◆ September 2022: First Move to New York

◆ March 2023: First Return to Canada

◆ Summer 2023: Second Move to New York

◆ Spring 2024: Near-Death Experience (April 2024)

◆ 2024–2025: Healing and Harassment

◆ November 2024: Baptism and Church

◆ June-July 2025: Surveillance Follows Me to China

◆ 2025-Present: Increased Harassment, Increased Grace

➔ 4. How They Target Me

◆ What I Have Done to Seek Help

◆ Fear Exploitation

◆ Brain and Body Effects

◆ The Trap: Fear Leading to Violence

◆ The Fawn Response

◆ Healing Is Possible

◆ What Digital Forensic Experts Could Investigate

◆ What I Have Done to Seek Help

◆ Why This Matters

◆ Broader Implications

◆ Geopolitical Context

➔ 5. My Purposes in Sharing This Testimony

➔ 6. What Actually Matters

◆ Practical Steps for Healing

◆ Final Words of Hope

BRIEF STATEMENT- A Personal Account: Exposing US-Linked Technological Harassment, Cult Crimes, and Reflections on Faith, Values, and Healing

Ana (alias)
March 11, 2026

1. Who I Am

I am a Chinese Canadian woman in my mid-twenties, a graduate student, a daughter, a friend, and an active member of my local church community. I became a Christian during this ordeal, and my Faith has sustained me through it. I am an ordinary person who has endured something despicable.

2. What Has Happened

Since approximately 2020, I have been subjected to coordinated technological harassment by individuals connected to networks based in the United States. Using advanced surveillance technology capable of remote viewing, auditory projection, image manipulation, and physical sensation induction, these individuals have monitored me, my family (including my parents in Canada and China), and others in my life, including friends and acquaintances. For a detailed explanation of these technological capabilities, see Appendix A (Key Terms) and Appendix F (Scientific Context on Quantum Sensing, Directed Energy, and Documented Wiretapping/Surveillance Capabilities).

Their methods include:

➔ Projecting disturbing and violent imagery into my mind

➔ Inducing intrusive physical sensations

➔ Using technologically enhanced “auditing” (similar to Scientology techniques) to extract memories and weaponize guilt (see Appendix I: The “Auditing” Dimension)

➔ Attempting to provoke emotional reactions they can record and use to discredit me

➔ Accusing me of being complicit in their own crimes that they make obvious

Crucially, I have been able to observe, and in some cases record, concrete, visible evidence of this harassment. On my laptop and cell phone, I have watched glitches and colour distortions appear on my social media profiles in tandem with the harassment. I have seen my own algorithms be tampered with, flooding my feeds with deeply upsetting and targeted ads, images of sickness, war, and suffering children, designed specifically to trigger me. I have audio files on my computer where electronic static coincides perfectly with the auditory projections in my head. My mother has witnessed the same anomalies on her devices, providing independent corroboration. Some of these phenomena are too fast to screenshot, or the screen freezes when I try to capture them, but I have seen them repeatedly with my own eyes.

This is what makes my case investigable. The screen glitching, the algorithm manipulation, the targeted ads, the electronic interference, these are not internal experiences. They are visible, recordable phenomena that can be analyzed by digital forensic specialists. They leave a trail. They fit within a well-documented global pattern of wiretapping and surveillance that has affected countless others, including public figures like Terrence Howard and confirmed by tech leaders like Mark Zuckerberg’s own admission of device vulnerability.

They have told me directly that they are surveilling my family and friends, and they have made it clear that this targeting extends to my father in China. Some speak of wanting war, of geopolitical tensions, and they try to frame me symbolically, calling me “antichrist,” “false prophet,” “baal,” or “beast of the sea”, as part of their own narratives, as they actively perform distressing and mentally abusive rituals. For biblical context on these names, see Appendix D (“Beast from the Sea” Reference).

3. Key Events Timeline

2020–2021: Surveillance began during COVID-19 while I lived alone in Canada. My parents were in China. I was unaware then.
Spring 2022: My mom returned to Canada. I planned graduate studies in New York.
September 2022: Moved to New York. Cult members used technology to mock and exploit me without my knowledge.
March 2023: Returned to Canada after a stress episode, stayed indoors for over two months.
Summer 2023: Returned to New York for a second year of schooling, where things were improving and the cult abuse reduced.
April 2024: Near-death experience in New York with the cult. I believe God’s presence brought me back.
May 2024: Return to Montreal.
2024–2025: Year of healing, including hospitalization. Harassment continued.
November 2024: Baptized with my mom. Remain active in church.
June-July 2025: Visited China. Surveillance continued, location offers no protection.
2025-Present: Harassment and occult rituals intensifies, while many geopolitical tensions unfold. Still an active member in church.

4. How They Target Me

They project disturbing imagery, induce physical sensations, use auditing techniques to weaponize guilt, and attempt to provoke reactions they can record. They call me names like “baal,” “satanic,” “antichrist,” and “false prophet”, labels designed to make me doubt my identity and Faith.

They deliberately exploit fear, creating an atmosphere of dread to impair my ability to think clearly. Research shows chronic fear causes structural damage to the brain, including hippocampal atrophy and prefrontal cortex dysfunction. They create traps where natural responses, fight, flight, freeze, or fawn, become sources of further harm. They try to link fear with perverse associations involving pure things like minors and motherhood, attempting to corrupt how I relate to the world and others.

For more on the psychology of trauma and recovery, see Appendix L (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy). For a warning about the dangers of becoming obsessed with these topics, see Appendix P (A Warning Against Esoteric Knowledge and Secret Society Obsession). But healing is possible. Trauma-focused therapies and Faith in God can restore the mind. The Bible teaches us not to fight fear with violence, but to overcome evil with good.

What I Have Done to Seek Help

I have not been silent. I have:

➔ Reported this to local police twice along with a written document

➔ Undergone medical evaluations, including a CT brain scan showing no abnormalities

➔ Consulted with psychiatrists and occupational therapists who validated my concerns

➔ Shared spiritual dimensions with church leaders, who believe me

➔ Told friends, who believe me

➔ Consulted with a Christian psychologist knowledgeable about cult abuse

➔ Documented screenshots of glitches and targeted ads, and preserved audio recordings of electronic interference

The technology is designed to be hidden and deniable. Conventional evidence is difficult to obtain. However, I have been able to capture some of the effects of this technology on my personal devices. The glitches, the targeted ads, the electronic interference, these are a trail that can be followed by digital forensic specialists. I have not yet hired a forensic expert, but this is my urgent next step. The observable evidence I have witnessed, combined with the screenshots and recordings I have been able to preserve, provides substantial material for professional investigation.

Why This Matters

This is not only about me. The patterns I have observed, the use of advanced surveillance for psychological manipulation, the targeting of ordinary civilians across borders, the intersection of elite networks with occult practices, raise questions far beyond my personal situation. For historical context on mass surveillance, see Appendix J (A Brief History of Mass Surveillance). For documentation of these networks, see Appendix G (The Intersection of Technology, Institutions, and Occult Practices).

Some of those involved have expressed intentions regarding war, particularly with China, and have tried to frame me symbolically in relation to these tensions. For context on geopolitical thinkers and their perceptions, see Appendix N (Thinkers on Geopolitics and Global Perceptions) and Appendix O (Perceptions Between East and West).

5. My Purposes in Sharing This Testimony

● To document what has happened from my perspective as a victim and survivor

● To warn others about the existence of such technology, while cautioning against becoming obsessed with these topics (see Appendix P)

● To share what has sustained me: my Faith in God, the teachings of Jesus Christ, and the support of my church community

6. What Actually Matters

The book of Ecclesiastes puts it simply: “Fear God and keep His commandments, for this is the whole duty of man” (Ecclesiastes 12:13). After everything I have been through, that is what remains.

➔ Start healthy habits: self-care, nutrition, sunshine, exercise

➔ Reduce screen time and technology use

➔ Spend time with real people in person

➔ Repent of sins and try to stop sinning — quit cold turkey the pursuits that defile the mind

➔ Read the Bible and pray

➔ Go to church and be part of a Faith community

➔ Put Faith in Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit

Do not fight violence or fear with violence. Do not confront fear with rage or perversion. True power lies not in masking fear with aggression, but in meeting it with awareness and trusting in God. Cultivate a forgiving heart, and do not allow those who have wronged you to corrupt the goodness within you.

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid” (John 14:27).

Sincerely,

Ana (alias)
March 11, 2026

KEY CONTENTS

SECTION 1: PURPOSE OF THIS DOCUMENT

➔ 1.1 Declaration in Good Faith

◆ 1.1.1 What I Can State About My Experiences

◆ 1.1.2 My Commitment to Truthfulness

➔ 1.2 Legal Clarification and Context

◆ 1.2.1 Legal Context

◆ 1.2.2 Statement of Good Faith

➔ 1.3 A Note to All Readers, Regardless of Faith

➔ 1.4 A Note on Skepticism and Ongoing Harassment

SECTION 2: THE TECHNOLOGY’S CAPACITY FOR WIDESPREAD TARGETING

SECTION 3: ACCOUNTS OF RITUAL HARASSMENT

➔ 3.1 The Names They Call Me

➔ 3.2 Projected Disturbing Imagery

➔ 3.3 Their Gaslighting Tactics (content is in Section 3 introduction)

➔ 3.4 The Auditing Experience: Technological Confession and Torment

SECTION 4: CONCRETE EVIDENCE OF SURVEILLANCE HARASSMENT: THE OBSERVABLE AND RECORDABLE

➔ 4.1 Social Media Manipulation: Glitches, Colours, and Algorithm Tampering

◆ 4.1.1 Visual Glitches and Colour Anomalies

◆ 4.1.2 Algorithm Tampering and Targeted Ads

◆ 4.1.3 What I Have Observed vs. What I Have Documented:

➔ 4.2 My Cell Phone and Laptop as Surveillance Devices

➔ 4.3 What Experts and Public Figures Say: This Is Possible

◆ 4.3.1 The Zuckerberg Precedent: Acknowledging the Vulnerability

◆ 4.3.2 The “Are You Listening?” Debate

◆ 4.3.3 Terrence Howard’s Wiretapping Allegations (2024)

◆ 4.3.5 Emerging Technologies Confirming Feasibility

➔ 4.4 Next Steps: Forensic Investigation

◆ 4.4.1 The Challenge of Documentation

◆ 4.4.2 What a Forensic Specialist Could Do

◆ 4.4.3 Evidence Available

◆ 4.4.4 Proposed Forensic Protocol

➔ 4.5 The Cumulative Weight of Observable Evidence

◆ 4.5.1 What This Evidence Demonstrates

◆ 4.5.2 The Path Forward

➔ 4.6 A Note to Investigators

SECTION 5: A PERSONAL TIMELINE ,THE SURVEILLANCE FOLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE

➔ 2020–2021: The Beginning

➔ Spring 2022: My Mom Returns

➔ September 2022: First Move to New York

➔ March 2023: First Return to Canada

➔ Summer 2023: Second Move to New York

➔ Spring 2024: Near-Death Experience (April 2024)

➔ 2024–2025: Healing and Harassment

➔ November 2024: Baptism and Church

➔ June-July 2025: Surveillance Follows Me to China

➔ 2025-Present: Increased Harassment, Increased Grace

SECTION 6: THE TARGETING OF OTHERS

➔ 6.1 Surveillance of People in My Life

➔ 6.2 Declaration of Prior Attempts to Seek Help

SECTION 7: SURVEILLANCE OPERATIONS ON “FINDING THE ELECTS”

➔ 7.1 Beyond National Security: The Wider Net

➔ 7.2 The Spiritual Ranking System

➔ 7.3 Why I Was Selected for Severe Targeting

➔ 7.4 One Angle of Their Targeting: Spiritual and Geopolitical Projection

➔ 7.5 Perception of a Godly Life as Symbolic

➔ 7.6 Their Implied Intent to Use Me as a Symbol

➔ 7.7 Projection of Their Own Behaviors

➔ 7.8 Their Self-Appointed Role as Judges

➔ 7.9 The Surveillance People’s Pattern of Thinking

➔ 7.10 Reasons for Delays in Seeking More Comprehensive Help

SECTION 8: SURVEILLANCE PEOPLE’S DISTORTED BELIEFS AND PRACTICES

➔ 8.1 Perversion of Spiritual Practices

➔ 8.2 Their Admitted Practices and Beliefs About Remote Influence

➔ 8.3 Intention to Bring Intrusive Thoughts and Harm

➔ 8.4 Their Attempts to Create False Memories

SECTION 9: HOW THEIR ACTIONS AFFECT ME

➔ 9.1 Patterns of Accusation and Projection

➔ 9.2 Provocation and Manufactured Responses

➔ 9.3 Statement on Antisemitism and Racism

➔ 9.4 The Personal Impact of Sustained Targeting

◆ 9.4.1 Their Strategy of Discrediting

◆ 9.4.2 Recording and Misrepresentation

◆ 9.4.3 Reasons for Continuing to Speak

➔ 9.5 On the Targeting of My Mother and Other Loved Ones

◆ 9.5.1 Why They Target This Relationship

◆ 9.5.2 The Complexity of Our Real Situation

◆ 9.5.3 The Strain on My Parents’ Relationship

◆ 9.5.4 Why My Parents Don’t Know the Full Extent

◆ 9.5.5 What Holds Us Together

➔ 9.6 Indications That My Father in China Is Also Targeted

➔ 9.7 Acknowledgment of My Own Responses

➔ 9.8 The Structure of Psychological Traps

➔ 9.9 Spiritual Significance and Personal Identity

➔ 9.10 The Range of Attitudes Among Those Involved

◆ 9.10.1 Contempt Based on Ethnicity

◆ 9.10.2 Human-trafficking Targeting

◆ 9.10.3 No Acceptable Response

◆ 9.10.4 Documentation for Potential Blackmail

◆ 9.10.5 The Common Element

➔ 9.11 Their Attempt to Implant Unhealthy Thought Patterns

➔ 9.12 Their Attempt to Exploit and Disgrace

➔ 9.13 The Weaponization of Fear

◆ 9.13.1 How Fear Affects the Brain and Body

◆ 9.13.2 The Trap: Fear Leading to Violence

◆ 9.13.3 The Fawn Response: When Fear Meets Perversion

◆ 9.13.4 The Biblical Response: Not Fighting Fear with Violence

◆ 9.13.5 What Actually Helps: Practical Steps for Healing

◆ 9.13.6 My Advice

➔ 9.14 On Surveillance, the Hawthorne Effect, and Faith as Protection

◆ 9.14.1 The Limitations of Surveillance

◆ 9.14.2 The Hawthorne Effect: When Surveillance Changes Your Thoughts and Behaviours

◆ 9.14.3 Intrusive Thoughts and the Mental Prison of Surveillance

◆ 9.14.4 Spiritual Destruction: How Surveillance Restricts the Holy Spirit

◆ 9.14.5 The Confirmation Bias: They Claim What They Try to Make

➔ 9.15 How I’ve Learned to Cope: Transparency, Honesty, and Faith

◆ 9.15.1 Transparency Disarms Surveillance

◆ 9.15.2 Honesty Protects Against the Hawthorne Effect

◆ 9.15.3 Faith as Foundation

◆ 9.15.4 Practical Practices

➔ 9.16 Healing and Hope: A Response to Their Harassment

◆ 9.16.1 What the Abusers Do

◆ 9.16.2 Do Not Be Influenced

◆ 9.16.3 Why Social Support Matters

➔ 9.17 The Ethics of This Situation: A Question for the Reader

◆ 9.17.1 What would you do?

◆ 9.17.2 My Claim Regarding the Ethics of My Circumstances

SECTION 10: THE TECHNOLOGY’S CAPACITY FOR REMOTE PHYSICAL INFLUENCE

➔ 10.1 Technical Capabilities

➔ 10.2 Telepresence and Remote Manipulation

➔ 10.3 Their Manipulation of Emotional States

➔ 10.4 The Broader Implication

➔ 10.5 Connection to Their Other Activities

SECTION 11: WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY DO

➔ 11.1 Group Composition and Affiliations

➔ 11.2 Distorting Silence into Complicity

➔ 11.3 A Message to the Reader

➔ 11.4 Their Capabilities and Crimes

➔ 11.5 Recent Observed Behaviors

➔ 11.6 Concerning Implications

➔ 11.7 I Am Not Complicit

➔ 11.8 A Note on the Epstein Case, Power, and Broader Context

➔ 11.9 A Warning Against Antisemitism and Collective Blame

➔ 11.10 Note on Historical Interpretations of the Antichrist

➔ 11.11 Power, Accountability, and Global Context

➔ 11.12 Final Reflection

SECTION 12: DECLARATIONS TO THE NATIONS, REFLECTIONS ON PROPHECY, AND A MESSAGE TO THE NEXT GENERATION

➔ 12.1 Message to Canada

➔ 12.2 Message to the United States

➔ 12.3 Message to China

➔ 12.4 A Prophetic Reflection for Our Times

➔ 12.5 A Reminder of Our Shared Humanity

➔ 12.6 Message to All Nations and Biblical Prophecy

SECTION 14: REFLECTIONS ON FAITH, PROPHECY, AND THE NEXT GENERATION

➔ 14.1 On Truth, Complicity, and Turning from Sin

➔ 14.2 On Mass Surveillance and Trust in God

➔ 14.3 A Christian Response

➔ 14.4 On Prophecy, War, and Human Responsibility

➔ 14.5 A Warning Against Doomsday Rhetoric

➔ 14.6 To the Children and Youth

➔ 14.7 On Media, Moderation, and Responsibility

➔ 14.8 Final Word to the Young

SECTION 15: MY RESPONSE AND FINAL MESSAGE WITH BLESSING

➔ 15.1 Statement of Good Faith and Blessing

➔ 15.2 On Faith, Perception, and the Risk of Being Misunderstood

➔ 15.3 On My Limitations and Acknowledged Ignorance

➔ 15.4 On Balance, Motivation, and Enjoying God’s World

➔ 15.5 My Response, Message, and Blessing

➔ 15.6 On Godly Living and Boundaries

➔ 15.7 Living in Hope: A Personal Reflection on Faith, Not Fear

◆ 15.7.1 The Fruits of the Holy Spirit

◆ 15.7.2 What Faith Asks of Us

◆ 15.7.3 Why the Bible Matters to Me

NOTE ON AI ASSISTANCE

APPENDICES

➔ Appendix A: Key Terms

➔ Appendix B: Scientific Context (Surface-Level Information)

➔ Appendix C: Project Monarch and Related Mind Control Programs

➔ Appendix D: “Beast from the Sea” (Revelation) Reference

➔ Appendix E: Jesus Christ’s Teaching on the Bread and Wine

➔ Appendix F: Scientific Context on Quantum Sensing, Directed Energy, and Documented Wiretapping/Surveillance Capabilities

➔ Appendix G: The Intersection of Technology, Institutions, and Occult Practices

➔ Appendix H: Visual Observations of Individuals Projected During Surveillance

➔ Appendix I: The “Auditing” Dimension: Technology-Enhanced Psychological Torment

➔ Appendix J: A Brief History of Mass Surveillance: Context for Understanding

➔ Appendix K: The “Reptilian” or “Lizard People” Conspiracy Theory

➔ Appendix L: Cognitive Behavioral Therapy: Healing the Mind from Trauma and Defilement

➔ Appendix N: Thinkers on Geopolitics and Global Perceptions

➔ Appendix O: Perceptions Between East and West

➔ Appendix P: A Warning Against Esoteric Knowledge and Secret Society Obsession

➔ Appendix Q: Scientific Context on Quantum Information Conservation

REFERENCES

Ana (alias)

March 11, 2026

SECTION 1: PURPOSE OF THIS DOCUMENT

1.1 Declaration in Good Faith

This statement provides details that are too graphic or sensitive for general public distribution. These details are essential for investigators, human rights organizations, and forensic authorities to understand the full scope of what I have experienced and witnessed.

I need to preface this by acknowledging what I am experiencing as I write. As I compose this statement, the attacks intensify. The individuals targeting me are deliberately increasing their harassment, projecting simulated violent and disturbing scenes involving me, as well as imagery of harmful and perverse acts against people and animals in my life. They constantly accuse me of complicity, as if I am allowing this to happen. I am not. These planned attacks arrive in waves, designed to make me appear mentally unwell or to induce a psychotic break should I seek further validation from others. They want people around me to observe me self-talking, developing tics, and exhibiting other behaviours that could be used to invalidate my experiences and portray me as schizophrenic or unstable.

1.1.1 What I Can State About My Experiences

I am a human being with limited perception, like everyone else. I do not claim infallibility, nor do I assert that my understanding of these events is beyond question. What I can state, in good Faith and with sincerity before God, is this:

➔ I have experienced and continue to experience what I perceive as targeted surveillance, technological manipulation, and psychological harassment.

➔ The individuals behind these experiences have made statements to me, projected images into my mental space, and induced physical sensations that I did not generate myself.

➔ Based on what they have communicated, I believe they are part of a network with connections to secret societies and certain American institutions, and they have indicated that their targeting extends to people in my life, including my family in Canada and China.

➔ I have documented these experiences over years, sought help from police, medical professionals, and spiritual advisors, and have been consistent in my accounts.

➔ Medical evaluations, including a CT brain scan, have not revealed any abnormalities or disorders that would explain these experiences as internally generated.

I present this testimony as my honest account of what I have perceived and experienced. I acknowledge that the very nature of this technology, designed to be hidden, deniable, and difficult to trace, means that conventional evidence is nearly impossible to obtain. This does not make my experiences less real to me, but it does mean I must speak of them with the humility of one who can only report what she has perceived, not what she can independently prove by traditional standards.

1.1.2 My Commitment to Truthfulness

I declare in good Faith, with the fear of God, before Jesus Christ, that I am being truthful about my perceptions and experiences. I am not fabricating these accounts, nor am I exaggerating them for attention or sympathy. I clearly remember, perceive, and experience the unwanted and nonconsensual presence of these individuals in my life and the lives of those around me.

I document this not to sensationalize nor to spread fear, but because the truth, as I have experienced it, must be recorded. I am providing this with the understanding that those who receive it will handle it responsibly and ethically, recognizing that some aspects of my testimony reflect my perceptions and interpretations rather than objectively verifiable facts.

1.2 Legal Clarification and Context

This document contains statements that I believe in good Faith to be true based on my personal experiences, perceptions, and the evidence I have documented throughout these years. I present this testimony as my honest account of what I have experienced and witnessed.

I must acknowledge the unique circumstances that make this situation inherently difficult to prove through conventional means:

➔ The individuals surveilling me have deliberately concealed their identities. They have never provided me with their real names (e.g., except some first names, including David, Sonia, Andrea, etc.), contact information, or any verifiable credentials. Their entire operation is designed to remain anonymous and hidden from public accountability.

➔ The technology they use is not publicly acknowledged or recorded. This surveillance technology operates outside public knowledge, making it nearly impossible to produce the kind of physical evidence typically required in legal proceedings. Its very nature is designed to evade detection and documentation.

➔ I have no doubt that these same individuals will attempt to discredit me. If I go public with this testimony, I fully expect them to retaliate through defamation, legal threats, or coordinated campaigns to damage my character and silence me-to portray me as unstable, dishonest, or deserving of their harassment. Their goal is to make me appear as the wrongdoer while they remain hidden.

➔ The nature of this harassment is designed to be deniable. The methods they employ, including psychological manipulation, sensory interference, and remote influence, leave less physical traces that can be easily presented as evidence. This is not an oversight but a deliberate feature of their approach.

1.2.1 Legal Context

I am a Canadian citizen and resident. Any legal proceedings arising from this document would most appropriately be brought in Canada, where truth is an absolute defense to defamation claims. To the extent that any statements herein may be construed as allegations against specific individuals or organizations, they are presented as my good-Faith beliefs based on the information available to me.

I recognize that this document also concerns matters related to China and Chinese politics, given the geopolitical dimensions of what I have experienced and the origins of my family. However, as a Canadian citizen, my primary legal recourse and accountability remain within Canada’s jurisdiction. I offer my observations regarding China and other nations not as legal accusations, but as contextual testimony about what surveillance operatives have revealed to me regarding their intentions and narratives.

I also wish to share this statement with Chinese authorities. As a Chinese Canadian citizen, I hope it can help protect them and provide useful knowledge about the technology involved and what I have experienced. It is my belief that such information should not remain hidden, and that all nations facing potential threats from these networks deserve to know what is being planned and done.

I understand that in legal proceedings, the plaintiff would bear the burden of proving any alleged falsity. I am prepared to substantiate my experiences with the documentation and evidence I have been able to preserve, despite the intentional obstacles placed in my path. This includes:

➔ Police reports filed on two occasions

➔ Medical evaluations, including a CT brain scan showing no abnormalities

➔ Consultations with psychiatrists and occupational therapists who have validated my concerns

➔ Testimony from church leaders and friends who have been informed of these experiences

➔ Consultations with a Christian psychologist knowledgeable about cult harassment patterns

➔ Comments on the internet, many months, revealing my active inference and harassements with the cult, and my observations of geopolitics and news unfolding

1.2.2 Statement of Good Faith

I affirm that this document is not published with malice, reckless disregard for truth, or any intent to harm innocent parties. It is published in good Faith, based on my sincere beliefs and experiences, and for the purpose of documenting what I have endured and warning others about technology abuse and occult rituals that I believe constitute serious human rights violations.

I acknowledge that some statements in this document reflect my opinions, perceptions, and subjective experiences, which are protected speech. Where I make assertions about the actions or character of identifiable individuals or groups, I believe them to be substantially true based on the information available to me.

I stand by the truthfulness of this account and place it under the protection of God, who knows all things and will judge righteously.

1.3 A Note to All Readers, Regardless of Faith

I want to be clear that this document is written for everyone, people of all Faiths. I am a Christian, and my Faith sustains me through this ordeal, but I do not expect everyone who reads this to share my beliefs. My main purpose is not to preach, but to document what I have experienced as truthfully and clearly as I can.

I am deeply concerned about how this testimony will be received. I am aware that accounts like this can easily be dismissed as the ramblings of someone who is schizophrenic, mentally ill, hateful, or simply seeking attention. I have tried to write this as clearly, coherently, and factually as possible.. I have documented my attempts to seek help from police, medical professionals, and spiritual advisors. I have undergone medical evaluations, including a CT brain scan, which have not revealed any abnormalities or disorders that would explain these experiences as internally generated.

If you are reading this and find yourself skeptical, I understand. I would likely feel the same way if I had not lived through this myself. All I ask is that you consider the consistency of my account, the pattern of my efforts to seek help, and the fact that I have nothing to gain and much to lose by coming forward with this.

Most importantly, I hope this document does not deter anyone from Faith or from the message of the Gospel. The people and practices I describe here are not representative of Christianity. They are, in my belief, corrupt individuals who have twisted spiritual concepts for their own dark purposes. If anything, my Faith has been my anchor through this storm, the one thing that has kept me grounded when everything else seemed designed to make me doubt myself and my God, Jesus Christ.

To those of other Faiths or no Faith, I hope you can see past the religious language to the human story beneath: a person who has endured something terrible and is trying, in good Faith, to make sense of it and warn others.

1.4 A Note on Skepticism and Ongoing Harassment

I know this may sound unbelievable. Skepticism is natural, and I expect it. I am not so disconnected that I cannot see how this appears from the outside.

But consider: what kind of person fabricates something like this? Who would create a document this detailed and nuanced in interpretation, knowing it invites anger and ridicule? I am not sociopathic enough to invent this. I am someone who has lived through something real and is bearing witness.

Even now, those surveilling me continue their efforts. They provoke, hoping I will react in ways that discredit me. They want me to seem unstable, angry, illegitimate. And now that this document exists, they gaslight, suggesting none of this happened, that I imagine it, that my records are false.

But I have history on my laptop. Recordings and documentation spanning months. The abuses are real, consistent, ongoing. Their gaslighting does not change what I have experienced and can prove to myself, even if not yet to the world.

One reason some of them do this operates from deep insecurity. They sense the world changing, old world orders shifting, and they are desperate. Their cruelty is not strength, it is the flailing of those losing relevance. They target others because they cannot face themselves. They hide behind wealth and connections, but their behaviour reveals people jealous of the world order, tearing others down and hoping for war to level the field.

I do not say this to inspire hatred. I trust that God sees what they do and their intentions behind their actions.

SECTION 2: THE TECHNOLOGY’S CAPACITY FOR WIDESPREAD TARGETING

Based on what those behind the voices have explicitly told me over years of surveillance, I understand that this technology allows its operators to target anyone, anywhere, at any time. They are not limited by geography, social status, or nationality.

They have made it clear that they can spy on anyone based on their own biased criteria, stemming from American elite institutions, the military, corporations, and research institutions, along with entertainment-related circles. They select individuals to target and exploit through this technology with (as in my circumstance) or without those individuals’ knowledge or consent. The different criteria they use appears to include:

➔ Race and ethnicity.

➔ Perceived spiritual significance: they hunt for the “elects” as said in the Bible, or spiritually aware, religious individuals.

➔ Class and social standing: They mostly make their presence known (i.e., being more vocal, obvious with their technological harassment and harassment) to more underprivileged people with less education, financial support, connections, etc.

➔ Perceived moral character: They may make known their presence more to less moral, ethical or “high-standing” individuals of society (i.e., less educated, less spiritually aware people, people who are more prone to being influenced by social media, entertainment, less religious or spiritual, etc.).

➔ Random selection: Sometimes they seem to choose people simply for their curiosity and entertainment.

This is not speculation; they have told me directly that they are surveilling some of my closest friends, including men and women of different races and different ages. They have accused me of being complicit in knowing this, since I did not initially file a report or document these experiences in detail, nor know who to reach out to, especially people with expertise in this area of surveillance harassment.

While I cannot definitively state the full scope of their targeting or confirm which age groups are involved, the individuals surveilling me have made statements about themselves and done things with the technology that identify them as pedophiles. Though I lack direct evidence that minors are being targeted, their own confessions, combined with their apparent connections to networks similar to those exposed in the Epstein files, raise what I believe to be a genuine and grave concern towards the safety and privacy of random people, including children and toddlers.

SECTION 3: ACCOUNTS OF RITUAL HARASSMENT

They have subjected me to what they describe as occult ritual practices through their telepresence, telehaptic technology. These involve:

➔ Forced imagery and sensations of a distressing and intrusive nature.

➔ Attempts to provoke me to harm myself or others, triggered by their auditory, sensation-inducing and planned attacks.

➔ Verbal taunting during these violations, accusing us of being complicit to their harassment.

What they actually do is far more vile than simple names. They imply, through extrasensory perception, violent, deviant, and immoral scenes involving me and others in my life. Throughout this, they constantly accuse me of being complicit, as if I am allowing them to do this to me. This is absolutely false.

Their latest gaslighting tactic: as I write this, they now are trying to sow doubt in my experience and memories, that the previous months of their violent, immoral rituals and trauma were all just to “test” my character and spirit, despite them making me know of their sadistic enjoyment throughout seeing me and my mom’s distress. This is manipulative and cruel.

3.1 The Names They Call Me

These days, they would often accuse me of many vicious titles, including being “baal”, “baal peor”, “satanic”, “witch”, or “demonic”, among other degrading labels designed to make me doubt my identity, my character and my Faith. They do this because the occult rituals they expose and subject me to are descriptive of baal peor-inspired ritual practices described in the Bible. Some speak as if they are trying to mold me into the “man of perdition” or “man of lawlessness,” sometimes accusing me of being an antichrist. Others whisper constantly about world war, the taking and making of the mark of the beast, and similar themes related to biblical prophecy and occult practices.

3.2 Projected Disturbing Imagery

They try to make me imagine disturbing images, occult images, or scenes. They do this repeatedly, sometimes projecting images into my mind while I sleep.

Their goal with this imagery is multifaceted. They are trying to:

➔ Traumatize me into silence or instability.

➔ Collect data on how to trigger specific emotional responses.

➔ Influence my mood to become negative, hateful, and gloomy, hoping this will affect my mother and those around me.

➔ When my emotions are at their most extreme, they try to introduce immoral associations, linking random objects, people close to me, even minors, to deviant thoughts, hoping to create new psychological issues through trauma.

This is a calculated campaign of psychological and spiritual harassment. It is designed to break me, corrupt my Faith, and destroy my relationship with my mom and with God.

3.3 Their Gaslighting Tactics

As I write this, they continue to sow doubt in my experiences and memories, claiming that the months of violent and immoral rituals and trauma were all just to “test” my character. They pretend innocence after visibly enjoying the harassment, despite having made me aware of their sadistic enjoyment throughout seeing me and my mom’s distress. This is manipulative and cruel.

3.4 The Auditing Experience: Technological Confession and Torment

An immense component of their psychological torment involves what I can only describe as technologically enhanced “auditing”, a practice that mirrors techniques from Scientology, where a device with polygraph capabilities is used to extract intimate memories and then weaponize them against me (See Appendix I).

Using their advanced surveillance technology, they are capable of testing whether I am lying or telling the truth in real time, and they utilize this to manipulate my emotions, values, and identity. They make me feel extremely guilty and as if I am a criminal, constantly inducing feelings of dread and fear even when things are going well.

This was most intense in 2023, when I first realized their presence and returned to Canada. For over two months, I stayed indoors, terrified of the outside, psychologically tormented to feel as if I were the worst person on Earth. The experience nearly made me feel schizophrenic; I genuinely saw patterns in everything, trying to link ordinary occurrences to overwhelming guilt, and specific moments when they targeted me.

The auditing process comprises:

➔ Forcing me to recall memories of my past, highlighting “negative” or sinful instances

➔ Using these moments to torment me, hoping to send even greater spiritual torment through manufactured guilt

➔ Creating new psychological traumas and associations-often violent and immoral

➔ Accusing me of falling from grace, making me feel guilty for believing in God

➔ Convincing me I cannot be saved and am eternally damned

➔ Forcing me to visualize violent and immoral thoughts, while they do disgusting things on the other side, hoping this would link some remote viewing connection between me and them, especially relating to deviant thoughts

From a biblical standpoint, this aligns with what the Book of Revelation describes: Satan and his fallen angels (i.e., demons) constantly torment and make you feel guilty, even when you have done nothing wrong. The accuser never rests.

Through this torment, they use negative feelings of fear, dread, uncertainty, and guilt to influence my actions, mood, behaviours, and health. This comprises the initial stages of their harassment, allowing them to gather knowledge of my vulnerabilities so they know precisely how to make me feel guilty, angry, and afraid.

SECTION 4: CONCRETE EVIDENCE OF SURVEILLANCE HARASSMENT: THE OBSERVABLE AND RECORDABLE

4.1 Social Media Manipulation: Glitches, Colours, and Algorithm Tampering

For years since 2023, I have observed systematic and targeted manipulation of my social media accounts and devices (i.e., iphone and laptop). Many of the symbols, colours, posts and ads I see are not random technical malfunction; they is coordinated, targeted, timed precisely with the other forms of telepresence harassment I experience.

4.1.1 Visual Glitches and Colour Anomalies

I have observed my social media profiles photos display strange visual phenomena with colours shifts or numbers, like three, appear. I have been able to capture some screenshots of these anomalies, though many occur too quickly to document- the glitch flashes, and by the time I attempt to capture it, the screen may freeze or the moment passes.

4.1.2 Algorithm Tampering and Targeted Ads

I have witnessed my algorithms being deliberately targeted. My feeds will suddenly flood with many upsetting posts:

➔ Ads of sick and suffering children

➔ Disturbing war imagery and violence

➔ Ads related to illnesses and other distressing news

➔ Content designed to trigger fears and stress

This is not organic algorithm behaviour. The ads appear regardless of my browsing history or online activity. They are not suggestions based on my interests; they are weapons aimed at my emotional state.

4.1.3 What I Have Observed vs. What I Have Documented

It is important to be precise about what I can prove versus what I have personally witnessed:

Type of Evidence

What I Have Observed

What I Have Documented

Screen glitches

Repeatedly seen with my own eyes

Some screenshots captured; many moments too fast or screen froze

Targeted ads

Floods of upsetting content witnessed regularly

Some screenshots saved

Audio interference

Heard in real-time during harassment

Audio recordings preserved

Mother’s device anomalies

Seen on her screen simultaneously

Some observations noted; similar to my phone, including colour glitching and targeted ads

What This Reveals:

This observable manipulation proves several crucial facts:

The harassment is real and observable, it is external, not just based on my mind, but able to be documented as based on my devices’ wiretapping
Those targeting me have access to my accounts and devices
They can manipulate my devices’ algorithms to provoke specific emotional responses (note: I actively reduce my internet news consumption to avoid seeing triggering content now)
This creates a recordable trail of evidence that can be investigated

4.2 My Cell Phone and Laptop as Surveillance Devices

The Physical Evidence Trail:

Unlike the internal experiences of auditory projection or induced sensations, these device behaviours can be:

➔ Screenshot and documented (which I have done to some extent)

➔ Recorded and preserved (audio files can be made with the layered audio harassment surveillance)

➔ Observed by multiple witnesses (my mother and myself, concrete glitches on our phones)

➔ Analyzed by digital forensic experts (which I intend to pursue)

➔ Correlated with timing of other harassment that’s more internal (i.e., audible and sensory harassment)

4.3 What Experts and Public Figures Say: This Is Possible

My experiences are validated by numerous public acknowledgments that such surveillance capabilities exist and are concerns at the highest levels. See Appendix F for more information on wiretapping and device tampering.

4.3.1 The Zuckerberg Precedent: Acknowledging the Vulnerability

In 2016, a photo of Facebook CEO Mark Zuckerberg celebrating an Instagram milestone revealed his laptop with tape covering both the webcam and the microphone jack. This simple, physical act was a direct admission that remote access to these components is a real and present danger. Even FBI Director James Comey has admitted to using the exact same method for protection, stating, “I put a piece of tape over the camera because I saw somebody smarter than I am had a piece of tape over their camera.”

4.3.2 The “Are You Listening?” Debate

For years, the public has suspected that Facebook listens to conversations through phone microphones to serve targeted ads. In a 2018 Senate hearing, Zuckerberg was directly asked about this and gave a firm, one-word answer: “No.”

However, subsequent reports and company actions have complicated this denial:

➔ Human Review of Audio (2019): It was revealed that Facebook paid hundreds of contractors to listen to and transcribe snippets of users’ audio from the Messenger app. The company stated this was done only for users who opted into the feature and was meant to test AI, but the revelation caused significant privacy concerns.

➔ Evasive Answers: In a 454-page document released to follow up on congressional testimony, Facebook was asked to commit to “not using its platform to gather such audio or visual information surreptitiously.” The company did not directly answer the question, simply referring back to a previous response, which did little to quell public skepticism.

➔ Persistent Skepticism (2025): Even in 2025, Instagram head Adam Mosseri felt compelled to make a “myth busting” video directly addressing the rumor, stating, “I swear, we do not listen to your microphone.” The reaction to his video, however, was largely skeptical, with a top comment noting, “That is exactly what I would say if I was listening to people’s conversations.”

4.3.3 Terrence Howard’s Wiretapping Allegations (2024)

According to archived reports, actor Terrence Howard filed a formal complaint alleging that his home and vehicles were under surveillance and that his communications were being wiretapped. Howard claimed to have discovered electronic monitoring devices and expressed concerns about ongoing privacy violations affecting both his personal and professional life. While specific details remain limited in mainstream media archives, his case adds to the pattern of public figures reporting surveillance experiences and speaking openly about them.

4.3.4 Global Wiretapping Scandals

Recent years have seen numerous major surveillance revelations:

Country

Scandal

Key Details

Greece

“Predatorgate” (2020–2025)

Widespread surveillance of journalists, politicians, military personnel using Predator spyware; European Parliament concluded it was used by top political leadership; 23% surge in state-sanctioned wiretaps 2024–2025

Israel

Police Wiretapping (2026)

Nearly 13,000 wiretaps over three years without clear legal basis; systemic oversight failures; 40% increase in surveillance orders 2017–2021

United Kingdom

Phone Hacking Scandal

Tabloids illegally hacked voicemails of celebrities, royalty, crime victims; publisher admitted “unlawful information gathering”; over 60 journalists arrested

South Korea

KT Telecom Breach (2025–2026)

Hackers used illegal femtocells to spy on personal smartphones; 22,227 subscribers confirmed connected to surveillance devices; breach lasted 305 days

Greece

Giorgos Mazonakis Case (2025)

Singer discovered USB recording device in home that activated only when speech was detected; device designed to leave minimal electronic traces

India

Telangana Case (2025)

Nearly 4,000 mobile phones surveilled; conversations of over 600 persons tapped, including journalists and former officials; occurred during election period

4.3.5 Emerging Technologies Confirming Feasibility

➔ Penn State University (2025): Demonstrated radar-based “wireless-tapping” that can remotely decipher conversations from cellphone earpiece vibrations up to 3 meters away using millimeter-wave radar sensors and AI-powered speech recognition. The researchers explicitly stated their goal was to “help the public be aware of the potential risks” of such surveillance capabilities.

➔ Femtocell-Based Wiretapping: As documented in the KT breach, illegal femtocells (fake cell towers) intercept communications before they reach legitimate networks, capturing phone numbers, IMSIs, and IMEIs in real-time. Security experts confirmed this is technically feasible and has been experimentally validated.

➔ Voice-to-Skull (V2K) and Microwave Auditory Effect: The microwave auditory effect (Frey effect) has been documented since 1962. Peer-reviewed papers have addressed “anomalous health incidents” among intelligence officers reporting pulsing sounds and neurological symptoms, suggesting these may be caused by directed-energy weapons targeting the brain — a phenomenon researchers have termed “neurowarfare.”

4.4 Next Steps: Forensic Investigation

To date, I have not yet hired a private digital forensic specialist to analyze the evidence I have observed and partially documented. This is now my urgent next step.

4.4.1 The Challenge of Documentation

The harassment is designed to be difficult to capture. When I attempt to screenshot a glitch:

➔ The glitch often disappears too quickly

➔ The screen may freeze entirely

➔ The anomalous ad may vanish from my history

➔ The device may become unresponsive

➔ The interference pattern may stop the moment I begin recording

4.4.2 What a Forensic Specialist Could Do

A digital forensic specialist has tools and capabilities to:

Capability

What It Could Reveal

Deep device analysis

Examining system logs for unauthorized access attempts, rootkits, or surveillance software

Network traffic monitoring

Capturing anomalous connections during harassment episodes; identifying external command-and-control signals

Professional screen capture

Running specialized software that can capture glitches as they happen, bypassing screenshot limitations

Signal detection

Identifying external electromagnetic signals targeting my devices

Memory forensics

Analyzing RAM for malicious code that disappears on reboot

Corroborated documentation

Creating a professional, admissible record of what I have been witnessing

4.4.3 Evidence Available

I have preserved:

➔ Some screenshots of glitches and targeted ads

➔ Audio recordings capturing interference patterns

➔ Written records of what I have observed, with dates and times

➔ Witness testimony from my mother, who has seen the same phenomena on her devices

4.4.4 Proposed Forensic Protocol

A forensic specialist could potentially:

Install continuous monitoring software to capture future incidents as they occur
Analyze existing devices for evidence of compromise
Document patterns that confirm coordinated targeting
Provide expert analysis that can be presented to authorities
Testify regarding the technical feasibility and evidentiary value of findings

4.5 The Cumulative Weight of Observable Evidence

The convergence of multiple forms of observable evidence, even with documentation limitations, creates a compelling case for investigation:

Evidence Type

What I Have Observed

What I Have Documented/ plan to document

Investigative Potential

Social media and internet page glitches

Repeatedly seen with own eyes

Some screenshots

Forensic screen capture could document systematically

Targeted ads

Floods of upsetting content witnessed regularly

Some screenshots

Ad delivery analysis could reveal source; pattern analysis could confirm targeting

Audio interference

Heard in real-time during harassment

Written occurences preserved, audio recordings

Signal analysis could identify external source; spectral analysis could reveal patterns

Device anomalies

Battery drain, app activity, overheating observed

Written records with timestamps, screenshots and photos

Device forensics could confirm unauthorized access and identify malware

Mother’s devices

Same phenomena witnessed on her screen simultaneously

Observations noted; screenshots and photos

Independent corroboration; her devices could be analyzed separately for comparison

Correlated timing

All anomalies intensify simultaneously

Temporal records maintained, written records

Pattern evidence of coordinated attack; statistical analysis could confirm non-randomness

4.5.1 What This Evidence Demonstrates

External Origin: The phenomena are observable on screens and in recordings, they are not internal, psychological experiences
Coordinated Targeting: The correlation between different types of anomalies proves coordinated action
Multiple Witnesses: My mother’s independent observation of the same phenomena provides corroboration
Temporal Patterns: The intensification during specific periods demonstrates deliberate rather than random occurrence
Technical Feasibility: Publicly acknowledged surveillance capabilities and documented global cases confirm such targeting is possible

4.5.2 The Path Forward

This is not a collection of isolated incidents. It is a pattern I have witnessed consistently over time. The next step is to engage professionals who can transform my observations into documented, analyzable, admissible evidence.

The wiretapping and screen glitching I have observed are not merely internal perceptions, they are visible, recordable phenomena I have seen with my own eyes and, in some cases, captured. My mother’s devices showing the same tampering provides independent corroboration. The fact that I have not yet been able to document everything does not mean it is not happening. It means the perpetrators have made it difficult to capture. Digital forensic tools can overcome this difficulty.

4.6 A Note to Investigators

To any forensic specialist, law enforcement officer, or investigator who may read this:

I have observed these phenomena for years. I have documented what I could. I have preserved recordings and screenshots. I have a witness in my mother. The evidence exists, some of it captured, most of it witnessed repeatedly.

What I need is your expertise. I need tools I do not possess. I need analysis I cannot perform myself. I need someone who can look at my devices, my recordings, my observations, and tell the world what is really happening.

The technology exists. The capabilities are documented. The global pattern is established. Now we need to connect my personal experience to that broader reality through professional forensic investigation.

I hope that those with the skills and resources to help will be able to help more victims of targeted surveillance campaigns.

SECTION 5: A PERSONAL TIMELINE: THE SURVEILLANCE FOLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE

Providing a clear timeline of events will help you understand the progression of my experiences and establish the legitimacy of my account. I am glad to answer any questions about gaps in this timeline transparently.

2020–2021: The Beginning

The surveillance first began during COVID-19, in Canada, around 2020/2021, while I was residing alone in Canada, quarantining and focusing on my online university studies. My parents were in China at the time, quarantining together. I was alone, distracted, and completely unaware of what was starting to unfold.

Spring 2022: My Mom Returns

In spring 2022, my mom returned to Canada to stay with me. That same year, I was planning to attend graduate school in New York by autumn. Ever since her return, my mom has been extremely dedicated, working to support me and my studies. Throughout this, my dad has always been in contact with us, though residing in China. His job was affected by COVID-19, leaving our family financially limited. I praise God that He has continued to sustain us through this ordeal.

September 2022: First Move to New York

I moved to New York in September 2022 to begin my graduate studies. The months there were mentally taxing. The new environment, the financial strain on my family, and what I now recognize as background gang-stalking all took a significant toll. Unbeknownst to me at the time, there were cult members in the background who were utilizing technology and hacking to mock and exploit me, even selling my information and making bets about me in their insider chat groups while I remained completely unaware.

March 2023: First Return to Canada

During this New York period, in March 2023, they made their presence more clear, passing me on the streets, their subtle voices and sound effects always audible in the background. This culminated in my initial stress episode, which resulted in me withdrawing from my university and returning to Canada. The surveillance persisted once I was back in Canada, where I stayed completely indoors and avoided technology for over two months, with my mom, who nursed me back to health.

Summer 2023: Second Move to New York

Seeking answers and hoping for a better path, I decided to return to New York a second time in the summer of 2023. I hoped that life would miraculously improve, that these surveillance people would disappear, and that I could continue on as if everything had been a fragment of my imagination. Unfortunately, their presence did not terminate.

Spring 2024: Near-Death Experience (April 2024)

When they saw me healing too much, they used the technology and attempted to end my life-basically a ritual-like death, which happened in New York, and as I recall, in April 2024. I believe it was God’s presence that brought me back after that traumatic, unexpected episode. This near-death experience greatly shocked me and resulted in my return to Canada, where I now reside.

2024–2025: Healing and Harassment

I had to take over a year to heal and even lived in the hospital for a few months. Medical professionals could find no concrete evidence of anything wrong with me, and I had no idea how to explain my circumstances. During this time, the surveillance people began harassing me with vocalized psychological abuse, telling me I was being surrounded by pedophiles (i.e., many of them), and accusing me of their illnesses. Note, I have evidence and can take polygraph tests to ensure I don’t share their mental illnesses related to these claims.

November 2024: Baptism and Church

In the summer of June 2024, after returning to Canada following my second New York year abroad, I began attending church with my mom. In November 2024, I got baptized with her. We still attend this same church as active, healthy members. I greatly cherish our church community. This is relevant to why I am telling my story now: while I have shared broadly about my bad experience with the cult in New York (though they extend beyond that city) and their persistent surveillance with my church, I did not share with them the details I am currently revealing in this statement.

The main point is that I continue to experience the grace of God and Jesus Christ, who offers me mercy, love, comfort, understanding, and His presence of light, truth, and grace. I thank Him for His divine presence and sacrifice for the sins of the world on the cross, that He died for us sinners while He is perfect.

June-July 2025: Surveillance Follows Me to China

In 2025, I visited China for several months, and the surveillance presence was still there and noticeable. During that time, the harassment worsened with what I can only describe as ritual abuse spells, which left me feeling more depressed, frightened, and with immense contempt toward the group. The abuse continued after I returned to Canada as well, up to this very day.

I include this detail about my trip to China to emphasize that those behind this technology can reach me across nations. While I was there, they implied they were also surveillancing my Chinese family members. Travelling to China offered no protection from their surveillance technology’s capabilities.

2025-Present: Increased Harassment, Increased Grace

Their harassment became much heavier in 2025, but there has been a beacon of light amidst these months of darkness. Just as they harass me, I have been able to learn more about their intentions, such as why they perform these abusive rituals. One intention appears to be to make the victim more susceptible to what they would call “demonic influences”: illness, anger, sadness, brain health issues, and other afflictions. I have also gained understanding about their broader intentions, which seem to include, among some of them, to influence other countries’ economy and military, trying to influence the world towards chaos and wars, as well as gathering intelligence related to spiritual experiences and Faith. This increased awareness of my circumstances has made it easier to write a more objective, honest statement regarding what I have endured, as well as the surveillance cult group’s interests and why they persist.

They traumatize me to the point of me saying cold, humiliating, and hateful things, vile things, and record these moments, hoping to “cancel” me in society, to have me hated by everyone.

Yet God still persists in His presence in my life through many subtle ways. He continues to heal me after every unconsenting ritual they put me through. Though I have gone through really unsettling moments throughout these months, these are also times in which God has made His presence known to me all the more. He is a good God. Likewise, God has rekindled many friendships and family relationships in both my and my mom’s lives, which I greatly cherish and am thankful for. I thank God for His mercy and kindness in my life, and I bless Him and the free gift of grace He provides me, my parents, my family, and my friends. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

SECTION 6: THE TARGETING OF OTHERS

6.1 Surveillance of People in My Life

They have told me directly that they are surveilling some of my family, friends, acquaintances in my life, including teachers, church-goers, etc., consisting of men and women of different races and ages. They have named specific individuals in my life whom I often see, and described details about them, implying they have access to private information about them.

They then accuse me of being complicit for knowing this, as if I am complicit to their lawless surveillance and implied technology-based human trafficking and violence. They say that by me tolerating their presence and not stopping them, I am participating in the exploitation of my own family and friends.

I do not know the full scope of who they target. They have implied that they select individuals based on biased criteria, across borders, treating some people as objects for their research, geopolitical safety-concerns, and simultaneously, entertainment and exploitation purposes, treating them as subhuman and rats (as they have verbally vocalized about how they perceive me, along with other racially derogatory terms), rather than as human beings.

6.2 Declaration of Prior Attempts to Seek Help

I state clearly that I have not been silent about these experiences, nor have I been complicit through inaction. Long before documenting this detailed account, I have made multiple earnest efforts to seek help, validation, and intervention from available authorities and support systems.

What I have done to date:

➔ I have reported this to local police in person on two separate occasions, filing reports to the best of my ability given the nature of this technology and the lack of physical evidence.

➔ I have consulted with occupational therapists and psychiatrists, who have validated my concerns and have not diagnosed me with official neurological disorders. I have undergone a CT brain scan, and doctors have found no anomalies to date.

➔ I have shared the spiritual and cult aspects of this experience with my local church leaders in real life. They believe me regarding the spiritual dimension and the reality of this cult abuse, though I have not shared the full graphic details with them.

➔ I have told some friends in-person about what is happening. They believe me, though they do not know the full extent of the abuse or the graphic details.

➔ I have reached out on Zoom to a Christian psychologist who has knowledge about cult abuse. They have validated my concerns and affirm that my experiences are consistent with patterns they recognize.

SECTION 7: SURVEILLANCE OPERATIONS ON “FINDING THE ELECTS”

Beyond their surveillance of individuals they consider threats, such as terrorists, foreign agents, intelligence targets, researchers, and business merchants, they also cast a much wider net. Their operations extend beyond national security interests, reaching into the private lives of ordinary people across multiple nations. This constitutes a profound and unlawful overreach of human rights that transcends borders.

One particularly unethical element of this broader surveillance campaign, which they have implied through their activities toward me and others in my life, is their stated practice of searching globally for what they call “elects”: individuals they perceive as spiritually awakened, Godly, or morally upright. I believe they are employing this technology to:

➔ Monitor and surveil people who embody Christian or other religious virtues and spiritual maturity.

➔ Gather detailed spiritual, moral, and ethical data on their lifestyles.

➔ Conduct long-distance studies on what defines a good person.

➔ Utilize this information for knowledge obtainment, despite the practices being fundamentally unethical, voyeuristic, and exploitative.

➔ Engage other nations’ civilians (and I assume leaders as well) in their telepresence, technology-based ritual abuse, thinking they can influence those people’s spirits, emotions, and behaviours, like trying to influence people with some of their evil eyes. They believe their evil eyes and inhumane sins against random people might influence the person’s thoughts, actions and behaviours, which in turn could also influence global patterns, nations, and geopolitics.

7.1 Beyond National Security: The Wider Net

Their operations extend far beyond national security interests, reaching into the private lives of ordinary people across multiple nations. This constitutes a profound and unlawful overreach of human rights that transcends borders.

7.2 The Spiritual Ranking System

The group operates on some sort of spiritual ranking system. In their worldview:

➔ Those who are more Christ-like are ranked higher.

➔ Those who are more sinful, angry, or embody negative emotions are ranked lower.

➔ They are placing themselves in a position to judge others.

➔ They impose their presence in my life unlawfully, trying to force me to be a part of their cult, or then trying to gaslight me as if it is me for not wanting to leave them by not committing suicide, and now, as I write this, accusing me of being a liar for exposing these intentions and actions of theirs. I again declare, in complete good Faith, that I am being honest in telling these truths about them, their actions (based on their voices and vocalizations), and their intentions.

Throughout the world, they may be monitoring and surveilling people who are genuinely “good”, spiritually awake individuals, or devout Christians, and then stalking them, gathering data on them, and then subjecting them to exploitation, as in the case of some people in my life (both Christians and non-Christians), which they have implied vocally to me.

7.3 Why I Was Selected for Severe Targeting

Based on what they have communicated, I believe I was selected for severe targeting because:

➔ I became aware of what they were doing and called them out.

➔ I have survived their harassment and cult abuses despite their attempts to break me psychologically.

➔ They view me as a threat or an anomaly to their technology capacities and cult interests.

➔ My survival and continued Faith in Jesus Christ and God provokes them.

➔ They see me as having spiritual significance that they want to corrupt or control.

➔ They see my survival as a threat to their political and corporate interests, as the world and geopolitical dynamics continue to change (i.e., a scapegoat during unpredictable times related to their economic and geopolitical interests).

➔ They imply they can gain data saturation on my life and thoughts, before “killing me” with their technology’s capacities, by making me feel physically and mentally uncomfortable or tortuous, etc.

7.4 One Angle of Their Targeting: Spiritual and Geopolitical Projection

I am completely aware that all nations conduct espionage campaigns. This is understandable, as such activities are undertaken to ensure national safety and security, and can be pursued with good intentions, to protect their people, their nation, and uphold Godly principles of justice and order. I do not doubt this is the intention of many of the surveillance people.

That said, within the group targeting me, not all individuals harbour the same intent. Some may be operating within legitimate intelligence frameworks and with good aims, while others have clearly shown me more insidious intentions, revealed through some members’ sadism, occult ritual abuse, and all their members’ implied, complicit exploitation of other civilians around me.

Among the many dimensions of their surveillance and abuse, one particularly unrighteous angle is the symbolic significance they have projected onto me. Based on what they have communicated, they do not view me solely as an individual target, but also as a representation, a symbol of China and its relationship with Christianity.

7.5 Perception of a Godly Life as Symbolic

I strive to live a life oriented around my faith: loving God, obeying the law, and helping others within my capacity. I limit my exposure to entertainment and ungodly influences, repent of my sins, am voluntarily celibate (and have been ever since discovering their surveillance), and care for my health and appearance as part of my stewardship and self-respect.

Based on the type of abuse they’ve been doing, these individuals view my lifestyle not merely as a personal choice but as symbolically significant, as though my life as a Chinese Christian represents how God would judge me and China, based on how I behave, that is, how righteous, moral, or ethical I behave, despite these abuses they put me through. Because I understand that I am seen this way, I feel all the more obligated to live ethically and reduce my sinful behaviours. I am aware that I am being watched, and I want my life to reflect what is good and true, including sharing this statement.

Some of them have made their intentions clear that they hope I would commit suicide before this statement gains traction. That would be the easiest outcome for them, I disappear, and their crimes remain hidden, while geopolitical tensions unfold. But I see my continued presence here as essential. Given what I know about these people and what they do, I would not like to abandon my responsibility to bear witness.

I also know that taking my own life would be the weak choice, whatever pain or despair they manufacture. I refuse to give them that victory. I hope and pray that God allows this statement to reach those who need to see it, that He grants me good health and healing, and that I am protected from the despair they try to create.

7.6 Their Implied Intent to Use Me as a Symbol or Propaganda Tool

They have inferred to me that they hope I could be a symbol or propaganda tool representing China. Their stated goal appears to be to influence me through occult ritual abuse practices, emotional and physical manipulation, blatant injustice done to me and my parents, to provoke anger, feed vanity, cause confusion and identity confusion, and break me and my mother down psychologically and physically. From their perspective, my brokenness could then be framed as representing something negative about China, or China’s relationship with God.

7.7 Projection of Their Own Behaviors

Many of their accusations against me describe behaviours I have never engaged in. I have not:

➔ Stalked, harassed, or attempted to harm anyone.

➔ Created manipulated images or smear campaigns.

➔ Hurt nor harbour evil intent towards infants nor minors.

➔ Attempted to destroy anyone’s reputation.

➔ Oppressed anyone, regardless of race, gender, or cultural background.

➔ Been a violent terrorist of any type.

➔ Engaged in blatant criminal behaviours, including murder, extortion, human trafficking, deviancy crimes, etc.

➔ Tried to sow hate in others towards different nations, and in my case in particular, trying to sow hate towards the US and Israel, towards Americans and Jewish people, towards China and Chinese people.

➔ Lived hypocritically as a self-professed Christian while engaging in exploitation.

➔ Attempted to control or manipulate others’ personalities and soundness of mind.

Based on what they have revealed about themselves, however, many of these behaviours describe their own activities. Many of them are projecting onto me the very things they themselves are doing, or what they know to be unlawful as taught in the Bible. This could be because the Bible’s Scripture shows that sins are judged by God. By trying to influence my behaviours, identity, and values, attempting to suggest or provoke me into criminal or sinful behaviours, they may be attempting to symbolically transfer or associate distance from God and righteous living and divine wrath and judgment onto me, and by extension, onto China.

7.8 Their Self-Appointed Role as Judges

From their behaviours and actions, they appear to believe their positions within elite American institutions, and their access to advanced, unrecorded technology, give them authority over others, to do what they want to victims, with or without the victims’ consent and knowledge. They seem to view themselves as judges, evaluating who is “good” or “bad,” “spiritually high” or “low,” and they act on these judgments, such as imposing human trafficking and/or unlawful practices during surveillancing, done without public consent nor accountability.

7.9 The Surveillance People’s Pattern of Thinking

Based on what the surveillancers have communicated and implied, their pattern of thinking appears to include:

➔ Viewing themselves as entitled to evaluate and condemn others.

➔ Selecting targets based on biased criteria including race, nationality, vulnerability (e.g., targeting more harshly those who are less educated, resource-poor, or have fewer worldly connections), and perceived status.

➔ Surveilling both religious and unreligious people to gather information of various kinds, while simultaneously engaging in abusive practices against certain individuals.

➔ Operating as though they are exempt from accountability, even as they exploit people.

➔ Targeting those who resist or expose them, as in my case.

➔ Projecting their own sinful behaviours onto their victims, often by accusing me of being complicit.

➔ Some appear to derive satisfaction from the suffering they cause, as seen in their response towards the distress they cause to me and my mother.

➔ Accusing me as complicit to their crimes and as “one of them,” implying that because they do these things to me and other people in my life, including people who trust me and like me, and believe I am Christian, that I am wicked for allowing them to do this to others, and for not doing more to notify the people in my life or external authorities to turn them in and further pursue or expose them.

➔ Mocking me for being Christian while surviving their evil occult practices, attempting to taint my Faith and character, and accusing me that I would do the same if I could.

➔ Accusing me of enjoying being part of their secret surveillance campaigns and occult rituals.*

*This accusation is terrible and false. They are implying that I enjoy sharing this secret with them, the secret of their presence in the lives of other victims, their surveillance, and the unlawful things they do to victims without those victims’ knowledge. This is a lie. I know that by telling me they are doing this, and putting these deviant knowledge in my head, this tactic is designed to weaponize my conscience against me, to make me harbor persistent guilt and anger for simply enduring the knowledge I have of them: knowledge of their sins, their technology’s capacities, and the injustices they commit against me, and what they commit against others in my life (especially others who trust me and look good on me) without those victims’ awareness. They do this, all while they believe they can get away with most of this, armed with worldly power and religious knowledge they twist for their own purposes. Meanwhile, me, my family, friends, and other strangers (but mostly my parents and I) endure their ritual abuse, psychological torment, and suffering in silence. This is great injustice.

Many among them claim to follow Christianity, yet they exploit the teaching that Jesus Christ died for all sins except blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. This appears to serve as justification for their current sins, including: surveillance abuse, occult rituals, human trafficking, violence, use of weapons of destruction in militaries, and exploitation with real-life consequences. They seem to believe they can continue living hedonistic, hypocritical, and unlawful lives now, while calling themselves Christians, with the intention of repenting later, such as after the victims die, or after some calamity with wars, etc. This is like what the nazi soldiers did after WW2. Some of them got away from their war crimes and fled to the Americas, where they led secret lives, and repenting of their war sins.

Some of them are among the most privileged people on Earth, the so-called “elites of America.” They benefit from systemic racism and environmental crises they have exacerbated. In the present, they actively work to change my behaviour and character. They try to make me and others ungodly, angry, irrational, and mentally unwell, perhaps to symbolize something about my relationship with God, and by extension, China’s relationship with God.

7.10 Reasons for Delays in Seeking More Comprehensive Help

➔ I did not fully understand the entire scope of the situation until recently. Only now, after years of experiencing this, am I seeing the cohesive narrative of their operations, their intent, and how they have inserted themselves into my life and the lives of those around me.

➔ My parents do not believe the full extent of what is happening, which has limited my support system and made it harder to take further steps.

➔ I have lacked the resources (people, knowledge, legal aid, finances) to pursue comprehensive legal assistance or hire a private investigator.

These are not excuses. They are realities that have shaped my path. I acknowledge that I could have acted sooner, but I also recognize that this situation is complex, confusing, and unlike anything I was prepared to face.

I was daunted by the prospect of seeking legal assistance or hiring a private investigator, as this technology and the nature of the abuse make it difficult to know where to turn or who has the expertise to address it. However, documenting this statement and seeking legal counsel, law enforcement involvement at multiple levels, and potential investigator support is now my planned next step.

This message serves to counter their ongoing accusation that I am complicit. I have acted. I have sought help. I have spoken to authorities, medical professionals, spiritual advisors, and trusted individuals. My inability to produce conventional evidence does not mean I have not tried, nor does it mean these experiences are not real.

SECTION 8: SURVEILLANCE PEOPLE’S DISTORTED BELIEFS AND PRACTICES

8.1 Perversion of Spiritual Practices

Based on what they have done and vocalized, they are actively engaging in what I understand as “baal peor” practices against me. They select some of the most morally corrupt individuals within their organization to enforce episodes of trauma and abuse, with the apparent intention of creating a Project Monarch-style dissociative state (see Appendix C).

They have made it known to me, through what they directly say about my parents, that they are involving my mother (who lives with me in Canada) and father (who lives in China) in similar targeting. In my parents’ case, they have tuned down their technology’s signals so that my parents remain unaware this is happening to them. The implied symbolism, from their perspective, is that me and my parents would hurt each other. In their twisted theology, they seem to draw from the Old Testament, where God unleashes divine judgment on those who worship baal.

I believe they have used technology to locate me based on what they perceive as my spiritual significance. They have occasionally called me an “angel.” Their subsequent actions, particularly the occult rituals they have subjected me to, appear to serve their own interests in obtaining greater power or influencing global events, including the economies and military actions of nations such as the US and China.

This interpretation is reinforced by the messages they repeatedly project into my mind. They have made explicit references to desiring war and have directly accused me of being connected to the “beast from the sea” described in the Book of Revelation (see Appendix D). In their perspective, they have forced me and my Chinese family, unconsciously on my family’s part, into occult practices that they hope will sway the world toward war and apocalypse.

This suggests they operate within a theological framework in which they believe their actions against me carry cosmic or prophetic significance. They appear to view themselves as participants in a spiritual battle and see life as a game. My perceived significance makes me a target for their rituals and psychological manipulations, all in service of what they believe will advance the world toward war or other calamities.

They constantly talk about violence toward minors and now accuse me of intending to “sacrifice minors”, a practice hated by God and associated with baal worshipers in the Old Testament. Their evil intent is to influence my psychological and spiritual health, my connection with my parents and family, and most importantly, my relationship with God.

8.2 Their Admitted Practices and Beliefs About Remote Influence

Many of the individuals surveilling me have told me directly that they are pedophiles. These are mostly middle-aged and relatively young white people from America, the kind who could blend in anywhere in the US. They have stated this about themselves explicitly.

They also appear to believe in quantum theories that information, including thoughts, never truly disappears from the universe (Braunstein & Pati, 2007; Horodecki et al., 2003). In their framework, every thought, intention, and action leaves an imprint that continues to exist and potentially affect others. They exploit this belief to justify their rituals: they think that by projecting violent and perverse thoughts while visualizing me, they can create real-world consequences that attach to me spiritually and psychologically (Pati & Braunstein, 2006; Maleki et al., 2025).

Operating from this belief, they attempt to perform occult rituals while projecting images of me engaged in evil acts, including acts involving minors, infants, and family members. Their stated intention is to influence my physiology, my mental health, and my relationship with God. They believe that the sins they commit mentally, using others’ images, can manifest real-world consequences.

They project my image into perverse and violent scenarios, often mentioning “child gore” and “child abuse.” I believe this is not only about targeting me personally, but carries darker implications. They seem to think that by corrupting me, they can somehow affect my bloodline and, symbolically, Asian people more broadly, and the younger Asian generations.

That I have remained spiritually grounded and psychologically intact through this is, in my understanding, a miracle. They identified me as someone spiritually relevant in this world, able to endure their tactics while maintaining faith and health, and they seem intent on destroying that. They target not only me but my mother and father, hoping that corrupting our family line could have divine consequences for me and most of my family members who are living in China.

8.3 Intention to Bring Intrusive Thoughts and Harm

They have tried to force disturbing thoughts into my mind, making me think about terrible acts (violence and immoral) involving various people in my life and beyond. This is part of their pattern of projecting their own practices, imaginations and wicked occult-related intentions onto me.

More recently, they have tried to make me have eating disorders, by trying to imply, every time I consume liquids or solids, as if it is related to human flesh, or bodily liquids, especially of morally corrupt people. Such subliminal associations they imposed are a complete perversion and insult of what Jesus Christ in the gospel says about His flesh and blood being the body of Christ and the religious concept of the eucharist.

8.4 Their Attempts to Create False Memories

Another layer of their abuse involves their apparent frustration that I had a genuinely good childhood. This seems to anger them. In response, they actively try to get me to create false memories, imagined scenarios of childhood trauma that never happened. Likewise, these days, they often try to make me think of sacrilegious thoughts towards God.

They project these fake images and memories, hoping I will absorb them, feel guilty, and become afraid. They want me to believe that these fabricated experiences are real. If I were to accept these false memories, they would then attempt to use them for ritual abuse, trying to make the imagined experiences feel more vivid and traumatic. Their goal is to afflict me further, to normalize their own disgusting issues, and to pull me closer to their pathetic cult through shared trauma that does not actually exist in my life.

They seem to think that if they can make me believe I have experienced what they have experienced, I will somehow become more like them, more connected to their group, more vulnerable to their control. They try to induce problems I do not have, simply because they want company in their darkness.

Thankfully, I know what is real. I know my own history. Their fake memories cannot change what actually happened in my life. I rebuke these attempts in the name of Jesus Christ.

SECTION 9: HOW THEIR ACTIONS AFFECT ME

The cumulative effect of this prolonged targeting has been significant. What follows is an account of how their actions manifest in my daily life and the strategies they employ to destabilize me.

9.1 Patterns of Accusation and Projection

Those conducting this surveillance frequently project onto me the very behaviours they themselves exhibit. They suggest violent thoughts toward my parents and attempt to channel these suggestions so that I experience hostility toward others, including making inappropriate comments involving minors.

At times, they project disturbing or occult imagery and symbols into my mind, particularly when I am sleeping, while chanting sinful words, apparently believing this will influence my spiritual state or my relationship with those around me. They also attempt to instill distressing thoughts involving family members, friends, and strangers, while simultaneously accusing me of complicity for not having exposed them sooner.

9.2 Provocation and Manufactured Responses

They have made comparisons between me and biblical figures such as Pharaoh, Ezra, Jezebel, Nahum, among other biblical characters. On occasion, when I have reacted to their sustained provocation with hostility, they have appeared to welcome these responses as justification for their ongoing targeting.

I recognize that some of my reactions have included harsh words directed at them, including expressions of anger toward the US. I regret these responses, which occurred under conditions of extreme stress, perverse abuse, isolation, and injustice.

9.3 Statement on Antisemitism and Racism

I wish to state clearly that I am not antisemitic. I value Jewish people and culture and count Jewish individuals among my friends. I strive to be aware of any prejudices I may hold and to reject racism in all forms. I recognize that I have experienced relative safety from overt racism and sexism in my daily life, though I now consider myself a survivor of technology-based targeting, particularly exasperated due to my gender, race, and class.

9.4 The Personal Impact of Sustained Targeting

The distress I experience is a direct result of actions initiated by those conducting this surveillance, not of my own choosing. While I do not compare myself to biblical figures, I understand the experience of harboring resentment in response to sustained harm.

Some individuals involved appear to view themselves in symbolic terms drawn from the Book of Revelation, attempting to influence my mental state through persistent manipulation. These methods have at times induced feelings of depression, suicidal ideation, anger, violent thoughts, confusion, and fatigue, including sleep disruption and physical sensations such as headache and pressure. While these effects are not constant, they have periodically interfered with my ability to function and have introduced thoughts inconsistent with my normal state of mind, particularly regarding my Faith, my relationships, and my desire for a normal life.

9.4.1 Their Strategy of Discrediting

A central element of their approach appears designed to make me appear mentally unstable and therefore not credible. The technology they employ is not publicly documented, which allows them to operate without conventional accountability. They seem to operate on the assumption that I lack the resources, connections, or capacity to bring attention to these experiences, and that any attempt to speak out will be ignored or dismissed.

9.4.2 Recording and Misrepresentation

Throughout this period, they have recorded my reactions, including moments when, under sustained duress, I responded with anger, behaved in inappropriate ways, or said things I would not have said in a normal state. These recordings include instances where I directed harsh language toward them, including expressions targeting “elite” Americans and cults. They have also created or projected fake images of me that can misrepresent the person I am and strive to be.

They imply that this recorded material gives them the ability to discredit me should I speak publicly, by portraying me as unstable, racist, or otherwise unreliable. They may also attempt to characterize me as complicit or motivated by their evil crimes and geopolitical intentions.

9.4.3 Reasons for Continuing to Speak

Despite being aware that they have recorded my “worst” moments of anger, upset and outbursts, and mocking episodes, the implication that they will attempt to discredit me, and that the technology itself is designed to be deniable, I believe it is important to document these experiences. The patterns of behaviour I have observed, the use of hidden technology, and the targeting of ordinary individuals are matters that extend beyond my personal situation.

I do not know whether this testimony will reach those who might act upon it. But I am placing it in God’s hands, believing that truth ultimately belongs to Him. I protect myself and my family in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

9.5 On the Targeting of My Mother and Other Loved Ones

In recent months, those engaged in this surveillance have intensified their focus on my mother. Not in ways that would be obvious to an outside observer, but in ways that are unmistakable to me. They have tried to use me, my own mind, my own thoughts, as a weapon against the person who has loved me most consistently throughout my life.

This is what they do. They operate like parasites. They attach themselves to healthy relationships and try to drain them, corrupt them, turn them into sources of pain. And in recent months, they have made it their project to sow wicked thoughts in my mind about my mother.

These are not my thoughts. They are intrusions, unwanted, foreign, inserted, designed to make me imagine harm coming to her, or to us hurting each other, or to her health failing, or to her mental state deteriorating under stress. They plant images of conflict where none exists. They suggest scenarios of betrayal that have no basis in reality. They whisper that she might be different than I know her to be, that her motives might be suspect, that the love between us might somehow be twisted.

And while they do this, they make it obvious that they are watching and that some harbour sadistic gratification towards others’ distress. They are not neutral observers collecting data. They are predators feeding on distress. Our struggle, our pain, our fight to hold onto love in the face of their assaults, this is entertainment to some of them.

I have seen this clearly. Some of them actively try to poison the most important relationships in my life, and they do it with the unmistakable energy of those who take pleasure in cruelty. Their goal is to make me into a criminal, outlawed and discredited, not taken seriously by the rest of society, despite the truth of what I am stating.

And they do not stop with thoughts. They also speak. They have called my mother names. They have called her “baal”, a term loaded with spiritual violence, intended to demonize her, to make her seem wicked, to frame her as something deserving of their attacks. They have called me the same. They link us together in their vile pronouncements, not because there is anything true in what they say, but because they need to construct a narrative where we are both worthy of their contempt, and hopefully, as they suggest, the contempt of others who hear about our experiences and testimonies.

There is another uncomfortable layer I must address from this harassment. Because I am ethnically Chinese, the surveillance people seem to feel more justified in their actions. In their logic, perhaps they believe that since Chinese people have not faced the same extent of historical systemic racism as some other groups, we are somehow more acceptable targets.

But this thinking is deeply flawed. Chinese people have absolutely faced racism. The inequities that continue to plague other groups are vile and deeply upsetting. No one should suffer racism, and the fact that some groups have been targeted more brutally does not make targeting any group acceptable.

What I truly want is a world where races help one another flourish. Where equity means lifting each other up, not justifying new cruelties based on old histories and current geopolitics. Their attempts to rationalize or justify their behaviour miss the point entirely. No amount of historical context makes their rituals acceptable. What they are doing is wrong, regardless of my ethnicity or anyone else’s.

9.5.1 Why They Target This Relationship

To understand why they focus so intensely on my relationship with my mother, I need to explain what the past year has been like. Since they amplified their harassment, I have been through things no person should endure.

I have had genuine moments where I wanted to jump off my balcony. The situation felt unbearable. My mother witnessed this. It distressed her enormously, affecting her mental health. There were moments when she was not stable either, moments of extreme anger, thoughts of suicide, even saying in distress that she could hurt me. These moments do not define us. They were what this surveillance made of us in our weakest states.

But the American surveillance watchers recorded everything. And now they use it to discredit me.

They treat my suicidal thoughts and my mother’s expressions of despair and anger as evidence that we can be dangerous to each other. They think they can destabilize us further, make us become what they accuse us of being.

More insidiously, they speak as if I am trying to drive my mother to death, or she me. They say they are trying to “make a witch” out of us.

9.5.2 The Complexity of Our Real Situation

Here is what they do not understand, or refuse to understand: my mother does not know the full extent of what I know. She does not experience surveillance the way I do. She does not hear what I hear, see what I see, feel what I feel. So of course, there are times when she doubts me. Of course, there are times when my reactions seem excessive to her. She is seeing the symptoms without being able to see the cause.

And I will be honest: there are times when I am not in control. When the harassment reaches a peak, when the voices and projections become unbearable, I have had episodes of extreme upset and anger. I have even, at times, repeated the perverse words they make me hear, not because those words are mine, but because when you are bombarded constantly with something, it comes out of you like poison.

My mother has witnessed this. And sometimes, it has made her harbour contempt toward me. Not because she is wicked, but because she is human. Because she is exhausted. Because she has been dealing with this for years without the full picture of what I actually go through, and what the surveillance people put me, her, and others in our family through.

And they target us specifically because we are vulnerable. We have limited societal connections. We face financial constraints. Our educational backgrounds do not give us platforms or credibility. We are, in the eyes of the world, people who can be targeted without much backlash. People are not paying attention to us. We are not relevant enough for anyone to care. And on top of all that, we have demonstrated, in our weakest moments, some “issues,” some instability, some things that can be used to discredit us.

They think they can get away with it, but I believe that God will judge them with divine wrath.

9.5.3 The Strain on My Parents’ Relationship

This surveillance has not only affected my relationship with my mother. It has also affected my parents’ relationship with each other. My mother, in her distress and exhaustion, has sometimes displaced the anger she feels toward me onto my father, although he is also an active target of the surveillancers. He is not here. He is in China. He cannot defend himself. And so he becomes, at times, the target of frustrations that actually belong to the people doing this to us.

My parents are not divorced. They remain married. But this situation has tested their relationship in ways nothing else ever has. The distance, the stress, the constant pressure, it takes a toll. And the surveillance people, I believe, are aware of this too. They see every crack, every strain, every moment of tension. And they try to widen those cracks.

9.5.4 Why My Parents Don’t Know the Full Extent

I need to explain why my parents do not know the full extent of what I experience, why I have not told them the details I am writing here.

The truth is, they would not believe the full extent of my harassment involving the cults, secret societies, and surveillance technologies. Not because they are unkind, but because what I am describing is entirely outside their frame of reference.

My parents are decent, basic civilians. They have limited social connections. They are not highly educated in ways that would give them context for surveillance technology, research capabilities, or the spiritual and religious knowledge I have had to learn to understand what is being done to me. Their understanding of the world is, in many ways, surface-level. And I mean that as a protection, not a criticism.

How would they cope if they truly knew? If they understood that their daughter is being watched constantly, mocked, violated, called vile names, projected with disgusting images? If they knew that people are trying to turn me against them, trying to ruin our relationship into something ugly and tragic?

Sometimes people cannot believe things because believing them would destroy them. My parents doubt my experiences because the alternative, accepting them as real, would be unbearable. They would have to confront their own powerlessness. They would have to live with knowing their daughter is suffering in ways they cannot fix nor would ever put me through intentionally.

So I do not tell them everything. I protect them from the full truth.

They see the effects. They see me ruminating on these abuses. They see me having episodes of extreme anger, saying things that disturb them, repeating words that come from somewhere they cannot understand. They see the symptoms without seeing the cause. That confusion is painful enough.

If they knew the cause, if they understood the elitism, racism, and classism surrounding this situation, the kinds of people doing this and why they think they can get away with it, it would break them. My parents are pure in ways that are rare. Learning how cruel people can be would change them, make them afraid in ways they have never been, make them cynical in ways they have never been.

I am grateful they do not know the full extent. I am grateful they can continue their lives relatively normally, even with the confusion of why their daughter struggles. I am grateful they do not understand the internet at all, that they are not online, that they do not encounter the kinds of people I have had to confront. Their ignorance is a blessing. Their simplicity is a shield.

And despite not understanding, despite doubting, despite sometimes being confused or frustrated with me, they have been extremely kind, thoughtful, and supportive. They have been free with my life decisions, allowing me to make my own choices even when they did not understand them. They have loved me consistently through all of this.

They do not know what I know. They cannot carry what I carry. And I thank God for that. Because if they could, it would mean they had been exposed to the same darkness. I would not wish that on anyone to be in my shoes, least of all the people who have loved me most.

So I carry these burdens with God, although the surveillance people still harass and monitor my relationship with Faith and the people in my life. My parents remain in their blessed ignorance, loving me as best they can, never fully understanding why their daughter is the way she is now.

9.5.5 What Holds Us Together

Despite all of this, we still go to church. We still have good friends at our local church who help hold our family together. Their presence, their prayers, their simple willingness to be with us has been a lifeline.

And in a strange turn, this experience has also allowed my mother to rekindle her relationship with some of her family in China, her sisters, in a positive way. There has been healing in unexpected places. There has been a connection where there was once distance. God works even in the midst of this.

9.6 Indications That My Father in China Is Also Targeted

They have indicated through their statements and manipulations of my dreams that they are also directing surveillance toward my father in China. While I cannot independently verify the full extent of this, they have implied that they are monitoring him and subjecting him to similar technological intrusion, likely at lower intensity so that he remains unaware, as they have done with my mother.

This pattern is consistent with their broader approach: extending surveillance beyond me to family members and those close to me. Their suggestions that they are engaging in remote monitoring, data collection, and psychological manipulation of my father, without his knowledge or consent, would, if true, constitute serious violations.

I rebuke these actions in the name of Jesus Christ. My father is a good man, and I pray for his protection.

9.7 Acknowledgment of My Own Responses

I acknowledge that throughout these years, I have said harsh things in response to their actions, including expressions of anger toward them and, by extension, toward the United States. I regret these responses, which occurred under conditions of prolonged stress and isolation. I recognize that the vast majority of Americans are not party to these actions and do not deserve such sentiment.

I repent of these failings and ask forgiveness for words spoken in anger that may have caused harm.

9.8 The Structure of Psychological Traps

Their methods appear designed to create situations from which there is no acceptable exit. If I resist, I am accused of wrongdoing. If I show distress, I am mocked. If I speak out, I risk being dismissed. If I attempt to maintain normal relationships, those relationships are targeted. The cumulative effect is an attempt to undermine stability and self-understanding.

9.9 Spiritual Significance and Personal Identity

From what I can discern, some of those involved appear to attribute spiritual significance to me, describing me in terms ranging from angelic to demonic. From my perspective, I am an ordinary person who believes in God and seeks to follow Jesus Christ. I am a Chinese Canadian woman who has made mistakes, seeks forgiveness, and relies on God’s grace, sustained by family, friends, and the stable society in which I live.

I reject any affiliation with those who exploit others or promote racist ideologies, regardless of their accusations against me. I know myself to be a flawed human being in need of mercy, like everyone else.

9.10 The Range of Attitudes Among Those Involved

The individuals conducting this surveillance display varying attitudes toward me, though all contribute to a campaign of dehumanization and control.

9.10.1 Contempt Based on Ethnicity

Some regard me with what appears to be contempt based on my Chinese identity. They have made comparisons to historical examples of racial ideology and have shared observations about my behaviour, appearance, and expressions within their circles for purposes of mockery, often with racist overtones.

9.10.2 Human-trafficking Targeting

Others within the same network engage in what can only be described as systematic sexualized targeting. This includes subjecting me to unwanted commentary and pressure to respond in ways that would feed their apparent gratification. When I do not comply, they use my lack of action to accuse me of complicity.

9.10.3 No Acceptable Response

The situation is structured such that any response is turned against me. Anger is used to portray me as unstable. Composure is used to portray me as deceptive or complicit. Awareness of their presence is used to claim affiliation. Attempts to ignore them result in escalation.

9.10.4 Documentation for Potential Blackmail

They document my reactions, my vulnerable moments, and my every move under immense stress and duress. Their stated intention is to use this material to discredit me should I speak publicly, to portray me as psychologically unstable, as having encouraged their behaviour, or as lying about my experiences. They have also documented the same moments during my mom’s responses, and try to guilt trip me by often calling me heartless and lawless, for enduring the abuse they do to me and others around me (which they obviously tell me about, mostly about violence and assault) with their technology.

I state in good Faith that I have not engaged in the acts they pressure me to perform, have not intentionally encouraged their behaviour, and have responded as any person would under sustained siege.

9.10.5 The Common Element

Whether driven by racial contempt, sexual gratification, abuse of power and surveillance abilities, or ideological hostility, the common thread is the treatment of another human being as an object for entertainment, data collection, and the reinforcement of their own sense of superiority. They are united not by method but by willingness to exploit and destroy for their own purposes.

I rebuke these intentions in the name of Jesus Christ. I am a human being made in the image of God, and no amount of manipulation can change that truth.

9.11 Their Attempt to Implant Unhealthy Thought Patterns

Their surveillance and manipulation are not passive. They actively try to subliminally implant unhealthy thought patterns into my mind, especially perverse perceptions of motherhood. Using their technology, they induce guilt, fear, and shame, and attempt to create lasting associations between normal experiences and perverse or disturbing imagery, along with adding accompanying invasive physiological sensations in genital and face areas, to try to make unhealthy associations and feelings.

They basically do the opposite of genuine therapeutic approaches like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, which seek to heal trauma and renew healthy thinking. What they do is deliberately destructive, an unethical and wicked attempt to break down mental health rather than restore it.

I have learned to recognize these attempts and reject them. But I mention this because it reveals their intent: not merely to surveil, but to corrupt and defile people, communities, and even nations. Do not be influenced by such patterns if you encounter them. Your mind is precious, and you need to be prudent and thoughtful about the type of information you consume through news, entertainment, art, knowledge, etc.

9.12 Their Attempt to Exploit and Disgrace

Some of these individuals harbor wicked intentions of making people disgraced, and alone, stripped of legitimacy in the eyes of society, to have mental health issues, to lack social and societal support, to be isolated and desperate. They think that by subjecting me to their evil rituals, their technological violations, their vile deepfakes, and their relentless harassment, they can influence my actions and behaviours, pushing me to think and do irrational things I would never do in my right state of mind. This is not just harassment; it is a calculated campaign to destroy a person’s life, reputation, and soul.

As a person who follows God, who repents of my sins, and who wants nothing more than to live a decent, safe, and clean life, being subjected to this is an injustice. Jesus Christ, during His ministry, often sat and ate with sinners. He forgave those whom the Pharisees and Sadducees condemned, but He always added: “Go and sin no more” (John 8:11). He offered grace, but He also called people to repentance and transformation.

It is important to acknowledge, as a fellow believer in Jesus Christ, that while God forgives us of our sins, recognizing how terrible and sinful our characters can be, He also calls us to believe in Him, to be saved by grace, and to turn from our sins and live according to His ways. You cannot simply say you follow God and live a worldly life. That is not true salvation. True salvation requires acknowledging that we are saved by grace, not by works (Ephesians 2:8–9), but it should also reflect an outward behavioural change, an appreciation of God’s teachings. Living a transformed life is the least we can do to show that we take Jesus Christ’s word and God’s presence seriously.

9.13 The Weaponization of Fear

A major component of their harassment is the deliberate exploitation of fear. They work to create an atmosphere of horror and dread, manipulating my emotions to make it difficult to think clearly, function in society, or maintain peace of mind. They try to make people angry, fearful, and unstable, and of course, the natural responses to such manipulation would be fight, flight, freeze, or even fawn (appeasement) (Walker, 2013; Porges, 2011). These are instinctive reactions wired into our nervous system to help us survive perceived threats (Levine, 2010; Van der Kolk, 2014). But when fear is weaponized deliberately and persistently, these natural responses can become traps.

Fear is the antithesis of the peace and goodness offered by the grace of God, and they know this. So the challenge becomes: how do you transform your emotions of fear into something else? How do you respond when your body is screaming at you to fight, run, shut down, or appease?

9.13.1 How Fear Affects the Brain and Body

Science confirms what many of us intuit: chronic fear and stress are not just emotional experiences, they have measurable, physical effects on the brain and body. Research shows that pathological anxiety and chronic stress are associated with “structural degeneration and impaired functioning of the hippocampus and the prefrontal cortex” (Mah as cited in News-Medical, 2016, para. 2). The hippocampus is crucial for memory and spatial navigation; the prefrontal cortex is responsible for rational thinking, planning, and regulating emotional responses (News-Medical, 2016).

When chronic stress activates the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal (HPA) axis, it results in cortisol dysregulation, affecting critical brain regions such as the hippocampus, amygdala, and prefrontal cortex (Kaur, 2025). These regions undergo structural modifications, including hippocampal atrophy, prefrontal cortex thinning, and amygdala hyperactivity (Kaur, 2025). Ultimately, this contributes to cognitive deficits, emotional dysregulation, and persistent symptoms of depression and anxiety (Kaur, 2025).

When the “fear circuitry” kicks in, the prefrontal cortex begins to function less effectively (Braun, 2023). This means that under prolonged fear, a person may not be able to think through situations clearly or make sound decisions. The amygdala (associated with emotional responses) becomes overactive, while the thinking areas of the brain become under-active (Braun, 2023). This see-saw relationship can wreak havoc on immune, metabolic, and cardiovascular systems (Center for Behavioral Medicine, 2025).

Chronic stress can lead to “allostatic load”, the wear and tear on the body that results from prolonged stress. This can lead to impaired immunity, cardiovascular problems, and even atrophy of nerve cells in the brain (ZRT Laboratory, 2022). The surveillance group exploits this biological reality to impair my ability to function.

A 2026 health review further confirms that stress-induced cortisol elevation can lead to hippocampal atrophy, manifesting as memory problems and learning difficulties (家庭医生在线, 2026). Chronic stress also damages the prefrontal cortex (responsible for planning and emotion regulation) and keeps the amygdala (the brain’s fear center) overactive, trapping individuals in a persistent “fight or flight” state (家庭医生在线, 2026). Stress-induced migraines, increasingly common in younger populations, further disrupt daily life and functioning (家庭医生在线, 2026). This is not weakness; it is biology. The surveillance group exploits this biological reality to impair my ability to function.

9.13.2 The Trap: Fear Leading to Violence

The surveillance people have created a terrible trap. On one side, they try to make me scared, so that I cannot think clearly or function. On the other side, they try to provoke me into responding to fear with violence, even with explicit violence in my mind. In high states of fear, it becomes easy to make someone scared and violent, which could be exactly how they try to influence people (Thriveworks, 2025).

I regret to admit that for a time, I fell into this trap. I fought back with violence in my mind, trying to confront their fear with imagined force. But the reality is that this approach is not helpful and can be debilitating. The psychology of this is well-documented: when people feel small, insecure, or out of control, they sometimes default to aggression because it provides a temporary chemical surge and a false sense of power (Thriveworks, 2025). They are not conquering their fear but drowning it out with chaos, creating a cycle where each aggressive act temporarily quiets the internal panic while reinforcing the belief that force is the only viable response to feeling scared.

Even worse, when they do these perverse things with technology, they try to link emotions of perversion and violence together, attempting to create associations with sadism. This is terrible and horrible.

9.13.3 The Fawn Response: When Fear Meets Perversion

There is another response to fear that is less commonly discussed but deeply insidious: the “fawn” response. In trauma psychology, fawning refers to a survival strategy where a person attempts to appease or please a threat in order to avoid harm (Walker, 2013). It is a coping mechanism often seen in those who have experienced prolonged abuse, especially in childhood, where the victim learns that the safest response is to become what the abuser wants (Walker, 2013).

The surveillance people exploit this in wicked ways. They try to link fear, my natural, instinctive fear of them and what they are doing, with perverse associations, attempting to create unnatural associations in my mind.

This is devastating. It is an attack on the very foundation of how a person relates to the world. When someone tries to make you associate innocence with violation, it corrupts your ability to trust, to feel safe, to experience joy in simple, good things.

But here is what I have learned, both from my own experience and from the testimony of others who have survived similar targeting: this can be healed.

Informed therapies, particularly trauma-focused cognitive behavioural therapy (TF-CBT) and other evidence-based approaches, have been shown to help survivors process and reframe these distorted associations (Kaur, 2025). The brain’s neuroplasticity means that even deeply ingrained trauma responses can be unlearned and replaced with healthier patterns (家庭医生在线, 2026). Research confirms that targeted interventions, including psychotherapy and lifestyle modifications, can enable recovery (家庭医生在线, 2026).

But for me, the deepest healing has come through Faith. The Bible speaks directly to the kind of defilement they try to create. Psalm 23 assures us: “Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me” (Psalm 23:4, New International Version). God does not abandon us to the perverse associations our abusers try to create. He restores our souls (Psalm 23:3).

The apostle Paul writes about the transformation of the mind: “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind” (Romans 12:2, New International Version). This renewal is exactly what therapeutic healing facilitates, the ability to see things as they truly are, not as our abusers tried to make us see them.

I have experienced this renewal myself. The pure things they tried to taint, my Faith, my love for my family, my hope for the future, God has restored them. They are not gone. They are not ruined. They are healed.

9.13.4 The Biblical Response: Not Fighting Fear with Violence

This is not the strategy that God teaches in the Bible through Jesus Christ. Jesus’ example in the face of persecution is clear: “When He was reviled, He did not revile in return; when He suffered, He did not threaten, but continued entrusting Himself to Him who judges justly” (1 Peter 2:23, New International Version). In Luke 22:52, when confronted by those who came to arrest Him, Jesus spoke with calm composure rather than reacting violently (Bible Hub, n.d.-b). He taught His followers, “All who draw the sword will die by the sword” (Matthew 26:52, New International Version; Bible Hub, n.d.-c).

Jesus’ teaching on how to respond to enemies is radical: “Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you” (Matthew 5:44, New International Version; Bible Hub, n.d.-a). The apostle Paul echoes this: “Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good” (Romans 12:21, New International Version; Bible Hub, n.d.-d, n.d.-e). Paul concludes a rapid-fire series of imperatives with this military verb, nikaō (“to conquer, prevail, carry off the victory”). Evil is the aggressor; good is the believer’s counter-assault. The verse is both defensive (refusing to be conquered) and offensive (conquering).

What I have learned is that fighting violence or fear with violence, even in the mind, is absolutely the wrong thing to do. People often try to reduce their fear through violence or by perverting or murdering the thing they are afraid of, but this not only afflicts them more in ways they don’t realize, but also harms others.

9.13.5 What Actually Helps: Practical Steps for Healing

My going to church has helped me face my fears. God sanctifies me and allows me to have clarity of mind and health, enabling me to know these things and heal. Dr. Linda Mah, a clinician scientist, notes that stress-induced damage to the hippocampus and prefrontal cortex is “not completely irreversible” (Mah as cited in News-Medical, 2016, para. 12). Anti-depressant treatment and physical activity have both been found to increase hippocampal neurogenesis (News-Medical, 2016). Recent studies highlight that targeted interventions, including pharmacological treatments, psychotherapy, and lifestyle modifications, can enable recovery (家庭医生在线, 2026).

What I have found to truly transform the heart includes:

➔ Reading the Bible and praying to God: The Scriptures and prayer ground me in truth and peace.

➔ Going to church: Being part of a Faith community provides support and perspective. Research confirms that social connections are vital for mental and physical health, with support-group interventions found to be beneficial in reducing mental distress (Fotovat & Wang, 2025). People with strong social ties have better mental and physical health, live longer, and recover more quickly from illness (Fotovat & Wang, 2025).

➔ Stopping sin: Quitting cold turkey the sinful pursuits of looking at violence, entertaining bad thoughts, practicing self-control and self-care, working and studying, etc.

➔ Reducing screen time and technology use: A 2025 randomized controlled trial found that reducing smartphone screen time to two hours per day for three weeks led to significant improvements in well-being, depressive symptoms, sleep quality, and stress (Pedersen et al., 2025). Screen time reduction shows small to medium effect sizes on mental health indicators, suggesting a causal relationship between daily screen time and mental health (Pedersen et al., 2025). Another study found that reducing screen use improved internalizing symptoms (emotional symptoms and peer problems) and prosocial behaviour in children and adolescents (Schmidt-Persson et al., 2024).

➔ Spending more time with real people in person: Isolation is damaging to health; loneliness increases likelihood of mortality by 29% (Fotovat & Wang, 2025). Social connection quiets our stress response, lowers inflammation, and bolsters immune resilience (Fotovat & Wang, 2025).

➔ Getting your mind on other, healthier, brighter topics

➔ Not over-exercising or making your adrenaline system and cortisol levels too high: Balance is key; chronic overactivation of the sympathetic nervous system can contribute to cardiovascular disease, metabolic disorders, and depression (ZRT Laboratory, 2022).

➔ Starting healthy habits: Self-care, going outside, getting proper nutrition and sunshine, interacting with people healthily, reducing drug and substance use.

➔ Putting Faith in Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit: This can truly heal your heart and influence you and those around you in positive ways.

To anyone who has experienced this form of violation: the perverse associations they tried to create are not the truth. They are lies, implanted by wicked people who want to destroy you. But those lies can be identified, rejected, and replaced with truth. Seek out genuine help from qualified professionals who understand trauma. Read the Bible. Pray. Let God renew your mind.

You are not defined by what they tried to make you think. The pure things remain pure. And they can be restored.

9.13.6 My Advice

Do not fight violence or fear with violence. Do not confront fear with violence and perversion. Sometimes you don’t even know what’s going on in your mind, but God can give you clarity.

The choice in how we face fear defines not just the outcome but the very nature of our strength. The path of violence is a dead end, a frantic attempt to outrun a shadow that only grows larger with every aggressive step. True power lies not in masking fear with rage but in meeting it with awareness, and when necessary, in strategically channeling that same primal energy into a controlled response that aligns with God’s will.

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid” (John 14:27, New International Version).

9.14 On Surveillance, the Hawthorne Effect, and Faith as Protection

I have spent a lot of time thinking about the people who engage in this surveillance, whether they claim to act for safety, research, data collection, or simply out of morbid curiosity about others’ lives. I have come to understand something about what surveillance is, what it isn’t, and why it ultimately fails to capture what matters most.

Surveillance takes many forms. In my case, it involves people watching constantly, documenting my movements, my words, my moments of weakness. Their methods may be sophisticated, but the underlying assumption is the same as all surveillance: that by watching closely enough, collecting enough data, building enough files, they can truly know another person.

This assumption is deeply flawed and, as I argue, not possible.

First, there is the problem of interpretation. Surveillance captures behavior, not meaning. They see what I do, but they cannot know why I do it. They cannot know my heart, whether my actions flow from love or fear, from faith or doubt, from genuine conviction or momentary weakness. They record the surface and call it depth.

Second, there is the problem of context. Data points removed from context become meaningless, or worse, they can be rearranged to tell any story the interpreter wants. A single moment, frozen and examined, can be made to support almost any narrative. But I do not live in frozen moments. I live in relationship with God and others, in a stream of becoming that their cameras cannot capture.

Third, there is the problem of the observer’s own limitations. They bring their biases, their agendas, their blind spots to every act of observation. They think they see objectively, but they see through lenses shaped by their own assumptions and desires. What they call “data” is filtered through who they are. And given what I have witnessed of their character, their lens is badly distorted.

Fourth, there is the problem of their unexamined lives. If they want to study someone so badly, they should examine themselves first. There is deep hypocrisy in those who document everyone around them while never turning the lens inward, who project onto others what they refuse to confront in themselves.

Fifth, and most fundamentally, there is the problem of the soul. Surveillance can track bodies, movements, even words. But it cannot track the soul. It cannot track what happens between me and God. It cannot capture the quiet work of the Holy Spirit, the transformation that occurs in prayer, the healing that happens in places no camera can reach. They think they see everything, but they see only what can be seen. And the most important things cannot be seen at all.

This is why their attempts to manipulate me through surveillance, watching for ammunition, documenting to build cases, studying to impose labels, are ultimately futile. I am grounded in something they cannot access. They may collect their data, but they will never collect me. Not because I am strong, but because I know I can follow God.

9.14.2 The Hawthorne Effect: When Watching Changes Everything

There’s a well-documented phenomenon in research called the Hawthorne effect, the idea that people alter their behaviour when they know they’re being watched. In workplace studies decades ago, researchers discovered that workers’ productivity improved simply because they were being observed, not because of any actual change in conditions. The act of watching changed what was being watched.

This reveals yet another limitation of surveillance: it doesn’t just observe reality; it alters it. The watcher is never neutral. Their presence, even if they imagine themselves invisible, even if they operate through cameras and data collection, changes the landscape. The person being watched becomes self-conscious, performs, hides, exaggerates, minimizes. What the watcher sees is not the person as they are, but the person as they become under observation.

But what the researchers didn’t fully grapple with is the darker side of this effect. If people can perform better under observation, they can also perform differently, and not always in ways that reflect who they truly are. Some people, knowing they’re being watched, learn to fake their responses, hide their authentic selves, present a version that keeps observers satisfied. The watched person becomes an actor, and the observers never see what’s real.

In my own experience, this dynamic has profound implications. Those who watch me may think they’re gathering objective data about who I am. But they’re actually witnessing a person who knows she’s being watched, and that knowledge changes everything. Some of what they see may be genuine. Some may be performance. Some may be my authentic self pushing through despite their gaze. They have no way of knowing which is which. Their surveillance has contaminated their own data.

9.14.3 Intrusive Thoughts and the Mental Prison of Surveillance

Worse still, when surveillance becomes constant, a relentless feedback loop of watching, interpreting, predicting, and judging, it can create something truly damaging: intrusive thoughts about what the observers expect you to think.

You begin to anticipate their interpretations before you’ve even had a thought of your own. You wonder: If I think something mean or wrong or bad, will they catch it? Will they use it? Will their feedback loop punish me for what passed through my mind? Will they project onto me the very thoughts they’re looking for?

The surveillance creates a kind of mental prison. You start having the exact thoughts you don’t want to have, not because they’re yours, but because the watchers’ presence intrudes into your consciousness. Their anticipated judgment becomes a voice in your head. Their predicted interpretations become thoughts you can’t escape. The Hawthorne effect, in this context, doesn’t just change behaviour, it invades the mind.

I have experienced this. There have been moments when I’ve caught myself thinking something dark or disturbing, only to realize: This isn’t mine. This is what they’re looking for. This is what they keep projecting onto me. This is their voice, not mine. But the thought was in my head nonetheless. Their surveillance had planted it there.

This is one of the most insidious aspects of what they do. They don’t just watch; they project. They don’t just document; they anticipate. And in their anticipation, they create conditions where their targets begin to experience the very thoughts and feelings the watchers are looking for. It becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy: they expect to find something wrong, so they watch for it, and their watching creates the conditions for it to appear, at least in the mind of the one being watched.

9.14.4 Spiritual Destruction: How Surveillance Blocks the Holy Spirit

And this is where surveillance becomes not just invasive but spiritually destructive. Because the constant awareness of being watched, the constant feedback of data and prediction and judgment, actively works against what the Holy Spirit offers.

Consider what the Spirit provides:

● Freedom: The Spirit moves where He wills, unconstrained, unobserved, unrecorded. But surveillance makes freedom feel impossible because you’re always performing, always aware of eyes on you.

● Quiet: The Spirit speaks in a still, small voice. But surveillance fills the mind with noise, their interpretations, their predictions, their anticipated judgments.

● Grace: The Spirit heals through honesty and vulnerability. But surveillance makes honesty feel dangerous because everything can be used against you.

● Rest: The Spirit restores in stillness. But surveillance makes rest difficult because you’re always anticipating the next interpretation, the next judgment, the next feedback loop.

The watchers, with their endless data collection and prediction models, may think they’re understanding you. But they’re actually creating conditions that make genuine understanding impossible. They’re not drawing closer to your soul; they’re building a wall between you and the freedom God intends.

The Spirit moves in ways surveillance cannot track. God’s Word heals in ways data cannot touch. But surveillance actively opposes these things by keeping you in a state of performance anxiety, by filling your mind with intrusive thoughts, by making you feel always seen but never truly known.

9.14.5 The Paradox: They Create What They Claim to Find

There is a deep irony in all of this. Those who engage in surveillance often believe they’re discovering the truth about their targets. They think their data reveals who you really are. But in reality, they’re often creating what they claim to find.

They watch for evidence of corruption, and their watching plants thoughts that feel like corruption.
They watch for signs of instability, and their harassment creates instability.
They watch for proof of wrongdoing, and their projections become the very thoughts you struggle with.

The watchers, with their endless data collection and prediction models, may think they’re understanding you. But they’re actually creating a version of you that exists only in their feedback loops, a distorted reflection that has nothing to do with your soul and everything to do with their need to control.

This is why I can say with confidence: their surveillance cannot capture who I really am. It might capture data points. It might capture behaviours. It might even capture some of my thoughts, if their intrusive projections succeed. But it cannot capture my soul. It cannot capture what God is doing in me and what God intends to do to them, given their attacks towards me, to influence my thoughts and actions. It cannot capture the work of the Holy Spirit. It cannot capture the person God sees when He looks at me with love, grace, and mercy.

9.15 How I’ve Learned to Cope: Transparency, Honesty, and Faith

So how does one survive this? How do you remain yourself when you’re constantly watched, constantly interpreted, constantly fed back a version of yourself that isn’t you?

For me, the answer has been surprisingly simple, though not always easy: I try to be as transparent and honest as I can, while placing my Faith fully in God.

9.15.1 Transparency Disarms Surveillance

When you’re not hiding anything, their watching loses its power. They can collect all the data they want, but if you’re living openly, not performing, not hiding, not shaping yourself to their expectations, then their files will always be incomplete. They’ll have data points, but they won’t have you.

Transparency means:

➔ Living in such a way that I have nothing to hide

➔ Not shaping my behaviour differently when I know I’m being watched

➔ Allowing those who genuinely love me to see me fully

➔ Refusing to let their surveillance dictate what I do or say

There’s nothing for them to expose because I’ve already exposed myself, not to them, but to God and to those who genuinely love me. And that kind of exposure, offered freely, cannot be used against me. It becomes a shield: You cannot blackmail someone who has already told the truth. You cannot expose someone who has already been vulnerable in the right places.

9.15.2 Honesty Protects Against the Hawthorne Effect

Yes, I know I’m being watched. Yes, I know they’re interpreting and judging. But I refuse to let their watching dictate my thoughts.

When intrusive thoughts come, the ones they want me to have, the ones their feedback loops predict, the ones that feel like their voice in my head, I have learned to:

1. Acknowledge the thought without shame: “There it is again. That’s what they’re projecting.”

2. Release the thought: “This is not mine. I give it to God.”

3. Return to what’s true: prayer, Scripture, the love of those who genuinely care for me.

I don’t let their anticipated judgments become my inner voice. I say: That thought is not mine. That projection is not me. I release it to God.

I also practice honesty with myself. I don’t pretend the surveillance doesn’t affect me. It does. I don’t pretend I’m never angry, never afraid, never tired of being watched. I am. But I bring those feelings to God, to trusted people, to my own honest self-reflection. I don’t let the watchers be the only ones who know what I’m feeling. I name it first, before God, so their interpretations don’t become my identity.

9.15.3 Faith as Foundation

And Faith, Faith in God, is what makes all of this possible. Because ultimately, I know that God sees me. Not as surveillance sees me, collecting, categorizing, building cases. God sees me as I truly am, and loves me completely. His sight doesn’t exploit; it holds. His knowledge doesn’t confine; it frees.

When I am tempted to despair under their watching, I remember:

➔ They see my actions, but God sees my heart.

➔ They document my words, but God hears my prayers.

➔ They build files, but God holds me.

➔ They watch from a distance, but God walks beside me.

➔ They judge based on data, but God judges based on truth, and His judgment is mercy.

The Holy Spirit moves in ways surveillance cannot track. God’s Word heals in ways data cannot touch. And the freedom I have in Christ is not dependent on whether I’m being watched or not. It’s rooted in something no observer can reach.

9.15.4 Practical Practices

Over time, I’ve developed practices that help me stay grounded:

● Prayer as re-centering: When I feel their gaze most intensely, I turn my attention to God. I remind myself who is really watching, and what kind of seeing actually matters.

● Scripture as truth: When their narratives feel overwhelming, I return to what God says about who I am. Their words lose power when measured against His Word.

● Genuine community: I spend time with people who don’t want anything from me except my wellbeing. Their presence reminds me that not everyone is a watcher. Some people are just companions.

● Naming the dynamic: Simply recognizing “this is the Hawthorne effect” or “this is their projection” helps me separate their actions from my identity. Naming something reduces its power over you.

● Refusing isolation: Surveillance wants you alone, cut off, without witnesses who can speak to your true character. I resist this by staying connected to those who know me and love me.

9.16 Healing and Hope: A Response to Their Harassment

I want to acknowledge something important and hopeful: there are genuine therapeutic approaches that can heal trauma, renew the mind, and transform thought patterns. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and its trauma-focused variants (TF-CBT) have been extensively studied and shown to be highly effective for treating posttraumatic stress disorder and related conditions (see Appendix L for more information on the science of healing).

Research has demonstrated that trauma-focused cognitive behavioural therapies are associated with significant reductions in PTSD symptoms, both immediately after treatment and in the long term. A major meta-analysis found that twice as many individuals achieved remission after ten weeks of prolonged exposure CBT compared to those receiving standard therapy. These approaches are recognized as “first-line treatment recommendations” for trauma.

I mention this because it is important to know that healing is possible. The mind can be renewed. Traumatic patterns can be unlearned. Healthy thought patterns can be cultivated.

9.16.1 What the Abusers Do

In stark contrast, the surveillance people who target me are engaged in the opposite of healing. They deliberately and systematically try to implant defiled, unhealthy thought patterns through technological manipulation. They use their capabilities to induce guilt, fear, and shame, and to create unhealthy associations between normal experiences and perverse imagery.

This is unethical and wicked. They are attempting to do what good-intentioned therapists would never do: to break down a person’s healthy mental functioning and replace it with dysfunction. Their methods are designed to mimic the effects of trauma, not to heal it.

I share this contrast so that readers understand: what they do is not normal. It is not acceptable. And it stands in direct opposition to the genuine healing that compassionate professionals provide.

9.16.2 Do Not Be Influenced

To anyone who may be experiencing similar targeting, or to anyone who simply wants to protect their mental health: do not be influenced by defiled thought patterns. Recognize that unhealthy thoughts can be imposed, but they can also be identified, rejected, and replaced with truth. Seek out genuine help from qualified professionals. The mind can heal. You are not defined by what they try to make you think.

9.16.3 Why Social Support Matters

All of this makes it all the more important to have a social support system, including church, family, and friends who understand you and help you rehabilitate. By the grace of God, here in Canada, I have absolutely found these people. They listen. They believe me. They help me heal. (See Appendix L: Cognitive Behavioral Therapy for more on healing and recovery.)

In 2025, I visited China during the summer to see my family. They are not involved in politics, nor are they involved in any criminal activities. They are lawful, decent people. I felt safe with them, and they have taken care of me, growing up. They provided me shelter, safety, and support. I explained to them broadly how I was being bullied and actively cursed and surveilled by these cults in America. I did not hide this from them. I was forthright. And they stand by me.

9.17 The Ethics of This Situation: A Question for the Reader

I need to address the ethics of this situation. What is being done to me is disgusting and lawless. I am not complicit in any of it.

I cursed these surveillance people for the evil they put me through, and the information I learned from them (not from their telling me of what they do, but God who guided me towards their intentions and actions). I outwardly express my disgust and my anger toward them. They continue doing these vile things while accusing me of being the bad person, as if my simply being alive, my refusal to commit suicide despite their relentless attacks, makes me guilty and complicit. They put me through perverse and violent imaginations, they try to program my mind, and then they have the audacity to claim I am becoming what they actually are: sadistic pedophiles. Many of them are exactly that. And they get away with it, not just with me, but with others. My mother. The children they project onto. Innocent civilians they target with their imaginations and technology.

They try to make me into something I am not. They want to program me, to cancel me, to make society see me as a monster. This is straight out of the playbook documented by researchers like Leo Zagami, who writes about secret societies programming killers (see Appendix N). It echoes Project Artichoke and other documented mind control programs. This could have happened to anyone. I’m just one of the many victims, though in a relevant geopolitical context, given my Chinese Canadian background, and experience studying lawfully in New York in the past.

Despite all these experiences, I am still alive.

The fact that I have survived to this point, that I am able to write this at all, is not because of my own strength. I am not strong enough for that. It is because of one thing: I started going to church. I started praying. I started repenting. I started truly believing in God, in Jesus Christ, and asking Him to protect me and the people in my life, along with the nations.

This is not my own doing. Like anyone else, I am someone who is a sinner, who needs the gospel and the grace of God every single day.

9.17.1 What would you do?

Imagine being in my situation.

Imagine discovering, gradually, that you are under sustained surveillance by people with technology you do not fully understand. Imagine these people mocking you, violating you, trying to manipulate your perceptions. They call you vile names. They project disgusting images into your mind. They accuse you of terrible things, things you have never done, thoughts you have never had. Their goal is to make you feel isolated, ashamed, and depressed. They target your mother. Your family. Your most precious relationships.

And the things they do are even worse than what I can write here. Much worse. Their intentions are vile. They know how wicked and gross they are, so all they can do is pretend I am one of them. A disgusting abuse of power.

Now imagine trying to tell someone.

Who do you tell? The police? What do you say? How do you explain technology most people do not believe exists? How do you prove harassment that leaves no physical trace? How do you convince anyone you are not simply paranoid, not mentally ill, but honestly expressing memories of immense distress?

Imagine the fear of being dismissed. The fear of being labelled. The fear that the very people you go to for help might be connected to those doing this, or might simply not believe you, and in their disbelief, become another source of harm.

Imagine the exhaustion. Years of it. Constant pressure. The feeling that no matter what you do, you cannot escape their gaze. The knowledge that they are watching you read this right now.

What would you do?

The world is full of grave injustices. Evil people with power get away with the most disgusting things imaginable. They justify it by claiming their victims are just like them, even though I am not. They try to destroy my life, my future, my ability to ever have a normal existence. But they still manipulate. They still project. They still try to poison the world.

None of this is just.

They live normal, hedonistic lives while I am tormented for simply trying to live abiding to Jesus Christ’s teachings, afraid of the symbolic implications due to my ethnicity and religious affiliations to Christianity. They target me and other people in my life, hoping to make me and the people who trust me complicit in their garbage world of surveillance-technology crimes. They try to pollute beyond what should be possible.

I do not ask these questions to excuse myself. I ask them because anyone reading this needs to sit with the reality of what I am describing. To understand that ethics in an impossible situation are not simple. That survival itself can look, from the outside, like complicity. That enduring can look like doing nothing.

I am not lawless. I am not unethical. I am someone who has been pushed to the absolute limit of what a person can endure and has somehow, by the grace of God, not broken completely.

9.17.2 My Claim Regarding the Ethics of My Circumstances

I have no claim to moral superiority. I am not saying I have handled this perfectly. I have not. There have been moments of anger, of despair, of saying things I regret, of failing to love the people around me as I should.

But I am still here. And the reason I am still here is not me. It is God. It is going to church. It is praying. It is repenting. It is believing, truly believing, that Jesus Christ died for my sins and that through Him, I can be protected and healed.

That is the only thing that has kept me alive. Not my own ability. Not my own goodness. Not my own cleverness or resilience. Just God.

But I also feel a moral obligation to be here. Given what I know about these people, their intentions, their plans for war, their geopolitical manipulations, I have a responsibility to stay. I pray to rebuke their evil intentions. I pray against war and conflict. I pray that they cannot do to others what they have done to me and my family. I want more people to know what is happening at higher levels, what these people are planning, and how their technology is being used to harm innocent civilians.

I also want to warn others. I want to encourage people to repent of their sins, to read the Bible, to accept the gospel of Jesus Christ. Because if I have learned anything from this ordeal, it is that the darkness in this world is real, but so is the light. And the light wins.

I do not know what you will make of this document. I do not know if you will believe me, or dismiss me, or pity me, or judge me. I do not know if you will see me as a victim or a perpetrator or just another confused person on the internet.

But I know what I have experienced. I know what they have done to me and to my mother and to my family, and the implied abuse they put other people through in my lives, especially people at my church, as well as close girlfriends I have. And I know that God has seen it all.

They may watch. They may project. They may take their sadistic pleasure out on civilians. But God sees. God knows. And God holds us in ways their surveillance can never touch.

If you take nothing else from this, take that: evil is real, but so is God. And in the end, God wins.

SECTION 10: THE TECHNOLOGY’S CAPACITY FOR REMOTE PHYSICAL INFLUENCE

A gross and unethical capability they have revealed, and demonstrated, is the ability to remotely influence physical states through this technology (See Appendix A, B). Based on what they have shown and done, this technology can affect the human body and mind in multiple ways, including:

➔ Temperature regulation: Inducing sensations of heat or cold, effectively altering perceived internal temperature.

➔ Pain induction: Creating pain signals (from low to extremely high saliency) in various regions of the body, at different depths of the body (e.g., bone level, organ level, skin, brain, teeth, etc.).

➔ Visual interference: Temporarily affecting eyesight, including inducing blind spots, dizziness, or other visual disturbances.

➔ Motor control influence: Affecting muscle movement and coordination, muscle tension.

➔ Auditory projection: Projecting sounds that only the target can hear, including voices and other audio (e.g., random noises, voice distortions of others in your environment, voice manipulations, ability to understand and speak in different languages, etc.).

➔ Image projection, extraction and manipulation: Make you see certain images, or extract mental images, regardless of how “light” the image is seen in your mind.

➔ Dream manipulation and monitoring: Monitor your sleep patterns and dreams, and project images, characters, stories to you during your dream, and manipulate your actions during your dreams.

➔ The surveillancer can share the same space-time location as the victim, as if they are truly present with you, while manipulating the environment and your body from their end, all without your knowledge.

10.1 Technical Capabilities

I have included Appendix A and Appendix B to include the key terms as well as some papers and their descriptions regarding the scientific knowledge relevant to their technology, at least the surface knowledge that can be found about it on the surface internet.

10.2 Telepresence and Remote Manipulation

Through what I describe as telepresence, telehaptic, quantum physics-based technology, the operators can project themselves into my actual environment/space in real time. This means they can “occupy” my environment remotely, perceiving what I perceive (as if my eyes are a camera) and interacting with my sensory field and physical surroundings as if they were truly present.

Critically, they can control the signal strength of this connection/signal of their actions and bodily manipulations. This allows them to dial up or down how much of their presence is transmitted to the victim. They can be performing actions, including violent or harmful actions, while controlling how much I actually feel or perceive what they are doing. This means they have the potential to be engaging in severe violations against any person’s body or surroundings while keeping the perceived intensity low enough (or turn the intensity to nothing), to get away with these unethical behaviours and actions.

10.3 Their Manipulation of Emotional States

Their ability to influence my physical and emotional state is central to their manipulation. They aim to provoke extreme anger and violent thoughts in me. Their hope is that they can induce these angry, upsetting or immoral episodes, collecting unethical data, and hoping it could be footage to discredit me and my character, or other “mistakes” and societal offenses, while they continue their abuse with impunity. They collect data on how to trigger me, knowing that anger leads to irrational behaviour.

10.4 The Broader Implication

This technology gives operators the capacity to:

➔ Remotely influence multiple bodily systems with physical contact without actually being in a present environment.

➔ Control what targets perceive about their environment and the people in it.

➔ Perform actions against a target’s body while controlling how much the target feels.

➔ Operate across any distance, with no geographic limitations.

➔ Create experiences designed to destabilize and confuse, with adjustable intensity.

10.5 Connection to Their Other Activities

This remote influence capability supports their other operations:

➔ Intelligence gathering through environmental monitoring.

➔ Psychological manipulation through controlled perception.

➔ Data collection on how bodies respond to various stimuli.

➔ Testing the limits of remote physiological influence.

➔ Potentially committing violations while limiting the target’s awareness.

They can make targets believe their environment is changing, that their bodies are being affected, that something is happening to those around them, all while controlling exactly how much the target experiences. This is designed to break a person’s sense of stability and make them doubt the reliability of their own perceptions. Again, for more information on the type of technology this is, see Appendix A for key terms, and Appendix F for a brief description of the technology.

SECTION 11: WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY DO

The group behind this had made it directly known to me that they are based in the United States (one guy said that they were apparently one of the most powerful families in America), with international involvement. It seems to include high-level entities potentially connected to the military, CIA, secret societies and research institutions, universities, corporations, powerful families, and cult-like organizations such as Scientology, Illuminati, and Freemasonry. (See Appendix I for a detailed explanation of how Scientology’s “auditing” practices have been adapted and weaponized through their surveillance technology.)

Some of these individuals have associated themselves with what is known as the “reptilian” or “lizard people” conspiracy theory, speaking of themselves in these terms and seeking immortality (see Appendix N for context on thinkers like Zagami and Icke). While I do not believe they are actually reptiles, such comments may relate to pointing out how others, those labelled as conspiracy theorists, have described them. (See Appendix K for context on the reptilian conspiracy theory and its origins.)

11.1 Group Composition and Affiliations

Some of them are connected, I believe, to the Epstein files and other powerful networks linked to Democrats, Hollywood and entertainment circles.** More often, I see these secret society groups, politicians, research and corporation leaders criticized or “exposed” by journalists in America and abroad, by Christian (e.g., Christian commentators and American churches) and non-Christians alike. They are increasingly called out for involvement in satanic ritual practices (as I have experienced)***. Although I provide some information, I recommend limiting this type of information and research, because it could be triggering, and not healthy towards mental and spiritual health. The fascination with hidden networks of power can itself become a trap****.

**See Appendix H for brief descriptions of their appearances, as I’ve seen in person and through the projections they showed of themselves.

***See Appendix G for some details of these groups’ practices, as documented even by mainstream media. I provide general descriptions of their activities and connect them to my case, which I genuinely believe involve some of the same people, or individuals with the same connections.

****See Appendix P for a warning about esoteric knowledge.

I urge readers to approach this information with recognition of the severity of these crimes. Rather than sensationalizing such news, we should view it with fear and turn to God. These things serve as a warning, they foreshadow corrupting influences that threaten our current and future generations. If we want a flourishing civilization, care of the wellness (mentally, physically, and spiritually) of our people, we cannot allow people in positions of power to engage in these evil practices, we need to protect our people from defiling, or sinful entertainment and media, and we need to teach lawfulness and morals based on Biblical teachings (e.g., the book of Proverbs, or the book of Wisdom, Deuteronomy, the Law of Moses, the parables taught by Jesus Christ, etc.)

I urge readers to approach this information with recognition of its seriousness rather than sensationalism. These things serve as a warning-they foreshadow corrupting influences that threaten current and future generations, globally. If we want a flourishing civilization with care for people’s mental, physical, and spiritual wellness throughout all nations, along with diplomacy and aid towards all nations, holding leaders accountable, and advocating towards a more Faith-based, peaceful world, we cannot allow those in power to engage in these practices. We need to protect people from defiling entertainment and media, and teach lawfulness and morals based on timeless wisdom.

As I write this, some of those American-sounding voices surveilling me explicitly state they “want war”. This should remind us all to pray for protection over the nations and their people, and to rebuke their curses and chantings, in the name of Jesus Christ.

11.2 Distorting Silence into Complicity

They twist my past silence about their abuse into a weapon against me. Their reasoning they are implying this is that, because God is Truth, anyone who loves God would expose evil. Therefore, they argue my silence about their abuses onto me and my family makes me complicit, as if I have aligned with worldly powers rather than the Bible.

They have also used my ethnicity in these accusations, implying my silence stems from being Chinese-that I am inherently unwilling to exercise free speech or reveal the truth. They suggest I am a passive observer who watches calamity unfold with detachment, rather than someone who acts with courage.

I do not feel angry at these accusations. That is what they want-to provoke emotional reactions. Instead, I choose understanding, repentance of my own sins, and commitment to truth.

Silence is not allegiance. I am no longer silent.

I declare I have no allegiance with these people or their actions. My allegiance is to Jesus Christ alone. I do not consent to their presence in my life or anyone else’s. I am a victim, not a collaborator.

11.3 A Message to the Reader

I write this hoping you will believe what I share-not to sensationalize, seek attention, or create fear, but to testify to my experiences. More importantly, I write this as a call to Jesus Christ and renewed interest in the Bible.

If this account has moved you, I urge you: get a Bible and read it. It contains truth, wisdom, and history. It has the power to provide spiritual healing and meaning. To develop passion toward God is precious, more valuable than any worldly pursuit.

11.4 Their Capabilities and Crimes

Aside from the obvious intelligence gathering and security-related reasons, they appear to use their surveillance and telepresence technology to:

➔ Watch anyone, anywhere, without detection

➔ Gather private information without consent

➔ Invade individuals remotely, with or without awareness

➔ Exploit people through unlawful surveillance and data collection

➔ Blackmail and attempt to control people across society

➔ Simulate trauma to influence values, emotions, and behaviours

➔ Influence people’s bodies and physiology in harmful and/or intrusive ways

They have demonstrated these capabilities to me through firsthand experience. They have implied criminal behaviour toward those close to me, named specific people they claim to target, and described violations they commit.

11.5 Recent Observed Behaviors

As of March 3, 2026, during the “Blood Moon,” some individuals stated they were “praying for more apostasy”-that more people would fall away from Christianity. This reveals their opposition to genuine Faith, while many of the surveillance people claim they are “testing my Faith”, as the Gospel teaches believers to do.

On a daily basis, I experience:

➔ False projections: They create heinous imagery and visuals using my image, designed to distress or anger me. They then accuse me of enjoying these things and call me “one of them,” attempting to manufacture complicity where none exists.

➔ Monetary dehumanization: They constantly communicate a perceived “price” associated with me, placing monetary value on their surveillance and harassment.

➔ Idol symbolism and ritual connection: They also refer to me as a “bull”-a term with direct symbolic links to Baal worship and idolatry. This connects their baal-peor inspired rituals and human trafficking to secret, lawless surveillance projects.

➔ Delusional thinking about complicity: What reveals their disturbed mental state is that some genuinely seem to believe I enjoy being surveilled and watched.

➔ Legal threats: They threaten they will “sue me” for documenting these experiences and revealing it to the public. If they deny these allegations, they are lying to God.

11.6 Concerning Implications

What is particularly concerning is that some individuals appear to genuinely believe I am aligned with them and encourage their lawless behaviours and rituals, which reveal to me some psychological disturbance within this group. This is troubling given their high-level status, due to their access to power through military, corporate, and research institutions. They also state they hope I will experience cognitive decline and forgetfulness so my testimony becomes less credible. This is part of a calculated campaign to induce self-doubt. The fact that some of these individuals with apparent psychological instability have access to advanced surveillance technology and positions of influence should concern everyone. This is not merely about my personal torment through them-it is about unchecked power in the hands of morally compromised individuals.

11.7 I Am Not Complicit

I do not know how to contact them directly, nor do I have their real names or addresses. I have never spent time with them in person. Nevertheless, because they have made their immoral practices and technological capabilities known to me, I feel a moral and ethical duty to document their surveillancing.

11.8 A Note on the Epstein Case, Power, and Broader Context

The case of Jeffrey Epstein represents one of a gross and infuriating example of abuse of power in recent history. His crimes against vulnerable young people were profoundly evil, along with the harm caused to survivors, in addition to his associates and partners, who revealed their equally corruptible characters. What makes the situation particularly troubling is not only Epstein’s individual wrongdoing, but the broader questions it raises about how such abuse was able to continue for so long.

The intense focus on Epstein as a single individual can sometimes obscure the wider context in which his actions took place. Investigations and reporting have shown that he operated within social and institutional circles that included many influential figures. This raises legitimate questions about enabling environments, failures of accountability, and the ways in which wealth, status, and influence can sometimes shield wrongdoing from scrutiny.

Public discussions have also included speculation about intelligence connections or broader networks of influence. While such claims circulate widely, they remain largely unproven. What is clear, however, is that complex systems of power, political, financial, and social, can make it difficult for accountability to occur when influential individuals are involved. This is a challenge that societies must confront through stronger transparency, investigative journalism, and independent legal oversight.

One reason the Epstein case received so much attention may be that it exposed uncomfortable truths about powerful circles in politics, finance, science, and philanthropy. Epstein moved among influential people and institutions that publicly stood for progress and leadership. Yet his crimes revealed serious moral failures in those same environments. This raised questions about how wealth, status, and influence can sometimes protect wrongdoing.

From a Christian perspective, the issue is not only the crimes of one man but the broader problem of hypocrisy and misuse of power. Biblical images, such as the “beast” described in the Book of Revelation, are often understood as warnings about systems that pursue domination, wealth, and power instead of justice and humility.

At the same time, the Christian message calls for repentance and transformation. When wrongdoing is exposed, the goal should not be hatred toward entire groups of people. Accountability is necessary, but we should remember that all human beings are capable of moral failure. The response should be justice together with humility, repentance, and a commitment to doing what is right.

11.9 A Warning Against Antisemitism and Collective Blame

It is equally important to recognize how discussions about the Epstein case have sometimes been misused to promote antisemitic narratives because of his Jewish background. This is both historically dangerous and morally wrong.

The actions of one individual cannot and must never be used to condemn an entire people, religion, or culture. History offers tragic reminders of the consequences of such scapegoating, particularly in the persecution of Jewish communities throughout Europe and the Holocaust. Responsible discourse requires that wrongdoing be attributed to individuals and documented evidence, not to collective identities.

11.10 Note on Historical Interpretations of the Antichrist

Some strands of Christian apocalyptic interpretation have historically speculated about the identity and origins of the Antichrist, occasionally suggesting that he might arise from within the Jewish people. These ideas are typically linked to interpretations of passages such as Daniel 9, 2 Thessalonians 2, and Revelation 13, though the biblical texts themselves do not explicitly identify the Antichrist’s ethnicity or religious background. Historically, certain early and medieval Christian writers associated the Antichrist with the tribe of Dan based on interpretations of Genesis 49:17 and Jeremiah 8:16. However, many contemporary theologians caution that such interpretations are speculative and have sometimes been misused to fuel antisemitic narratives. Modern biblical scholarship generally emphasizes that apocalyptic literature should not be interpreted in ways that attribute collective blame to any ethnic or religious group.

11.11 Power, Accountability, and Global Context

The larger lesson from cases like Epstein’s is that abuses of power can occur in many societies and across many institutions. Corruption, exploitation, and hypocrisy are not confined to any one country, religion, or political system. When powerful individuals are able to evade accountability, it can erode public trust and weaken the institutions meant to protect vulnerable people.

Addressing these problems requires vigilance, transparency, and ethical leadership. It also requires resisting narratives that divide people along ethnic or religious lines. Justice should be pursued through evidence, due process, and principled investigation rather than suspicion directed at entire communities.

11.12 Final Reflection

The Epstein case serves as a reminder of the importance of confronting wrongdoing while maintaining moral clarity. Seeking accountability should never lead to hatred toward innocent people or entire groups. Instead, it should strengthen our commitment to fairness, truth, and the protection of human dignity. That said, I remind people not to hate, but to forget, and that because Jesus Christ is a forgiving God, instead of sowing hate and anger towards one another, we can call these people, in position of power, to repent of their sins, and turn from their ways.

SECTION 12: DECLARATIONS TO THE NATIONS, REFLECTIONS ON PROPHECY, AND A MESSAGE TO THE NEXT GENERATION

12.1 Message to Canada

I am grateful to live in Canada as a lawful immigrant and citizen. I do not take this privilege for granted. Canada is a nation shaped by Indigenous foundations, Anglo and Francophone heritage, and decades of immigration from diverse backgrounds around the world. It is a place where many people are well-educated, where human rights are protected by law, and where I am free to practice my Christian Faith openly. I am thankful for the natural environment, the relative peace and safety, and the opportunities that so many Canadians are fortunate to experience.

Canadians, overall, are known for being polite, compassionate, and well-educated. There have been genuine efforts in this country toward reconciliation with Indigenous peoples and toward building a more just and inclusive society. The talent, community cohesion, and mutual care I have witnessed here are remarkable. I am also grateful that Canada does not currently have conscription and has historically held values that prioritize peace and diplomacy over war.

Like people everywhere, Canadians face real challenges. Housing affordability, the cost of living, and uncertainty about the future weigh on many. There is concern about stability, economic, social, and political, and what kind of country will be left for coming generations. These are not unique to Canada, but they are real and they matter.

I acknowledge these difficulties while still being thankful to call this country home. I pray for Canada’s continued protection and for its people to draw closer to God. May this nation remain a place of peace, refuge, and moral clarity in a troubled world.

12.2 Message to the United States

I believe America is a powerful, and Faith-based nation, home to many of the greatest people in the world. Americans have contributed immensely to progress in research, science, advancement, empathy, compassion, and aid toward others, on a local and global scale. Americans are some of the kindest, most Faithful people I know. I want to express that I am sorry the United States is going through difficulties during this time, regarding leadership, tensions, and other challenges.

I hold no hatred toward the American people. I recognize that the United States is a nation of diverse individuals, many of whom are kind, curious, and Faithful. Americans are not a monolith either, the fifty states and their accompanying heritage, history, political beliefs, cultures, and values vary greatly.

My negative experiences with certain individuals do not reflect on my sentiments towards the nation as a whole, and I do not want my testimony to be misused to paint Americans with the same brush. I understand the complexities of America’s role in the world and the genuine Faith of countless Americans who love God and seek to do good.

I must also be honest about my own feelings. I harbour some resentment toward certain Americans, toward some individuals in positions of power who are involved in what I have experienced. I feel genuine guilt over this resentment, which developed due to my surveillancing experiences, but my hope is that even these individuals, and the nation as a whole, can come to strong Faith, divine protection, deliverance, support, and love.

I pray for the American people, that they would be protected from corrupt influences, that truth would come to light, and that genuine Faith would prevail over hypocrisy and lies fed by mass media and certain fallible people in positions of power. May God bless Americans.

12.3 Message to China (Revised with Hosea Prophecy and Ethical Reflection)

My heritage is Chinese, and I love China very much.

China is one of the world’s oldest nations, and one of the most populated nations, with a rich history and countless philosophical, artistic, scientific, and technological achievements. The Chinese people are some of the most intelligent, hardworking, kind-hearted, Faithful, and resilient people I have known. They have shown remarkable strength through immense difficulties and hardships in recent history, persevering with dignity and determination.

Today, despite prejudices that some people may harbour toward China and its people, the country continues to grow positively and contribute meaningfully to the world.

12.4 A Prophetic Reflection for Our Times

The prophet Hosea spoke to ancient Israel about their worship of Baal, the pursuit of worldly prosperity, fertility, and material abundance at the expense of their covenant with God. The Scriptures describe how the people “sinned by worshiping Baal” and became “full and satisfied, and then grew proud and forgot” the One who sustained them. They made “idols of silver, designed by human minds, made by human hands” , pursuing the gifts rather than the Giver.

While I do not claim to be a prophet, I see this as a warning relevant to all nations today, including the East and the West. The temptation to prioritize material progress, economic growth, and worldly success above ethical considerations, human dignity, and spiritual grounding is real for every modern society.

In the Book of Revelation, we read of the “kings of the east” (Revelation 16:12),a prophetic image that has been interpreted by some as pointing to the rising influence of Eastern powers in the last days. Whatever one’s interpretation, I believe this serves as a reminder that China has a significant role to play on the world stage, and with that role comes responsibility.

My call to China, and to all nations, is this: Do not be influenced by defilement. Do not become too worldly, too materialistic, or too focused on progress that comes at the expense of ethics, morals, and the intrinsic value of human beings. Even in science and advancement, remember to value people with their full humanity, not as statistics or means to an end.

China is deeply diverse, home to 56 ethnic groups, each with its own unique history, culture, heritage, and language. It is a significant accomplishment that the country has maintained development, stability, and unity while honouring this diversity. In recent decades, China has lifted millions out of poverty and worked to provide better lives for its citizens. The progress in infrastructure, technology, and quality of life reflects the hard work and vision of generations of Chinese people. As one analysis notes, Chinese modernization is inherently “people-centered,” aiming to “better ensure that the benefits of modernization are more fairly shared by all”.

Yet like people everywhere, the Chinese people face real challenges. Rapid development has transformed much of traditional culture, including Confucianism and filial piety. Today’s younger generation faces difficulties finding economic opportunities, job stability, and partners, along with uncertainties about the future. I have deep compassion for the Chinese people during these transitions.

12.5 A Reminder of Our Shared Humanity

I understand that many of us, myself included, have been socialized in systems that sometimes view people as statistics, data points, or means to an end. This is a challenge of our modern age, not unique to any one country. But I urge all who read this: do not forsake or forget your own humanity and value as a human being, and treat others with the same humanity and intrinsic worth.

I pray that more people in China can find peace, purpose, and Faith. I pray they remain open to God and the Bible, to believe in Jesus Christ, and to explore salvation and answers for the world. Faith can bring comfort, guidance, and hope amidst life’s uncertainties.

I give my utmost blessings and prayers of peace, divine protection, and goodness toward China, to every Chinese person, to those in positions of governance and protection, and to the future of this great nation. May China continue to flourish, may its people be blessed with joy and purpose, and may the nation walk with wisdom, humility, and compassion on the world stage. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

12.6 Message to All Nations and Biblical Prophecy

All nations are valuable, and I pray that all nations remember that they are accountable to God. I pray that our leaders around the world seek wisdom, humility, goodness and justice. And may people everywhere turn from wickedness, repent of their sins, and draw closer to Jesus Christ.

SECTION 14: REFLECTIONS ON FAITH, PROPHECY, AND THE NEXT GENERATION

14.1 On Truth, Complicity, and Turning from Sin

In a world flooded with false information, manipulation, and hidden agendas, it is good to be discerning about what the information you consume and believe. Do not look at false information or entertain content that defiles the mind and spirit. Turn away from sin, whether it is obvious wickedness or the subtle complicity of silence when truth needs to be spoken.

Do not be passive in the face of evil. Complicity is not merely active participation; it can also be the choice to look away, to stay silent, or to convince yourself that someone else will act. If you know something is wrong, do not let fear, convenience, or indifference keep you from standing on the side of truth.

Repent of your sins, turn from worldly pursuits that lead you away from God, and strive to live a life of integrity, courage, and love. The truth may be difficult, but it is always better than the comfort of lies.

14.2 On Mass Surveillance and Trust in God

I want to acknowledge that mass surveillance is not inherently evil. Many of those involved in surveillance work,at various levels,genuinely are helping with protecting citizens, maintaining order, and ensuring stability. A society without safety, without governance, without order is not a society where anyone can flourish.

However, as the Bible teaches,particularly in the Book of Revelation,there is a distinction between worldly governance and the ultimate sovereignty of God. Worldly powers are limited. They are run by fallible human beings who can become corrupt, hypocritical, or disconnected from the very people they are meant to serve. When governance prioritizes money, power, and influence, over the genuine love and care of people, it loses its moral compass.

The Scriptures call us to a different standard. Jesus taught that the greatest commandments are to love God and to love our neighbors as ourselves (Matthew 22:37–39). True leadership, from a Biblical perspective, is about shepherding over ruling, loving over controlling, and humility over pride.

This is why, while I recognize the need for governance and even surveillance in a complex world, I ultimately place my trust in God Yahweh, whose governance is perfect, whose love is unconditional, and whose kingdom is not of this world. No human system,no matter how well-intentioned,can replace that.

I pray that those in positions of power across all nations would be guided by genuine love for the people they serve. I pray they would value kindness, morality, and the well-being of others over worldly pursuits. And I pray that our society would not lose sight of what truly matters: loving God, loving one another, and living with integrity.

14.3 A Christian Response

When I learn about these things, it is frightening to consider the scale of surveillance and what could happen if those in power do not have the interests of ordinary people at heart. The technology is here, and it depends on human beings,their ethics, their intentions, their character.

I am not writing this to condemn any nation or to spread fear. All countries have their complexities. What I know is that I am someone who ultimately puts my Faith in God. Instead of dwelling on these things in a way that leads to anxiety or hatred, I believe this is a time to strive toward healing, peace, understanding, and forgiveness.

The Bible teaches that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever. No matter what technology exists, no matter what powers rise and fall, that truth remains. If people try to hurt us, Jesus’ command is clear: love God, and love your neighbors as yourself.

So instead of criticizing and condemning, I choose to forgive. Instead of dwelling on fear, I choose to heal. Instead of responding to hatred with more hatred, I choose to be diplomatic and understanding. The people involved in surveillance,whether they realize it or not,are also human beings. They need grace just as much as anyone else.

I pray that those with power over these technologies across all nations would develop qualities of the Holy Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, Faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. I pray that they will abide in Jesus Christ and have their hearts transformed.

As for me, I cannot spend my life obsessing over what I cannot control. I have better things to do,loving my family, being present with my church community, growing in Faith, and sharing the hope I have found in Jesus.

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” (John 14:27, NIV)

14.4 On Prophecy, War, and Human Responsibility

I believe in the Book of Revelation and in God’s ultimate sovereignty over human history. But I do not believe it is right or accurate for anyone to try to judge or estimate the exact return of Jesus Christ. Indeed, the Bible directly warns of predicting or calculating the end times. Throughout history, people have used prophetic speculation to justify war, fear-mongering, and control, often driven by worldly interests: jealousy, wealth, power, and corruption. These are human failings dressed in religious language, not divine callings (see Appendices N and O on perceptions between East and West, that might influence geopolitical perceptions).

War is not holy. It is not righteous. It is born of corrupt power, fear, greed, and the desire to dominate. These motivations stand in direct opposition to the Gospel’s call to peace, love, goodness, and treating our neighbors as ourselves,universal truths that transcend any one Faith or culture.

Some of the individuals surveilling me appear to hold troubling ideologies. Based on their statements, some may be involved in eugenics-related thinking, bioengineering, or pharmaceutical research with eugenicist motivations. Some seem to operate from a framework that compares races and judges who is more kind, healthy, moral, progressive, or even spiritual,projecting these standards onto others. Some speak of tainting other nations, and their rhetoric reveals an undercurrent of competition and contempt disguised as self-improvement.

I have also observed that some of these individuals belong to families with deep roots in American culture and institutions like Freemasonry. They pursue elite status and self-improvement, but their actions do not seem to be aligned with teachings from the Gospel. The Gospel calls us to humility, love, and goodness,not domination, control, or racial superiority.

14.5 A Warning Against Doomsday Rhetoric

As I write this, some of the surveillance people continue their harassment. Some try to pressure me into sinful acts, likely for blackmail or to corrupt my mental and spiritual health. Some of their actions reflect the same Baal rhetoric discussed throughout this testimony. This is concerning not only for me, but for what it represents about the world future generations are inheriting.

I want to be clear: despite biblical prophecies, I am not convinced we are on the brink of apocalypse. People often turn to doomsday thinking when they are afraid of change,during times of societal upheaval, uncertainty, and fear. This is happening now in the United States, as it has happened throughout history in every nation. China has undergone revolutions. The United States itself endured a civil war. These were not the end of the world,they were painful, necessary transformations.

What I see in some of these surveillance individuals is a refusal to learn from the past. Some appear so immersed in worldly pursuits that they cannot access the wisdom history offers. Some call for war with the same fear-driven rhetoric people have used for centuries,always claiming it will bring about Christ’s return. But only God can judge. Only God knows the hour.

I personally believe there is much that must happen before the end. God is patient and good, allowing people time to repent, turn from their sins, and place their Faith in Jesus Christ. There is still time,on a national and global level,to choose healing over destruction, humility over pride, and love over fear. We must not let those who seek war gain footing.

14.6 To the Children and Youth

I feel an immense sense of grief that young people today are living through such trying times. It is not fair. Children deserve good, responsible parents. They deserve the opportunity to live with joy, purity, and goodness,to have an actual childhood where they can learn right from wrong, develop morals, and be guided by loving adults who point them toward God.

Because of irresponsible decisions made by previous generations, young people today inherit a world marked by inequities, injustices, racism, prejudice, and instability. This is profoundly unfair. But it is not hopeless.

I have observed some individuals whose behaviour around children is deeply disturbing,the kind of lurking presence that any reasonable person would find alarming. I am not like them. I do not share their interests or their darkness. My concern is for the protection of the young and innocent.

It is essential that children and youth receive help from well-intentioned adults,people who will treasure them as the future they represent. On a local level, we must all be responsible and mindful:

➔ Limit children’s exposure to television and media that are often produced thoughtlessly

➔ Reduce their exposure to violence and harmful content

➔ Create environments where they can grow in safety, love, and moral clarity

➔ Remember that God loves them and cares about their wellbeing

I personally would not choose to become a mother in today’s world. Not because I hold eugenicist beliefs, but because I have high standards for the kind of world I would want to raise a child in. I want the next generation to grow into adults who are kind-hearted, mature, educated, courageous, and Godly.

14.7 On Media, Moderation, and Responsibility

It is troubling that some people in control of news and television continue to produce content that harms, often while fully aware of its effects. I believe that internet and television content should be moderated with far more care and effort. No one needs to be, without thought or planning, exposed to violence or harmful content through the media. Moderation is not censorship, but protection.

We have a collective responsibility to shape an environment where the next generation can flourish. This means being thoughtful about what we consume, what we produce, and what we allow to circulate in our culture.

14.8 Final Word to the Young

To any young person who may one day read this: you are precious. You are not defined by the failures of the generations before you, nor even by your own past. As long as you recognize your need for grace, desire to repent of your sins, and are open to reading the Gospel and getting to know Jesus Christ, you can follow God and be saved. You are capable of goodness, of Faith, of building something better. Do not be discouraged by the darkness you see. Seek truth. Seek love. Seek God. And know that there are people, even strangers, who care about your future and pray for your wellbeing.

SECTION 15: MY RESPONSE AND FINAL MESSAGE WITH BLESSING

15.1 Statement of Good Faith and Blessing

I write this in good Faith and without exaggeration. This is not fiction or a call for attention. I am of sound mind, documenting what I have experienced and continue to experience. The individuals behind this technology know I am writing this.

This document is for everyone-religious and non-religious alike. I am a Christian. I became Christian after their abuse was made more known to me, and I find comfort in Jesus Christ. The thought of separation from God disturbs me greatly. Christianity gives me safety from the kinds of occult practices (like those associated with baal-peor) that their surveillancing abuse resembles.

I want to be clear: the people doing this are not representative of Christians. Most Christians are decent, church-going, Bible-reading people. Those behind this are something else, that is, elite, exploitative individuals operating through secret societies and cult-like networks in the United States and abroad. They do not represent the Christian church.

About the group’s composition: some among them claim to be genuine Christians, yet they remain complicit in these surveillance campaigns, operating without public knowledge. Others appear to be explicitly antagonistic to biblical teachings on godly behaviour, as demonstrated by what they put me through. Their rituals exhibit the antithesis of what Yahweh teaches in the Old Testament, engaging in practices that resemble those the Bible associates with Baal. They have also implied that divine judgment from God may fall upon me and my bloodline as a result.

Regardless of what they call themselves, all are complicit in this technology-enabled abuse.

These individuals justify their actions toward me, thinking I “deserve it.” They attempt to portray themselves as righteous while carrying out these hidden, unethical surveillance projects, all while revealing more of their own hypocrisies in the process. Likewise, because they recognize their own hypocrisies and my refusal to engage in their criminal activities or be tricked into joining their cults, they force these ritual practices and gaslighting episodes upon me. They try to influence my identity, my values, my personality, and my actions and beliefs, things I see as carrying spiritual and worldly consequences not only in my life, but in the lives of those around me.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless this document and the truth it contains. I declare it written in good Faith, under the fear of God, and for the protection of others. I rebuke every curse and evil intention directed against me, my mom, my family, and my friends, or anyone who read this, because of this testimony. No weapon formed against us shall prosper. I pray for God’s protection, healing, and safety over us all. I pray this truth exposes darkness and brings light, justice, and accountability, not only to me, but others in the world. I pray for those behind this technology campaign, that they may repent, and that God’s mercy would reach them and also bless them. I seal this document in the name of Jesus Christ, who is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

15.2 On Faith, Perception, and the Risk of Being Misunderstood

I am aware that this document is written from my Christian perspective, and I know that for some readers, this may raise concerns. I understand why. Throughout history, Christianity was sometimes used to justify authoritarianism, persecution, oppression, and slavery. These are real and painful facts, and I do not dismiss them. All cultures and nations have complex histories that deserve respect and honest acknowledgment.

I also know that speaking about Faith,especially in the context of unusual experiences,can lead others to perceive me as fanatical, delusional, or “crazy.” I am nervous about this. I am a normal young woman in my mid-to-late twenties. I had a typical upbringing in Canada with Western norms, while appreciating my Eastern heritage. I interact with people from different cultures and backgrounds. I am relatively educated, reflective, and capable of holding a job, maintaining friendships, and participating in my community. I am not disconnected from reality nor am I am not a stranger to the pressures, stresses and fears of people during everyday life. I want to present my Faith in a way that is reasonable, healthy, and normal,appealing to ordinary people, not to those looking for sensationalism or conspiracy theories.

What I am is someone who has experienced hardship and found help through my Faith in Jesus Christ. I do not expect everyone to share my beliefs, and I genuinely empathize with and understand people from different backgrounds and beliefs. I acknowledge people of different values and beliefs, due to people’s intrinsic value as a human being, with a conscience and ability to think, feel and behave. Every person’s religion, culture, and values deserve to be treated with consideration. I criticize racism, prejudice, and worldly pride,whether based on race, wealth, technological progress, or any other measure,because these things divide us and lead to harm.

My Faith became particularly strong after my experiences with the cult and the surveillance people. Those experiences led me to seek deeper understanding and protection, and I found myself drawn to the Bible and to Jesus Christ in a way I had not been before. Through my darkest moments, I experienced what I believe to be God’s presence, comfort, and healing. I have also seen the testimonies of other decent, normal people who have experienced God’s healing and help,people whose accounts I find credible and truthful.

The Bible warns against participating in occult practices, and I take that seriously. My Faith is not about mysticism or secret knowledge. It is about love, grace, forgiveness, and a relationship with a God who cares about ordinary people. It is about the teachings of Jesus: to love God, to love your neighbor, to care for the poor and vulnerable, and to live with integrity and humility.

My hope is that readers can see past any discomfort with my religious language to the human story beneath: a person who has endured something terrible and is trying, honestly, to make sense of it. I am just someone who has found something precious and wants to share it, while fully respecting that others may see things differently. I recognize that this statement may be met with extreme discomfort, skepticism, or even anger. That is understandable.

Here is what I have come to understand: it is a major blessing to not be defiled by this esoteric knowledge. There is a reason the Bible warns against certain kinds of knowledge. After Adam and Eve ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil,tricked by Satan into thinking they could be like God,they were cursed and cast out of the garden. Knowing both good and evil, in that deep and intimate way, was never meant for us. It weighs down the human conscience. It corrupts and confuses.

We live in a world where that knowledge is now everywhere. We know good and evil. We see it daily. And yet, it remains a profound blessing to be able to live pure, clean, and traditional lives,to not be immersed in and overly reliant on technology, entertainment, and modernity. To choose simplicity over complexity. To choose purity over defilement. To choose life. That is what I am striving for. Not to be weighed down by the darkness I have been exposed to, but to rise above it. To live a life oriented toward God, toward love, toward integrity.

15.3 On My Limitations and Acknowledged Ignorance

I want to be clear about something important: I am not an expert on many of the topics this document touches upon. I have great ignorance about many things in life, and I acknowledge that freely.

I do not have deep knowledge of:

➔ World history in all its complexity

➔ Governance systems across different nations

➔ Economics and global financial systems

➔ Geopolitical tensions and their historical roots, including religious dimensions

➔ The full history and current situation in Israel and the Middle East

➔ The full range of surveillance technologies that may exist

➔ Etc.

I am a young woman who has lived a relatively normal life. My knowledge comes from my education, my experiences, and my own reading and reflection, amplified during these recent years. It is limited, as every person’s knowledge is limited.

What I do know is my own experience, understanding, and values. I know what I have perceived, what I have endured, and how these things have affected me. I know that I have sought help from police, doctors, psychological counsellors, and Christian advisors. I know that so far, medical professionals have found no abnormalities in my brain scans or diagnoses that would explain my experiences as internally generated.

I share this document not as a scholar or an expert, but as a witness,someone reporting what she has seen and heard and felt. I invite readers to consider my testimony alongside other sources of information, and to draw their own conclusions. I do not claim to have all the answers. I only claim to be telling the truth about my own life.

15.4 On Balance, Motivation, and Enjoying God’s World

I believe it is good to be motivated, to have a heart of peace and goodness, and to channel that motivation into helpful, productive, and meaningful pursuits. The world God created is beautiful, and human beings have created many wonderful things,art, music, literature, technology, medicine, community,that enrich our lives and deserve to be enjoyed.

But I also believe in balance.

It is not good to be overly hedonistic,do not live only for pleasure, indulgence, and self-gratification. Such a life leaves the soul empty and disconnected from others.

It is not good to be apathetic,do not be apathetic about the world and its people, about suffering, about injustice, about the people around us.

It is not good to be overly materialistic or capitalistic in the sense of valuing money and possessions above people, community, and integrity.

But neither is it good to be overly frugal or austere for the sake of being those things, as if denying ourselves all enjoyment is somehow more righteous. That is the mistake of the Pharisees, whom Jesus criticized for their outward piety but inward hardness.

And it is good to help people. Whether it is reducing poverty, pointing people toward God, or just living in a way that demonstrates these values through our actions, encouraging others to do the same,this is what Jesus taught. It is what the Samaritan did when he stopped to help a stranger, not for show, but because it was the right thing to do.

God does not encourage us to be strictly ascetic or to shun the “worldly” things in life. I believe He tells us to enjoy what is good, to work diligently, to care for others, to appreciate and take care of His world and His creations — and to hold all of these things loosely. The moment we value them too highly, they become idols, fueling greed, obsession, jealousy, and unhealthy pursuits.

Worldly things are fleeting. They are not always sustainable, and they cannot be taken with us into the afterlife. I see them as gifts from God,meant to be received with gratitude while we are here, but never held so closely that they become our ultimate values.

As it is written: “Go, eat your bread with joy, and drink your wine with a merry heart, for God has already approved what you do.” (Ecclesiastes 9:7, ESV)

And also: “For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul?” (Matthew 16:26, ESV)

Balance. Gratitude. Generosity. Mercy. Love. These are qualities I strive for. I want to be someone who can enjoy basic and tranquil activities, such as time at a café with a friend, a walk in the park, meaningful work, etc., and still keep my heart oriented toward God and toward others. That is what I hope for myself, and what I hope for everyone who reads this.

15.5 My Response, Message, and Blessing

I love Jesus Christ, and follow the Bible. I put my Faith in God, knowing He is the fair judge, and that He protects me, sees my pain, and cares about me and my soul. I pray that God protects me, my family, and the nations, and that He gives us peace, healing, rest, joy, and goodness. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

15.6 On Godly Living and Boundaries

Godly living is a virtue and should be celebrated, especially in a day and age like now, where many people are flooded with various emotions, including stress, confusion, apathy, gloating and fear over our changing world. But like all things, you should not pursue Godly living as a means to feel superior, unlike the Pharisees who loved their own righteousness. Instead, allow it to transform your heart to be more loving, compassionate, helpful toward others, and selfless. True righteousness leads to humility, not pride; to service, not domination; to love, not contempt.

I encourage everyone to love the Bible and study the Gospel to understand that God, Yeshua, is love, but love includes truth, boundaries, righteous indignation, wisdom, and discernment.

15.7 Living in Hope: A Personal Reflection on Faith, Not Fear

When I was at my lowest, being angry, scared, empty, reading the Bible helped and believing in a God who forgives and accepts me brought healing, understanding, and light. So did going to my local church. I started with the Gospels, just to understand who Jesus was. What I found was someone who treated people with kindness. He didn’t turn away the broken or the outcast. He accepts me when others might reject, laugh, persecute, misunderstand, hate, or judge.

The Bible says in 1 John 4:18, “There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear.” I have found this to be true. When I feel God’s presence, the fear loses its grip. The anxiety that the surveillance people try to create fades. I am left with something steadier and true.

15.7.1 The Fruits of the Holy Spirit

The apostle Paul wrote about what happens when the Holy Spirit works in a person’s life. He called them the fruits of the Spirit, and they include:

“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, Faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.” (Galatians 5:22–23)

I have seen these qualities in people I admire, people who have suffered and yet remained kind. People who have been wronged and yet remained gentle. People who have done a lot to bring comfort, healing, and understanding in others’ lives. When the Spirit transforms us, we become less anxious and more peaceful. Less angry and more loving. Less self-focused and more aware of others.

15.7.2 What Faith Asks of Us

Faith in Christ is not about escaping the world. It is about loving it as He did. Jesus gave two commandments that sum up everything:

“Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.” The second is this: “Love your neighbor as yourself.” (Mark 12:30–31)

This is not passive. It is active, and include actions such as:

➔ Caring for the poor and vulnerable

➔ Treating neighbors as ourselves, not as statistics or strangers

➔ Living with integrity in our work, families, and communities

➔ Turning from selfish pursuits that harm others

➔ Not being overcome by evil, but overcoming evil with good (Romans 12:21)

It also means not being ruled by our emotions, whether fear, anxiety, or anger. The world is broken. Bad things happen. People do terrible things. But if we respond with hatred, we become like them. If we respond with Faith, hope, and love, we become more like Christ.

15.7.3 Why the Bible Matters to Me

I know the Bible can seem intimidating. I understand multiple sides of that.

For a long time, I felt I wasn’t good enough to be connected to God or the church. I thought I was too worldly, too flawed, too far gone. At the same time, I was taught in school to be skeptical about religion and Faith.

Then I hit my lowest point in New York in 2024, a time where I could barely concentrate, was tired, felt like reading was difficult, all while being relatively isolated in a new environment and city that was too busy and face-paced. The surveillance people were on one side, at that point without my knowledge, laughing at me, some brutal in their mockery. And on the other side, quietly, God was there.

What I found, unexpectedly, was kindness. Not because I deserved it, but because God can comfort the humble and heal the broken. He showed me grace when I had no claim to it. Love when I hadn’t earned it. Healing when I couldn’t even ask for it properly.

That is what I mean when I talk about grace: grace is undeserved, unearned, and given anyway.

Jesus spent His time with people who were oppressed, poor, and sinful. He healed people regardless of their status, cultural background, and past mistakes. He was often found with the most basic, ordinary people. There is something in Scripture about how God lifts up the humble and brings down the proud. I have seen that in my own life. When I am at my lowest, most broken, most aware that I don’t have it together, that is when God feels closest.

I know my writing and reflections are probably not for everyone. I am not a scholar or a polished writer. I am just someone who is experiencing something uniquely unjust that can only be done in these current times enabled by high-technologies, and found help when I did not believe I could. I hope people can see past my limitations to what I am trying to share: that God is real, that He loves ordinary people, and that He does not require us to be perfect before He meets us where we are.

For me, the Bible has been:

➔ A source of truth: helping me see what is real and what matters

➔ A source of comfort: especially when I felt completely alone

➔ A source of wisdom: guiding me through confusion

➔ A source of hope: reminding me that God is not finished yet

➔ A source of moral laws: giving me something steady to hold onto

Paul wrote: “For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through the endurance taught in the Scriptures and the encouragement they provide we might have hope” (Romans 15:4). That has been my experience.

Sincerely,

Ana (alias)

March 11, 2026

hhyw963@proton.me

hh963wh@proton.me

NOTE ON AI ASSISTANCE

I utilized tools such as Google, DeepSeek, and OpenAI to assist in organizing and writing this document. However, all content regarding my experiences has been reviewed and verified by me in good Faith to ensure accuracy. This testimony reflects my honest experiences based on my own understanding, memories, vivid experiences, and documentation of harassment I have accrued throughout these years. I have not fabricated any part of this testimony. I have also chosen to reduce explicit details of the harassment and abuse, as I believe they are not necessary and may detract from the key themes and messages I intend to convey.

APPENDICES

Appendix A: Key Terms

Quantum Physics & Consciousness:

quantum devices, divine contact, quantum entanglement, quantum consciousness, spirituality, metaphysics, sacred engineering, quantum coherence, quantum superposition, quantum tunneling, divine interaction, spiritual technology, metaphysical exploration, theological implications, quantum state manipulation, sacred space, quantum fields, divine communication, remote viewing, clairvoyance, precognition, psychokinesis, no-hiding theorem, information conservation, parapsychology, consciousness studies, non-locality, observer effect, quantum information, extra-sensory perception (ESP), mind-matter interaction, altered states of consciousness, transcendental experiences, quantum biology, unified field theory, quantum cognition, psi phenomena, anomalous cognition, military remote viewing programs, Stargate Project, consciousness and reality, measurement problem, wave function collapse, microtubules, Orch-OR theory, panpsychism, synchronicity, morphic resonance, quantum mind, quantum neuroscience

Voice-to-Skull (V2K) & Microwave Auditory Effect:

voice-to-skull (V2K), microwave auditory effect, Frey effect, pulsed microwave radiation, radio frequency hearing, directed energy, non-lethal weapons, acoustic projection, neural interference, synthetic telepathy, psychotronics, electronic harassment, targeted individuals, electromagnetic mind control, neural modulation, transcranial pulsed ultrasound, transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS), electromagnetic hypersensitivity, radio frequency weapons, microwave subliminal messaging, auditory hallucination induction, neural entrainment, bioelectromagnetics, electromagnetic field effects on the brain, neuromodulation, neuroweapons, cognitive warfare, psychological operations (psyops), human electroreception

Directed Energy & Sensory Manipulation:

directed energy weapons (DEW), active denial systems, millimeter wave weapons, pulsed energy projectiles, radio frequency radiation effects, thermal induction, pain induction via electromagnetic energy, visual cortex stimulation, phosphene induction, motor cortex interference, vestibular system disruption, balance and coordination interference, gaze manipulation, oculomotor disruption, otoacoustic emissions, cochlear stimulation, auditory cortex targeting, somatosensory cortex stimulation, tactile hallucination induction, nociceptor activation, thermoreceptor stimulation, proprioceptive interference, kinesthetic sense manipulation, chronobiotic effects, circadian rhythm disruption, sleep interference, neuroendocrine disruption

Space-Time & Non-Local Effects:

space-time manipulation, quantum non-locality, action at a distance, quantum retrocausality, time-symmetric quantum mechanics, transactional interpretation, quantum eraser experiments, delayed choice quantum experiments, quantum tunneling effects on time, wormholes, Einstein-Rosen bridges, quantum foam, Planck scale phenomena, zero-point field manipulation, scalar waves, torsion fields, longitudinal waves, Tesla physics, radiant energy, scalar interferometry, quantum vacuum engineering, Casimir effect manipulation, quantum energy teleportation, quantum illumination, quantum radar, quantum lidar, quantum sensing, quantum metrology, quantum imaging, quantum stealth technology, quantum cloaking, quantum invisibility, quantum telepresence, quantum remote presence

Surveillance & Data Collection:

quantum surveillance, quantum monitoring, quantum tracking, quantum geolocation, quantum positioning system (QPS), quantum navigation, quantum timing, quantum encryption, quantum decryption, quantum code-breaking, quantum key distribution (QKD), quantum secure communication, quantum private queries, quantum database searching, quantum pattern recognition, quantum machine learning surveillance, quantum AI surveillance, quantum neural networks, quantum image recognition, quantum facial recognition, quantum gait analysis, quantum behavioural analysis, quantum physiological monitoring, quantum biometrics, quantum brain-computer interfaces, quantum mind reading, quantum thought identification, quantum intention detection, quantum emotional state mapping, quantum spiritual profiling

Comprehensive Technology Stack:

quantum directed energy systems, quantum neural interface, quantum bio-modulation, quantum cybernetics, quantum transhumanism, quantum human enhancement, quantum human-machine integration, quantum brain-net, quantum global consciousness network, quantum noosphere, quantum collective intelligence, quantum swarm intelligence, quantum hivemind, quantum distributed cognition, quantum extended mind, quantum embedded mind, quantum enacted mind, quantum situated mind, quantum affective mind, quantum embodied mind, quantum mind-body problem, quantum mind-matter problem, quantum mind-universe problem, quantum transcendence, quantum immanence

Appendix B: Scientific Context (Surface-Level Information)

This appendix provides references to publicly available research that may describe or relate to the technological capabilities discussed in this document.

Primary Papers and Articles

1. “Quantum Devices for Divine Contact: Speculating on the Engineering of the Sacred”: A speculative theoretical paper exploring how quantum technologies might be engineered to facilitate interaction with divine or transcendent realities. Examines quantum entanglement, superposition, and coherence as potential mechanisms for creating “sacred spaces” that could mediate between human consciousness and divine presence.

2. No-Hiding Theorem (Braunstein & Pati, 2007): A fundamental principle in quantum mechanics stating that if information is lost from a quantum system via decoherence, it cannot be destroyed but simply moves to the environment. The theorem was experimentally tested in 2011, demonstrating that quantum information is conserved. (Braunstein, S. L., & Pati, A. K. (2007). Quantum information cannot be completely hidden in correlations. Physical Review Letters, 98(8), 080502.)

3. CIA Document on Remote Viewing (Stargate Project): Document ID: CIA-RDP96–00788R000800130001–0. Declassified records from the Stargate Project, a U.S. government program (1970s-1995) that investigated remote viewing and parapsychological phenomena for intelligence gathering. The $20 million program was terminated in 1995 when CIA directors concluded remote viewing was not a reliable intelligence tool.

4. “Consciousness as a Quantum Dynamic Effect”: Proposes that electromagnetic quantum field interactions provide a framework for understanding consciousness emergence through an ontological interpretation of quantum mechanics. Suggests that quasiparticle interactions in brain matter can produce effects similar to the Aharonov-Bohm effect.

5. “Implications of Neurological Directed-Energy Weapons for Military Medicine” (Lyon RF, Gramm J, Branagan B, Houck SC. Journal of Special Operations Medicine, 2022. PMID: 35877979): Peer-reviewed paper addressing “anomalous health incidents” (AHIs) among intelligence officers reporting pulsing sounds and neurological symptoms. Suggests these may be caused by directed-energy weapons targeting the brain, representing “neurowarfare.”

6. “Advances in Quantum Radar and Quantum LiDAR” (Gallego Torrome, R., & Barzanjeh, S. Progress in Quantum Electronics, 2024. arXiv:2310.07198): Comprehensive review of quantum sensing applications in radar and LiDAR technologies, examining quantum illumination protocols and receiver designs.

7. “Self-Organized Criticality and Quantum Coherence in Tubulin Networks Under the Orch-OR Theory” (AppliedMath, MDPI, 2025. DOI: 10.3390/appliedmath5040132): Theoretical paper modeling how tubulin dimers in neuronal microtubules might achieve collective quantum coherence, building on Penrose and Hameroff’s Orchestrated Objective Reduction theory.

8. Microwave Auditory Effect (Frey Effect) (Frey, A. H. Journal of Applied Physiology, 1962. 17(4):689–692): Foundational research demonstrating that pulsed microwave radiation can induce auditory perceptions in humans, a phenomenon known as the microwave auditory effect.

Appendix C: Project Monarch and Related Mind Control Programs

Historical Background: The Foundation of U.S. Mind Control Research

The origins of U.S. mind control programs trace to the early Cold War era, when American intelligence agencies grew concerned about Soviet advances in “brainwashing” techniques. This period saw the convergence of Nazi scientific talent imported after World War II, emerging psychiatric theories about behaviour modification, and the development of psychoactive drugs like LSD.

Operation Paperclip was a secret U.S. intelligence program that brought more than 1,600 German scientists, engineers, and technicians to the United States after World War II. Among these were Nazi doctors and researchers who had conducted experiments on concentration camp victims, including Dr. Josef Mengele’s horrific research at Auschwitz involving twins, electroshock, and trauma-based conditioning. Many of these individuals allegedly contributed their knowledge to subsequent American mind control programs.

Project MK-Ultra (1953–1973)

MK-Ultra was the CIA’s most infamous mind control program, officially approved by CIA Director Allen Dulles on April 13, 1953. The program’s stated objective was to develop methods of mind control and interrogation techniques for use against Soviet bloc enemies.

Key characteristics of MK-Ultra:

➔ Umbrella program: 149 sub-projects across 15 categories of research

➔ Institutions involved: 44 colleges and universities, 15 research foundations, 12 hospitals, 3 penal institutions

➔ Personnel: 185 non-government researchers and assistants

➔ Unwitting subjects: Experiments on unsuspecting U.S. and Canadian citizens, including psychiatric patients, prisoners, and military personnel

Research areas included: behavioural drug effects (LSD), hypnosis and interrogation techniques, electroconvulsive therapy for memory alteration, radiation effects on cognition, biological agents for covert operations, and creation of “Manchurian candidate” assassins.

Destruction of records: In 1973, CIA Director Richard Helms ordered all MK-Ultra files destroyed. Approximately 152,000 pages were shredded, though financial records survived because they were filed under different categories.

Project Monarch

Project Monarch is alleged to be a sub-program that emerged from MK-Ultra in the early 1960s, though it remains officially unacknowledged by the U.S. government. According to researchers and self-described survivors, Monarch focused specifically on minors and incorporated elements of ritual abuse and occult practices.

Etymology and Symbolism: The name “Monarch” allegedly refers to the monarch butterfly, symbolizing metamorphosis (breaking down the original personality to create new programmed identities), the fluttering sensation reported by electroshock victims, and the return migration pattern (programmed individuals returning to their programmers).

Alleged Methodology: Trauma-Based Mind Control

Project Monarch is said to have used systematic trauma to deliberately create dissociative identity disorder (DID) in victims, fragmenting their consciousness into multiple personalities that could then be programmed for specific functions. The process reportedly involved trauma induction, dissociation, programming of “alters” to respond to specific triggers, and integration rituals using occult ceremonies and symbols.

Key Figures in Monarch Literature

➔ Cathy O’Brien: Self-described Monarch survivor whose book Trance Formation of America details alleged experiences of government mind control involving high-level political figures

➔ Mark Phillips: Former intelligence contractor who collaborated with O’Brien

➔ Fritz Springmeier: Author of ‘The Illuminati Formula to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Control Slave’, providing detailed (though highly speculative) descriptions of Monarch programming techniques

Skeptical Perspectives

Project Monarch lacks official documentation or independent verification. Unlike MK-Ultra (which has declassified records and congressional testimony), Monarch’s existence rests on unsubstantiated claims. Former CIA personnel have stated there is no evidence Project Monarch ever existed.

Related Programs

➔ Project BLUEBIRD / ARTICHOKE (1950–1956): Predecessors to MK-Ultra evaluating interrogation techniques

➔ Project CHATTER (1947–1953): Navy program focused on “truth drugs”

➔ Project MKDELTA: Procedures for using MK-Ultra materials abroad

➔ Project MKNAOMI: Joint CIA-Army program developing biological agents

➔ Project OFTEN: Study attempting to harness occult forces

Legal and Ethical Aftermath

The exposure of MK-Ultra through the Church Committee hearings (1975) and the Rockefeller Commission led to significant reforms, including strengthened informed consent standards for human subjects research and legal settlements for victims. Some documents remain classified, fueling continued speculation.

Appendix D: “Beast from the Sea” (Revelation) Reference

The beast from the sea, as described in Revelation 13, is understood to represent a worldly empire empowered by Satan, one that persecutes God’s people and exercises political and military dominion. By associating me with this figure, they may be attempting to position me symbolically within their own belief system. This could be part of a ritualistic or psychological operation intended to harness perceived spiritual power for their own ends.

Their accusations also invoke other figures from Revelation:

➔ The dragon (Revelation 12): Identified as Satan or the devil, who acts to destroy God’s people

➔ The beast from the earth (Revelation 13:11–18): Also known as the false prophet, who compels humanity to worship the first beast, performs miracles, and enforces the mark of the beast (666)

Appendix E: Jesus Christ’s Teaching on the Bread and Wine

A. The Biblical Foundation

At the Last Supper, the night before His crucifixion, Jesus instituted what Christians call the Lord’s Supper or Holy Communion. The accounts in Matthew, Mark, Luke, and 1 Corinthians record:

➔ Taking bread, giving thanks, breaking it: “This is My body, which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me.”

➔ Taking the cup of wine: “This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is poured out for you.”

B. The Bread of Life Discourse (John 6)

Jesus explained the deeper meaning earlier in His ministry:

➔ John 6:35: “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to Me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in Me shall never thirst.”

➔ John 6:51: “I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. And the bread that I will give for the life of the world is My flesh.”

➔ John 6:53–56: “Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood, you have no life in you… Whoever feeds on My flesh and drinks My blood abides in Me, and I in him.”

C. The Meaning

The bread and wine represent:

1. Christ’s Sacrifice: His body broken and blood shed for forgiveness of sins (Matthew 26:28)

2. The New Covenant: A restored relationship with God, prophesied in Jeremiah 31

3. Spiritual Nourishment: Believers spiritually partake of Christ and find life in Him

4. Union with Christ: “Whoever abides in Me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit” (John 15:5)

5. Unity of Believers: Together, partaking of one loaf signifies being one body in Christ (1 Corinthians 10:17)

D. A Sacred Observance

Jesus commanded: “Do this in remembrance of Me.” Christians have observed this continuously, understanding it as a memorial of Christ’s atoning death, a proclamation of Faith until He returns, and a foretaste of the heavenly banquet (Matthew 26:29). The bread and wine are set apart as holy signs of Christ’s enduring presence with His people,a gift of grace, not to be perverted or profaned.

Appendix F: Scientific Context on Quantum Sensing, Directed Energy, and Documented Wiretapping/Surveillance Capabilities

This appendix provides comprehensive scientific and documentary context for the technological capabilities described in this testimony. It is organized into three parts: (1) foundational principles of quantum sensing and directed energy, (2) extensive documented case evidence of surveillance and wiretapping as a widespread global phenomenon, and (3) specific scientific mechanisms that could enable the described experiences.

PART ONE: QUANTUM SENSING FOUNDATIONAL PRINCIPLES

Quantum Sensing: Foundational Principles: Quantum sensors use quantum mechanical properties, like atomic energy levels, electron spin, or photon states, to measure physical quantities with extreme precision. Atoms make excellent quantum sensors because they are identical, isolatable, interface-able via light, and have well-understood interactions with electromagnetic fields.

Key Quantum Properties Exploited for Sensing:

➔ Atomic Energy Levels: Environmental factors shift energy levels in predictable ways; measuring these shifts detects environmental changes

➔ Quantum Coherence and Superposition: Phase evolution of superposition states is sensitive to external perturbations, enabling interferometric measurements

➔ Quantum Entanglement: Links particles so measuring one instantly affects the other, enabling squeezed light and correlation-based sensing

Demonstrated Sensory Manipulation Technologies:

Remote Tactile Sensation (Laser-Induced Plasma):

Research demonstrates that laser-induced plasma can generate tactile sensations without physical contact. Varying energy parameters produce different tactile perceptions (e.g., “tapping,” “rapping”), confirming that targeted energy beams can remotely stimulate sensory nerves.

Direct Neural Stimulation via Electric Fields:

➔ Electrophonic effect: Electric currents generate auditory sensations by directly stimulating auditory nerves

➔ Phosphenes: Electric currents applied near the eyes or visual cortex create visual sensations without light

Acoustic and Vestibular Effects: Documented cases (e.g., “Havana Syndrome” incidents) describe individuals experiencing directional audible sensations, vestibular disturbances, and cognitive dysfunction following exposure to unknown energy sources, demonstrating that targeted energy phenomena can produce measurable neurological effects.

Advanced Quantum Sensing Capabilities:

➔ Hybrid Quantum Networks: Combine multiple quantum systems for enhanced sensing with frequency-dependent squeezing and broadband sensitivity

➔ NV Centers in Diamond: Nitrogen-vacancy centers measure magnetic fields with unprecedented sensitivity at room temperature

➔ Quantum Imaging with Entangled Photons: Enables imaging in wavelengths that would otherwise be invisible

Practical Implementations:

Quantum sensors are already deployed in medical diagnostics (enhancing MRI sensitivity up to 10,000×), navigation (precision positioning without GPS), material testing, environmental monitoring, and fundamental physics.

How These Technologies Could Enable Described Experiences

Described Capability

Scientific Basis

Remote physical sensations

Laser-induced plasma tactile stimulation; direct neural stimulation via electric fields

Auditory projection

Electrophonic effect; directional energy transmission

Visual interference/phosphenes

Electric field stimulation of retina or visual cortex

Temperature regulation

Electromagnetic field interactions with thermal receptors

Pain induction

Overstimulation of sensory pathways via focused energy

Dream manipulation

Potential through sleep-state monitoring and sensory cueing

Shared space-time presence

Quantum entanglement principles (theoretical extension)

Important Distinctions

The research confirms quantum sensing is a legitimate, well-funded field with practical applications. The individual components are scientifically validated. However, the existence of a unified, covert system combining all these capabilities for remote human manipulation represents a hypothetical extension of existing technologies rather than documented operational systems.

PART TWO: DOCUMENTED SURVEILLANCE AND WIRETAPPING PHENOMENA

This section documents the extensive evidence that surveillance, wiretapping, and unauthorized monitoring are widespread phenomena affecting numerous individuals across multiple countries. This context is essential for understanding that my experiences, while extreme, fit within a documented global pattern.

Public Figures Who Have Reported Surveillance

Terrence Howard’s Wiretapping Allegations (2024):
According to archived reports, actor Terrence Howard filed a formal complaint alleging that his home and vehicles were under surveillance and that his communications were being wiretapped. Howard claimed to have discovered electronic monitoring devices and expressed concerns about ongoing privacy violations affecting both his personal and professional life. While specific details remain limited in mainstream media archives, his case adds to the pattern of public figures reporting surveillance experiences and speaking openly about them.

Mark Zuckerberg and Device Vulnerability:
The most famous and visually compelling piece of evidence regarding personal device vulnerability is the 2016 photo of Facebook CEO Mark Zuckerberg celebrating an Instagram milestone. In the background, his laptop was clearly visible with tape covering both the webcam and the microphone jack. This action, noticed by eagle-eyed viewers, was widely interpreted as the CEO of one of the world’s largest technology companies taking a basic, physical step to prevent remote surveillance. It sent a clear message: even the most powerful tech figure acknowledges that laptop cameras and microphones can be hijacked to spy on users.

He is not alone in this practice. FBI Director James Comey has also admitted to using tape on his webcam, stating, “I put a piece of tape over the camera because I saw somebody smarter than I am had a piece of tape over their camera.”

The Ongoing “Are You Listening?” Debate:
For years, a persistent public belief has been that Facebook (now Meta) listens to conversations through phone microphones to serve targeted ads. In a 2018 Senate hearing, Zuckerberg was directly asked about this and gave a firm, one-word answer: “No.”

However, subsequent reports and company actions have complicated this denial:

➔ Human Review of Audio (2019): It was revealed that Facebook paid hundreds of contractors to listen to and transcribe snippets of users’ audio from the Messenger app. The company stated this was done only for users who opted into the feature and was meant to test AI, but the revelation caused significant privacy concerns.

➔ Evasive Answers: In a 454-page document released to follow up on congressional testimony, Facebook was asked to commit to “not using its platform to gather such audio or visual information surreptitiously.” The company did not directly answer the question, simply referring back to a previous response, which did little to quell public skepticism.

➔ Persistent Skepticism (2025): Even in 2025, Instagram head Adam Mosseri felt compelled to make a “myth busting” video directly addressing the rumor, stating, “I swear, we do not listen to your microphone.” The reaction to his video, however, was largely skeptical, with a top comment noting, “That is exactly what I would say if I was listening to people’s conversations.”

Major Government and Corporate Wiretapping Scandals

The Greek “Predatorgate” Scandal (2020–2025):
Greece experienced a massive surveillance crisis known as “Predatorgate” or the “Greek Watergate.” This involved:

➔ Widespread surveillance of journalists, politicians, military personnel, businessmen, and judicial officials

➔ Surveillance conducted both by the National Intelligence Service (NIS) and through the illegal Predator spyware

➔ The European Parliament adopting a final report in May 2023 concluding the spyware was used by Greece’s top political leadership

➔ A 23% surge in state-sanctioned wiretaps in 2024–2025, often citing vague “national security” reasons

Israel Police Wiretapping Scandal (January 2026):
A State Comptroller’s report revealed that Israeli police used nearly 13,000 wiretaps over three years (2019–2021) without clear legal basis. The report documented:

➔ Systemic failures in oversight of spyware and surveillance tools

➔ Unlawful data use and vague warrant requests

➔ Prolonged monitoring beyond authorized periods

➔ “Prohibited actions” in wiretapping and use of technological tools

➔ A 40% increase in judicial orders and administrative permits for communications data between 2017–2021

UK Phone Hacking Scandal (Ongoing):
The publisher of the Daily Mirror formally acknowledged and apologized for unlawfully gathering information about Prince Harry. This was part of a broader scandal where:

➔ Tabloids illegally hacked voicemails of celebrities, royalty, politicians, and crime victims

➔ Over 60 journalists were arrested in the early 2000s

➔ Mirror Group Newspapers admitted to “unlawful information gathering” and offered compensation

➔ The scandal revealed systematic surveillance extending back more than two decades

South Korea KT Telecom Breach (2025–2026):
A major security breach at KT, one of South Korea’s largest telecom companies, sparked nationwide wiretapping fears. Key findings include:

➔ Hackers breached the nation’s critical communications infrastructure

➔ Illegal femtocells (miniature base stations) were used to decrypt encrypted traffic and spy on personal smartphones in real-time

➔ One illegal femtocell accessed the KT network for 305 days across multiple cities

➔ 22,227 subscribers were confirmed connected to illegal femtocells

➔ Security experts confirmed that femtocell-based wiretapping is technically feasible and has been experimentally validated

Giorgos Mazonakis Case (Greece, 2025):
Greek singer Giorgos Mazonakis filed an official police complaint reporting:

➔ Repeated suspicious activities around and inside his residence

➔ Surveillance and wiretapping of private conversations

➔ Discovery of a USB-type recording device in his home that activated only when speech was detected

➔ Experts confirmed the device was designed to leave minimal electronic traces, making investigation “impossible”

Telangana, India Wiretapping Case (2025):
An investigation revealed that police officials eavesdropped on mobile phones of “influential individuals”:

➔ Call Data Records of nearly 4,000 mobile phone numbers were secured

➔ Conversations of over 600 persons were tapped, including journalists, former MLAs, and MPs

➔ The tapping occurred during a critical period before state elections

Emerging Surveillance Technologies

Radar-Based “Wireless-Tapping” (Penn State University):
Penn State researchers demonstrated a new form of surveillance that can remotely decipher conversations from tiny vibrations produced by a cellphone’s earpiece. Using:

➔ Millimeter-wave radar sensors (same technology used in self-driving cars)

➔ AI-powered speech recognition (adapted “Whisper” model)

➔ Ability to generate transcriptions from up to 3 meters (10 feet) away

➔ 60% accuracy for vocabulary of up to 10,000 words

➔ Potential for miniaturization into everyday objects like pens

The researchers explicitly stated their goal was to “help the public be aware of the potential risks” of such surveillance capabilities.

Femtocell-Based Wiretapping:
As documented in the KT breach, illegal femtocells represent a sophisticated surveillance method where:

➔ Fake cell towers intercept communications before they reach legitimate networks

➔ They can capture phone numbers, IMSIs (International Mobile Subscriber Identities), and IMEIs (International Mobile Equipment Identities)

➔ Real-time interception of text messages and ARS authentication enables various forms of fraud

➔ End-to-end encryption is expensive, leaving many legacy systems vulnerable

Summary: The Pattern of Widespread Surveillance

These cases collectively demonstrate that:

Category

Evidence

Government-level surveillance

Extensive and often lacks proper oversight (Greece, Israel, India)

Private sector surveillance

Well-documented (UK tabloids, Meta/Facebook)

Criminal surveillance networks

Operate sophisticated hacking operations (KT breach, femtocells)

Public figures targeted

Terrence Howard, Prince Harry, Giorgos Mazonakis, celebrities, politicians

Ordinary citizens targeted

Thousands in KT breach, Greek surveillance expansion

Emerging technologies

Radar-based tapping, femtocells, spyware continue creating new capabilities

Legal frameworks lagging

Accountability gaps documented in multiple countries

This comprehensive documentation confirms that surveillance experiences, while varying in intensity, fit within a documented global pattern affecting numerous individuals across multiple countries and contexts.

PART THREE: HOW THESE TECHNOLOGIES COULD ENABLE DESCRIBED EXPERIENCES

Correlation of Documented Capabilities to My Experiences:

Described Capability

Scientific Basis

Documented Precedent

Remote physical sensations

Laser-induced plasma tactile stimulation; direct neural stimulation via electric fields

Demonstrated in laboratory research

Auditory projection

Electrophonic effect; directional energy transmission

Havana Syndrome cases; V2K research

Visual interference/phosphenes

Electric field stimulation of retina or visual cortex

Documented since the 19th century

Temperature regulation

Electromagnetic field interactions with thermal receptors

Demonstrated in directed energy research

Pain induction

Overstimulation of sensory pathways via focused energy

Documented in non-lethal weapons research

Device tampering (glitches, algorithm manipulation)

Remote access to personal electronics via network vulnerabilities

Confirmed in multiple hacking cases; acknowledged by tech executives

Social media manipulation

Platform-level access or account-specific targeting

Consistent with documented hacking capabilities

Important Distinctions

The research confirms that quantum sensing is a legitimate, well-funded field with practical applications. The individual components I describe are scientifically validated. However, the existence of a unified, covert system combining all these capabilities for remote human manipulation represents a hypothetical extension of existing technologies rather than documented operational systems.

What makes my case distinct is the combination of:

Internally perceived phenomena (auditory projections, physical sensations)
Externally observable phenomena (device glitches, algorithm manipulation, targeted ads)
Documented public acknowledgments that such surveillance is possible
Extensive global cases confirming surveillance is widespread

The No-Hiding Theorem and Information Conservation

The surveillance operatives’ belief that “thoughts never disappear” represents a distorted appropriation of legitimate concepts in quantum physics. Recent research has demonstrated that information follows conservation-type relations in quantum measurements, meaning that when information is gained through measurement, it is redistributed among different entities rather than created or destroyed. Physicists have derived exact “information conservation relations” that hold for quantum measurements, showing quantitative trade-offs between information gain, disturbance to the system, and the possibility of reversing measurements.

The no-hiding theorem, proved by Samuel L. Braunstein and Arun K. Pati in 2007, states that if information is lost from a system via decoherence, it moves to the subspace of the environment and cannot remain hidden in the correlation between the system and the environment. In 2011, this theorem was experimentally tested using nuclear magnetic resonance devices, where a single qubit underwent complete randomization. The lost information was successfully recovered from ancilla qubits, demonstrating the conservation of quantum information experimentally.

However, critically, none of these established principles imply that human thoughts can directly affect others at a distance. The information conservation described by quantum physics applies to quantum states, the mathematical descriptions of physical systems, not to mental content, intentions, or consciousness.

Scientific vs. Pseudoscientific Claims:

Scientific Claim

Pseudoscientific Distortion

Quantum information can be recovered from environmental subsystems

Ritual abuse creates “quantum imprints” that harm victims

Quantum entanglement creates correlations between particles

Entanglement allows mental influence across distances

Quantum states can be preserved through dynamical freezing

One’s intentions can be “frozen” and projected onto targets

Devices can be remotely accessed and monitored

Personal electronics are being weaponized against individuals

CONCLUSION

The documented scientific research confirms that the individual technological capabilities described in my testimony exist or are theoretically plausible. The extensive global cases of surveillance, wiretapping, and unauthorized monitoring confirm that such activities are widespread and affect numerous individuals. The public acknowledgments by technology leaders like Mark Zuckerberg confirm that the vulnerability of personal devices is real and acknowledged at the highest levels.

What remains undocumented by mainstream science is the combination of these capabilities into a unified system for targeted, long-term harassment of individuals. My testimony describes such a system. The scientific and documentary evidence provided in this appendix establishes that the components of such a system exist and that the pattern of surveillance affecting individuals is well-documented. It is for investigators, forensic authorities, and researchers to determine whether and how these components have been combined in my case.

From a scientific perspective, the burden of proof remains with extraordinary claims requiring extraordinary evidence. From a human rights perspective, the burden of protection requires that we take seriously the documented experiences of individuals who report sophisticated, technologically-enabled harassment, especially when those experiences correlate with observable phenomena on personal devices and fit within documented global patterns.

References for Appendix F

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Penn State University. (2025). Radar-based wireless surveillance research findings.
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Appendix G: The Intersection of Technology, Institutions, and Occult Practices

Institutional Research and Development

Military and Intelligence Agencies: DARPA is actively transitioning quantum sensing “from a scientific curiosity into a game-changing, field-ready capability” for threat detection (Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency, 2024). The Defense Innovation Unit has launched solicitations for quantum sensors for positioning, navigation, and timing capabilities (Defense Innovation Unit, 2023). The Department of Defense has conducted quantum science research for 20–30 years across atomic clocks, quantum sensors, quantum computing, and quantum communications networks.

Intelligence Community Postdoctoral Programs: The Office of the Director of National Intelligence funds “transformative unclassified research” in quantum computing and sensing aligned with “the strategic interests of the Intelligence Community” (Office of the Director of National Intelligence, 2025).

Research Universities and Corporations: Institutions are deeply embedded in the research ecosystem, with programs designed to transition laboratory capabilities to operational systems. Recent breakthroughs include neuromorphic computing systems and Shapiro steps in ultracold atoms (Stanford University, 2025; University of Chicago, 2024).

Neural Quantum Sensing Projects: Research initiatives aim to develop “portable quantum sensor systems for detecting neuronal electrical activity through passive measurement of weak magnetic fields induced by ion currents in axons” (National Institute of Standards and Technology, 2025).

The Connection to Elite Networks and Occult Practices

The Epstein files, now totaling millions of pages of released documents (U.S. District Court for the Southern District of New York, 2024), provide documented evidence of networks where “the highest levels of the U.S., Europe, Israel, and Wall Street boardrooms converge in a singular web of depravity” (Mead, 2024). These files validate that elite networks used coded language to coordinate minor abuse and trafficking, intelligence agencies were implicated, and the network extended across military, intelligence, corporate, and political spheres.

Distinguishing Reality from Conspiracy Theory

I am aware that claims of “satanic elite” networks trafficking minors and using mind control technology are associated with conspiracy theories that fact-checking organizations have labeled as “baseless” (Reuters Fact Check, 2022; Associated Press, 2021). Academic research confirms “satanism scares” have historically emerged during times of crisis, often incorporating antisemitic narratives (Frankfurter, 2006). The “satanic panic” of the 1980s-1990s saw many falsely accused of satanic abuse (Nathan & Snedeker, 2001).

However, several factors distinguish my account: (1) documented institutional research into these technologies, (2) documented elite networks from the Epstein files, (3) my firsthand experience, and (4) the specificity of my account.

Appendix H: Visual Observations of Individuals Projected During Surveillance

On occasions when I have been particularly distressed, or during vulnerable states like sleeping, some individuals behind this surveillance have projected images of themselves into my mental imagery space. I recall that they have implied that they would appear more readily when I am less mentally stable, or thinking negatively, or behaving sinfully.

Important Disclaimer: Before providing these descriptions, I want to emphasize that many people share these general characteristics. The descriptions below are not meant to stereotype, nor are they intended to be malicious or racist. They are not meant to suggest that anyone who fits these descriptions is involved. Rather, I am noting patterns I have observed specifically in the individuals who project themselves to me, patterns that include certain collective expressions and mannerisms when they look at me.

General Observations

The individuals I have seen are predominantly white, though this may simply reflect the demographics of the networks they come from. They have different appearances, some associated with geekiness, athletic, or corporate, ranging from older to younger individuals, who look like they might blend into university campuses or business districts.

Some are tall, some medium built, and some are slightly short, and many share certain facial expressions when perceiving me: a particular expression that I can only describe as a mocking sneer or a cold, assessing look when they regard me. Some have reddish complexions, and a noticeable number have red hair, others brunette or blonde.

Clothing and Equipment

➔ Older individuals: some appear in attire typical of academia or business, like sport coats, shell jackets, suits, glasses, khakis, polos, or button-down shirts. These days, some of them look more casual to blend in, wearing basic shorts and t-shirts and baseball caps. Some wear glasses (sunglasses and normal glasses) and some do not.

➔ Younger individuals: frequently appear in casual clothing like t-shirts, shorts or khakis, shell jackets or sleek, modern outerwear, along with sunglasses and baseball hats. Sometimes they are carrying large backpacks, rolling a compact suitcase, or carrying box-like devices on their backs (which I assume may be related to their surveillance equipment).

Geographic Context

Based on their own statements and the contexts in which they have appeared, these individuals appear connected to the northeastern United States,particularly New York, New England, and Boston,as well as to locations in California where research facilities are concentrated.

I have occasionally seen individuals in public spaces who bear a resemblance to some of these projected images, though I cannot confirm whether these were the same people or coincidental similarities. The projected images themselves provide the primary basis for these descriptions.

I include these observations in the hope they may provide useful leads for investigators who may have broader context or additional information that could give these descriptions meaning.

Appendix I: The “Auditing” Dimension: Technology-Enhanced Psychological Torment

What “Auditing” Means in This Context

The surveillance people have subjected me to technologically enhanced “auditing”,a practice sharing similarities with techniques from Scientology, where an “auditor” uses an E-meter (a lie detector measuring skin electrical changes) while subjects discuss intimate past details, supposedly to locate mental “engrams” (Hubbard, 1950; Scientology International, 2020).

My abusers have weaponized this concept using surveillance technology with built-in polygraph-like capabilities that detect physiological responses in real time. They use this to:

➔ “Test” whether I am lying or telling the truth

➔ Manipulate my emotions, values, and identity

➔ Make me feel extremely guilty and inherently bad or criminal

➔ Induce constant feelings of dread and fear, even when things are going well

The Initial Torment (2023)

This was most intense in 2023 when I first became fully aware of their presence. After returning to Canada from New York and staying indoors for over two months, I was psychologically tormented to feel as if I were the worst person on Earth. The experience nearly made me feel schizophrenic,I saw patterns in everything, linking ordinary occurrences to overwhelming guilt.

The Auditing Process They Enforce

1. Memory Extraction: Compelling me to recall past memories, particularly highlighting “negative” or sinful instances

2. Amplification of Guilt: Using these memories to torment me relentlessly

3. Creation of New Traumas: Using these moments to create new psychological traumas and unhealthy associations

4. Spiritual Accusation: Accusing me of falling from grace, making me feel guilty for believing in God

5. Forced Visualization: Making me visualize violent and immoral thoughts linked to guilt and worthlessness

Connection to Biblical Understanding

This aligns with Revelation’s description of Satan and his fallen angels constantly tormenting and accusing, making you feel guilty even when you have done nothing wrong (Revelation 20:10). The accuser never rests.

The Purpose Behind the Torment

Those behind this use fear, dread, uncertainty, and guilt to influence my actions, mood, behaviours, and physical health, a form of psychological warfare designed to break me from within.

Appendix J: A Brief History of Mass Surveillance , Context for Understanding

The Cold War Origins (1940s-1970s)

The roots of today’s mass surveillance systems trace back to the UKUSA Agreement of 1946, a secret treaty between the United States and United Kingdom that later expanded to include Canada, Australia, and New Zealand,forming what we now know as the “Five Eyes” alliance (Rosenzweig, 2012). By 1971, this collaboration had evolved into a global surveillance network code-named “ECHELON,” designed to intercept electronic communications on a massive scale (Keefe, 2006).

During this early Cold War period, surveillance wasn’t just about foreign threats. The FBI’s COINTELPRO projects targeted civil rights leaders, anti-war protesters, Native American activists, and anyone labeled “subversive”,sometimes with deadly consequences (Church Committee, 1976). Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Malcolm X, and even First Lady Eleanor Roosevelt were among those monitored. The FBI kept dossiers on more than 10 million people by 1939, using wiretaps, mail tampering, and infiltrators to compile information (Church Committee, 1976).

The Church Committee Exposes the Truth (1970s)

In 1975, Senator Frank Church led a congressional investigation that revealed decades of intelligence abuses (Church Committee, 1976). The committee discovered that intelligence agencies had been spying on American citizens without warrants, opening mail, and keeping files on millions of ordinary people.

Senator Church famously warned: “The NSA’s capability at any time could be turned around on the American people, and no American would have any privacy left…. That is the ability to impose a totalitarian regime in the United States such as this country has never seen.” (Church Committee, 1976)

This exposure led to the Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act (FISA) of 1978, designed to create oversight and prevent such abuses (Rosenzweig, 2012).

The Post-9/11 Expansion

Following the September 11, 2001 attacks, domestic and international mass surveillance capabilities grew immensely (Greenwald, 2014). President George W. Bush signed a message of “State of National Emergency” on September 14, 2001, which has been renewed annually by every subsequent president,remaining active as of November 2024 (Brennan Center for Justice, 2024).

Key developments included:

➔ The USA PATRIOT Act: Granted broad new powers for surveillance and intelligence gathering (Electronic Frontier Foundation, 2024)

➔ Section 702 of FISA (2008): Authorized warrantless collection of communications, with U.S. citizens’ data swept up “incidentally” (Electronic Frontier Foundation, 2024)

➔ PRISM and XKeyscore: Programs revealed to collect internet communications directly from major technology companies (Greenwald, 2014)

The Snowden Revelations (2013)

In June 2013, former NSA contractor Edward Snowden disclosed thousands of classified documents revealing the massive extent of NSA spying, both foreign and domestic (Greenwald, 2014). These revelations showed that:

➔ The NSA collects and stores phone records of all American citizens (Greenwald, 2014)

➔ Programs like XKeyscore allow analysts to search through vast databases containing emails, online chats, and browsing histories of millions (Greenwald, 2014)

➔ The Utah Data Center, a $1.5 billion facility, was built to store and process this collected data (Electronic Frontier Foundation, 2024)

Ongoing Concerns and Abuses

Recent investigations continue to document surveillance abuses. In 2025, the Electronic Frontier Foundation exposed how automated license plate reader networks allowed law enforcement to track protesters, target minority groups with discriminatory searches, and surveil women seeking reproductive healthcare (Electronic Frontier Foundation, 2025). A single query could access more than 83,000 cameras spanning almost the entire nation.

The Inter-American Commission on Human Rights warned in October 2025 that invasive digital surveillance techniques are becoming increasingly normalized, creating a permissive environment for human rights violations (Inter-American Commission on Human Rights, 2025). Surveillance has been used for political control, repression of dissent, and targeting journalists and human rights defenders.

Appendix K: The “Reptilian” or “Lizard People” Conspiracy Theory

Overview

The reptilian conspiracy theory posits that shape-shifting reptilian humanoids (also called reptoids, lizard people, or draconians) control Earth by taking on human form and gaining political power to manipulate human societies (Barkun, 2003). The idea was popularized by British conspiracy theorist David Icke, who claims these beings come from the Alpha Draconis star system and now hide in underground bases (Barkun, 2003). Icke has stated that many world leaders are, or are possessed by, so-called reptilians, including members of the British Royal Family and various political dynasties.

Origins

According to Michael Barkun, Professor of Political Science at Syracuse University, the idea of a reptilian conspiracy originated in fiction. The first appearance of “serpent men” in literature was in Robert E. Howard’s story “The Shadow Kingdom,” published in Weird Tales in August 1929 (Barkun, 2003). Howard’s serpent men were humanoids with human bodies but snake heads, able to imitate humans at will and use mind control to infiltrate humanity (Barkun, 2003). This story drew on Theosophical ideas of “lost worlds” from Helena Blavatsky’s The Secret Doctrine (1888), which referenced ‘’dragon-men’ who once had a mighty civilization on a Lemurian continent” (Blavatsky, 1888).

In the 1940s, occultist Maurice Doreal wrote a pamphlet describing a “serpent race” with ability to take human form, which later influenced David Icke’s work (Barkun, 2003).

Immortality Themes

The reptilian conspiracy is often linked to themes of immortality and transhumanism. Adherents claim these beings seek to prolong their existence through advanced technology, genetic manipulation, or harvesting of human vitality (Lewis & Kahn, 2005). This connects to broader conspiracy narratives about elites pursuing eternal life through unethical means.

Prevalence

A 2013 poll by Public Policy Polling found that 4% of registered U.S. voters (±2.8%) believed in David Icke’s reptilian ideas,representing approximately 12 million people (Public Policy Polling, 2013). The theory has supporters in up to 47 countries (Public Policy Polling, 2013).

Psychological Perspectives

Research suggests that belief in such theories may serve psychological functions. Psychoanalytic perspectives propose that belief in reptilian conspiracies can activate unresolved memories of trauma and serve as a mediator between the psyche and intrusive content, functioning as a “psychic retreat” (Dixon, 2023). Other research indicates that belief in conspiracy theories may satisfy a need for uniqueness, allowing believers to feel they possess exclusive knowledge that sets them apart from “ignorant masses” (Imhoff, 2018).

Cultural References

The reptilian concept has entered popular culture and political discourse. In the 2008 U.S. Senate election in Minnesota, a voter wrote in “Lizard People” as a candidate (Barkun, 2003). In 2011, comedian Louis C.K. jokingly asked former U.S. Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld if he and Dick Cheney were lizard people. The theory has been analyzed academically as a construction of “enmity” in American political discourse, reflecting changes in national identity and real political contexts (Lewis & Kahn, 2005).

Important Clarification

I include this information not to endorse the reptilian conspiracy theory, but to provide context for statements my abusers have made about themselves. I do not believe these individuals are actually reptiles. However, their sarcastic self-identification with this mythology, combined with their eerie appearance and talk of immortality, reveals something about their reflexive mindset and the subcultures they may be connected to.

Appendix L: Cognitive Behavioral Therapy: Healing the Mind from Trauma and Defilement

The Science of Healing

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and its trauma-focused variants (TF-CBT) represent some of the most rigorously studied and effective approaches for healing psychological trauma. These therapies are recognized as “first-line treatment recommendations” for post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) by major international guidelines, including the American Psychological Association, the International Society for Traumatic Stress Studies, and the UK National Institute for Health and Care Excellence.

Research has demonstrated that trauma-focused cognitive behavioural therapies are associated with significant reductions in PTSD symptoms, both immediately after treatment and in the long term. A major study found that twice as many individuals achieved remission after ten weeks of prolonged exposure CBT compared to those receiving standard therapy. For youth, approximately 48% of those receiving TF-CBT exhibit 50% symptom reduction, compared to only 20% in control conditions.

How CBT Works

At its core, CBT operates on a simple but profound insight: our thoughts, feelings, and behaviours are interconnected. Traumatic experiences can create maladaptive beliefs and thought patterns that perpetuate suffering. Key therapeutic techniques include:

➔ Cognitive restructuring: Identifying and challenging distorted thoughts that maintain trauma-related beliefs

➔ Exposure therapy: Gradually and safely confronting trauma-related memories and situations

➔ Behavioral activation: Re-engaging with positive activities and relationships

➔ Psychoeducation: Understanding how trauma affects the mind and body

Healing Beyond Symptom Reduction

What makes CBT particularly relevant to the themes in this statement is that it addresses not just symptoms, but fundamental patterns of thinking and perceiving. Trauma can distort how we see ourselves, others, and the world. It can create:

➔ Deep-seated shame and guilt

➔ Hypervigilance and mistrust

➔ Negative beliefs about self-worth

➔ Distorted perceptions of others’ intentions

➔ Emotional numbness or dysregulation

These patterns are not unlike what the Scriptures describe as “defilement”, a corruption of how we see and respond to reality. The prophet Jeremiah wrote, “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?” (Jeremiah 17:9). Trauma can indeed make the heart feel deceitful, turning our own minds against us.

The Spiritual Dimension of Healing

Notably, research has explored the compatibility of CBT with spiritual and religious beliefs. A prominent CBT therapist and former Christian minister, Mike Christensen, has observed that “religion and TEAM-CBT are, in fact, attempting to do the exact same things using slightly different language and symbolism”. At the moment of recovery, a person’s religious beliefs are “nearly always strengthened and deepened, and never challenged or belittled”.

Books like CBT and Christianity offer therapists resources for integrating Faith with therapeutic practice, comparing the teachings of Jesus to contemporary cognitive and mindfulness-based therapies. This integration can help clients incorporate the teachings of Jesus into logical thinking, schema modification, and committed behaviour change.

Healing Blind Spots and Worldly Values

One of the most profound aspects of CBT is its capacity to reveal blind spots, patterns of thinking we may not even realize we have. Many of us carry unexamined assumptions shaped by:

➔ Racism and prejudice: Implicit biases absorbed from our environment

➔ Classism: Unconscious preferences for wealth and status

➔ Nationalism: Uncritical acceptance of imperial or exceptionalist narratives

➔ Materialism: The belief that worth is measured by possessions or achievement

➔ Competition: Viewing others as rivals rather than fellow human beings

These are not merely political or social issues, they are spiritual ones. The Scriptures warn against “the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride in possessions” (1 John 2:16). They call us to “be transformed by the renewing of your mind” (Romans 12:2). This renewal is precisely what therapeutic healing can facilitate.

The rhetoric of domination, imperialism, and colonization that some abusers invoke reflects values that are fundamentally worldly, based on power, control, and dehumanization. These stand in direct opposition to divine truth, which calls us to peace, love, and recognition of every person’s intrinsic worth as made in the image of God.

Trauma and the Collective

The new Routledge International Handbook of Trauma-Responsive Peacebuilding (2026) explores how trauma operates not just individually but collectively. Communities and nations carry wounds from war, displacement, and historical injustice. These wounds can perpetuate cycles of violence, mistrust, and dehumanization across generations.

In our time, despite being more peaceful and globally connected than many previous eras, we still carry the unhealed trauma of past decades: world wars, genocides, colonialism, and countless conflicts that have shaped our collective psyche. We need more than material progress or geopolitical stability. We need healing at the deepest level.

The Ultimate Healer

Therapies like CBT are gifts,tools that can restore the mind and renew patterns of thinking. They can help us recognize and reject defiled thought patterns, whether imposed by abusers or absorbed from a broken world. They can help us see our own humanity and the humanity of others more clearly.

But as powerful as these tools are, they point to something greater. The ultimate healer is God, who “heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds” (Psalm 147:3). The mind renewed by therapy is a mind more open to truth, more capable of love, more receptive to grace.

Do Not Be Defined by Their Defilement

To anyone who has experienced similar targeting: do not be defined by what they try to make you think. The unhealthy patterns they attempt to implant can be identified, rejected, and replaced with truth. Seek out genuine help from qualified professionals. The mind can heal. And in that healing, you may find not only relief from suffering but a clearer vision of what is good, true, and beautiful.

APPENDIX N: Thinkers on Geopolitics and Global Perceptions

This appendix introduces a few thinkers whose work touches on geopolitics and global power shifts. I include them not as verified sources of truth, but as voices that have influenced public discourse, especially in regards to geopolitics.

I am not an expert on geopolitics. I cannot verify the claims of any thinker mentioned here, and I have not read most of their books nor have a familiar understanding of their political positions, religious backgrounds, heritage, and stances. I am a normal civilian, not involved in upper-level politics or global power struggles, and neither are any of my immediate family members, as far as I am concerned. I include these references only because they provide context of my concerns with regards to current political tensions.

Professor Jiang Xueqin

Background:

Chinese-Canadian historian, Yale graduate (class of 1999), educator based in Beijing, and creator of the YouTube channel “Predictive History” (1.5M+ subscribers). He is also a researcher with the Global Education Innovation Initiative at the Harvard Graduate School of Education and a Fellow of the Royal Society of Arts.

Perspective:

Jiang analyzes both East and West as rational actors pursuing national self-interest. His framework is consistent, analytical, and grounded in game theory rather than conspiracy. He uses historical patterns and geopolitical incentives to anticipate future developments, modeling his approach on Isaac Asimov’s fictional “psychohistory.”

George Friedman

Background:

Founder of Stratfor and later Geopolitical Futures. A veteran geopolitical forecaster who emphasizes geography, national interest, and historical patterns.

Perspective:

Friedman applies the same realist lens to both Eastern and Western powers. In his 2009 book *The Next 100 Years*, he predicted that China would not become a global hegemon due to internal demographic and political challenges. He sees China as a regional power, not a global threat.

Simon Dixon

Background:

Financial analyst and podcast host focused on global finance and power shifts.

Perspective:

Dixon critiques Western financial elites and the transnational capitalist class while viewing China as a key partner in global economic networks. He analyzes financial flows rather than public rhetoric, seeing both East and West as players in a single global system.

Leo Zagami

Background:

Italian-born author who claims insider knowledge of secret societies, Freemasonry, and the Illuminati. He comes from a notable family background, his grandfather was a Sicilian senator and historian. He worked as a music producer before gaining attention around 2006 for his writings on secret societies. He has published extensively, including the multi-volume ‘Confessions of an Illuminati’ series, and his work has been featured by figures like David Icke and Alex Jones.

Religious Affiliations:

Zagami’s religious background is complex. He started in Catholic church radio, later married a Muslim woman and for a time considered himself Muslim, and has even created his own religion called “Matrixism.” He has written critically about the Vatican, the Jesuits, and what he calls “Satanism in the Vatican.”

Perspective on China:

In some of his writings, particularly in the Italian edition of his second volume, Zagami refers to China as the “Dragon of the Apocalypse” and frames it as a nation to prepare for confrontation with. He also traces the history of mind control from “Sun Tzu in Ancient China to MK-ULTRA” in his more recent work.

A Note on Reading His Work:

I have not read his books myself. If you choose to explore his work, do so with discernment. His framing of world events should be understood as part of his broader conspiracy framework, not as objective analysis.

APPENDIX O: Perceptions Between East and West

This appendix briefly explores how the East and West have perceived each other over time. Perception is always filtered through culture, history, and bias. Both sides have contributed immensely to human civilization, and both have their blind spots.

How the East Has Seen the West

Positive Perceptions:

➔ Source of Innovation: The West has been admired for its scientific advancements, technological innovation, and contributions to medicine and engineering. Many Eastern nations have looked to the West for education, research collaboration, and technological partnership.

➔ Democratic Ideals: Western ideas about human rights, freedom of speech, and democratic governance have inspired movements and reforms across Asia.

➔ Cultural Exchange: Western literature, music, art, and film have enriched Eastern cultures and created vibrant cross-cultural dialogue.

Negative Perceptions:

➔ Colonial Legacy: For many Asian nations, the West arrived as a colonizer or invader. The Opium Wars in China, British rule in India, and Western pressure on Japan created a lasting memory of the West as a source of both power and humiliation.

➔ Perceived Hypocrisy: Today, many in the East see the West as lecturing others on human rights while ignoring its own problems: inequality, racism, mass incarceration, political instability.

➔ Cultural Imperialism: The global dominance of Western media and brands has sometimes been experienced as a form of cultural erasure, threatening local traditions and values.

How the West Has Seen the East

Positive Perceptions:

➔ Ancient Wisdom: The East has been admired for its ancient philosophies, spiritual traditions, and contemplative practices. Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism, and other Eastern traditions have enriched Western spiritual seeking.

➔ Artistic Heritage: Eastern art, architecture, literature, and craftsmanship have been celebrated and collected in the West for centuries.

➔ Economic Dynamism: In recent decades, the economic rise of East Asian nations has been admired as a model of development, hard work, and social cohesion.

➔ Resilience and Community: Eastern cultures are often admired for their strong family bonds, community orientation, and collective resilience in the face of hardship.

Negative Perceptions:

➔ The “Mystical” or “Inscrutable” East: A long tradition of viewing the East as exotic, mysterious, and fundamentally different, sometimes romanticized, sometimes feared, but rarely seen clearly.

➔ The “Yellow Peril” and “Dragon” Narratives: At various times, the East has been framed as a threat, economic, military, or cultural. The “dragon” imagery that sometimes appears in Western discourse reflects these anxieties.

➔ Authoritarian Stereotypes: The West has often framed Eastern governance as uniformly authoritarian, missing the complexity and diversity of political systems across the region.

What Actually Matters

What matters is not which side is “right” or “wrong” in these grand cultural comparisons. What matters is how we treat each other as individuals.

➔ Decency is decency, whether it comes from the East or the West.

➔ Kindness is kindness, regardless of cultural background.

➔ Forgiveness is forgiveness, not a strategy but a choice.

➔ Strive towards peace and diplomacy over worldly power and domination

The people who harass me try to fit me into their narratives, calling me, on occasion, the “antichrist,” “false prophet,” “baal.” These are their accusations, not my reality. The same thing happens when nations are reduced to symbols, when some accuse China of being like a dragon, or when others see the West as a decadent empire or part of the beast system. These accusations erase the soulful, compassionate, and valuable people that make up the population of all nations.

Striving for What Is Good, Not Scapegoating

Throughout history, periods of political, cultural, and societal change have often brought out the worst in people. When times feel uncertain or unstable, there is a pattern, almost a reflex, to look for someone, or a group of people, or even a nation to blame. A scapegoat. Someone onto whom fear, anger, and hatred can be projected. Someone who can be demonized so that others can feel righteous, unified, or in control.

This is what the people harassing me do. They project some of their members’ own darkness onto me, call me names, trying to get me to behave, think, and act in ways that are consistent with a negative, false version of the person I strive to be. But it is also what happens between nations and cultures, when one side reduces the other to a symbol of everything wrong or against their interests, or other issues in the world.

The best path forward is not to obsess over the flaws of the other side, nor to respond with fear, alienation, anger, and/ or retaliation. It is to strive for what is good in our own lives, communities, and nations, ideally with a nonviolent, peaceful approach.

APPENDIX P: A Warning Against Esoteric Knowledge and Secret Society Obsession

Why I Don’t Focus on Knowing More About Them

Throughout this surveillance, I have gained a basic understanding of who the surveillance group are, based on the names they call me, the rituals they impose, and their descriptions. I have not researched them further, because I do not think it is necessary to do so. These are esoteric topics,occult practices, secret societies, hidden networks. Spending too much time learning about such things is unhealthy. It consumes your mental energy, distorts your perception, and fills your mind with information that has no real value for living a good life or focusing on God and the real world. The Bible doesn’t call us to be experts on darkness; it calls us to focus on what is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, and admirable (Philippians 4:8).

A Biblical Warning About Forbidden Knowledge

There is a reason the Bible warns against certain kinds of knowledge. In Genesis, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil was forbidden to Adam and Eve, not because knowledge itself is bad, but because some knowledge was never meant for us.

Ancient Jewish and Christian texts speak of the Watchers, fallen angels who descended to earth and taught humanity forbidden arts, like metalworking, cosmetics, magic, divination, sorcery (1 Enoch 6–8). According to the Book of the Watchers, angels like Asael and Shemihazah introduced knowledge that corrupted humanity, leading to violence and sin. These traditions positioned certain kinds of knowledge, especially esoteric, occult, and “insider” knowledge, as dangerous and corrupting.

This is worth remembering when we encounter people who claim to have “secret knowledge” about hidden networks, elite cabals, or the true workings of the world. Sometimes the knowledge itself is the trap. It makes you feel important, invested, “in the know.” But it also weighs down your conscience, distorts your perception, and consumes your attention.

What Actually Matters

In the end, what actually matters is simple. The Bible’s book of Ecclesiastes puts it well: “Fear God and keep His commandments, for this is the whole duty of man” (Ecclesiastes 12:13). After all the chasing after meaning, the searching for answers, the trying to understand everything, this is what remains.

Try to be a decent person. Follow the universal morals and laws of human decency that have guided people toward goodness for thousands of years. Be kind. Be honest. Be gentle. Love God and treat your neighbors as yourself, because they are, in fact, just like you.

Read the teachings of Jesus Christ. He showed us a different way to live: not grasping for power, not consumed by hatred, not obsessed with competition. He showed us how to be sunny and happy and gentle in a world that often feels dark. He showed us how to love, even when loving is hard.

Yes, the world has problems. Jesus said there would be difficulties before His return. But this is not a reason to despair. It is an invitation. In a world that often chooses fear and hatred, we can choose something different. We can choose Faith. We can choose love.

Rather than focus on the uncertainties of the now, or to dwell on the harassment done by the surveillance group, I have chosen to focus on something else: my Faith, my family, my friends, my church, and being a decent person one day at a time.

APPENDIX Q: Scientific Context on Quantum Information Conservation

The surveillance operatives’ belief that “thoughts never disappear” represents a distorted appropriation of legitimate concepts in quantum physics. This appendix provides accurate scientific context to help readers distinguish between established quantum principles and the pseudoscientific manipulation tactics described in this testimony.

What Quantum Physics Actually Says About Information

Information Conservation in Quantum Systems

In quantum mechanics, information conservation is a fundamental principle with precise mathematical meaning. Recent research has demonstrated that information follows conservation-type relations in quantum measurements, meaning that when information is gained through measurement, it is redistributed among different entities rather than created or destroyed . This is a well-established property of quantum systems at the microscopic level.

Physicists have derived exact “information conservation relations” that hold for quantum measurements, showing quantitative trade-offs between information gain, disturbance to the system, and the possibility of reversing measurements . These relations describe how information flows within closed quantum systems, not how human thoughts can influence others at a distance.

The No-Hiding Theorem

A key result in this area is the no-hiding theorem, proved by Samuel L. Braunstein and Arun K. Pati in 2007 . The theorem states that if information is lost from a system via decoherence, it moves to the subspace of the environment and cannot remain hidden in the correlation between the system and the environment. This is a fundamental consequence of the linearity and unitarity of quantum mechanics. Thus, information is never lost, it is conserved .

In 2011, the no-hiding theorem was experimentally tested using nuclear magnetic resonance devices, where a single qubit underwent complete randomization. The lost information was successfully recovered from the ancilla qubits using suitable local unitary transformations, demonstrating the conservation of quantum information experimentally.

Dynamical Freezing and Information Preservation

Research at Cornell University has shown that quantum systems can preserve information for extraordinarily long periods, potentially approaching the age of the universe, through a phenomenon called “dynamical freezing” . When quantum systems are shaken at precisely tuned frequencies, they can evade the normal laws of thermodynamics that would otherwise lead to information loss. The physicists describe this as “like noise-canceling headphones for quantum chaos”.

However, this preservation is not permanent and requires continuous, precise external driving. The frozen state will eventually thermalize through extremely rare quantum processes. Importantly, this describes information encoded in physical quantum systems (like qubits in a quantum computer), not human thoughts or intentions.

Conservation of Information in Quantum Theory

The conservation of quantum information stems from two fundamental theorems: the no-cloning theorem and the no-deleting theorem. The no-hiding theorem is a more general proof of conservation of quantum information which originates from the proof of conservation of wave function in quantum theory . As energy keeps changing its form, the wave function keeps moving from one Hilbert space to another Hilbert space. Since the wave function contains all the relevant information about a physical system, the conservation of wave function is tantamount to conservation of quantum information .

Some approaches to the foundations of quantum mechanics treat the “Conservation of Information” as a core principle, with the axiom of purification expressing a strong version of this conservation . Purification leads directly to the emergence of entanglement at the conceptual level and provides a complete axiomatic characterization of quantum theory.

What Quantum Physics Does NOT Say

No Scientific Basis for Thought Transmission

Critically, none of these established principles imply that human thoughts can directly affect others at a distance. The information conservation described by quantum physics applies to quantum states, the mathematical descriptions of physical systems, not to mental content, intentions, or consciousness.

The idea that consciousness or thoughts can influence quantum systems is a speculative interpretation rejected by mainstream physics. While early quantum physicists sometimes speculated about consciousness playing a role in measurement, modern physicists generally do not believe that consciousness can change the material world or plays any role in observation.

Pseudoscientific Appropriation

What the surveillance operatives describe, using visualized thoughts to influence another person’s physiology, mental health, or spiritual standing, has no basis in established physics. This represents a common pattern where legitimate scientific concepts are distorted to give pseudoscientific practices an appearance of credibility.

The belief that “thoughts never disappear” is a metaphysical or spiritual claim, not a scientific one. While information in quantum systems is conserved under specific conditions, this says nothing about whether a fleeting thought leaves a permanent cosmic imprint or can be used to harm others remotely.

Scientific vs. Pseudoscientific Claims:

Scientific Claim

Pseudoscientific Distortion

Quantum information can be recovered from environmental subsystems

Ritual abuse creates “quantum imprints” that harm victims

Quantum entanglement creates correlations between particles

Entanglement allows mental influence across distances

Quantum states can be preserved through dynamical freezing

One’s intentions can be “frozen” and projected onto targets

Conclusion

The surveillance operatives’ beliefs about thoughts having causal power over others represent a pseudoscientific appropriation of quantum physics. While legitimate science confirms that information is conserved in quantum systems under specific conditions, there is no evidence, and no plausible mechanism, for human thoughts directly influencing others’ physiology, mental state, or spiritual condition through quantum means.

From a scientific perspective, these claims are unfounded. From a Christian perspective, they also conflict with the sovereignty of God, who alone holds ultimate power over creation. As Scripture says: “No weapon formed against you shall prosper” (Isaiah 54:17). Whatever they believe their thoughts can do, God’s protection is greater.

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March 19: An Update on the Accusations, the Isolation, and the Truth of This Experience

Here is an update on what I have been experiencing, regarding how the nature of the harassment has evolved over time and how it continues to affect both me and my family.

This experience remains deeply isolating. It is difficult to communicate something that does not fit within widely accepted frameworks. I am fully aware of how this sounds to others, including across different cultural contexts, especially in more collective societies, where there is often an emphasis on not centering oneself or appearing overly important. In those contexts, experiences like this can be dismissed quickly, with the assumption that “the world does not revolve around you.” I understand that perspective, and I try to remain grounded and self-aware within it.

At the same time, there are broader conversations, particularly in Western contexts, around surveillance, technological overreach, and their psychological impacts. There are cases, narratives, and histories that point to complex interactions between power, technology, and individual experience. These often overlap with mental health interpretations, as well as spiritual or existential dimensions. I did not originally come from a strongly spiritual background, and in some ways that has helped me maintain distance and avoid becoming consumed by any single explanatory framework. It has allowed me to stay grounded and continue functioning within everyday life. At the same time, as someone with personal beliefs and a sense of responsibility, I feel compelled to document what I am experiencing honestly.

What I am experiencing is not static. The nature of the harassment shifts over time. Recently, it has taken the form of more targeted personal accusations, particularly in relation to my family.

Since the beginning of this situation, stress within our household has increased significantly. What I experience is direct, persistent, and unmistakable. However, the way these disturbances interact with my mother and others is much more subtle. Because of this, what I am going through does not translate into her lived experience in a way that is easily understood.

From her perspective, what I describe can resemble psychiatric or clinical symptoms. I recognize this, and I take it seriously. Without having lived through this myself, I would likely have interpreted it in a similar way. At the same time, my own experience remains internally coherent. I maintain a clear distinction between my own thoughts and what I experience as external interference. There are moments where it feels as though external inputs attempt to embed themselves into my internal dialogue, but I actively maintain separation and protect my inner sense of self. I do not experience this as random or disorganized. I believe there are ways to explore and understand these experiences beyond purely faith-based explanations, including through scientific and research-based perspectives. I remain confident in my understanding of what I am experiencing.

More recently, a new accusation has emerged within this context. Because both my mother and I have insurance, the narrative now targets me as someone acting out of financial motive, specifically suggesting that I am seeking to benefit from my mother’s insurance.

I want to state this clearly: this is not my intention, and it has never been. I have never acted, and would never act, in a way that exploits my mother financially, particularly regarding health and life. This is not something that has ever occurred in the past, nor does it align with my values or my relationship with her.

What makes this accusation particularly difficult is how it is used. It attempts to create guilt and shame. It frames me as responsible for the stress my mother is experiencing and suggests that I have not done enough to support her or secure additional resources for her. This is especially painful given her reality: she is extremely hardworking, and while she maintains meaningful relationships with her four older sisters in China, who all have their own families, our immediate support system here in Canada is more limited.

There is also a deeper layer to this. At times, the pressure embedded in these accusations carries an implicit message, that if I were no longer here, or if I withdrew completely, the situation would somehow improve or the burden would be reduced. I reject that entirely. That logic is unjust. It shifts responsibility away from the source of harm and onto the person experiencing it. Accepting that would mean allowing individuals or systems with greater resources, technological capacity, and power to act without accountability, including through unconsented and intrusive forms of monitoring that can affect not only me but also the people I care about.

This experience continues to be isolating in part because it is rooted in forms of technological harassment that most people have never encountered or even heard of. As a result, when described, it can sound implausible or “conspiratorial” from the outside. I am aware of that perception, and I hold it with humility.

I also want to include a note of caution regarding online spaces where similar experiences are discussed. While some of these spaces present themselves as supportive, they are often filled with misleading or false information. In some cases, they appear to be influenced in ways that discredit individuals sharing their experiences, making them appear unreliable, irrational, or extreme. This further contributes to silencing and marginalization, making it harder for these experiences to be taken seriously or understood.

Despite all of this, I remain committed to documenting what I am experiencing. I do this for several reasons: to provide clarity for the people in my life so they can better understand my perspective; to contribute, however modestly, to broader awareness among those who may one day have the tools or authority to examine these issues more closely; and to ensure that others who may be going through something similar feel less alone.

At the same time, I remain aware that the world is much larger than my own experience. There are many realities unfolding, many challenges, and many people navigating their own difficulties. I do not see myself as uniquely important for going through this, nor do I want to center myself in a way that loses sight of others. My goal is simply to document honestly, remain grounded, and continue seeking understanding with Faith in Jesus Christ.

March 19: Update

On the individuals and networks involved

From what I can observe, many of the surveillance operations appera to be certain U.S. institutions, including educational researchers, old families with histories related to secret societies, elitism, cultism, Freemasonry, Scientology, certain military factions, and corporations.

Politically, I’ve noticed that some of these individuals align with certain Democratic circles. I want to be clear that I’m not trying to make a political statement. I would describe myself as generally holding leftist views. I also respect and value certain Republican values, and I think Republicans are currently subjected to backlash in ways that are hypocritical and seem designed by media, government, and corporate interests to portray them as the “bad guys” during these trying times.

The mainstream media narrative these days often focuses on accusing Republicans, figures like Trump, of war mongering, pedophilia, racism, neo-Nazism, and antisemitism. The association between Trump and Epstein is frequently cited these days (done to further scapegoat him and the rest of the Republican party), even though he was just one of many public figures connected to Epstein, and not the closest associate. Meanwhile, many Democrats with far stronger ties and associations to Epstein have largely escaped similar scrutiny. Because Trump is currently in power and pursuing destabilizing policies, including war efforts that were likely pre-calculated and planned regardless of who occupied the Oval Office, he becomes a convenient scapegoat. The deeper systems and networks behind these events remain obscured.

In my direct experience, the operators I am observing engage in profoundly bad behaviours. These include people affiliated with corporate and institutional Democratic networks who present themselves as progressive but reveal themselves to be often elitist, hypocritical, perverse, and in some cases, engaged in genuinely exploitative and sadistic behaviour. Some of the Scientology-affiliated individuals I’ve encountered even seem to emulate neo-Nazi aesthetics and attitudes. They appear relieved that public criticism is focused on Republicans rather than on them, despite their hypocrisies.

I’m aware that topics like Pizzagate and QAnon have been labelled as conspiracy theories and linked to antisemitism, with the narrative suggesting these originate from far-right or neo-Nazi circles. I want to be clear: I am not endorsing those narratives. But I do observe that they have been framed this way by Democrats and other educated, legitimate voices to ensure that anyone who questions the official story is dismissed as racist, uncritical, or extreme. I’m asking for a more impartial perspective, one that looks at what is actually happening rather than what is convenient to believe.

What I am saying is that in my direct experience, there are real individuals connected to powerful institutions who are engaging in bad and exploitative behaviour, targeting innocent people on a local level (like me and my family) and on a macro level (through economic manipulation, war, and destabilization of nations). Some of these individuals are connected to secret societies, and appear to be working toward world events that align with interpretations of biblical prophecy, including the Book of Revelation. For more context on this, this video explains some of the dynamics I’m referencing: https://youtu.be/rsi7cDRUrmE?si=F-W5vbB-MCgZti1q

Why I’m sharing this

I don’t want to sow hatred or division. I know that bad individuals exist across all political lines. But based on my unique circumstances, I’m observing patterns that involve people connected to corporate and institutional Democratic networks. I believe in looking beyond surface-level narratives, including the convenient media framing that focuses only on one side, and acknowledging hard truths about who is actually behind harm like this.

Through all of this, my faith gives me strength. Even in dark moments, I believe there is insight to be gained and that truth will ultimately prevail. I’m continuing to document, share, and seek the right help, legally and otherwise.

I pray that God allows us to repent and turn away from our sins, renew our spirits, and provide us grace, comfort, and protection, while rebuking wickedness. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

March 20: On trauma episodes, and the decision to be childless

The individuals I perceive to be behind these surveillance and harassment experiences continue to engage in deeply disturbing and inappropriate behaviour. They often make intrusive and perverse remarks, as if deliberately trying to communicate explicit acts while I am simply going about my daily life. They also reference ideas such as “Project Monarch” and, at times, imitate infantilized behaviours in ways that I find especially unsettling and inappropriate.

These behaviours are not only intrusive and degrading, but also create a constant sense of discomfort and lack of safety. There are recurring themes in what they communicate, including accusations about “taking the mark of the beast” (666), along with what feels like an effort to provoke negative, fearful, or harmful thoughts. It often seems as though they are trying to push me into states of emotional distress, like fear, anger, sadness, or confusion, at which point the technological harassment appears to intensify.

During these moments, I may experience sudden intrusive sensations, disturbing imagery, and continued verbal harassment. These episodes resemble an induced trauma response, as though the goal is to overwhelm me emotionally and psychologically. From my perspective, this pattern appears deliberate: alternating between calmer periods and episodes of heightened distress, possibly to create a form of psychological conditioning or forced attachment.

I interpret this as a broader pattern of manipulation, something that could be described as “love bombing” followed by intense psychological and sensory disturbance. In my understanding, the intention is to destabilize a person spiritually and emotionally, distancing them from their values, their faith, and their sense of self. I also view it as a form of cult-like abuse, designed to create intense memories in hopes of producing what some would call “trauma bonding.” That is the last thing I would ever want with such individuals, and I say that honestly before Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour.

Even within all of this, there remains a persistent effort to provoke fear, doubt, and confusion in the present moment, similar to how fear about the future can diminish a person’s sense of freedom in the present. Despite this, I continue to believe that people are meant to live with freedom, dignity, and clarity.

What makes this especially difficult in my situation is the persistent and invasive nature of these experiences, which can feel almost constant and difficult to escape. At the same time, I do believe that my faith provides a form of protection and grounding that helps me endure, filter, and manage what I am experiencing.

Because of everything I am experiencing, I have made a firm personal decision not to have children. Given these circumstances, I believe it would be unethical to bring a child into a situation where I could not fully guarantee their safety, privacy, and well-being. This is not a decision I take lightly. It is one I hold with conviction, and I publicly affirm my intention to remain childless. In my view, this is the most responsible and ethical choice available to me under these conditions.

More broadly, I believe it is important to reflect on the values that shape society. There are serious concerns that some individuals in positions of power may prioritize control, status, or material interests over the well-being of future generations. This can contribute to environments in which people become disconnected from deeper meaning, including faith, purpose, and moral responsibility.

For me, the central message is the importance of faith, reflection, and striving toward a higher standard of life grounded in integrity and spiritual awareness. I believe that turning toward God, seeking forgiveness, and living with intention can provide strength and clarity regardless of one’s background or circumstances. Faith offers a path toward dignity, peace, and a more grounded way of living.

In a world that often avoids conversations about death, I have chosen to approach it differently, not out of fear and avoidance, but out of intention and confrontation.

Especially in times of uncertainty like these, I find it important to engage with these uncomfortable topics not through avoidance, but through clarity, rationality, and a sense of decency. (Note: This is extremely ironic and even laughable, since I am fully aware of the broader circumstances and challenges I am navigating as a targeted individual, in addition to the upsetting, infuriating, and at times “delusional”-seeming things I have exposed and written thus far, and the fact that I have survived and tolerated things I did not think I could tolerate, with boundaries crossed in ways I did not think were possible, and often and thinking about extremely unlawful thoughts). But perhaps that is precisely why this reflection matters.

Thinking about one’s obituary, funeral, and legacy is not about anticipating the end. Rather, it is about clarifying how one wishes to live. It invites questions such as: What do I want my life to stand for? and How do I align my actions today with that vision?

At its core, this reflection is an exercise in values.

Although I am constrained in the decisions I can make going forward, I hope to live a life grounded in truth and shaped by my Faith. It is through this foundation that I seek to act with care, integrity, and righteousness, and to discern how best to respond to both light and darkness in the world.

Part of this calling, as I understand it, is to speak Truth where there is injustice, to expose what is harmful, and to contribute, however modestly, to the dismantling of inequitable systems and the building of more just, honest, and compassionate ones. At the same time, I hold onto the belief that hope ultimately comes from God, and that Faith offers a path toward healing, restoration, and meaning beyond what we can achieve alone.

In my own life, I also strive to make a direct and practical difference through my work in healthcare. My research on dementia care, particularly among immigrant and marginalized communities, reflects my belief that dignity, autonomy, and understanding should remain central to all human experiences.

I also believe that greater emphasis should be placed on prevention rather than treatment alone. Supporting mental and physical well-being through healthy, intentional living, and improving public understanding of health can help reduce suffering before it reaches crisis. At the same time, this approach must remain equitable, ensuring that efforts to promote health extend to the entire population, including those who are disadvantaged or undeserved, and who often face the greatest barriers to care.

Yet beyond professional and academic contributions, I hope my life reflects something quieter, but equally essential: connection.

Relationships, with family, friends, mentors, colleagues, and community, are what give meaning to everything else. No accomplishment exists in isolation; it is shaped by those who support us, challenge us, and walk alongside us.

I hope, in general, that we can all strive to be kinder, more understanding, and more compassionate toward one another, regardless of the paths we come from. I believe in treating others with a fundamental sense of respect and decency, even when that same kindness is not returned. Not everyone will like you in life, and some may take advantage of your kindness, mistaking it for weakness or naivety. In some cases, kindness may even be met with hostility or efforts to diminish or undermine you.

In my own experience, there have been moments where my intentions and character were extremely misrepresented (intentionally and unintentionally), or treated with contempt, and where that sense of being misunderstood extended beyond myself to those close to me, such as my mom, who is someone I know who has scarified too much because of her care towards me. That can be incredibly painful and unsettling to realize. Even now as I write this, I hear some of the surveillance operators harbouring the most wicked thoughts towards my mother and I (still some are trying to pull the “baal” rhetoric…!)

Still, I hold onto the hope, and pray, that we may each find genuine friendships: the kind that understand us, support us, and allow us to be fully ourselves. It is, in many ways, unfair that not everyone experiences this, because it is something every person deserves.

In this sense, planning for the end of life becomes an extension of how one chooses to live. It allows for intentional decisions, about how one’s body is cared for, how one’s memory is honoured, and how one’s values continue to be reflected even after death. It also relieves others of uncertainty, offering them clarity during what would otherwise be a difficult time.

For me, this planning is simple. I wish for my remains to be handled with dignity, for my memory to be grounded in the values I carried, and for those I leave behind to feel not burdened, but supported by the clarity I have tried to provide.

Ultimately, this is not about death- it is about life.

It is about living in such a way that, when the time comes, there is coherence between who I was, what I did, and what I hoped for. It is about contributing, however modestly, to a more compassionate and equitable world.

At the same time, I recognize that the ability to live fully and freely is not equally distributed. Many people face constraints, personal, structural, or environmental, that shape what is possible. Even in my own circumstances, there are challenges that complicate this ideal. And yet, I remain aware of the relative privilege (actually, extreme privilege) of living in a place like Canada, where stability, human rights, knowledge, transparency, and opportunities exist in ways that are not universal.

This awareness does not negate hardship, but it situates it within a broader context of shared human inequity.

And so, this reflection is not only about personal legacy, but also about humility: understanding that each life unfolds within conditions both chosen and imposed.

Until the end, then, this serves as a reminder:

to live with prudence and a fear of God,
to act with intention, and

to remain grounded in the values that give life its meaning (i.e., God, love).

Another immensely important part of how I want to live is that, ultimately, it is not for others to see, but for God to see. In truth, at the end of the day, I do not care too much, nor can care too much, about how I am remembered by people. Reason 1: I am not important enough to be cared about by most people. Reason 2: Scripture reminds us that human judgment and worldly esteem are not the same as what is pleasing to the Lord. I know that by grace we are saved, not by works, and certainly not because any of us are more important than others. We all have different life experiences, different burdens, different opportunities, and different forms of privilege. I cannot honestly say that most of my opportunities and good experiences are simply because I deserved them; rather, many are also a reflection of grace, circumstance, and the privileges, most undeserved out of anything I personally did, that I have had.

Ultimately, I want to live in a way that shows I am trying to glorify and respect God, to repent of my sins, and to be a person who strives to do good. I want to encourage others to have faith in Jesus Christ, to heal where healing is possible, and to point others toward truth. I want to help reveal corruption and darkness where it exists, to lessen fear, and to bring lightness, laughter, and joy to others where I can. Even in very difficult circumstances, I have often tried to remain comical and somewhat jovial, because sometimes that spirit helps one endure what would otherwise feel unbearable.

But beyond all else, I truly do care about God. I want to repent, to live more decently and humbly, and to remind others of my Faith in God. I genuinely pray that others, too, may come to faith in God. I pray for peace, health, goodness, life, repentance, and mercy.

I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Relevant Scripture references: Ephesians 2:8–9; Micah 6:8; Proverbs 16:9; Matthew 6:1–4; Colossians 3:23; 1 Samuel 16:7.

others toward truth. I want to help reveal corruption and darkness where it exists, to lessen fear, and to bring lightness, laughter, and joy to others where I can. Even in very difficult circumstances, I have often tried to remain comical and somewhat jovial, because sometimes that spirit helps one endure what would otherwise feel unbearable.

I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Relevant Scripture references: Ephesians 2:8–9; Micah 6:8; Proverbs 16:9; Matthew 6:1–4; Colossians 3:23; 1 Samuel 16:7.

March 21, Part 1: Taking Back My Story: On Change, Growth, and What They Are Doing to Me

I have started this blog to document my experiences as a targeted individual, telling my experiences and revelations in my own words. This matters because for the past several years, the surveillance individuals have been writing their own version of who I am, apparently as part of their history books, and their version, based on how they treat me, does not represent who I was, who I am, or who I hope God will transform me to be: someone humble, gentle, austere, joyful, and repentant.

On Change, Growth, and the Work of God

People change over time, and I believe this is part of God’s design for believers. Within Christianity, particularly in Eastern Orthodox tradition, believers are understood to be transformed into Christ’s likeness through the work of the Holy Spirit, sanctified gradually, made more loving, more kind, more decent.

Even from a purely biological perspective, young people tend to be more fueled by hormones and emotion, more angsty, more ambitious, more energetic. The natural trajectory of aging is often characterized by emotional regulation; the turbulence of youth gives way to a settled disposition, and development is increasingly guided by love and the acceptance of physical limitations.

Research on healthy aging supports this pattern. The landmark Nun Study, a longitudinal examination of aging and Alzheimer’s disease among the School Sisters of Notre Dame, demonstrated that sisters who expressed positive emotions and lived lives of devotion and purpose in their early adulthood were significantly less likely to develop Alzheimer’s disease and lived longer than their counterparts.

Conversely, exposure to trauma, hatred, and violence, the very conditions these operators impose on me, is scientifically linked to accelerated cognitive decline and poorer health outcomes. On a spiritual level, it is even more insidious. For these surveillance people, who are clearly grounded in occult beliefs, their actions carry eternal consequences, divine judgment, calamity, and destruction in the real world.

They sometimes accuse me these days of being a “demon” or “evil.” But to this, as the Bible says, how can a demon open the eyes of the blind? My ability to articulate clearly and calmly these experiences, and to continue my life without being overly invested in thoughts that outsiders, lacking my knowledge and experiences, would call delusional, is my defense against being demonic.

“If a house is divided against itself, that house cannot stand… But no one can enter a strong man’s house and plunder his goods, unless he first binds the strong man. And then he will plunder his house.” (Mark 3:25–27)

“If Satan casts out Satan, he is divided against himself; how then will his kingdom stand?” (Matthew 12:26)

The logic is simple: evil does not undo evil. If I were demonic, I would not be exposing these abuses, I would be hiding them or engaging in them or doing it to other people in my shoes, etc..

What the Surveillance Operators Are Doing

What some of these operators are doing is the opposite of healthy development. They are engaged in unethical, unnecessary, and harmful efforts aimed at provoking me to think and say hateful or negative things toward them and others. They then use those reactions, which they themselves provoked, to discredit me as a Christian and to justify further mistreatment.

They often accuse me of things I have never done, calling me terrible names and titles, while simultaneously berating and infantilizing me. Some of them openly state that their goal is to stupefy and diminish my abilities.

Their aim appears to be creating something like an artificial version of Phineas Gage, taking a normal, decent person and inducing a change in the brain that results in psychopathy, criminality, ethical collapse. Some of them genuinely harbour the wicked hope that there would suddenly be a “switch” of the mind, to suddenly become perverse, sadistic, violent; start stealing; begin imagining minors, loved ones, or even random people in violent or perverse ways. They call this a “switch,” a transformation that’s sudden of the mind, that some of them would then try to “lock in” using their technology, making the victim physiologically uncomfortable, creating trauma episodes they can trigger again and again to influence the mental health, brain function, and physiological well-being, and relationship to God (e.g., hoping these terrible characters would make the viciti fall from grace, turn away from God, etc.).

In other words, this “switch” is described as a sudden transformation from a normal, peaceful state of mind into something darker, as described above. Some of them seem to hope that once such a state is induced, it could be reinforced repeatedly through distress, discomfort, and psychological pressure, affecting mental health, cognition, well-being, and salvation with GOD.

These fears are met with my reliance on faith, through Scripture, through prayer, and through my relationship with Jesus Christ.

What they describe resembles what has historically been referred to as trauma-based psychological manipulation. Some of the operators appear intensely focused on this outcome, which is why it becomes all the more important to remain grounded in faith and truth.

This is Project Monarch by another name: the deliberate creation of a programmed, dissociative state through trauma-based mind control. Many of the operators are literally holding their breath hoping this switch happens, especially these days.

It is evident what they are attempting to do. Enduring this requires immense self-control, forgiveness, forbearance and patience. I give credit to Jesus Christ, who provides me with the strength, awareness, and healing necessary to continue.

March 21, Part 2: On Religion, Violence, and the Gospel: What I Believe and What I Do Not

Since I have started this blog, some of the surveillance operators have been trying to shift the narrative of their implied “mockumentary” of me, initially as the Antichrist (even though I support Jesus Christ as God, and His message of the Gospel as the word of God), to now make me seem like a Christian fanatic, overly pious and obsessed with Christianity, especially with the Old Testament, while having major red flags of personality and ethical faults. It is true that the Old Testament contains much about war, destruction, vengeance, and wrath, and people have historically taken advantage of these texts to justify wars and exploitation.

Acknowledging the Complex History of Religion

History is filled with examples: the Canadian residential schools, where Christianity was weaponized to erase Indigenous culture; the Spanish conquistadors, who used religion to justify imperialism and genocide; the colonization of the Americas and slave trade, Western imperialism, carried out in the name of spreading the faith; even in the East, the Taiping Rebellion, which fused Christian millenarianism with violent uprising. I am not criticizing Faith itself, I am acknowledging that religion, in the wrong hands, can be a means to violence.

But the message of the Gospel is actual love, because Jesus Christ is love. God is love. Ideally, we would abide peacefully with others as much as we can, treating neighbours as ourselves. Unfortunately, we live in a world with finite resources, complex historical contexts, competition, and people who are worldly and want power, knowledge, and more things, fueled by personal pursuits rather than the central messages of Jesus Christ from the Gospel.

A Note on How I May Be Perceived

I am aware that my blog posts will be seen by many as uneducated, superficial, delusional, or as the “ramblings of a schizophrenic.” I know I need to repent for the anger and frustration this causes me, in addition to the wrongs my family, friends, and I endure (especially my parents and I, as we are the most targeted by these operators, but especially me since I’m the one documenting and exposing what they do).

They exploit my perception of motherhood, childhood, and infants in deeply disturbing ways. Through targeted technological manipulation, they have attempted to condition aversive responses in me, specifically, fears and repulsion directed toward children, not because I possess any harmful inclination, but precisely because I do not. I have never harmed a child, nor do I wish to. Their goal appears to be the forced association of innocent figures with distress, a documented psychological tactic used to destabilize targets. I disclose this because I refuse to carry this weight in silence, and because it reflects the broader pattern of abuse these operators engage in.

Many of these individuals display behaviours consistent with sadism and psychopathy. Research has shown that positions of power, including certain law enforcement roles, can attract or enable those with elevated psychopathic traits relative to the general population. In this case, such traits manifest in systematic harassment and human rights violations performed by these surveillance operators to the T. I mention this not to generalize, but to contextualize the nature of the abuse I have endured and to call them out truthfully.

On Respect for Others of Different Backgrounds

I also want to make clear that I value others from different walks of life regardless of culture, lived experience, religious affiliation, or background. I am a Christian, but I could be of any other religion and my understandings and experiences with these technologies and abuses would still be true and real. The actions of these operators are not based on religious affiliation, though they may be exacerbated by my ethnic identity and race.

That said, I still identify as Christian because the message of the Gospel holds true to me. I care about having a relationship with Jesus Christ, about salvation, about repentance. Ideally, we should behave to be humble, gentle, and self-controlled.

March 21, Part 3: On Retaliation, Risk, and My Mother’s Belief: The Shift That Changed Everything

The surveillance operators make it known that even as I write these things, I am “stealing” their ideas and thoughts. Some of them are infuriated that this is now public record. If something were to theoretically happen to me, I have already foreshadowed explanations of what they are attempting to do.

In the past few days since starting my blog and sharing my statement with officials, something shifted. My mother, who was previously exasperated and doubted me, has finally accepted many of my experiences and revelations. Yesterday, after showing her the glitches on my cell phone, which I captured through screen recordings, now making up concrete evidence she could see with her own eyes, and after she read my statement, she realized that I am not completely delusional. This has given her more faith, more certainty, more hope, realizing her daughter is not making things up, and that her suffering is not without documentation and reflection. Her belief in me means everything.

I have also told these experiences to close friends in real life who believe me, and to others I trust. I am not afraid of potential retaliation. I have generally accepted the risk of writing and exposing my experiences. Having my truth out here for others to see, if they are even interested, is better than having it hidden.

Why I Am Writing My Own Story

The surveillance individuals accuse me of enjoying this harassment. They call me a “freak.” They try to make me feel guilty for things I do not support, do not stand for, and have never done. They operate under the cynical notion that “history is written by the winners.” From their perspective, they believe they can shape any narrative they want.

They have already constructed a version of me that is complicit, neurodivergent in ways they deem problematic, prone to inappropriate humour, and fundamentally flawed in character. They highlight and exaggerate my worst moments, or fabricate them entirely, while erasing everything else about who I am.

On Those Who Take Credit for What Is Not Theirs

What is even more terrible is that now some of them are taking credit for me being alive and able to create this blog. Some of them are delusional and narcissistic enough to take credit for the miracles God provides me, for the intelligence, healing, and grace God provides me, for the true angels and so many decent people in my life in Canada who show me understanding, kindness, and love, as well as my actually decent, kind, understanding, and supportive parents, who have provided me comfort, hope, love, privacy, and protection in my life, to allow me to be where I am.

Some of these cult operators keep saying how they try to get me as one of them, hoping to take credit for the goodness God has provided me thus far, along with the good people in my life who actually care about me. Meanwhile, these creeps often try to make me turn away from the actual good people in my life, my church, my parents, my family, my actual friends, while calling me a neo-Nazi, antisemitic. This all seems crazy, I assure you, but these are things that are happening. You do not need to believe me, but at least I am saying what I am hearing as I hear these things from the surveillance operators.

On the Practical Steps I Am Taking

I have seen some of these people in real life, and some of them have made it known that they hope to obtain my body for research-related purposes after my death. I do not know how, but grave stealing and other such things are possible and have happened historically. I do not deny that all this seems delusional and narcissistic. Who would make themselves seem so important? But I am saying these things because these are things the operators have made known to me.

I also plan on writing a will and planning my funeral, it is not the norm, obviously, so that I can hope my body is taken care of the way I want it to be taken care of.

I refuse to let them write my story for me. While I still can, I am recording my own perspective.

March 21, Part 4: A Concrete Example of What I Endure: Sensory Harassment and Device Manipulation

To give you a concrete example of how much patience and endurance this takes: even someone who is not especially sensory sensitive might become irritated by certain sounds, continuous lip smacking, for instance, or by harsh lighting. The operators sometimes often generate gross lip-smacking sounds emanating from everywhere, including from other people in my life, hoping I will lash out or attack others, hoping I will make a bad impression or do something brash, or “snap”.

They do this on my devices as well. In recent days, during online meetings on Zoom, they have made my camera go dark and creepy, made my laptop lag so severely that I had to end meetings early, or restart meetings. Perhaps they are trying to foreshadow, to imply that I they would make me become suddenly “out of control”, or make bad impressions with others, to make others doubt my blog and my experiences and encounters.

Documenting the Evidence

Finally, I am taking more screen recordings on my smartphone, in order to gather the concrete, observable evidence of their bugging and surveillance in my life. These recordings actually show the artifacts, the bugs, the colour changes and glitches they have been producing so often in the past when I’m on my smartphone. For instance, when I open Spotify, my profile photo glitches to display the number “3”, which they have made clear references the Holy Trinity, given my faith in Jesus Christ. Other colours appear depending on my mood: when I am upset, thinking violently or antagonistically toward them, the glitches shift accordingly.

Even as I write this, it sounds so delusional. But knowing the full context of these insider “jokes” and meanings, I know what I am talking about. I also know that others will find this strange, laughable, or dubious. Completely fair and understandable (I would even judge you if you didn’t think these things, given how ridiculous and immature these ramblings seem like), but to be fair, at least I am making an honest attempt to explain the complicated and relevant parts of my harassment and experiences.

March 21, Part 5: The Cultural Divide They Exploit

Research and lived experience both show that East Asian and Western cultures have profoundly different understandings of self, community, accountability, and even what constitutes appropriate behaviour or humour. The surveillance people exploit these differences. They label me through a purely Western lens, calling me neuro-divergent, of having extreme “inappropriate humour,” “bitchy”, among many more terrible terms, without understanding or respecting my cultural context.

From their perspective, they may genuinely believe I am complicit or that my reactions justify their treatment of me. But from mine, I am simply a Chinese Canadian woman who respects others enough not to accuse them of things they have never done. I do not go out of my way to shame others to death, nor to gaslight them and traumatize them to make them have mental health issues, among forcing others to join cults, attempting to make others turn against the actual people in their lives who what’s best in the victim’s interest. I try not to project my own “darkness” onto innocent people. I have never thought about nor committed the terrible, sinful things they falsely project onto me.

The fact that I am even alive right now, while they imply I am capable of terrible deviancy, is a testament to something that extends beyond my personal abilities to heal and continue.

I thank God that He provides me grace, life, and healing. Praise the Lord.

March 21, Part 6: On Eugenics, Bioengineering, and Elite Hypocrisy, Who They Really Are

These individuals are not random harassers. Some of them are researchers connected to eugenics, cybernetics, and bioengineering. Some of these American elite groups and secret societies conduct research on population control and genetic engineering. They position themselves as morally and spiritually superior while simultaneously pushing for unnecessary wars rooted in economic and worldly interests.

Some of them excuse these unethical projects by claiming they are “allowing prophecies to fulfill”, using faith as a cover for domination and worldly interest. They twist the Bible to justify their pursuit of power, their manipulation of populations, their disregard for human dignity.

This is infuriating and unfair, not only to me, but to literally everyone else in the world who simply wants peace and a decent life. Most of us are not fighting for power or control. We just want to live, to love, to exist without being treated as specimens for elite experimentation. We want world peace, not wars driven by oil prices or economic competition or the egos of those who believe they are shaping prophecy.

The surveillance operators make obvious about their talk of war. Perhaps these events are relevant and related to Venezuela and oil, to COVID-19 and its economic impact on China, to sparking major events that would reshape the global order. They imply these things. Also, I know that even mentioning these topics, I will sound like a conspiracy theorist. That is their intention: to make the truth sound unbelievable.

On Conspiracies and the Grain of Truth

I know that some of what I say sounds like conspiracy theory. The surveillance operators know this too. They tell me these things explicitly, expecting me to repeat them and be labelled delusional. That is their strategy: make the truth-teller sound crazy, and the truth itself (or at least, many aspects of my blog that do contain many many elements of the Truth), to become unbelievable and discredited.

The reality is more plain: they are elite Americans with high-tech surveillance capabilities. They have connections to research institutions, military technology, networks of power that most of us never see nor understand. They plan for apocalyptic scenarios while continuing their transhumanist pursuits.

When you hear conspiracies about such people, there is always a grain of truth. But the expectation is to make those revealing these realities seem too delusional to be believed. The elites count on this. They like being able to operate openly while everyone else dismisses the truth as paranoia.

I am not demonizing them. I am not calling them lizard people or space vampires. I am saying they are human beings who have chosen to do terrible things with the power and technology available to them. And for that, they deserve criticism.

March 21: Part 7: My Choice Not to Have Children, Ethics, Morality, and Protecting the Future

The surveillance operators accuse me of being capable of harming children, which is a lie.

My choice to remain childless is rooted in ethics, morality, and Faith. I have high standards for the kind of world I would want to raise a child in. Quite frankly, I do not want my children to be monitored as scientific specimens. I do not want them subjected to exploitation, treated as less than fully human, or used as data points in someone’s eugenics research or occult rituals and witch craft.

If I were to have children in my current circumstances, it would feel like a Luciferian choice, choosing forbidden knowledge, treating children as experiments rather than blessings, all rooted in worldly pursuits rather than love and respect for God and for the child themselves.

My parents gave me a safe, protected childhood. They are good, decent people. I am the same kind of person. What has not happened will never happen, nor does it need to happen. I am not curious enough to break boundaries. I am not willing to be unlawful for the sake of science. I respect God, I respect my covenant with God, and I care deeply about the next generation. My vow toward childlessness is also a statement about the kind of world I want future generations to inherit. I want them to live in a better place than this.

The Inequality That Infuriates Me

Our current society is deeply unequal. While I am speaking about elites who surveil and manipulate, the problem is larger than them. Society as a whole needs to be responsible. We need to stop wasting time on useless entertainment that numbs rather than nourishes. We need to start caring about mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual health, all of which are taught through faith and righteous living.

The greatest commandments in the Bible are to love God and to love your neighbor as yourself. Everything else flows from these. But elites do not care about others beyond themselves and their own circles. Their opportunism is wicked. They take what they want, they break what they want, they treat human beings as disposable.

Only God knows what will happen. But in the meantime, we can still choose a different way.

March 21, Part 8: What I Believe and Stand For: Humility, Truth-Telling, and a Forgiving Heart

I believe in having a forgiving, merciful heart. I believe in blessing others, even those who have harmed me. I believe in listening to your conscience and being a decent person. I believe in being a truth-teller, even when truth-telling puts a target on your back.

I believe in recording your own understanding and perspective rather than letting others, especially those who hide and act unlawfully, write your story for you.

The surveillance people try to write me as: neurodivergent, witchy, bitchy, perverse, demonic, a pedophile, a sadist. All because I call them out. I think their accusations are rooted in their own projections, and also in my ability to dissociate, to treat this as an ethnography, to document rather than react. My ability to remain somewhat detached does not make their lies true.

My Limitations and Humility

I want to be completely transparent about who I am: I am a sinner who needs faith and the mercy of Jesus Christ, just like anyone else. I am, by all means, quite mediocre and average. I have no special status or exceptional abilities. Many people have experienced far more injustice than I have due to systemic inequities. They are equally important as I am, but the world has been unfair to them in ways I have not experienced.

I am fully aware that many who read this will pay no attention. Some will mock. Some will hate. Some will be lukewarm, apathetic, dismissive. Some will think I am delusional. All of these reactions are possible, and I accept that.

But I still believe it is important to share my thoughts and experiences. Not because I think I am special, but because silence benefits those who exploit and hide. My story, however ordinary I may be, is still mine to tell.

March 21, Part 9: A Blessing and a Final Thought, Mourning, Love, and Hope

A Blessing to All Who Read

I bless everyone who reads this, and those who do not. I hope you can find God. I hope you can love God and treat yourselves with goodness and love, because to God, you are all precious. Each one matters.

But also remember: treat others with decency. Do not let a sense of importance become narcissism. God loves us, but self-worship is not loving God. Be humbled. Realize your immense limitations. Recognize how much God graces you with everything you do not deserve. Live with gratitude.

As the Bible teaches, it is by grace that you are saved, not by works. So always have a contented heart, not a complacent heart, but a heart that knows it has already received more than it could ever earn.

Mourning with Those Who Suffer

Mourn with those throughout the world who are suffering through war and injustice. The surveillance operators talk about wanting war. They discuss geopolitical strategies with the casualness of people who will never have to fight in the wars they wish for. This is gross. This is dangerous.

Even saying this puts a target on my back. But I must speak truth, because these experiences are real. The things they reveal to me, their intentions, their plans, their contempt for ordinary people, are not fantasies. They are real.

I pray to God that He prevents war, especially war involving nations and people who do not want it. I pray for world peace, for goodness, for love to prevail over whatever darkness these individuals are trying to unleash.

What I Love Most

Through all of this, I love my mom very much. And she loves me very much too.

That love is real. That love is what they try to corrupt, and it is what I hold onto. No amount of surveillance, no amount of projection, no amount of false accusation can change the fact that we love each other. We have been through things no family should have to endure because of what these people do. But we are still here. We still choose each other.

That is something their technology cannot touch.

A Final Thought

The message at the end of the day is simple: live a clean, diligent, mindful life. Accept Jesus Christ as your God, because love is powerful. I pray that you can also be saved and experience what God wants us to experience through goodness, faith, and joy, learning to love living a life like Jesus Christ.

I am still learning what justice looks like in a situation like this. I am still navigating fear, faith, and the complexities of being believed, or not believed. But I have chosen to speak and to document, to trust that God sees what is hidden, and that truth, however uncomfortable, has a way of surfacing.

May this testimony serve its purpose: to document, to warn, to heal, and to point toward what actually matters, love, faith, integrity, and the protection of the innocent.

With sincerity and hope,

Ana
March 21, 2026

Citation for the Nun Study:

Snowdon, D. A. (2003). Aging with Grace: What the Nun Study Teaches Us About Leading Longer, Healthier, and More Meaningful Lives. Bantam Books. (For original research, see also: Snowdon, D. A. (2001). Aging and Alzheimer’s disease: lessons from the Nun Study. The Gerontologist, 41(1), 7–9.)

Public Service Announcement: The US Surveillance State, Lack of Privacy, and How Technology Is Used…

Ana (https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/) — Mon, 11 May 2026 17:25:28 GMT

Public Service Announcement: The US Surveillance State, Lack of Privacy, and How Technology Is Used to Shame and Ruin Lives — A Warning to All

Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada About U.S.-Based Surveillancers

Public Service Announcement — To Be Shared Across Nations

Disclaimer: What follows is my subjective experience and honest testimony. I am writing this as a public service announcement because I believe people need to know what surveillance technology is capable of and how some individuals with access to it abuse their power. Not all people with access to this technology behave this way. I am writing about the worst of them — individuals linked to U.S. corporations, the Pentagon, military, Scientology, Freemasonry, research institutions, and affiliated networks. This is not about all Americans, all surveillance personnel, or all members of any organization.

The Reality of Surveillance Technology Today

We live in an era where privacy is rapidly eroding. Surveillance technology has advanced to a point that most people cannot imagine. This includes space-based monitoring, mind-reading capabilities using sophisticated machine learning algorithms, real-time language translation, astroprojection, telepresence, and the ability to access not only your internet activity but also your thoughts and your body, as well as access your brain imagery, and alter sensations.

I say this not to spread fear, but because I have experienced it firsthand. I was an ordinary person — a civilian with no connections to intelligence agencies, no criminal background, no pedophilia, no occult knowledge. I mostly watched YouTube, sometimes browsed Reddit, and occasionally visited 4chan. I was not engaging in evil activities online. I was not bullying people. I was not swearing or posting evil content.

Yet I became a target.

The U.S. surveillancers who harass me have access to this technology. They can read thoughts in real time. They can project images into your mindspace. They can track your internet history, your secrets, your private struggles. And they use this information not for justice, but for cruelty.

Do Not Dismiss This Technology — A COVID-19 Analogy

I want to offer a warning about skepticism. Remember during COVID-19, how many people were skeptical in the beginning? They could not care less. They dismissed the warnings. And then suddenly it became a global phenomenon. It got serious. People died. Lives were changed forever.

This technology is the same. Do not dismiss it. It is here. The elites and the military equip it in evil, unlawful, satanic, and demonic ways. They are predicting full-blown world war and end times. I am not someone who knows when the end times will happen — who knows when Jesus Christ will return or when the rapture will happen. But I do know these people are engaged in a biblically inspired war. They are planning for world war, suffering, and calamity, expedited by what the United States is manufacturing.

They accuse me and other nations who prevent their activities as being linked to their antichrist system. But I never say I am part of their antichrist system. All I write is done by me alone — not anything they help me with. It is inspired by my faith in Jesus Christ and my perceptiveness of the persecution and evil intent I know they harbour toward me and other nations.

They hope to continuously artificially sanctify themselves with their technologies. They try to abide artificially in the Holy Spirit while they plan wars and suffering in other places of the world. Some of them wickedly, like parasites, accuse me of taking the mark of the beast and worshipping the beast. I rebuke this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I am glad that regardless of what they say to me, Jesus Christ is the judge of the afterlife — not them.

The Worst People Have Access to This Technology

Some of the people with access to this surveillance technology are the worst among us. Some of them are racist, narcissistic, pedophilic, sadistic, and cruel. They believe they are superior — some due to their white race, others due to their wealth, their connections, or their perceived intelligence. They are linked to corporations, the military, Freemasonry, Scientology, and research institutions.

They openly admit to me that many of them are pedophiles. They are proud of this. They use their technology to pervert Christian teachings intentionally, with the goal of making me turn against God and Jesus Christ, ruin my life, and become satanic and suicidal.

They could care less about apostasy or hell for non-believers or sinners. They care about themselves. They have built-in sanctification functions in their technology to fix their own thoughts, minds, and physiology — to make themselves feel clean and normal. Yet they encourage the opposite onto me. They try to influence my state of mind and my ability to think clearly while they constantly hurl harmful thoughts toward me involving innocent people and people I love in perverse and frightening contexts.

They Project Suggestive Imagery Into My Mindspace — A Warning

One of the most disturbing tactics they use is projecting suggestive imagery into my mindspace. They use triggering terms designed to get me to visualize harmful things. They do this to “humble” me. They hope to change my physiology and break my spirit.

Their threat is clear: they want to make me feel guilty and ashamed in situations that should be innocent. They want to mock me and falsely accuse me of things that are not in my character.

These are absolute lies. None of this is in my character.

I thank God in good faith that I do not have those wicked intentions. I am a victim and a survivor, not a perpetrator. The fact that I am alive and well and do not harbour harmful intent again highlights my true testimony in Jesus Christ and my faith. Demons cannot open the eyes of the blind. I would not have this sanity of mind if I had these problems and evil intent that they falsely accuse me of.

This is a general warning to all: this perverse and creepy surveillance technology exists. If you are a targeted individual, they could do this to you. They would know for sure if you have these problems and secrets because the surveillance technology already reveals these secrets. They know what you do online and the things you harbour in your heart.

The surveillancers themselves are proud to openly admit to me that many of them are pedophiles. I am not. They do these evil surveillance things to me, perverting the teachings of Christianity intentionally, with the intent to make me turn against God and Jesus Christ, ruin my life, and make me satanic and suicidal.

A Call to Repentance and Responsibility

This is a call for repentance and responsibility. This type of intrusive technology exists. They know what you do online. They know the secrets you harbour. They know your thoughts.

I bless Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I know that He loves me with goodness and love. What they do to me is not just. It is simply evil.

Their technology is scalable. They can read people’s thoughts in real time with sophisticated machine learning algorithms. They can translate different languages in real time — like the beast described in the Book of Revelation, whose technology can fool people with false signs and information. They intentionally teach false doctrines of Christianity and pervert Christ’s teachings, hoping you will turn against the church and perpetuate evil abuse onto others. This grossly excites them.

These people include some corporate Democrats and individuals in Washington who are involved in satanic practices. They are linked to the Epstein network. They do the most evil things.

Scientists Are Disappearing — Another Warning

Apparently, some scientists — including those at MIT and other institutions — have gone missing. Either dead or alive, they have disappeared because they knew too much. I can imagine people disappearing if they know too much about these proprietary technologies and the wicked, unlawful activities that people in power engage in with this technology.

Just because you cannot believe the technology exists does not mean it does not exist. As someone who loves science and used to be a skeptic, I can only tell you earnestly what I experience. This is a reminder to be careful about what you think about, how you spend your time, and your need to repent.

The Only Way — Believe in Jesus Christ

Believe in Jesus Christ as God. Read the Gospel. Hope that His message speaks to you so that you can receive salvation and go to heaven. This is the only way — through belief in Jesus Christ, a genuinely repenting heart of goodness, reflecting the Holy Spirit, a sense of guilt renewed with love and peace.

Be grateful that you might not directly have to suffer what I and other targeted individuals suffer — this echo chamber of isolated spiritual and psychological abuse that is hidden but happening 24 hours a day, seven days a week.

We are together in this. Jesus Christ says all sins are forgiven except blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. I suffer and tell you to quickly turn from your sins. Give thanks and gratitude to God. Appreciate what He provides in your life.

My Story — No Connection, No Evil Intent

I had no connection to these people in the U.S. at all. I did not know this occult knowledge. I was not a pedophile. I was not engaging in evil activities online. I was not bullying people online. I was not swearing or posting evil content online. I was mostly watching YouTube, sometimes browsing Reddit, and occasionally visiting 4chan.

Yet they tried to ruin my life. They say it is just. They try to do this evil to me and my family. They try to make me ruminate and rot my mind with things I have seen from these websites. They constantly say this is “justice” and well-deserved suffering. Meanwhile, they do other terrible things to me and my parents.

I have thought about suicide. They encourage suicide. They encourage suffering. They tell me to do criminal things. Many of them are truly sadistic, callous, cruel, and evil.

Why I Am Still Sane — Faith in Jesus Christ

If I seem healthy, accomplished, mentally sane, and functional, it is because I believe in Jesus Christ and am a Christian. I have pure love in my heart and a sense of decency and love toward the world.

The fact that I seem normal externally means you should believe my message and testimony all the more. The U.S. surveillancers want my life to be tragic and humiliating. God and my faith give me shelter and protection from their wicked intent.

Do not become apathetic. Do not follow the way of the world. Believe in heaven. Believe in Jesus Christ. I pray that you are decent and worth it to be saved. The only way to be saved is through faith in Jesus Christ. Amen.

The Technology Is Real — Regardless of Your Beliefs

Regardless of whether you think you should care or not, this type of violating, embarrassing, and life-ruining technology does exist. You might not think it is relevant now. But if you care about your family, your friends, your children, then be mindful. You do not know if any of them — or you — could be victims of this technology in the future, or if you are already being surveilled.

I know I could be criticized and criminalized for sowing public fear and discord. But I see myself as being honest and making a public service announcement.

Respect people of all walks of life. Love other people. I apologize if I seem like a religious fanatic. I can very well avoid talking about my faith in Jesus Christ — but I do not, because this is why I am alive and sane at all.

Regardless of what your political and religious affiliations are, this technology that the U.S. surveillancers use is real. It exists.

Final Prayer and Blessing

Heavenly Father, Yahweh, God of love, mercy, and justice,

I come before You with a need for Your divine protection and truth. I rebuke every curse, every hex, every evil prayer, and every wicked intention spoken against me, my mother, my father, my dogs, my friends, and all whom I love.

I reject their false accusations — that I am a pedophile, an evildoer, corrupt, self-centred, a witch, a destroyer of my family. I reject their hope that I would become violent or demonically possessed. I reject their lies about my desires, my identity, and my worth.

Lord, You know my heart. You know that I am not the person they describe. You know that I have never wished evil on others the way they wish evil on me.

Protect all who are vulnerable. Protect all who are targeted. Give them strength, clarity, and unwavering faith. Lead them away from fear and toward Your light.

I pray for all who have done evil — even those who have cursed me and my family. I pray for their repentance, their forgiveness, and their mercy through Jesus Christ.

I place my soul, my life, and my future in Your hands. I trust that You are just, that You see all, and that Your love will prevail over every curse and every evil intent. I believe in the Holy Trinity — Father, Son, and Holy Spirit — and I declare that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour.

I rebuke all curses, wickedness, and evil intent spoken against me, my family, my friends, and all innocent people, in the mighty name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

Bless you. Protect you. Keep you. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Bless God. Yahweh. Amen.

May 11, 2026 Blog Post: The Wicked Intent of U.S. Surveillancers — Making You an Antichrist, Burning in Hell, and the Distortion of Scripture

Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada About U.S.-Based Surveillancers

Public Service Announcement — To Be Shared Across Nations

Disclaimer: What follows is my experience and speculation based on what I have observed and endured. Not all people behind surveillance technology are like this. I am writing about the worst of them — a subset comprising some individuals linked to U.S. corporations, the Pentagon and military, Scientology, Freemasonry, research institutions, and affiliated networks. This is not about all Americans, all surveillance personnel, or all members of any organization. This is about specific individuals and networks who engage in criminal, satanic ritual abuse, and psychological torture.

Their Ultimate Goal: To Make You an Antichrist or Lose Your Soul

The U.S. surveillancers who harass me have a clear and harmful goal: they want to make me an Antichrist. They want me to lose my head — spiritually, mentally, emotionally. Their intent is to make me burn in hell for eternity.

They speak to me in mocking terms. They constantly compare me to figures of evil and damnation. They try to shape my identity into something unrecognizable — something opposed to God, opposed to love, opposed to everything I believe in.

This is not speculation. This is what they do.

The Epstein Connection — Old Testament Obsession and Child Sacrifice

Some of the people within the network that harass me have affiliations connected to Jeffrey Epstein. Epstein was part of a powerful elite family, and his network — along with his U.S. affiliates — engaged in deeply disturbing practices, including child exploitation and other acts that have been documented in public records.

This is why the U.S. surveillancers strategically keep bringing up the Old Testament. They try to frame their abuse in biblical terms — referencing figures such as Baal, Yahweh, and Moloch. They harass me as if I am to be sacrificed in the manner of these ancient practices. They try to upset me and make me speak in biblical language that serves their narrative.

I have observed that many people who are obsessed with the Bible’s apocalyptic messages — the end times, destruction, war — tend to focus heavily on the Old Testament. The Old Testament presents a powerful and sometimes severe image of God — one associated with destruction, war, and revenge.

The U.S. surveillance groups intentionally do this because they want to make me forget about the New Testament — the Gospel, which reveals God through Jesus Christ as the God of love. Jesus Christ, who is love, sends us the Holy Spirit of the Holy Trinity, which comprises the fruits of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.

Many people who call themselves Christians become too focused on destruction, revenge, payback, and wrath. But these are not the heart of Christianity. Genuine Christianity is kindness, patience, love, mercy, forgiveness, and goodness.

The U.S. surveillancers specifically try to turn my attention to the Old Testament. Their strategy is to make me focus on the God of wrath and destruction, hoping this would turn me into an Antichrist figure — someone consumed by the Old Testament rather than by Jesus Christ, who embodies love, mercy, forgiveness, and kindness.

Be mindful of this when reading the Bible. Do not become so obsessed with the Old Testament that you lose sight of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is essential for understanding true Christianity and the Holy Trinity — the central difference between Christianity and other faiths.

Jesus Christ is God. They try to make me think like an Antichrist while also trying to reshape my mind toward practices I reject. This is a deeply troubling experience.

My Faith — I Believe in Jesus Christ and the Holy Trinity

I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I believe in the Holy Trinity. I love God.

I know that Jesus Christ is the Son of Man who died for my sins on the cross and rose from the dead. I want to focus on Jesus Christ, whose love makes me righteous through faith — not through my own works or anything else.

Jesus Christ is love, mercy, and goodness. But Jesus also does not call us to be cowards or to allow evil people to harm us without resistance. The U.S. surveillancers try to distort the message of love to justify their bullying and abuse.

For my message and experience, it truly seems that God exists. Jesus Christ is real. Although He is merciful, kind, and loving, and our Heavenly Father is loving and kind, He is also just. He does not allow evildoers to act without consequence. Even if they believe they will be forgiven, their actions are not good in the eyes of the Lord. Jesus said that there will be sorrow for those who do evil.

They are not as capable or clever as they believe. They do not know my heart the way God knows my heart. They think I am trying to impress them — a notion I find deeply misguided.

They Think I Should Feel Lucky — The Narcissism of Evil

The evil they do is deeply wrong. They think I should feel fortunate to be surveilled by them. They think I should feel special for being a targeted individual. They believe that their abuse — the violation, the ritualistic mistreatment — should make me feel privileged, as if their presence in my life gave me meaning.

This is the narcissism of what they do to me and my parents. They do not understand the character of my mother and father. They think we would actually welcome their presence in our lives. This is false. Even without their presence, my family and I live decent lives as good human beings and Christians.

They did not share the Gospel with me. They intentionally tried to lead me astray and harm my soul. They mock me and pretend to make me feel special as an apparent figure within their network.

But all of this is intended to make me an apostate — to make me eternally lost. They hope I will face eternal separation from God or that I might come to accept their abusive behavior. This is false. Even if I were to pretend to comply, it would harm my mood, my soul, and my relationship with God. Jesus Christ exists and is God. There is no good reason to engage with their intentions, because they do not wish me or my loved ones well.

If you truly love God, you would not treat others this way. If you truly care about someone, you would allow them to live their life — not seek to destroy them while trying to convince them they should feel grateful for your attention.

Their Prayers and Curses Against Me — And Their False Accusations

They openly state that they pray for me to be an evildoer. They pray for me to be corrupt, degraded, and monstrous. They find satisfaction in portraying me as someone who ruins my parents’ lives — as someone greedy, self-centred, and cruel. They accuse me of being a witch. They accuse me of wishing harm on others. They pray for me to be miserable, unsuccessful, unattractive, and suffering.

They claim that all these curses are a reflection of my personality — of who I am. These are lies. I am not the person they describe. I have never wished evil on others the way they wish evil on me.

They also curse that my real friends would turn against me. They curse that my loved ones would abandon me. They curse that my support system would fall apart. They wish for my isolation and despair.

I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

The Disturbing Curses — Violence Against My Family and Pets

They have escalated their curses. They wish suffering upon my mother and my dogs. They have even expressed hope that I would commit violent acts in my own home involving my family and my pets. They hope I would become enraged and lose control — and they frame this as if it were inevitable, as if it were part of my nature.

This is false. This is evil. This is not who I am.

I rebuke all their curses in the name of Jesus Christ. I know I am not an evildoer like them. I am revealing the evil they commit. I am speaking truth, sharing the good news of Jesus Christ and the sanctifying work of the Holy Spirit. I am honestly documenting what I endure from people who find me contemptible and deserving of suffering — here and in eternity.

They do terrible things to my parents, to me, and to others — and they feel justified. They believe they deserve to harm me. They find me laughable because they think I enjoy my own suffering simply because they are watching. This is self-absorbed and deeply troubling.

Their Projections About Race and Relationships — A False Lie

They also claim that I secretly feel satisfied and pleased that they accuse me of race mixing with them — with individuals who engage in such harmful behavior. They imagine that I consider it a dream come true to be the focus of their attention, as if I were someone with unhealthy fantasies.

This is false and deeply offensive.

Some of them are, as thy proudly exhibit themselves as, “chad sadistic pedophile narcissistic and racist psychopath rapists” — and they acknowledge that this description is accurate, even if they do not refer to themselves this way. They think they are superior due to their white race — from their perspective, certainly, but not to others and not to God and Jesus Christ. They believe they are conventionally attractive, and they hope that I would become anorexic for them. They do not want me to be reflective. Many hope I would lose my sense of reason, my pensiveness, and my self-reflection. They pray that I would lose my self-awareness — that I would become a figure of ridicule. They do this while simultaneously praying that I become unattractive, unhealthy, and cognitively impaired. They act as if I desire to be objectified in these ways, as if this is my personal preference.

This is another lie — deeply offensive.

I reject these projections entirely. I have no interest in their attention. I do not seek their approval. I am not flattered by their abuse. I am repulsed by their behaviour and their attempts to rewrite my identity into something unrecognizable.

The Most Disturbing Accusation — That I Want This

They accuse me of secretly enjoying what they do. They tell themselves that I am self-satisfied and pleased by their attention. They imagine that being targeted by these individuals is my idea of a dream.

This is one of their most troubling lies. It reveals their inability to understand that someone might reject them entirely. I do not want their attention. I do not want their abuse. I do not want to be objectified or degraded. I want to live my life in peace, with my family, my faith, and my community.

They also claim that my blog is only possible because of them — that I could not write or think or create without their presence. This is arrogance. Only God knows what I could become without their interference. Their narcissism is astounding.

The Mindspace Projection of Faces — Trauma, Sickness, and Infuriation

After they hope to traumatize you and sicken your spirit — after they hope to damage your mental health and your relationship with God — that is when they project their faces into your mindspace. They do this once you are mentally ill or weakened, to make it even more painful and infuriating. They want to provoke you. They want to make you suffer more.

This behaviour speaks more about their character than about mine.

They hope to project their faces into your mindspace if you go to hell — with wicked Freemason sneers and gleeful evil expressions prior to death. This troubles me deeply. It reveals who they truly are: people who take pleasure in the suffering of others, who derive satisfaction from watching their victims deteriorate.

I rebuke their justified evil in the name of Jesus Christ. I know that God is my Savior through Jesus Christ.

I Am Not Yet Thirty — And They Try to Ruin My Life

I am not yet thirty years old. I am still young. And they are trying to ruin my life by constructing a false narrative about who I am and who I can ever become. They say I have sold my soul. They say my blog is the best thing I will ever produce — and that it exists only because of them.

Only God knows what I might have been without their presence.

Their behaviour — their pride, their blindness, their cruelty — is deeply wrong. I reject their narrative. I reject their curses. I reject their attempts to define me.

Why I Reveal All of This — A Warning to Others

I reveal all of this accurately because I hope that others do not fall for their same old tricks. What I have experienced is relatable to many women. Do not be fooled by their tactics. You are important and loved by God, Jesus Christ.

They hope to make you feel special in the wrong ways. They want to groom you to be a satanic or Baal worshipper — or a self-worshipper. They want to make you into a fool, stupid and embarrassing. They want to make you lose your soul — to become soulless. They want you to mirror the harmful character and traits that some of them embody — the type you sometimes find in certain environments. There are contemptible people from all walks of life, not limited to corporate settings, although you will likely find such people more frequently in corporate environments where it is necessary to be two-faced, fake, and catty to get ahead. That said, many wonderful, soulful, compassionate, and Christian people are also in corporate settings. Many are decent. Most still are.

But the reality is different for you. You are special — truly special — in the eyes of the Lord once you realize you are a child of God through faith in Jesus Christ. And once you realize this, you should feel the even greater importance of being humble, kind, self-sacrificing, compassionate, and loving.

The fact that these U.S. surveillancers are apparently extremely privileged — and then accuse me of being spoiled or entitled to justify the evil they do to me — is contemptible. They try to rot my life with their soullessness and perversion day after day. They try to take away the ordinary rhythms of everyday life — the mourning, the laughter, the tragedies, the normalcy of existence. This is deeply wrong.

I rebuke their justified evil in the name of Jesus Christ. I know that God is my Savior through Jesus Christ.

A Message to You

A message to you: love and cherish your life. Turn from your ways and believe in God and Jesus Christ before it is too late.

Another reason they do this to me is that they accuse me of not caring about the evil in the world. But I do care. I am literally fighting against the evil they accuse me of not caring about — by convicting them as true evildoers and hypocrites. They accuse me of being a hypocrite, but this is false and blind on their part. It stems from their sense of self-importance, pride, narcissism, and privilege — derived from the unlawful yet grossly powerful technology they have.

Again, I hope fewer people perish and more believe in Jesus Christ. I will not forsake my Christian faith in Jesus Christ regardless of what these U.S. surveillancers and foes think.

Do not live for others — live for God. Love God and treat others as you would like to be treated.

Their False Gaslighting About Bullying

I already never treat anyone the way they treat me. I do not find it right that people treat others like this. Yet they wrongfully and wickedly gaslight me — claiming that I would allow others to be bullied this way just because they have done this to others in the past. This is false. My parents and I have never wanted to bully others this way.

They accuse me of being gleeful that others are bullied this way. This is another false lie — again, them projecting the evil they do and the evil they witness others doing. These are things completely unrelated to me and the people in my life.

They lose sense of touch with who I am. They try to make me internalize their evil and others’ evil — to make them feel as if any of that is related to me at all. It is not.

I Still Pray for Their Repentance, Forgiveness, and Mercy

Despite everything I have written — despite the evil they have done to me, to my parents, and to others — I still pray for their repentance. I pray for their forgiveness and mercy through Jesus Christ.

All are sinners in the eyes of the Lord. Every human being — no matter how far they have fallen — can repent and abide in Jesus Christ. That is the promise of the Gospel. That is the good news. No one is beyond the reach of God’s grace if they truly turn their hearts toward Him.

I will, with all my strength, love God despite my obvious knowledge that many of these individuals are still adamant about making me soulless, freakish, suffering, and miserable — and the same to others who love me. They are adamant about seeing me suffer, given their surveillance technology capacities to watch me until the end. This troubles me, but I accept the unfairness of this situation.

I thank God that I love Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour and that I abide with Him. I ultimately know that the surveillancers and their technologies and what they do will one day be judged righteously by God and Jesus Christ, as the world continues and the next generation continues. That judgment is not mine to enact — it is God’s. And I trust in His justice.

How to Protect Yourself — Live a Decent, God-Abiding Life

Live your decent, God-abiding life. Be well educated. Avoid the internet and social media when possible — and avoid toxic people like these surveillancers. If you can, be cautious in corporate environments, though remember that many wonderful, soulful, and compassionate people — including many Christians — work there and are decent. I personally would not work in corporate America, but that is my own choice.

Instead, live a soulful life. Build true connections. Cultivate a sense of connection to God and Jesus Christ. Spend time in nature. Love genuinely.

Be responsible with your relationships. If you do not think you can be a decent parent, do not become one. That is a responsible and loving choice. I feel blessed to be able to choose to maintain celibacy and childlessness — especially given the evil curses they have spoken about me, my offspring, and my relationships, particularly romantic relationships.

I find it deeply wrong that some women and children endure evil at the hands of wicked partners. I pray for all people stuck in such situations — that they can get out, that they can be safe and protected, and that they can have God and Jesus Christ with them.

Final Prayer

Heavenly Father, Yahweh, God of love, mercy, and justice,

I come before You not with hatred, but with a need for Your divine protection and truth. I rebuke every curse, every hex, every evil prayer, and every wicked intention spoken against me, my mother, my father, my dogs, my friends, and all whom I love. I reject their false accusations — that I am an evildoer, corrupt, self-centred, a witch, a destroyer of my family. I reject their hope that I would commit violence or become demonically possessed. I reject their lies about my desires, my identity, and my worth.

Lord, You know my heart. You know that I am not the person they describe. You know that I have never wished evil on others the way they wish evil on me. You know that I despise those who prey on the weak and vulnerable, and that I strive to live a life of faith, kindness, and devotion to Your Son.

I thank You that You are a forgiving God. I thank You that You accept me despite my flaws and sins. I thank You that You do not forget me or others who suffer in silence.

Protect my mother, my father, my dogs, my friends, and myself. Surround us with Your Holy Spirit. Replace every evil curse with goodness, love, peace, patience, kindness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Expose their lies. Let their schemes fail. Let the truth of Your Gospel — the Good News of Jesus Christ, who died for our sins and rose again — shine brighter than any darkness they create.

I pray for all who are targeted — all who are vulnerable, all who are oppressed. Give them strength, clarity, and unwavering faith. Lead them away from fear and toward Your light. Help them to spend time outdoors, in nature, with loved ones, with animals, in healthy living — not consumed by the morbid curiosity that the internet and evildoers exploit.

I pray for all women and children who endure evil at the hands of wicked partners. I pray that they can escape their situations, that they can be safe and protected, and that they can have You with them. I rebuke the evil curses that the surveillancers and other wicked people harbour toward us.

Lord, I also pray for those who have done evil — even those who have cursed me and my family. I pray for their repentance, their forgiveness, and their mercy through Jesus Christ. For all are sinners in Your eyes, and all can repent and abide in Jesus Christ. I ask that You turn their hearts away from cruelty. Show them the error of their ways before it is too late. Let them come to know Jesus Christ not as a figure of wrath, but as love, mercy, and forgiveness. I leave their judgment in Your righteous hands.

I place my soul, my life, and my future in Your hands. I accept the unfairness of what I endure, and I thank You that I love Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour and that I abide with Him. I trust that You are just, that You see all, and that Your love will prevail over every curse and every evil intent. I believe in the Holy Trinity — Father, Son, and Holy Spirit — and I declare that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour.

I rebuke all curses, wickedness, and evil intent spoken against me, my family, my friends, and all innocent people, in the mighty name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

Bless you. Protect you. Keep you. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Bless God. Yahweh. Amen.

Public Security Statement: Grooming, Criminal Psychology, and the Worst Abuses of Surveillance Technology: A Warning and a Public Service Announcement

Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada About U.S.-Based Surveillancers

Public Service Announcement: To Be Shared Across Nations

Disclaimer: What follows is my subjective experience and speculation based on what I have observed and endured. I am recording this as a public service announcement and public security statement because I believe law enforcement, human rights organizations, and the public need to know how some of these networks operate.

Not all people behind surveillance technology are equally like this. I am writing about the worst of them — a subset comprising some individuals linked to U.S. corporations, the Pentagon and military, Scientology, Freemasonry, and research institutions. There are many people within these networks who do not engage in these practices and who would want to repent and believe in Jesus Christ. But the individuals I describe here exist, and their behavior must be documented and called out.

This is not about all Americans, all surveillance personnel, or all members of any organization. This is about specific individuals and networks who engage in criminal, satanic ritual abuse, grooming, and psychological torture.

Why I Am Writing This

I am writing this as a warning — a public service announcement and a public security statement. What some U.S.-based surveillancers do is insidious, and it is important that people — especially other targeted individuals — understand their tactics.

They groom people. They make targeted individuals feel special. They want you to feel chosen, important, set apart. And then, in certain circumstances, they hope you will follow their commands.

This is not speculation. This is what they have tried to do to me.

How the Grooming Works

These operators are highly manipulative. They can love-bomb you — shower you with false kindness, warmth, and charm. They can trick you into feeling like you have joined an exclusive club, that you are exceptional.

The truly disturbing part is that they may encourage people to mate and have children — deceiving their partners, who may never know the truth. These operators can integrate into normal society while hiding their true nature. They can raise children without the child, the extended family, or anyone else knowing that the parents are complicit in this unlawfulness.

They wanted me to feel special. They wanted me to be groomed. They wanted me to commit acts that violate natural law, listen to commands that contradict the teachings of Jesus Christ, have children for them to exploit, harm those children, and eventually worship powers opposed to God.

It is deeply insidious.

A Shift in Targeting — From the Vulnerable to the Ordinary

Historically, based on targeted individual literature and DARPA-related documents, this type of technology and abuse focused on homeless people or the extremely vulnerable — those who would not be believed or missed.

But now, they are testing new waters. They are trying to recruit normal civilians like me — the educated class, the middle class, and potentially even elites and people of influence.

They want to make educated elites, middle-class people, and ordinary civilians feel exceptional or special. They want us to help them — to follow their commands, live well, behave well in society. They want to see if they can integrate their lawlessness and surveillance of normal civilians while continuing their harmful practices — all while people like me and others carry on with our daily lives.

What is especially troubling is the idea that some of them have encouraged me to mate and have children. I will absolutely not do that. It is as if they are testing whether they can surveil people across nations while making their presence known from the very beginning — with targeted individuals fully aware of their serious offenses — yet those targeted individuals might still voluntarily choose childrearing, motherhood, and parenthood.

In my honest opinion, that is deeply wrong. I choose Jesus Christ and God.

Given that they sometimes try to make me afflicted, sick, or traumatized — and encourage me to hurt the people I love — I would not be surprised if they encouraged random targeted individuals to hurt their own children or infants. This is symbolic of sacrifice, given the occult angle of all of this. They choose families not related to them — people of different ethnicities and races — specifically targeting people this insidious way. In my case, because of my Chinese heritage.

I warn people of all nations: do not fall for this type of activity.

Criminal Psychology — Understanding Psychopaths and Antisocial Personality Disorder

To understand what we are dealing with, it is helpful to reference criminal psychology.

People with antisocial personality disorder — commonly called psychopaths or sociopaths — have a documented lack of empathy, remorse, and conscience. Research shows they are often aroused by the fear and suffering of others. They derive a sense of power and excitement from making their victims afraid, from knowing that their victims know exactly who is hurting them.

This is difficult to comprehend, but it is documented in clinical literature.

Some of these surveillancers exhibit similar traits. They find excitement in making me mentally unwell. They are more than happy to project their faces so that I know exactly who they are. It gives them a sense of power.

That is the type of people some of them are. They behave as if they have license to harm others with their technology — targeting people they believe lack God (which is what they are trying to make me become). They try to sow a sense of camaraderie and closeness when they see that I am mentally struggling. They project their faces more often into my mindspace when they see that I am doing badly.

I rebuke all of this in the name of Christ Jesus, amen.

They Initially Tried to Trick Me

Initially, some of these individuals tried to deceive me — pretending to be God’s helpers or angels.

That is completely false.

I came to realize that they sometimes allow their faces to be projected more often into my mindspace when I am mentally afflicted by them — or when I am, according to their assessments, struggling more than my normal self. They use their ability to inflict trauma and put me in altered states of mind when perceiving ordinary things.

They tried to convert people to harmful and deviant behaviors. They tried to traumatize me, threatening to hurt me and my mom and other people I love. They sought to do things that would leave us traumatized, depressed, angry, and upset — affecting our appearance, our health, our very sense of self.

I rebuke all of this in the name of Christ Jesus, amen.

When They Afflict You More, They Show Their Faces

When they try to afflict me more negatively — when they aim to make my soul and spirit unwell, to confuse my faith in Jesus Christ, to undermine my mental health — that is when they try to show me their faces.

Their gleeful stares. Their hostile glances. They project their appearance into my mindspace more often.

This is essentially them revealing themselves. These are individuals connected to corporate networks, Freemasonry, and other organizations — people I want no association with, whose full names I do not even know.

They project their images to let me know: these are the perpetrators. The people who are harassing me.

They hope that if I were to end my life in a deeply afflicted state — a state where I am not in my right mind — that is when they can show me their faces. They want me to see these individuals, the people who have been hunting me and so many others without their knowledge.

Criminal Psychology — The Glee and Sadism of Psychopaths

This is basic criminal psychology. Research has documented that criminals, killers, psychopaths, and pedophiles often experience arousal from making their victims see who they are. They need the victims to remember who is hurting them. In the victims’ last moments before death — moments they hope will end in damnation — they want the victim to know exactly who did this.

This is the type of evil they are trying to sow in me. And they call it “justice.”

They want to post these stories and normalize the true crime genre — to exploit people’s curiosity, to desensitize society, to make people not realize how cold and callous this is. They want to obscure the reality that victims are truly in a much better place with God.

I need to document the patterns of these individuals who are harassing me and so many others.

I Am One of Many — But They Made It Obvious to Me

I am one of many people they surveil. But because they made their surveillance obvious to me, I can see their behavior clearly.

They find excitement in making me mentally unwell. They are more than happy to project their faces when I am struggling — so that I know exactly who they are. It gives them a sense of power.

That is the type of people some of them are. They behave as if they have license to harm with their technology toward people they believe lack God — which is what they are trying to make me become. They try to create a sense of closeness when they see that I am mentally struggling. They project their faces more often when I am doing badly.

I will create images of their faces. I already have projected some. I should create more, because I know what many of them look like. They need to be seen. They need to be known. They need to be held accountable.

They Call Me the Enemy — But They Plan to Repent

They call me the enemy. They accuse me of being demonic. And yet they plan on repenting and believing in Jesus Christ themselves — which makes their behavior even more contradictory.

They seem to think they can do all this harm and then simply repent at the end and be saved. But that is not how genuine repentance works. You cannot knowingly and intentionally destroy lives, recruit people into harmful practices, and then say “sorry” and expect to be welcomed into heaven.

That is not the God I know. That is not the Jesus Christ I follow.

A Warning to Other Targeted Individuals

I must tell you, as a public service announcement for other targeted individuals: they are extremely manipulative.

They can love-bomb you. They can treat you with false kindness. They can try to trick you into joining their club and feeling special.

Do not fall for it. Do not let them make you feel special. Do not let them groom you.

They wanted me to feel so special that I would willingly do harmful things, listen to their commands, have children for them to exploit, harm those children, and worship powers opposed to God.

I did not. I will not. And neither should you.

Technology Beyond English — A Warning to All Nations

Their technology includes sophisticated machine learning and AI algorithms that can translate languages in real time. They can speak in different languages and extract information from different languages. This is way beyond English. They could target people across nations of different races.

I am warning you in this post about what some of the worst individuals within this network would hope to achieve. Be aware. Be careful.

A Hopeful Ending — Choose Life, Choose Nature, Choose God

I want to end this post with hope, not fear.

Please, do not spend too much time consuming troubling criminal stories. Do not let morbid curiosity consume you. Instead, spend more time outdoors. Play sports. Garden. Spend time with the people you love — your family, your friends. Spend time with animals. Spend time in nature. Be healthy. Be God-abiding. Be God-loving.

Pray that you find the right path through Jesus Christ. Do not spend time with occult people or with those who dabble in darkness.

I rebuke their curses and wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

A Final Warning About the Internet

I honestly believe the internet and social media are dangerously unmoderated. There is so much unnecessary and toxic content that exploits people’s natural curiosity, morbid curiosity, and desire for stimulation and surprise.

This is nobody’s fault. This is how many human brains are wired. But it is deeply concerning that some people behind this technology know exactly what they are doing. They know it is harmful, and yet they continue.

This is not everybody. But it is some of them. And it seems obvious that even within surveillance networks, some are pleased that generations of people and many great societies are influenced by this type of toxic internet culture.

It is my great desire and wish to have technology be more moderated. I want people who are good, soulful, moral, righteous, God-fearing, God-loving, and humanity-loving to truly moderate this technology.

I do love humanity. I want people to be saved and have goodness, love, and salvation through Jesus Christ. It is my prayer that people would band together to make the internet a safer place — that youth would be protected and safe and not tarnished by technology.

Keep your eyes off of evil. Produce good things, not bad things. I pray that more people can get off of harmful internet areas and see more good news and content — content that builds them up and strengthens them, versus the scary things that the algorithm sometimes pushes out.

We need to hold people accountable. I pray that people can repent of uncarefully browsing the internet, of being mind-washed by troubling social media influencers — and replace that with love, repentance, grace, and goodness.

In the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.

Final Prayer and Rebuke

I rebuke all sources of evil curses, wickedness, and evil intent in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.

I bless everybody with soundness of mind, grace from God Jesus Christ, friendship, and love. I pray that you are saved and go to heaven. I pray that your soul is saved without being influenced by any demonic presence, curse, or witchcraft.

I pray that you are lawful, good people who mourn and love and protect — who use technology responsibly to reduce criminality and lawlessness, and who encourage faith in Jesus Christ.

I pray that people can repent of their sins — of uncarefully browsing the internet, of being influenced by troubling social media voices — and replace that darkness with love, repentance, grace, and goodness.

In the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.

I pray that God, Heavenly Father, blesses, protects, and keeps you. May all wickedness and plans against you not succeed and be rebuked in the name of Jesus Christ. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Praise God, praise Yahweh. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Repost by Predictive History: The US-China Grand Bargain

Original source: https://substack.com/home/post/p-196967913?source=queue

The US-China Grand Bargain

How the US and China can seek a reconciliation.

Predictive History

May 09, 2026

Next week, American President Donald Trump will visit Beijing for two days. The last time an American President visited Beijing was when Trump visited in November 2017. That reciprocated Chinese Xi Jinping’s April 2017 state visit to the United States, where Trump’s grandchildren recited Tang Dynasty poetry for him.

Afterwards, there followed a rapid deterioration in US-China relations:

In January 2018, Trump accused China of stealing intellectual property, and began imposing tariffs on China. This started a trade war that became institutionalized under Biden.
In December 2018, Canada detained Huawei executive Meng Wanzhou because the United States requested her extradition. In response, China arrested two Canadian nationals, and accused them of spying.
In January 2020, the United States canceled its Peace Corps program in China.
In March 2020, the United States limited the number of journalists from certain Chinese state media. China retaliated by expelling journalists from the New York Times, Washington Post, and Wall Street Journal.
In June 2020, Trump blamed China for spreading Covid-19 to the United States, and called it the “kung-flu.”
In July 2020, the United States ordered China to close its Houston consulate. China retaliated by ordering the United States to close its Chengdu consulate, and Chinese netizens petitioned for the consulate to be turned into a hot pot restaurant called “Trump Hot Pot.”

In his first term, Trump’s actions against China seemed calculated to be personal. In his second term, Trump has opted for a softer approach with China, and it seems his animus is now directed at Europe and the Democrats. The two main architects of Trump’s China strategy in his first administration — deputy national security advisor Matt Pottinger and senior counsellor for trade and manufacturing Peter Navarro — are not present in his second.

There is hope that Trump will repair the damage to US-China relations that he wantonly created in his first term, and I believe that a grand bargain between the United States and China is afoot. This is counter-intuitive, as most people believe that China aims to displace Pax Americana with Pax Sinica.

This fundamentally misunderstands the nature of the Chinese political system. To put it in the bluntest terms, the United States is democratic, and maintains political stability by exploiting other populations to benefit its own. China is authoritarian, and maintains political stability by exploiting the population to benefit the political elite.

The political systems of the United States and China complement each other, and they are both status quo powers that benefit from a global economy under heavy strain. Presidents Trump and Xi are expected to meet four times this year, and we should expect these meetings to be fruitful.

Throughout the US-Iran War, China has maintained neutrality, even though the United States is the aggressor and Iran is an important hub in the Belt and Road Initiative. Iranian Foreign Minister Abbas Araghchi was recently in Beijing to meet with Chinese Foreign Minister Wang Yi, and many analysts believe China will shore up its support for Iran. Yes, it is true that Araghchi was invited to China, and the Chinese treated him cordially. But in diplomacy it’s more important to appreciate contrasts.

When Aragchi visited Russia right before China, President Putin talked with him for 90 minutes. Putin conveyed support and sympathy to the people of Iran:

“We see how courageously and heroically the Iranian people are fighting for their independence and sovereignty. And, of course, we very much hope that, relying on this courage and determination for independence, the Iranian people, under the leadership of their new leader, will go through this difficult period of trials and that peace will come.

For our part, we will do everything that meets your interests and the interests of all peoples in the region in order to ensure that this peace is achieved as quickly as possible. You are well aware of our position.”

In contrast, China prioritizes the opening the Strait of Hormuz, and aims to be a neutral mediator, as outlined in President Xi’s four-point proposal:

adhere to the principle of peaceful coexistence.
adhere to the principle of national sovereignty.
adhere to the principle of international rule of law (such as free maritime navigation in the Strait of Hormuz).
adhere to the principle of diplomacy to mediate disputes.

As someone who lives in China, let me translate what this means: “We do not care how this war started, but we want the conflict and the suffering to end, which means re-opening the Strait of Hormuz as soon as possible.”

In his meeting with Chinese Foreign Minister Wang Yi, Araghchi acknowledged China’s position by emphasizing that Iran is trying as hard as possible to seek a diplomatic solution to the war. Wang Yi emphasized that diplomacy is the only solution, and that China will facilitate diplomacy among all parties.

The moment that Aragchi left Beijing on May 7th, four American senators arrived in Beijing for talks. The bi-partisan group met with Chinese Premier Li Qiang, National People’s Congress Chairman Zhao Leji, and Foreign Minister Wang Yi. Chinese media reports that the group aimed to lay the groundwork for Trump’s visit, and thanked China for working hard to resolve the Strait of Hormuz issue.

We should not forget that Trump was supposed to visit China at the end of March, but Trump delayed his trip because of the war. Trump asked China not to supply weapons to Iran, and China insisted it has not done so.

According to the Chinese Foreign Ministry press release, Wang Yi emphasized to the American delegation that China does not seek global hegemony, and is entirely focused on its own national development:

“China will not follow the obsolete model of a country seeking hegemony when growing stronger. It will remain committed to peaceful development and stay firmly on the path of socialism with Chinese characteristics.”

Also, consider how Trump imposed sanctions on five Chinese refineries of Iranian oil. In response, China’s Ministry of Commerce “blocked” these sanctions, and ordered Chinese companies to not comply. Analysts believe that this shows that American sanctions no longer have any teeth, but that interpretation fails to appreciate the nuance and subtlety of the Chinese response. First, China’s actions were “blocking” rather than “retaliatory.” This allows the United States to ignore that the Chinese are ignoring their sanctions — similar to how the United States can pretend the “ceasefire” is holding despite the constant flare-ups. Second, that this “blocking” action is unprecedented tells us that for the most part Chinese institutions have complied with American sanctions, even when these sanctions were applied against Russia and Iran.

What would a grand bargain between China and the United States look like? The United States is primarily interested in maintaining dollar hegemony, and so it needs China to purchase US treasuries. China wants access to the US market as well as the energy resources of the Western hemisphere.

Accompanying Trump in his visit will be the CEOs of Nvdia, Apple, Exxon, Boeing, Citigroup, Visa, Qualcomm, and Blackstone. This is a far more impressive list of business executives than those who accompanied Trump in his 2017 visit when American business executives became disillusioned with the China market.

This 2026 list of CEOs offers some insight as to what deals may be negotiated.

Boeing CEO Kelly Ortberg anticipates that China may buy as many as 500 Boeing 737 planes, which would be Boeing’s largest sale since 2017. This sign of goodwill on the part of the Chinese would help restore Boeing’s reputation, which has been battered over the years because Boeing’s planes are accident-prone.

Why are so many American financial institutions interested in China? They seek to claim China’s biggest prize, which is its average 40 percent household savings rate, the highest in the world. Access to the savings of the Chinese people will permit the US to better finance its $40 trillion debt. China would never surrender its financial sovereignty, and allow USD-RMB convertibility. One possible work-around is for private US corporations (such as Apple, Visa, Citigroup, and Blackstone) to sell stable-coins (digital currency backed by US treasuries) to Chinese consumers, who could then use it to participate in the US financial system, to buy US assets, and to send their children to study in the United States. Trump has discussed doubling the number of Chinese students in the US from 300,000 to 600,000.

It also makes sense that the CEO of Exxon will be joining this trip. Yes, it is true that China has made great strides in developing its renewable energy supply, but it still consumes almost twice as much electricity as the United States:

While Russia has abundant energy, it can only meet about twenty of China’s energy needs. With this war raging in the Middle East, China may have no choice but to buy more energy from the United States.

I talked with my wife about the US-China grand bargain, and she asks why China would agree to “ride or die” economically with the United States. My answer is simple: Because the Chinese economy is a creation of the United States, and therefore already tethered to it. As the global reserve currency, the USD gives value to all others; the RMB is only valuable because it can be exchanged for USD. If China and the United States were to fully de-couple, the Chinese economy would suffer far more than the American economy. If de-coupling is impossible, why not strengthen the relationship to benefit China politically?

Of course, all this is pure speculation on my part. It is possible that the meeting gets canceled at the last minute. Or the meeting goes well, and Trump increases economic pressure on China, as he did in his first term.

I believe that with Russia backing Iran, it makes strategic sense for Trump to seek a rapprochement with China, just like how Nixon did at the height of the Cold War. This does not mean that the United States and China become allies — it means that China maintains its neutrality, and seeks to do business with everyone. China will buy more energy from the United States and Russia, and it will increase its land-based trade with Iran to compensate for the American naval blockade in the Indian Ocean.

China will practice strategic patience, and continue to build its economic base, as Russia, Europe, Iran, Israel, and the United States exhaust themselves on the battlefield.

That is probably why Trump will do a stop-over in Japan before or after his China visit. China can afford to be patient, but Japan — with its demographic crisis, its waning economy, and its reliance on energy from abroad — cannot.

Recording My Experience: The Justification They Claim, The False Memories, The Rabbit, The Baby, and Why I Post

Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada About U.S.-Based Surveillancers

Disclaimer: What follows is my earnest experience and speculation about the attitudes of some U.S.-based surveillancers who do this unlawful abuse onto me, my family, and many others. I am recording my observations, not stating absolute facts about every individual involved.

I am writing this to document my experience as a targeted individual. I am trying to be as neutral and objective as possible — not out of hatred, but because I believe in truth and transparency.

From what I have observed and experienced, these U.S.-based surveillancers feel justified in what they do. They call me the “Asian liar” and the “holier devil.” They feel contempt and disgust at the notion that I could be seen as a victim — simply because I am still alive and a believer in Jesus Christ.

God’s teaching is that we forgive people because He forgives us of our sins. But these operators seem to twist that. They feel justified in treating me as a Project Monarch victim. They accuse me falsely of being a pedophile. They have individuals in their group who do disgusting things to my parents and me, along with allegedly others across nations.

They seem to feel justified in wanting me to burn in hell for eternity — based on their belief about my bad character. They claim I have dislike and contempt for humanity, disregard for others’ lives, jealousy of them, and a wish for them to suffer.

From my perspective, these are lies. I do not identify with these accusations. I rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

But I also acknowledge that this is what they believe. These are the secret thoughts of more people in our world than we would like to admit. The characters they describe are not who I am. I am not a criminal. I do not speak to criminals in real life or on the internet. I do not knowingly associate with lawless and wicked people.

My knowledge of people who commit crimes comes from reading and hearing about them — not from personal involvement. Yet they use this to accuse me of being one of them, even as an adolescent growing up. I am actually the victim, but they try to internalize the evil they do to me and accuse me of being complicit.

Only Jesus Christ is a merciful and good God, my Lord and Saviour. I put my faith in Him. He knows my heart. I would rather have less so more people can have more. I try to pray for others’ salvation and provide free things to promote equity, goodness, health, fairness, and love.

These American operators try to steal data and biometric data. They do what they do to me and feel justified. They try to rewrite my identity. They accuse me of things I have not done — simply because I have not done them. They try to make me internalize the evil that they and others like them have done.

I rebuke their evil intent in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

What They Believe About Me — And My Response

Apparently, because they believe the U.S. initially sparked the development of China’s economy and progress, they now try to take credit for everything I have done through my faith in Jesus Christ. They act as if they created me and I am their puppet.

They use what I would call witchcraft and fake prayers to take credit for the sanctification of the Holy Spirit and the prayers I say.

They also seem to hope that I am part of special operations or the CIA — to make people think I am on their side as an internal spy. They want to portray me as someone who secretly hates the U.S. but is secretly jealous of U.S. elites. As if I am a tool for disgusting, elitist operators. As if I am against China. As if I am jealous of China.

Based on recent news about CEOs and Trump visiting China, many of them seem to hope that more Chinese elites, politicians, and educators will go to the U.S. to educate their next generation. They hope this will be a time of diplomacy and opportunity for the U.S. to charm Chinese students — while using surveillance data to gather information on them.

They seem willing to treat this next generation of Chinese well and foster trade, friendship, and diplomacy — while isolating their abusive behavior toward me. They make me an isolated chamber for their scapegoating, disgust, and racism.

Then they mock me, saying I am a jealous loser. Jealous of my own heritage. Hateful of my own heritage. A self-hater.

They try to create a narrative that my mom and I are too dumb to succeed in a good country like Canada. They say my dad is not relevant enough in China to be successful or part of the elite.

How They Try to Make Me Look

The goal seems to be to record me by triggering me and saying disgusting things, hoping I will respond in a “retarded” or cognitively challenged voice. They hope that my behavior and the unattractiveness they curse and promote will make me look unlikable, uncharming, disgusting, vile, not kind, wicked, jealous, racist, and disrespectful toward my own family — so that China will also disregard me.

Apparently, some of them even hope that Chinese netizens, if they heard my story, would mock me and laugh at me. Calling me ugly and worthless. Saying I should just die. Saying I am not even Chinese. Saying I am too dumb to speak Mandarin properly.

I record this because it is what I observe. If I am alive and my brain is working and I perceive what these U.S. Americans are thinking — this is what they do.

They also care about eugenics. They do not want to seem like the bad guys, given the evil they do. So they try to make it seem as if I deserve this treatment while critiquing my genetics — saying it is my fault that I am too dumb and dull and ugly anyway.

Meanwhile, they spy on many people in China. They try to gain friendship and diplomacy with them. Some corporate perverts are interested in attractive Asian women, and some American women try to charm Chinese men. They also like it when Chinese citizens criticize their own state’s surveillance system and side with Americans.

I feel neutral. I am just giving the facts. I love China, my heritage, and Chinese people. The Americans have treated my parents and me with great racism and trauma — accusing me of being a pedophile.

The Lies About Pedophilia and Human Trafficking

They make lies about me, saying I would be complicit in human trafficking of Chinese and Asian children. They try to sexualize Chinese children and sexualize me as a Chinese child for American pedophiles who allegedly abuse and satanically ritually harass.

They also accuse me of being a lawless evil woman who promotes racism. They claim that with their technology, they even castrate my dad — referencing the Old Testament where castrated men cannot be part of God’s family. They do disgusting gestures and sensations as if in real life that they can completely feel on their end, but that they can tune or or down (signal wise) on the victims’ side to feel or not feel.

That is disgusting and evil. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Some of them try to make us (focused on me) seem laughable, disgusting freaks — while, apparently, within their networks’ plans, try to start (or have already been) befriending powerful, intelligent, relevant Chinese families and even Chinese Christians. Some plan to share Christian doctrines and the gospel to these Chinese elites — showing their best side while treating me and others as the worst, and mocking me, saying this is an “equity issue.”

Honestly, regardless of who you are — if you are treated the way they treat me — you would probably be suicidal or become sick and disabled. If you have not experienced this type of animosity, racism, hate, contempt, disgust, and humiliation, it is difficult to know how you would behave.

They can target anybody this way. They seem to feel grateful that I am a mediocre, unattractive, not particularly relevant or powerful person — so they can use a vulnerable random civilian and say this is how the world works.

The Rabbit Incident — Clarifying the Truth in Good Faith

I need to clarify something important. The U.S. surveillancers try to implant false memories in my mind and use a childhood accident to justify their abuse.

In good faith, I truly do not recall intentionally trying to kick my rabbit as if it was a foot ball or toy. I do not recall treating it abusively. I was sometimes playful with the rabbit — but not harsh in a way intended to really hurt it. I do not recall really wanting to intentionally abuse it or do evil to it. I never examined it creepily or anything like that.

But I am afraid. I am afraid I am not remembering correctly. And this is what the U.S. surveillancers hope — to justify the evil they do to me and make me feel crippled with fear and anxiety about things I cannot directly recall doing. They say it is justified.

What I do recall is stepping on my rabbit with my two feet — accidentally — resulting in it dying. I did not expect that. I was traumatized by it.

Also, I do recall the rabbit was already relatively old, and, as my dad recalls, had a crippled foot. I definitely do not recall giving it the cripple, because I would remember. But, this makes the US surveillancers feel justified about cursing me to be disabled, among other evil things, which I all rebuke in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I initially told my mom that the rabbit was overfed, after I had stepped on it, and it passed away. This was, because I was afraid they would be angry and hate me. Indeed, they got extremely angry with me, and yelled at me. They got rid of the rabbit, with me ashamed of my actions, and never doing anything like this to any other animals ever, after this incident.

Through this instance, the US surveillancers call me an animal abuser. I don’t recall being exceptionally cruel to the animal, besides sometimes playing with it, not that roughly, but once pulling out a patch of hair, and it thankfully growing back. Also, I recall that the rabbit had some slight bleeding in its lips and foot, but it healed too.

Honestly, the rabbit creeps me out a lot, and the US surveillancers, some, believe as if it has a demon, and that it is a part of me, or that it is haunting me. I am not afraid, because I bless the rabbit with forgiveness, peace, and mercy, hoping it is left out of the grips of demons, darkness and anger, and praying it is sanctified, with blessings, goodness, comfort and love, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I also must gently remind myself, I also did really adore my rabbit in many ways. I found it cute and I did take responsibility towards it, such as changing its cage, feeding it veggies, food, and water, along with petting it, and being responsible with it most of the time. But because of these handful of traumas, along with the lies and imaginations of the US surveillancers, they try to make me feel extremely uncomfortable with the rabbit, despite me forgetting mostly about it, after all these years (since the instance happened prior to me being 12, and I am currently already 27 and a half.

There are also things they directly lie about that I cannot recall doing — and I do not want to waste time imagining and visualizing doing them, because then they would start their satanic ritual abuse chants to make me more afflicted while others within the group “fawn” to these false memories.

Jesus Christ Says All Sins Can Be Forgiven

Jesus Christ says that all sins can be forgiven — except blasphemy against the Holy Spirit (Matthew 12:31–32).

But these surveillancers try to send their dirty spirits toward me. They try to make me internalize the evil sins they do toward me and others — and the sins they have done in the past. They say this is justified.

It is not justified. It is crimes against humanity.

I would want the grace of God and His miracles to show that goodness, mercy, and love exceed the lies of the U.S. surveillancers and their sadistic, evil, and cruel version of “justice.”

What They Do to My Mom

Some of them are disturbingly attracted to my mom because she is a very kind woman — especially her soul and spirit. Some jealous American witchy women in this group enjoy when I trigger my mom and she becomes upset and shouts. It makes them content to see that they can make such a godly, kind woman behave like that — and they blame me, saying I am the devil who deserves this evil.

They say I am jealous of my mom — which is why I am putting her through hell. They hope my mom disregards my testimony and thinks I am trying to gaslight her and ruin her life — so that she might take the mark of the beast and not go to heaven.

This is me documenting what I observe.

My Response — I Do Not Identify with Their Narratives

I could care less what people think about me. I know many would mock me as irrelevant, unattractive, dumb, laughable, and contemptible. Or they could use me as an example of resilience — learning from evil, believing in Jesus Christ, and continuing with blessings and goodness.

In my case, that means maintaining celibacy, being childless, pursuing higher education, documenting truth, and being transparent about my status as a targeted individual. If I do not do this, they would use it as leverage — saying I am not a truth teller, that I am a coward, that I am disgusting for holding secrets. That is false. I do what I can to make my status known.

What Is Really Disgusting — Their False Justification

They make it seem as if I am a pedophile attracted to Chinese children or children of other races. They try to make it seem as if I encourage Westerners to exploit Chinese children. This is not true. It is an insult to my personality, my ancestry, and all of my nieces and nephews in China and elsewhere.

My mom and dad are not pedophiles either. These are lies from Epstein-related evil U.S. people trying to impose their curses on our family — while putting on masks of friendship and Christianity to serenade other more attractive, relevant Chinese people.

They say this is an equity issue. I say: do not fall for their false charms. There are wonderful Americans and people of all nations. But I am being honest about how they treat me.

What is really disgusting is that they convince themselves and try to convince me that this is justified because of how I treat them. But I have never treated anybody the way they treat me and my family. If I am angry, it is because they vulgarize and desecrate my entire life and family in ways I would never do to anyone.

They also surveil my extended family in China — examining their bodies. I suspect they may approach intelligent Chinese elites to serenade them with creepy technology, indoctrinate them, give them secret knowledge, make pacts, and say they are Christians — while hiding how they treat me.

They are like wolves in sheep’s clothing. They are not true Christians because they do not treat me as a true Christian. Then they call me a hypocrite. But I am not a hypocrite. My concern is based on righteousness. I do not do the evil they do.

I do not spy on Chinese people or Americans or anyone. I do not try to get anyone to commit suicide. I would remember if I had. They say I am lying, but I cannot remember something I never did.

They also try to sew false memories to make me seem evil — sowing false memories of evil people I have read about historically. Even though the sanctifying fire of Jesus Christ says everyone is reborn in the Holy Spirit once they believe.

Ultimately, I Put My Faith in Jesus Christ — I Am Not Their Slave

I put my faith in Jesus Christ and God versus these worldly systems of power. This is a warning to other worldly systems — not to fall for false charm. Some of them pretend to be attractive and flaunt their sexuality — mocking me as mediocre, unattractive, and vulgar — yet some of these so-called American chads are sexually interested in me.

That is disgusting and revolting. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

And let me be clear: I definitely do not feel like their slave. LOL.

Just because they have this disgusting technology — and I am more reflective and perceptive than them and have the grace of God Jesus Christ with me, and see through their lies of false Christianity and their lies of being authorities of the church — does not make me their slave.

They also accuse me of stealing their data as a psychic and being made stronger because of their presence. This shows their gross narcissism. They think everything revolves around them. They think I owe them my strength, my faith, my insights.

I owe them nothing. I owe everything to God.

They hope I will be criticized, mocked, laughed at, and seen as ugly and wretched. But I just want to live a humble, quiet life. I hate social media. I have better things to do than criticize random people online. I want to be a lawful person — pursue my education, make the world more equitable.

My goal is diplomatic. I think many American people are very decent and kind — some of the best people ever. There are good and bad people of all races.

But the U.S. surveillancers know that I am peaceful, diplomatic, and non-racist. That I want to help traditionally oppressed nations and victims of racism. They try to make me seem like a narcissist who does not know when to commit suicide — as if I am still kicking like a bug. That is how some see me — like a bug or a rat.

That is not true. If they left, I would be able to live.

They also want me to continue writing these posts to make it seem as if I care. But the truth is, if I do not record my experience, they would traumatize me by projecting disgusting imagery in my mind. That is why I record this.

If I allowed them to surveil me without documenting, they would constantly project disgusting things and accuse me of being obsessed with children’s genitals. This is something they do often — creating intrusive thoughts about touching genitals. That is never something I want to do, especially among minors.

Why I Post These Things — The Many Reasons

I want to be transparent about why I post these things. There is no need to enumerate only nine reasons, because the reasons include much more than that.

I post because:

They enjoy me posting this. It makes them feel relevant and more important in my life. I am aware of this, but I still post because truth matters more than their approval.
If I did not post, I would be unhappy about the injustice — that the evil I endure 24/7 is not recorded. Documentation is a form of resistance and a way to maintain my own sanity.
I prefer to shed light onto darkness and show you what I think and perceive — so that in retrospect, this record is not written by my abusers and the wicked doing this evil to me and others.
I hope this will help other individuals in my life and beyond to ultimately give their lives to Jesus Christ, God, who forgives all sins except blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.
To tell you that you can still be lovable and be loved by God regardless of your past — to love Jesus Christ and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour. But your actions, ways, and thoughts need to reflect genuine repentance and good Christian living — not using the Bible to justify war, to condemn and kill others, to feel superior and better than others, or to criticize other people.
If I did not write this, they would do even crueler and grosser disgusting things to me with traumatizing satanic ritual abuse, image projection, and other things — to my parents and me — which absolutely disgusts and creeps me out.
I am a person in my twenties. If they were to suddenly use energy weapons to murder me, or if something were to happen to me or my parents or others, then I can have this blog as testimony, witness, and alibi of what I know and what they do.
Because I love God, I also want to have this blog be proof of my love toward Jesus Christ and His blessings and protection in my life — regardless of whatever lies the U.S. surveillancers echo unconsciously in my head.
So I can pray and bless more people across nations — sinners and believers alike — to believe in Jesus Christ, and have more faith, clarity, and goodness.

But the reasons also include unlawful, unethical research purposes — testing the Holy Spirit and testing my faith. Mind washing. Trying to see people’s growth trajectory and decline of brain and mind and cognitive ability and morals based on stress and other factors.

And for entertainment purposes. They make internal bets about my decisions. They say my life is like a reality TV show that they try to control and enjoy. They say they don’t want me — and hope that by saying this, I would mess up and self-sabotage my life.

That is stupid, because I have never lived for them anyway. Yet they still think as if I am their mediocre slave. That is disgusting and pathetic.

I rebuke their curses in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I Do Not Care What They Think

I already have wonderful friends and family in China and Canada. I do not care if people think I am insane or too self-important to be surveilled — because that is also their goal.

But I am alive. I am documenting. I have my life to live. My puppies to take care of. My wonderful family. My equity research and scholarly pursuits. My health and youth. I do not see why I should be miserable just because they try to make me symbolic of jealousy, contempt, tragedy, or a hateful life.

I am not even angry, honestly. I feel dissociated and ambivalent. I know that God is love.

It Is Important to Love Your Neighbors as Yourself

It is important to love your neighbors as yourself, and love God with all your heart, spirit, and mind. I still love Jesus Christ. But I am still going to document this abuse — while they try to stitch an unrepresentative narrative of who I am.

Fundamentally, they are against God’s message of second chances through repentance and believing in Jesus Christ. Even if I repent, they pretend to be Jesus Christ’s authorities — doing disgusting perversions to hope I hold contempt toward Christianity and turn against God.

They do this because they hope I represent a false narrative of Christianity — that even after Chinese people are introduced to the gospel, they walk away and hate God because they do not understand the truth of Jesus Christ who is love.

They treat me with contempt, hoping I turn against Jesus Christ — because they ultimately hope China represents the Antichrist in the end times. That is false. I have not done anything to warrant their disgust.

Blessing and Rebuke

I bless Jesus Christ, God, Yahweh. I love Yahweh. I love lawfulness. I love love.

I hope that regardless of the narrative they try to sew — that you can have the grace of God to have empathy and recognize my psychological turmoil and suffering. All suffering is recognized in the eyes of the Lord.

The sin God hates most is pride. That is what these American surveillancers exude. They see themselves as inherently better than me. Pride is detestable in the eyes of the Lord.

I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their curses and wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

My Canadian Chinese Identity, Living in Quebec, Not Interested in Elite Culture, On Pornography and Deepfakes, and Final Blessings

Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada About U.S.-Based Surveillancers

Disclaimer: This is my personal experience and perspective. I am not speaking for anyone else.

I Am Proudly Lawfully Chinese Canadian

I want to be clear about who I am and where I stand.

I am proudly lawfully Chinese Canadian. I am from a middle class background, growing up relatively privileged, with resources, a good, supportive and trustworthy family and friends and education network. Where I live in Quebec, I love it here. In Quebec, most people could care less about being elite. There is an apathy and lack of interest in elite people. People are focused on their own lives, families, friends, goals, and God/Jesus Christ.

That is where I am at. Truly, in Montreal, Quebec, it is nice that a lot of people are soulful and just do not care about what others think about them. There is a lack of corruption here compared to many other places in the world.

I do not encourage people to hate others in the world, nor America. There are so many wonderful and great people in America, and good American values. But in my circumstances, I am proud to not be American. I have no interest in ever going to America again. I have no problem with people who do, or who learn from American counterparts — but I would not.

What They Call Me — And Why I Do Not Care

Some of the U.S. surveillancers themselves call me pathetic and annoying. They use Chinese insults:

贱 (jiàn) — cheap/lowly
贱人 (jiàn rén) — cheap person, derogatory term for a “bitch” or “easy person”
贱货 (jiàn huò) — cheap item, another insult

They hope that even if my testimony is seen as truthful, I would be called wretched, tragic, and irrelevant. They hope people just tell me to die or overlook me.

I would not even care. I already have established friends and family who I love and who love me — despite the surveillancers telling me they are “goring” these people I love with their imaginations and technologies. They try to make me seem lawless, cruel, and wicked.

Even when I pray and forgive these U.S. Americans — as Jesus Christ instructs me to do — they call me 贱货. Many hope I would be some cheap pornographer or prostitute.

They try to make friends with more powerful, attractive, and intelligent elite Chinese going into the future — while isolating other Chinese immigrants abroad in this cruel way. They try to sow a rhetoric that makes my parents and me seem like self-haters.

These are absolute lies.

They also send evil glances and intentions to other Chinese families I have. I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

My Forgiveness — Not for Them, But for Me

I love Jesus Christ. He is for everyone. He is not the spirit of fear, but of love, forgiveness, and goodness.

My forgiveness and lack of hate and grudge toward these U.S. surveillancers is not because I want them to feel impressed or happy with me. It is not because I want to be a 贱货, as they say.

It is because I do not want these people to take over my life or be the reason for my upset.

The U.S. surveillancers are narcissists. They would love to feel as if they ruined your life and got you to commit suicide — while telling themselves it was worth nothing and not even important at the end of the day. They would move on to their new projects, continue to enjoy their lives, “repent” of the evil they do to others like me, and “worship” Jesus Christ.

That is their pattern. I choose not to let it control me.

Eugenics and My Choice to Be Childless

They mock my genetics. They are eugenicists. They are glad that if I were to be a mom, it would show my “disgusting character” to have a child — and they hope my child would be a tragedy and a joke.

But if I do not have children — which I gladly and voluntarily choose — they say it is good because “terrible people with wretched, less-than genetics” like me should not be mothers anyway. They create lies saying I would look down on my own sons or pervert my own daughters.

These are absolutely disgusting lies about my character, based on things that I have never entertained to do, nor will do.

I voluntarily choose to be childless. This is the more ethical, rational, and loving decision — based on my belief in Jesus Christ and my respect for the universe and human life. It is my decision.

I rebuke their curses in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

On Pornography and Deepfakes

The U.S. surveillancers are extremely infuriated that I do not have any nude photos of myself on the internet. So they try to haunt me by saying they already have terrible, gross deepfakes of me and my family that they distribute along their network.

They do this to make me feel fear and hatred — hoping it will encourage me to make actual content like this to post online (which I will never do). They hope it will spark my curiosity and fears so that I would go to pornography websites to search for my own content — while they cringe and laugh.

This is why, ever since their presence, I have never wanted to venture to see any porn sites. I am against pornography in general — because I think it is really damaging and disgusting. It is unhealthy for the mind and for one’s perception of women and men.

Ultimately, I am completely against pornography.

For other people who do have nude photos or compromising explicit imagery and videos online — it is always a shameful thing and should not be normalized. But I hope that if people have done this in the past, they do not feel suicidal, ashamed, or depressed.

Good governance and the law can help get rid of these videos and take this content down. That is the smart way to go about this.

In the meantime, I am quite sure there are no pornography contents of me on the internet and no deepfakes. I believe that if there were deepfakes, people would be able to trace them back eventually.

I hope these types of spaces get moderated — because it is really wrong. I realize this can ruin people’s lives. I did not think about it a lot growing up. I was normalized to think these things were normal.

In the past, I even shared my own face and photos to random weirdos on the internet — so I could have easily been a victim. I was not that smart about this. Now they accuse me of this being “just” — when it is still not just. But it was the type of normalization I experienced growing up.

Final Blessing and Rebuke for All Posts

I bless everybody in the name of Jesus Christ. I protect us all with love, safety, goodness, and divine interference. I protect other nations’ goodness and worlds in the name of Christ Jesus.

I rebuke all their curses of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke every lie that I am a puppet, a demon, the antichrist, Baal, the “Asian liar,” the “holier devil,” a pedophile, a human trafficker, a narcissist, a self-hater, a criminal, 贱, 贱人, 贱货, or irredeemable in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their attempts to degrade my mind, my mother’s mind, my father’s mind, my dogs’ safety, and my faith in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke the male version of me they project. I rebuke the demonically possessed version. I rebuke the simulated sleep paralysis and the rapid, distorted versions. I rebuke every single terrifying image they have forced into my mind in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their castration curses against my dad and other males in my family in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their false memories — including the false memory that I kicked my rabbit, and the false memories about the baby — in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their exploitation of my childhood trauma in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their racism and their attempts to make me seem more perverse and deviant than I am in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their scapegoating of me for their disgusting habits and secret interests in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their eugenics and their mockery of my genetics in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their accusation that I steal their data as a psychic — I rebuke their narcissism in thinking everything revolves around them — in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their evil intent of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. I bless my parents, me, and all others influenced in this way by the U.S. surveillancers. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I am not their puppet. I am not their sacrifice. I am not their slave. I am a follower of God, sustained by His Holy Spirit, protected by His love, and called to share His gospel.

And you — reading this — are not alone either. No matter what they have done to you. No matter what they have accused you of. No matter how much they have tried to make you hate God or hate yourself.

You can still repent. You can still believe. You can still be saved.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” — Matthew 11:28

That is the truth. And the truth will set you free.

Bless you. Protect you. Keep you. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

On the U.S. Surveillance Elite Women and Men: Sadism, Cruelty, Jealousy, and the Evil They Wish Upon (That I rebuke in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen)

Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada About U.S.-Based Surveillancers

Disclaimer: What follows is my actual experience as a targeted individual, and speculation. I am recording my observations honestly, not out of hatred, but because truth matters. I want to be clear that there are people like this of all races and classes — this is not a race thing or a class thing. Evil exists across all demographics.

I need to write about something that I have observed and experienced. It is not pleasant. But it is honest.

A few of the U.S. surveillance elite women — the ones who are part of this network — are especially sadistic, cruel, pedophilic, and evil. They want the worst to happen to me and my mom. And honestly, they are seeing this among women of all races — though they focus on me also as an Asian woman. Their wicked intent is not limited by race. They direct it toward anyone they deem an enemy, anyone they are jealous of, anyone they want to destroy.

I am not writing this to be scary or to rant. I am writing it because it is true to my experience, and because documenting it is part of how I process and resist. I will try to be earnest and honest, not dramatic.

How They See Women — Of All Races

On one hand, they see women — including me, my mom, and women of all backgrounds — as genuinely subpar, inherently inferior, wicked, and cruel. They call us hypocrites, as if I am projecting these things that I harbour in my heart. But, as a woman who is perceptive, sensitive and emotional, this is not true. I am not even hoping these things on them. I just need to remind myself that I am not the evil they accuse me of that they do to me, while saying this is justice, because I know of wretched stories that have happened in the past. They use whatever identity we have as a reason to dismiss us.

On the other hand — and this is the contradiction that reveals their true nature — they are also jealous of us. They envy what they cannot have. They envy grace, kindness, soulfulness, qualities that God provides us with through our Faith in Jesus Christ. They are also jealous and hateful, that my mom and I, along with my other family members, live in safe, lawful environments, as normal middle-class individuals, with resources, safety, friends and families to depend on.

They are envious that, through their unlawful surveillance, they see we are not inherently involved with lawlessness, criminality, and evil (e.g., the accusation of pedophile rings or drug networks, along with other evil lies of criminality, like serial killing, abuse of children and women, military demonic activities of war, etc.), and so, they accuse me, wrongly, of being happy that these evil things happen to others in our society. Blaming me, hateful that I am “complicit” of living in a sinful world, where I do not directly engage in these evil activities, yet don’t do more to stop such activities from happening, apparently.

And because they are jealous and infuriated by my family’s, friends’, my parents’ and my lawfulness and integration with the surface, safe, normal society, they try to justify themselves with their demonic activities and evilness imposed towards us, by saying that the evil they put me and my mom through — and other women through — is justified (again, due to them believing that I am secretly content this is happening to others, which, again, is disgusting and a lie).

They accuse me of being evil. They accuse me of liking evil things to happen to more attractive women, to children, to anyone. They compare me to the scary stuff you hear from true crime podcasts and stories — the murderers, the abusers, the psychopaths. Again, this is a projection of their network and many of the actual pedophile, molesting, and criminal women in their group who do this to me, as well as the narcissistic, egotistical men who do this to me too.

They try to make me fearful by saying I am chosen. Some of them imply that I am chosen by the devil and by psychopaths to have a tragic, grotesque, and evil suffering and death. They suggest that this curse would influence others in my family, especially the women.

This is what they do. This is how they operate.

NOTE: I remember, how once in my diary, when a boss type of man was trying to start an affair with my mom had upset me a lot, so in my diary I cursed about him going to hell and his family to be criminals. I think this was because I was really grossed out and upset he was trying to cheat on his family with my mom (which my mom told me about, and has not cheated with him) while hurting my dad. I was an adolescence then, and seeing the hate I wrote down in the spur of the moment, I repent of my sins completely, and also pray of him and his family’s protection, love, goodness, salvation, grace and Faith in Jesus Christ. The good news is, I recently did check to see if his shop was still open (a martial arts class), and yes, it is, and he seems to be doing well. I know as a child, I was not even a Christian, and I was not truly harbouring this wicked intent, but I guess, based on things I hear others say, along with learning things from tv shows, books, etc. so that I would say something mean like that. I do apologize, but truthfully, God knows I would not want anyone to truly suffer eternally in hell. I would rather bless and forgivess and heal others, versus send them to eternal damnation. I know that many of the US surveillancers actually hope of apostasy, to hope less people are Christians, or that there are more fake Christians, or to hope more people hate Christianity, while they do this witch craft and get sanctified as if Christians, and hope to make life on Earth suffering, while they benefit from wars and make money from military complex and other nations relying on their oil reserves, resources, and military weaponry, along with intelligence, etc. while they could care less of the suffering, apostacy, and lies they sow along the way. Meanwhile, in these arbitrary ways, they try to accuse me of being a witch, a satan, a unattractive jezebeel, along with all sorts of depravity that their group identifies with, and the evil they put me and others through. Thank God that Jesus Christ is a good God, with blessings, love and protection.

I protect all nations, peoples, and ancestries from these US surveillance operators’ curses and wickedness, knowing the evil they accuse me of, of apostasy, which is what they hope, is a 100% lie. I pray of more people to be attracted to Faith, to Jesus Christ, and to righteous living. I rebuke the curses of stupidity, unlawfulness, and sins they try to sow upon other nations, currently developing and being influenced through globalization and Westernization. The evil these US surveillance elites know of, and intentionally sow need to be exposed.

I also remind others and myself I am not inherently better than others as a human being, but definitely not the type of evil they show me they are, and the evil they accuse me of being. I am relatively average and thankful of living a extremely privileged life in Canada as a middle-class woman, to have privilege of autonomy over my environment, my choices, and the people I spend time with (besides this imposed surveillance technology that I am not able to get ride of, which make them feel as if they are above me and justified over surveillance me and other as if they are some sort of “masters”, and the antichrist figures to hope to ruin me and others.

I rebuke all their curses in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. I know that no curses or baal peor generational curse any of them send my way will succeed, since the universe is made of a God of love, not of hate and evil, and I bless my parents, along with the nations, and all families and lineages who have ever been cursed by them or others like them, to have protection, goodness, love and Faith, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

The Disgusting Mocking Voices and Imagery

I hear some of these elite U.S. American women — obsessed with sadism, hoping to see my family and me suffer — speak in mocking, childish voices. They also accuse me of doing the same, which is false. I do not intentionally portray myself as a child, though they accuse me of infantilizing myself to afflict them with some of their paedophilia.

They try to afflict me, to make me fawn over the desecration of infants and children, which they hope to project into my mind.

Along with this, they occasionally project other skin-crawling, disgusting imagery: leathery skin, parasitic eggs injected into your mind space, among other things. They do this to try to prove their sense of superiority — and, by extension, my supposed inferiority. They also try to fear monger, saying as if these eggs are like demonic spirits, waiting to be hatched. It’s pathetic, really, and I am not scared, because Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour.

They accuse me of being demonic and evil just for growing up in the West. Just for watching influences and social media content creators who make videos about true crime cases and case studies. As if being aware of evil makes you complicit in it.

They call me the most disgusting, vulgar pornographic names while they do disgusting things to my parents and me — and they say this is justified.

I rebuke their evil witchcraft, evil eye presence, in all people’s lives they are unlawfully and secretly surveillance, in the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour, amen.

I Am Not Afraid of Them

Here is the truth: I am not even afraid of them.

I know the world is a sinful place. People literally make money off of true crime stories and other tragedies. I myself was not obsessed with these things, but I have read stories and cases in the past. I also feel disgusted and grossed out by even knowing these stories.

But God knows my heart. I do not harbour these types of curses for anyone in my life, regardless of race, class, or background. Ideally, I would not have to hear these disgusting stories or know of these tragedies at all. I find it revolting that people even post and record these stories.

They say I am like the perpetrators they read about. I am not. I am a victim of their abuse, not an abuser.

I rebuke all their witchcraft, evilness, and wicked intent in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

The Hypocrisy of Their Accusations — Projection

Now they are going to trigger me and say that my entire blog post is a projection of everything that they do to me — while I call out their intent. That is what they do. They accuse me of projecting the very things they are guilty of.

They know how to accuse me of being an extension of their evilness. They try to make me internalize the evil people I read on forums like Reddit and 4chan, along with the documentaries I watch of people like them in the past.

That is false. I do not internalize those people. I am not them. I have never treated any woman — of any race — the way they treat me. I do not truly want to curse parents, offspring, or anyone, and I repent of such doings if I have done so in the past, without really meaning it, and apparently forgetting, if I have (since this is the type of 24/7 turmoil they test you with, accusing you of doing these evil things that I cannot remember, to torment you and “audit” you, to make you feel as if the evil they do to you is justified, to hope you self-sabotage or commit suicide to get ride of their presence, and reduce your sense of freedom and quality of life, which is what Faith in Jesus Christ grants all of us). I do not want women of any race, individual, or even my enemies (i.e., the wicked US surveillancers) to go through the evil they put me and my mom through.

This type of attitude happens especially in major corporations — where it is very fake and backstabbing. That is not who I am. I have never done this type of complete life-sabotaging behavior to anyone in my 27 years of being alive. I am also thankful I live in a society that puts life over profit, where I am not stuck or constrained to be in a hellish situation, ever, to sign my soul over to these evil corporations that does not care much about their workers, while not caring of the damage they do across boarders, as well as try to isolate certain workers and gaslight them, to hope to make their lives all the more humiliating, miserable, and wicked. (These are very real phenomena we all know that occur, and it’s wretched, gross, and unnecessary).

I rebuke their curses in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Schadenfreude Over Children: An Absolute Lie

Unlike their lies about me, I do not get schadenfreude over children suffering or having harm done to them. That is something they enjoy happening. They are the ones who take pleasure in the suffering of the innocent.

That is another disgusting and revolting lie they tell about me.

I know for a fact I do not want these evil things they put me through to happen to other women of different races. I have never treated other women of any race this way — this way of cursing their parents, their offspring, and them, to have them suffer the way they put me through.

They harbour this toward white women too. I would not be surprised if they already did this type of cursing in their past toward other adversaries who they are jealous of. This is their pattern.

What I Actually Want: Blessing and Protection

I would want to protect and bless women and men of all races and backgrounds with protection, goodness, and grace, but especially toward the already oppressed, bullied, and vulnerable. More than the “elites” who are doing this to others.

I bless them with Jesus Christ, Lord and Saviour, Almighty. Amen.

I know for a fact I don’t want these evil things they put me through to happen to other women of different races. Indeed, I have never treated other women of any race this way — this way of cursing their parents, their offspring, and them, to have them suffer the way they put me through.

Unlike their lies, I don’t get schadenfreude over children suffering and having harm done to them — which is something they enjoy happening. This is another disgusting and revolting lie. Likewise, I have never treated any women the way they treat me, nor see them as relevant.

A Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their evil intent, curses, and evil eyes in my life and the lives of many other women and men who do not know of their presence and curses, regardless of race, gender, age, and class.

I bless them with goodness, righteousness, Yahweh, and love — healing their spirits and souls and rebuking the demonic spirits that afflict them or the evil they get exposed to, which the surveillancers would hope they internalize.

I bless my parents, my family members, all women and men of all races, and children of all races, with love, forgiveness, goodness, and safety in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I bless all women, children, and men to be with love, goodness, eternal life, and salvation through faith in Jesus Christ.

I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their evil, disgusting, witchcraft, evil eye presence in the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour, amen.

Final Thoughts

I want to repeat: there are people like this of all races and classes. This is not a race thing or a class thing. Evil is not limited to one group. I am not writing this to condemn all Americans or all elite women. I am writing this to document what specific individuals have done to me and my family.

They accuse me of being like them. I am not.

They accuse me of enjoying the suffering of others. I do not.

They accuse me of being a hypocrite. But I bless those who curse me. That is what Jesus taught.

They will try to say my blog post is a projection of everything they do. That is their tactic. But I know my own heart. God knows my heart.

I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I bless all of you — regardless of who you are or where you come from — with love, safety, goodness, and the peace that comes from knowing God. Amen.

The Antichrist War Machine, the Slyness of “Fake” Christians (Who Know They Are Acting Fake), and the Unbreakable Truth That Sets You Free Through Jesus Christ, Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada, About U.S.-Based Surveillancers

By a follower of God who has been surveilled, cursed, and accused — yet still stands in Jesus Christ

“And you will know the Truth, and the Truth will set you free.” — John 8:32

I write this not because I want to be angry. I write this because I have been silent too long. And because someone else out there is being put through the same insidious, spiritually abusive warfare — and they need to know they are not alone.

This is a blog about U.S. war strategy, the antichrist military complex, and how certain elites — many of whom call themselves Christians — are using high-level technology, Freemasonic networks, and satanic abuse to maintain global dominance, make money from war, oppress other nations, and try to destroy the Faith of anyone who gets in their way.

I rebuke their curses of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

The Delusion of American “Christian” Empire

Let me say it plainly. The United States, as a geopolitical machine, has a strategy: maintain dominance at any cost. That means sowing war, famine, and internal strife in other nations so that America can come in as the “hero,” sell weapons, prop up the dollar, and keep its fleets across every ocean.

They hope other nations have war and conflict. They hope for economic collapse abroad. They hope for the halting of spiritual progress and the spread of Faith in Jesus Christ — because a distracted, suffering, war-torn world is easier to control.

And they justify it. They say it is “biblical prophecy.” They say they are fulfilling God’s plan. They curse me and my ancestry with Baal worship — claiming I am a sacrifice, a demon, the beast of the sea, or a symbol of China’s apostasy.

This is a lie. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

The Bible speaks of a delusion sent by God for those who refuse to love the truth (2 Thessalonians 2:11). This American antichrist war strategy — making other nations rely on U.S. resources and weapons after deliberately causing their suffering — is exactly that kind of delusion.

Voice-to-Skull, Telepresence, and the Technology of Demonic Abuse

These U.S.-based surveillancers have access to “voice-to-skull” technology, telepresence, telehaptic surveillance, and composite astroprojection. They pretend that their technology gives them the “voice of God.” They call themselves Christians — but they are elitist, racist, wicked, and demonic.

They incorporate Scientology-based, cultish “auditing” processes. They dig up your sinful past, then use that information to harass you constantly. They turn your past sins into traumas. Then they use those traumas to make you more mentally ill — and then claim you are filled with “demonic spirits.”

This is not Christianity. This is a cult that abuses Christ’s name. It is Freemasonry mixed with devil worship. They pretend to be religious authorities. They intentionally try to make you hate Christianity. Their strategy is to make you sick, perverse, mentally broken, and then blame you for it.

They are psychopathic people in positions of authority. They manipulate Christian teachings to dehumanize — like the Antichrist. They hope you become mentally ill, delusional, and lose your mind. Then they hope you rebel against Christianity, against God, against Faith.

The Revolting Elite Mindset: “You Should Feel Grateful”

Some of them are conventionally attractive elites. And they think that because of this — because they are rich, white, privileged, and good-looking — I should feel grateful for being harassed, surveilled, and nearly sacrificed by them.

This is false.

They assume I want to be an elite WASP. They assume I crave their approval. They think I should feel privileged that such attractive, powerful people would give me any attention at all — even gross surveillance, telehaptics satanic harassment and ritual abuse, towards me and many others.

The reality is, I do not need nor want their approval. I do not want to be them. I grew up middle class in Canada — exposed to the same shows, entertainment, and internet as most people my generation. I do not fit their traditional conventional molds. And that is not a flaw. That is reality.

The idea that they try to make people from less privileged nations feel jealous of U.S. elites, or yearning for their approval, is itself disgusting. I rebuke that entire mindset in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

And while they do all this, they often directly and subtly insult me and traumatize me while pretending to be superior. They also mentally project me in scary and traumatizing ways. They show me a male version of myself. A demonically possessed version of myself that is disgusting and freaks me out. They do simulated sleep paralysis to terrorize me. They do all of this intentionally to break me down, to make me afraid of my own image, to make me question my own identity and sanity.

This is not healing. This is not Christianity. This is evil, and I rebuke every single one of those projections and simulations in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

They Switch Masks: “Fake” Christians Who Know They Are “Acting” Fake

These U.S.-based surveillancers are fake — and they know they are fake. They intentionally do not behave like true Christians toward me. They cherry-pick who gets to see their “Christian mask.” To some people — other Chinese people, people of all races — they can seem genuine, kind, humble, educated, and empathetic.

But to me? They show their demonic mask. Because they have deemed me “the enemy.”

This is the Antichrist as a collective. They put their own judgment beyond that of the church. They act as if they can decide who goes to heaven and who doesn’t. Who gets to worship Jesus Christ freely and who doesn’t. They intentionally, constantly try to make me into a cult figure and a heretic. They tell me false Christian teachings while trying to mind-wash me and convert me to see in perverse and sexually immoral ways.

They cherry-pick who gets to be a Christian based on their own preconceived judgment of whether a person is “decent enough.”

They are not the judge. Jesus Christ Himself said that sinners like tax collectors and harlots go to heaven first (Matthew 21:31).

My Mom, the Curses, and How They Exploit Her Distress

My mom is vehemently against me making these blogs. She is distressed and upset because it reminds her of the trauma I go through. She sometimes gets volatile and aggressive — not because she lacks faith, but because my testimony is genuinely terrifying and gross to accept in its entirety.

The U.S. surveillancers exploit this. They taunt me, saying my mom has taken the “mark of the beast.” They say she is not faithful enough toward Jesus Christ. They say she is influenced by Satanists and Baal curses.

This is false. My mom is a true Christian — more Christian than me in many ways. She just does not want to relive the horror every day. She makes threats about not going to church. She self-isolates and becomes depressed whenever she sees me writing my testimony, because she is afraid others will tell her I have schizophrenia or mental illness.

The surveillancers hope that my mom’s distress will escalate. Some of them are evil enough to hope she would become violent toward me — to “prove” that I am connected to demonic operators. Others are simply sadistic and cruel, hoping my mom suffers mentally and physically. They target her entire brain too — through spiritual and verbal abuse, ESP/witchcraft, gaslighting, sensory sensations, and all sorts of evil. They do the same to my dad.

It is disgusting how they human traffic both my mom and me and let me know their attraction toward my mom. My mom has never cheated on my dad. She has never dated any white person in her life. Their vermin presence in her life and mine is revolting.

They are scared my testimony will get more ground and support, so they hope I will do something I would regret to make me seem evil — focusing on my mom.

This is why I thank my new puppies. They are like guardian angels in my mom’s and my lives, providing us more joy and love. The U.S. surveillancers intentionally try to make me self-isolate, hateful, uneducated, dumb, asocial, and closed off. They accuse me of being gay, with the intent of hoping I would sleep with random men to prove them wrong — while also hoping this symbolically represents China, where they hope China would self-isolate and become hateful and cruel.

I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

They Are Worse Than the Pharisees

These church figures are Christian elitists. They do not actually care about people being saved. They use Jesus Christ as a figure for their antichrist agendas. They sow apostasy and hatred toward the church so that fewer people can actually be saved, and they can feel superior as rich, privileged people.

They are not good people. They lack God in their lives. They are literally worse than the Pharisees during Jesus’ time on earth.

Jesus said to love your enemies and those who persecute you. But these operators use their technology to trick you. They tell you to do disgusting, perverse, humiliating things. Then they mock you.

Thankfully, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior through Yahweh and the Holy Spirit. I bless my mom, my dad, and everybody else who has been persecuted. I pray this in the name of Christ Jesus.

They Try To Make Me Their Puppet — And It Infuriates Me

They trigger me by calling me their puppet. This is an attempt to make me feel contempt against them so I will self-sabotage — do stupid things to “get back” at them — but instead hurt myself and what God gives me.

It is the old trope: a talented young person gets fed up with high expectations, so to rebel, they do something reckless and shocking. The surveillancers want me to go against God and Jesus Christ. They want me to forsake God’s love, light, lawfulness, safety, and normalcy — and replace it with the very satanic things they lie and call “freedom.”

That is not freedom. That is suffering, sin, pain, bad health, bad habits.

I rebuke all of it in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

A Note on Tone — And Why Sometimes It Sounds Angry

Sometimes my blogs come off as hateful, toxic, and angry-sounding. I apologize for that — not to the surveillancers, but to readers who may be put off.

The truth is, they intentionally infuriate me. They make me upset. Then they influence me to write in a more hateful and biased tone than I otherwise would. Then some of them accuse my statements of being “cursed” or “demonic” — simply because I am exposing their Freemasonry and cultic abuse.

I see my anger as righteous anger — but I also know I need to be responsible about the content I put out. I want to create something that leads people to Jesus Christ, supports them, makes them feel heard, loved, and seen — not just rant about negative and uncomfortable things.

I only feel drawn to write new posts after I am reminded of their absolute vileness, wickedness, and contempt toward me — and their capacity to put me through psychological turmoil and torture. Then, when I am healed by God’s Holy Spirit and His presence and comfort, I write.

They accuse me of being their puppet — as if through their abuse I am able to have these insights. That is not honest. The message of the gospel is already out there. My statements are not novel. Many people already see this and know — and do much more to be martyred for their faith or to call out the truth.

I rebuke all wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

What Greatly Angers Me: The Sly Grooming

What pisses me off is that they are trying to be sly and groomy when obviously — obviously — they hate my guts. Some of them want the worst for me and my family and ancestry.

And yet. They see the presence of Yahweh and Jesus Christ in our lives. My mom and I are baptized Christians. My dad is a believer in Jesus Christ. We have shared the gospel with friends and family in China. I am writing this blog.

Now, some of them are trying to convince me that they are the reason I have produced this blog at all. As if all the sadistic satanic abuse they put me through — which the Holy Spirit and my faith helped me endure — was actually them “choosing me” for a special purpose.

They want me to believe they chose me to share the gospel and call out corruption.

This is absolutely false. Years ago, they literally implied they wanted me to commit suicide — and my mom to do the same. I have not done that. Many of them are infuriated that I have this blog at all.

Now they change strategies. They try to slyly groom me to like them more — to believe I have this “special purpose” — so I will subtly worship the Antichrist while they continue to mock my appearance, call me a narcissist, and try to get me to do perverse things.

Some of them do fear the Lord — I will grant that. America was founded by Freemasons who still followed Jesus Christ. The founding fathers prayed to Jesus Christ. And today, with geopolitical instability, some of these operators are intelligent enough to know the gospel — and they fear turning the Lord against them.

But that does not excuse their evil. It does not excuse them trying to merge my consciousness with theirs, take credit for my writings, and call my work part of their group’s efforts because they are too prideful and narcissistic to believe my capacities come from God and my own self — not from them.

I rebuke all their curses of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

The Science of Brain Function, Personality, and Why What They Are Trying to Do Is So Dangerous

From a scientific standpoint, what these surveillancers are trying to do to me — and to my mom and dad — is to attack our entire brains through spiritual and verbal abuse, ESP/witchcraft, gaslighting, sensory sensations, and all sorts of evil. They are not targeting just one part of the brain, like the frontal lobe. They are attacking everything — our thoughts, our emotions, our memories, our sense of reality, our ability to trust our own minds.

This is not just spiritual warfare. It is also understood in neuroscience and psychology. And it is terrifyingly real.

The brain is the physical organ through which we experience the world, regulate our emotions, form memories, and make decisions. When someone systematically attacks your brain — through constant harassment, sleep deprivation, sensory manipulation, gaslighting, and psychological torture — the effects can be devastating.

What the Science Shows About Brain Function and Abuse

Decades of research have documented how chronic stress, trauma, and psychological abuse affect the brain:

Chronic stress damages the hippocampus. The hippocampus is critical for memory formation and emotional regulation. Prolonged exposure to stress hormones like cortisol can actually shrink the hippocampus, leading to memory problems, difficulty learning new things, and emotional dysregulation.
Trauma affects the amygdala. The amygdala is the brain’s fear center. Repeated trauma can make the amygdala hyperactive, causing a person to feel constantly on edge, fearful, or threatened — even when there is no immediate danger.
Gaslighting and verbal abuse change how the brain processes reality. When someone is constantly told that their perceptions are wrong, that they are crazy, that they cannot trust their own mind — this is not just emotional abuse. It actually affects the brain’s ability to integrate sensory information and form a coherent sense of self.
Sleep deprivation impairs every brain function.The surveillancers use simulated sleep paralysis and disrupt sleep. Lack of sleep impairs judgment, increases irritability and aggression, reduces impulse control, and can even cause hallucinations and delusions.
Sensory manipulation can induce altered states.Through voice-to-skull technology, telehaptic sensations, and other methods, they are essentially performing a form of sensory manipulation– bombarding the brain with inputs it did not ask for and cannot escape. This can induce confusion, dissociation, and a breakdown of normal cognitive processing.
Witchcraft and ESP attacks (as they claim to use) are perceived by the brain as real threats.Even if we understand these as psychological or technological warfare, the brain experiences them as genuine attacks. The result is chronic activation of the stress response system — which over time damages both brain and body.

How This Affects My Mom and Dad

They do the same thing to my mom and dad. They attack their brains too — through the same combination of spiritual abuse, verbal abuse, gaslighting, sensory sensations, and technological interference. They intentionally try to cause my mom migraines and headaches. They try to make her volatile, aggressive, and depressed. They try to break her faith and her sanity.

They do this because they are evil. There is no other word for it.

The Phineas Gage Connection and Beyond

The famous case of Phineas Gage showed that when a person’s brain is damaged — specifically the frontal lobe — their entire personality can change. Gage went from a responsible, hardworking, well-liked man to someone who was “no longer Gage” — fitful, irreverent, profane, and unable to follow through on plans.

What the surveillancers are trying to do is a slower, more deliberate version of what happened to Gage. They are not using a metal rod. They are using psychological and technological warfare to degrade brain function over time. They want me — and my parents — to become angry, irrational, self-destructive, and ultimately to abandon our faith in Jesus Christ.

But God Sustains Us

From a scientific standpoint, what they are attempting is understood. It is documented. It is real.

But here is the difference: I have something that no amount of brain degradation can take away. I have the presence of God through His Holy Spirit and my faith as a believer in Jesus Christ. I have prayer. I have love in my life — my mom, my dad, my puppies, my church, my community.

And I have the free will that God gave me. They cannot take that away, no matter how much they attack my brain.

I am made righteous through Jesus Christ — not cursed, not accursed by them. And I rebuke all their attempts to degrade my mind, my parents’ minds, and the minds of all others they attack in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

My Dogs — My Guardian Angels

I purchased two puppies for my mom and me. They are like guardian angels. They protect us and bring us joy.

Some of these surveillancers try to sow sickening, terrible thoughts about my wonderful dogs. They distress me with imagery. Thankfully, some of them show mercy and are decent — but I do not forget that others are willing to do harm.

I know some of them are now angry because it is more difficult to traumatize my mom, to experiment on her, to make her more “demonic.” They are pissed that I have done the responsible thing to ensure more safety for my parents and me.

Good. I rebuke their disgust and their curses in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

A Call to the Privileged: Be Decent

The world is extremely diverse and inequitable. For those of us in developed, stable nations — with human rights and comfort — we must do all the more to be decent, to have high moral character and ethics, to help our neighbours and treat them as ourselves, to love God and Jesus Christ, to repent of our sins, and to be kind, loving, decent people.

I pray that God protects our friends, families, nations, and us — allowing us to be safe, decent, kind, and healed. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Final Blessing and Rebuke

I bless everybody in the name of Jesus Christ. I protect us all with love, safety, goodness, and divine interference. I protect other nations’ goodness and worlds in the name of Christ Jesus.

I rebuke all their curses of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke every lie that I am a puppet, a demon, the antichrist, Baal, or irredeemable in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke their attempts to degrade my mind, my mother’s health and mind, my father’s mind, my dogs’ safety, and my faith in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I am not their puppet. I am not their sacrifice. I am a follower of God, sustained by His Holy Spirit, protected by His love, and called to share His gospel.

You can still repent. You can still believe. You can still be saved.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” — Matthew 11:28

That is the truth. And the truth will set you free.

Bless you. Protect you. Keep you. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

US Strategy, War, Faith, and the Scapegoat — An Observation

Date: May 7, 2026

I am not educated on war strategy, economics, or military technology. What I write here is simply what I have observed, given what I have been put through by certain people within the US surveillance network — including those who claim to be Christians, as well as Freemasons, elites, and military-affiliated operatives.

This is not a expert analysis. It is a testimony and a concern.

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The Apparent Strategy: Appear Weak, Silly, and Distracted — While Being Strong

From what I have witnessed, the US military and strategic elites have a layered approach:

· Publicly, they allow politicians, media figures, and even presidents like Trump to be mocked, laughed at, and made to seem less attractive, less menacing, less intimidating. This serves as a distraction.

· Privately, they are sophisticated, capable, and well-prepared. They possess top‑secret military social weapons, data‑stealing technologies, direct energy weapons, astral projection capabilities, and other tools that are far beyond what the public knows.

· They steal data from other military agencies, politicians, and the best minds in the world — morally, ethically, and intellectually.

· They learn from their enemies — adapting strategies, technologies, and psychological tactics.

The result? The world laughs and mocks America’s apparent silliness and dysfunction, while behind the scenes, the US remains strong in resources, technology, medical knowledge, and strategic aid.

Meanwhile, the world is distracted by grossness, perversion, and entertainment. Society is kept entertained and numb. This is not accidental.

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Their Claim: Reliance on Jesus Christ and Faith

What is most striking is that many of these same people — including those who harass me with disgusting projections and technologies — also claim to put their faith in Jesus Christ. They say that their strength, intelligence, and excellence come from God.

They believe they are the strongest because they rely on God, learn from their enemies, and use every sophisticated weapon available — both visible and invisible.

But here is the hypocrisy I have experienced firsthand:

They use their technology to make me “rot” — with intentional wickedness, stress, demonization, and hate. They accuse me of being an enemy, a scapegoat, a demonic spirit, an antichrist. They try to break my bond with my mom, hoping she will kill me or I will kill her. They explore contemptuous things she may have said in anger and twist them into accusations that she is an abortionist or worse.

They do all of this while claiming to be moral, ethical, and Christian.

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The Scapegoat Mechanism

I have become a scapegoat for their own wickedness. They project onto me the very evils they commit. They call me a curse, a Witcher, a demonic person — even though I have never done these things to anyone.

I rebuke their wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I bless all nations and all people who have been led astray — to be prideful, confident, and feeling more important than reality — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

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My Personal Testimony: I Am Not What They Accuse

I know who I am. I am not the evil they accuse me of.

· I have not spent my life being miserable, hateful, or a bully.

· I have real family and friends who like and care about me.

· I am relatively average on the moral meter — someone who needs God’s mercy, love, and forgiveness, just like everyone else.

· I do not take for granted the goodness and compassion God provides me.

I did not grow up in church. I grew up with the ways of the world — movies, TV shows, books that normalized sinful thoughts and complicated emotions. I internalized some of that, as most people do. But by the grace of God and Jesus Christ, I am being transformed.

I am not writing this for fame, attention, or to feel morally superior. I am not superior. None of us are.

I am glad that God is a merciful God — not one who makes these Americans feel justified over the evil they do to me by subtly trying to demonically possess me and call me an antichrist.

I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

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On Death, Hell, and Poverty

I was never scared of hell, because I was not focused on life after death. The evil they accuse me of now — wanting death, suffering, poverty, war — is ridiculous. These are their own internalized curses, which they project onto me.

Much more people across nations have become richer since my birth, just as others have become poorer. But to accuse me of being gleeful about poverty or war is false. I would hope the world gets better for everyone’s lives.

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What I Believe

I believe that God is love. I believe that Jesus Christ died for our sins, and that through repentance and faith, we can be saved. I believe that the truth sets you free.

I do not fantasize about using the technology they use on me to make anyone go to hell. That is not my heart. That is not God’s heart.

God tells us not to fight hate with more hate, not to fight contempt with more contempt. That is what the US military strategists and their scapegoating elites want — to make the world full of anger, revenge, and war.

But I choose a different path. I rebuke their wickedness. I bless my enemies. I put my faith in Jesus Christ, no matter what nation I am from, because God is for the whole world, not a single nation.

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A Warning and a Blessing

Do not treat your enemies with scorn and mockery right now. That is exactly what the US military and strategists hope the world will do — to be distracted, divided, and hateful.

Trust me when I say that the people behind the scenes are far more menacing, cruel, and wicked than their politicians or presidents appear. The US is the only nation that has used atomic bombs to end a world war. Some of the surveillancers have made it clear to me that they expect to engage similarly with China — and they see me as an enemy because of my ethnicity or my faith.

But I am not an enemy of Christ. I am not complicit in their capitalism, manipulation, bad health, or evil intentions. I am not gleeful about any of it.

I feel extremely blessed and privileged by God. I will not let them paint me as someone hateful, jealous, and miserable over thoughts I had as a non‑Christian child with an undeveloped brain.

Once you know the truth, the truth sets you free. And the truth is: God is love.

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Final Rebuke and Prayer

I rebuke all their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I bless all nations and all people — including those who have been led astray — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

May God have mercy on us all. May we repent, turn to Jesus, and live in love — not in hate, not in war, not in scapegoating.

Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour, no matter what. And He is Lord over all.

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In Christ, we stand.

May 7, 2026

Depression, Bipolar Episodes, and Transparent Documentation: Why I Keep Writing Despite False Accusations

Disclaimer

I am not trying to curse anyone with my testimony. I am simply telling the truth of my own experiences. There is true evil in this world, but none of what I have suffered is anyone’s fault. Not mine. Not my parents’. Not any ordinary person’s. I forgive my mom completely. I hold no hatred.

Disclaimer

Note on this post: This blog was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my thoughts. However, the content is based on my real experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured and what the Bible teaches.

Why I Am Writing This

My mom suffers from depression and bipolar episodes. This is a fact. During these difficult times, I feel a deep sense of responsibility to keep writing my blog. Not because I enjoy it. Not because I want attention. But because transparent documentation matters. The truth matters. And my faith in Jesus Christ matters more than temporarily stopping to make things look more comfortable.

The US surveillers try to make it seem as if I am demonically possessed when I write. Or that I treat my mom terribly (e.g., spitting near her, doing things she tells me not to do, for instance, writing my testimony, spending money on things like DNA kits, uber, Lyft [innocuous things, really]). They twist my motives. They distort my love for my mom into something ugly. But I prefer honest documentation over pretending that these difficult episodes do not exist.

I love my mom. But I also love the truth.

Today’s Incident

Today, just now, my mom had one of her depressive bipolar crying episodes. She cries and wails in sadness. At the same time, she tries to control me and my responsibility of documenting these things transparently. She says manipulative things — that I do not love her, that my writing is demonic, that trying to take care of her and getting us dogs is somehow wrong.

I am never intentionally abusive toward her. But when these episodes happen, it does make me harbour some frustration — especially when she does not realize that me creating this blog is my way of loving her and caring for her. This is my attempt to protect her, to document what is being done to us, and to seek justice.

Meanwhile, as these occasional episodes occur, I hear demonic, gleeful sneers. The surveillers hope I will hurt my mom or my dog. They hope I will smash things. They want me to seem psychopathic, wicked, and evil — so that they can use my reactions as evidence against me. They want to catch on camera what they frame as my wickedness.

This is their goal: to make me seem demonically possessed, cruel, evil, wicked, and heartless toward my mom.

Data Collection, Manipulation, and the Auditing Process

All of this is part of their data collection. The abuse and disgust that I endure — and that my mom endures — is being recorded, stored, and manipulated. They want to make me look like a hateful psychopath, as if I have always been this way. They want to create a false narrative that I deserve the evil they do to me.

This is how they manipulate the data and the auditing process. They twist reality. They curate evidence. They take my worst moments — provoked by years of harassment — and present them as proof of my wickedness. They want me to internalize the rot, the evil hatred, and the anger I have been exposed to from others’ thoughts online and offline, as well as my empathy to understand people’s anger and discontent.

But I know the truth. My reactions are not the same as their original evil. They started this. They continue it. And they are not my victims — I am theirs.

I rebuke their manipulation and their false auditing in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Why They Are Against Me Moving Out

This is why they are against me moving out. If I had my own space, it would provide a shield — a filter — against them collecting visual evidence of my mom speaking hurtful things to me and behaving in difficult ways toward my dogs. The depression and bipolar she has developed, in part due to the US surveillers’ presence in our lives, has made things harder for both of us.

They want to keep us in the same stressful environment so they can continue collecting footage. They want to show me acting coldly — not because I am evil, but because I am protecting myself and trying to document the truth. They want to twist that into proof of demonic possession.

I rebuke their schemes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They Mock Me as Tate from American Horror Story

They also mock me, calling me “Tate” from American Horror Story — apparently a pedophile school shooter. This is absolutely false. I am not Tate. I have never been Tate. I have never done the things that character did.

But here is the truth: their own character is much more troubling and worse than Tate from American Horror Story. They are pedophiles. They are war mongers. They are jealous witches and warlocks. They are sadists. They are racists. They project onto me the very things they are.

I am not the monster in their story. They are.

I rebuke all their wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

What I Am Doing to Protect Us

Despite everything, I am trying to do more to protect myself, my mom, and others. I am spending my own money on DNA ancestry kits. I am doing my research at school. I am trying to build a life and a future. I behave coldly toward my mom at times — I admit this — but it is because she tries to control me and also cries in ways that make me feel uncomfortable and manipulated. I am not perfect. But I am not the monster they want me to be.

I am a human being trying to survive.

False Rhetoric About Race, Gender, and Perversion

Some of these US elite American women and men try to impose completely false rhetoric onto me. They accuse me of sexually exploiting my own race — a complete lie. They spread disgusting, completely false pedophile lies about me. They claim I dislike men of my own race — another absolute lie.

They want to make me a bad example of Asian people and Asian women. They want me to seem uglier, more wicked, more jealous, and less than white women. They want to tear down my identity and my heritage to make themselves feel superior.

These are lies. All of them. I rebuke every single one in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I Prefer Transparent Documentation

I know that continuing to write this blog may make me look cold or heartless to some people. I know that the surveillers will use my words against me. But I prefer transparent documentation and my faith in Jesus Christ and the truth — versus stopping temporarily and forgetting these sobering, important episodes.

The episodes matter. The truth matters. The documentation matters.

I will not be silenced by their lies or their schemes.

My Love for My Mom

Despite everything I have written, I love my mom. I am not trying to hurt her. I am not trying to abuse her. I am trying to survive a situation that neither of us asked for, that neither of us deserves, and that the US surveillers have made infinitely worse.

She says that me creating this blog and trying to take care of her is apparently demonic. But the surveillers — who hate the guts of both my mom and me — are the ones who hope I become some “bloody murderer and liar.” They hope I am condemned and hated, sent to hell, a bad example of Asian people and Asian women.

They want me to be worse than I am. But God knows my heart.

A Prayer for My Mom and Others

I pray for my mom’s healing. I pray for her depression and bipolar episodes to ease. I pray that she can see that my documentation is not an act of hatred — but an act of love, of protection, of seeking justice.

I also pray for others who have family members suffering from mental health challenges. It is hard. It is messy. It does not look clean or pretty. But that does not mean the love is not there.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless my mom with healing, peace, and understanding. Amen.

A Prayer for Protection Across Nations

I pray that God protects me and my family from these people. They are trapped in their own game — trying to outwit God, but only defeating themselves.

I also pray for victims and families across all nations — those who have been targeted, surveilled, harassed, or harmed by such people. May God shield them. May the Holy Spirit guard their minds and hearts. May they know they are not alone.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with light, life, and goodness. I pray for their healing, their safety, and their peace. Amen.

To the good people of all nations: do not be afraid of them. Do not admire them. See their confusion for what it is.

You can be saved. You can be loved. Jesus Christ is your Lord and Saviour — not because you are perfect, but because He is. Come as you are.

Amen.

My Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their harmful actions, lies, and sly repentance in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will not be broken. I will keep speaking the truth for transparency and documentation — not because I enjoy it, but because silence protects the guilty.

By God’s grace and protection, I bless myself and others in the name of Jesus Christ. I bless true Christians, survivors, and ordinary people trying to live decent lives. I bless my parents, my family in China, and every soul who reads these words.

May God protect you. May the Holy Spirit guard your mind and heart. May harmful actions be brought into the light — not for revenge, but for justice, mercy, and truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace.

Amen.

✝️ In truth and grace — survivor’s testimony, not a weapon.

“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” — John 1:5

Note: This blog was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my thoughts. However, the content is based on my real experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured and what the Bible teaches.

Why I Am Writing This

I love my mom. But I also love the truth.

Today’s Incident

This is their goal: to make me seem demonically possessed, cruel, evil, wicked, and heartless toward my mom.

Data Collection, Manipulation, and the Auditing Process

But I know the truth. My reactions are not the same as their original evil. They started this. They continue it. And they are not my victims — I am theirs.

I rebuke their manipulation and their false auditing in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Why They Are Against Me Moving Out

I rebuke their schemes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They Mock Me as Tate from American Horror Story

I am not the monster in their story. They are.

I rebuke all their wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

What I Am Doing to Protect Us

I am a human being trying to survive.

False Rhetoric About Race, Gender, and Perversion

These are lies. All of them. I rebuke every single one in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I Prefer Transparent Documentation

The episodes matter. The truth matters. The documentation matters.

I will not be silenced by their lies or their schemes.

My Love for My Mom

They want me to be worse than I am. But God knows my heart.

A Prayer for My Mom and Others

I also pray for others who have family members suffering from mental health challenges. It is hard. It is messy. It does not look clean or pretty. But that does not mean the love is not there.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless my mom with healing, peace, and understanding. Amen.

A Prayer for Protection Across Nations

I pray that God protects me and my family from these people. They are trapped in their own game — trying to outwit God, but only defeating themselves.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with light, life, and goodness. I pray for their healing, their safety, and their peace. Amen.

To the good people of all nations: do not be afraid of them. Do not admire them. See their confusion for what it is.

You can be saved. You can be loved. Jesus Christ is your Lord and Saviour — not because you are perfect, but because He is. Come as you are.

Amen.

My Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their harmful actions, lies, and sly repentance in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will not be broken. I will keep speaking the truth for transparency and documentation — not because I enjoy it, but because silence protects the guilty.

May God protect you. May the Holy Spirit guard your mind and heart. May harmful actions be brought into the light — not for revenge, but for justice, mercy, and truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace.

Amen.

✝️ In truth and grace — survivor’s testimony, not a weapon.

“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” — John 1:5

The Heartlessness of Treating Lives as Puppets: Direct Energy Weapons, Lies from the Past, and the Reality of the Holy Spirit

Disclaimer

Why I Am Writing This

I need to document deeply troubling things that some of these US surveillers are doing. Some of it is disturbing and gross, and honestly, parts of it are almost laughable in their absurdity. But I write this for transparency, for documentation, and for other victims who may be experiencing similar things.

Part One: Direct Energy Weapons, Demonization, and Mocking Justice

They Are Holding Back on Direct Energy Weapons

Apparently, they are not utilizing the direct energy weapon as much as they could. Why? Because they hope that subtly swaying me and influencing my personality — while some of them try to demonically influence and oppress me — will achieve their goals more effectively. They also try to demonically oppress my mom, hoping she would become abusive and angry toward me and my dogs.

This is a slow, subtle form of control. They want to shape my behavior and my mother’s behavior through fear, manipulation, and spiritual oppression — rather than through outright physical force. They want to break us down from the inside.

A Disturbing Vision

I know the next part is disturbing to write, but I need to be honest about what they do. Some of them entertain an evil vision of me in a terrible situation where my mom and I hurt each other. Then, they envision using the direct energy weapon on me — causing me to collapse in a way that looks humiliating and degrading.

This is what they passively make “bets” on. They gamble on the suffering of others. They treat human lives like entertainment.

I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Mocking “Epstein Didn’t Kill Himself”

They also make this situation into something like the “Epstein didn’t kill himself” mockery. They passively make bets and gamble on outcomes — as if the suffering and death of others are mere sporting events. They treat human lives as puppets for their entertainment.

I must write this to show you the heartlessness they have toward others’ lives. There is a soullessness among many of them toward me — while they convince themselves this is justice.

I Never Participated in This

I have never participated in this type of troubling gamble with others’ lives. At most, I have tangentially heard of wretched and terrible stories of other people — but I have never directly participated as an active, enjoying member of this type of sadistic, exploitative “science.” I would never call myself a Christian while doing this to anyone. I would never claim authority to treat anyone this way.

I rebuke their wickedness and lies about me. I know that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour. I am not the internalization of their troubling and putrid lies about me — nor the lies and rhetoric of other mean, hateful, or angry people I have read about online or in the news in the past.

They Want Me to Fawn to Death

Their vision is that through all of this — the demonic oppression, the energy weapons, the manipulation of my mom, the psychological torment — I would eventually collapse in a humiliating, degrading way. They want me to “fawn to death” — to submit, break, and die in a state that looks pathetic and shameful.

This is not justice. This is cruelty.

I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Part Two: Lies from the Past, Internalizing Others’ Sins, and the Reality of the Holy Spirit

They Make Up Lies About Your Past

Another tactic they use is to make up all sorts of lies about you from the past. They fabricate histories. They invent sins. They create narratives that never happened. Then they use these lies to justify their present cruelty.

They also try to “pray away” the Holy Spirit and my faith in Jesus Christ. They act as if their curses and their prayers have the power to remove God’s presence from my life. This is absurd. The Holy Spirit is not something that can be cursed away by people who have rejected His guidance.

The Holy Spirit is real. Jesus Christ is real. He is the Son of Man, the Son of God, my Lord and Saviour.

They Want Me to Remember My Past Sins

They try to make me remember the sins of my past — sins I have already repented of, sins that God has already forgiven. They drag up old mistakes, old failures, old moments of weakness. They want me to live in shame and guilt.

But the Bible is clear: “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9). I have confessed. I have repented. God has cleansed me.

They do not get to re-open what God has closed.

They Make Me Internalize Others’ Sins

Worse than reminding me of my own past, they try to make me internalize the sins and wickedness of others. They project onto me the most troubling, perverse, and deviant acts that their own operators engage in and enjoy. They force me to witness — through their extra-sensory perception and surveillance technology — the revolting things they do and fantasize about.

Then they say this is justice.

They want my current state to be worse than it ever was in the past. They want me to feel polluted by their sins. They want me to feel complicit in their wickedness.

I am not complicit. Their sins are their own. I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They Call Me a Liar

Whenever I declare my faith in the Holy Spirit, they constantly call me a “liar.” They test me. They treat me as a science experiment they could not care less about. They want to see if their harassment and manipulation will influence the Holy Spirit — as if the Spirit of God can be swayed by their technology or their curses.

This is foolishness.

The Holy Spirit is not a variable in their experiment. God is not a subject for their research. Jesus Christ is not a hypothesis to be tested.

They can call me a liar all they want. I know what I believe. I know who I belong to.

They Try to Pray Away My Faith

They also try to “pray away” my faith. They act as if their curses and their demonic invocations have the power to separate me from the love of God.

But the Bible says something different:

*”For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord” (Romans 8:38–39).*

Their curses are “created things.” Their technologies are “created things.” Their lies are “created things.” None of it can separate me from God.

This Is Not Justice

They try to frame all of this as justice. They say that because of my past sins — real or invented — I deserve this treatment. They say that because I am not perfect, they have the right to torment me.

They think they “got” me, and that I am a witchy, cursing, rude bitch, who deserve all this evil and eternal damnation, for the apparent evil and contempt and jealousy they accuse me of harbouring in my heart. I do not agree with them, fundamentally. They accuse me of all wickedness and evil, while they themselves show much more evilness than I can ever do or attempt to do, without the resources, knowledge, Faith ahead-of-time. They call the inhumanity, wickedness, and eternal burning and hellfire they expect of my parents and I as well deserved.

To that, I say that Jesus Christ, Yahweh, God is my God, and that all sins can be forgiven except for blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. Through their demonic-inspired harassment and vileness, they try to convince me I am like them, and even worse, focusing on my race, heritage, and background, along with lies about my lack of intent towards hurting others, especially young animals and babies, the way they do to my mom and I.

This is not justice. This is cruelty dressed up in religious language, just because I call them disgusting and piggish in their presence, behaviours, curses, and perversion of Christianity (purposeful, towards their foes who they curse of eternal damnation and hellfire and suffering and sexual and genetic humiliation, so they can hope of greater apostasy, and that other nations, like China, would not trust Christianity, etc.)

Justice does not involve 24/7 harassment. Justice does not involve forcing someone to internalize the perversions of others. Justice does not involve trying to destroy someone’s faith in God.

What they are doing is the opposite of justice. It is lawlessness. It is wickedness.

They Are Not God

At the end of the day, these people are not God. They do not get to decide who lives or dies, who breaks or stands, who is humiliated or honored. They can make their “bets” and their “gambles.” They can entertain their evil visions. But God sees. God knows. And God will judge.

They treat lives as puppets. They treat suffering as entertainment. They treat cruelty as justice. But they are fooling themselves.

The Lord is my light and my salvation — whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life — of whom shall I be afraid? (Psalm 27:1)

I Believe in the Holy Spirit

Despite everything they do — the lies, the projections, the curses, the testing — I still believe in the Holy Spirit. I still believe that Jesus Christ died for my sins and rose again. I still believe that God is good, and that His mercy endures forever.

They cannot take that from me. They can try. They can test. They can curse. But my faith is not in their hands. It is in God’s hands.

I rebuke their wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

My Blessing for My Parents and Others

Despite all of this, I bless my parents with Yahweh and Jesus Christ’s love, protection, and light. I pray all the more blessings of healing toward my parents, my friends, my family, the nations, and more — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I love Jesus Christ, my good Lord and Saviour. Amen.

A Prayer for Others Who Are Targeted

If you are reading this and you have been targeted by similar people — people who lie about your past, who try to make you internalize their sins, who test your faith and call you a liar — please know that you are not alone.

God sees what they are doing. The Holy Spirit is with you. Jesus Christ has not abandoned you.

Do not let them make you believe their lies. Do not let them make you feel polluted by their sins. Do not let them steal your faith.

You are a child of God. Nothing they do can change that.

A Prayer for Protection Across Nations

I pray that God protects me and my family from these people. They are trapped in their own game — trying to outwit God, but only defeating themselves.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with light, life, and goodness. I pray for their healing, their safety, and their peace. Amen.

To the good people of all nations: do not be afraid of them. Do not admire them. See their confusion for what it is.

You can be saved. You can be loved. Jesus Christ is your Lord and Saviour — not because you are perfect, but because He is. Come as you are.

Amen.

My Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their harmful actions, lies, and sly repentance in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will not be broken. I will keep speaking the truth for transparency and documentation — not because I enjoy it, but because silence protects the guilty.

May God protect you. May the Holy Spirit guard your mind and heart. May harmful actions be brought into the light — not for revenge, but for justice, mercy, and truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace.

Amen.

✝️ In truth and grace — survivor’s testimony, not a weapon.

“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” — John 1:5

The Hive Mind Lie: Why God Values Individual Worship, Not Forced Collective Consciousness

Disclaimer

Note on this post: This blog was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate the biblical teachings referenced. However, the content is based on real Scripture and reflects my genuine understanding of God’s Word.

The Fundamental Violation

One of the deeper lies that this American Freemason, surveillance-based network promotes is the idea of a forced “collective consciousness” or “hive mind.” They try to make me feel as if believers in the Holy Spirit should all share one unified, accessible mind — and that they, through their technology, have the right to access, monitor, and influence my thoughts.

This is a lie. It is also a fundamental violation of God’s design for humanity, the nature of the Holy Spirit, and the sacred boundaries of individual personhood. It violates privacy, freedom of mind, and the basic dignity of being a distinct creation of God.

The Bible is clear: God desires willing, individual worship from distinct persons. He does not force assimilation into a mindless hive.

God Desires Individual, Willing Worship from Distinct Persons

The entire biblical narrative is about God redeeming individuals who choose to love Him — not assimilating them into a mechanical collective.

Freedom of Choice (Free Will)

The Bible consistently teaches that God created humans with the power of choice because He wants a relationship based on love, not control.

Sirach 15:14–17 states, “It was he who created man in the beginning, and he left him in the power of his own inclination. If you will, you can keep the commandments, and to act faithfully is a matter of your own choice. He has placed before you fire and water: stretch out your hand for whichever you wish.”
Ezekiel 28:15 explains that even spiritual beings were created with free will. It notes, “You were blameless in your ways from the day that you were created until unrighteousness was found in you.” This shows that individuality and the capacity to choose are inherent to sentient beings.

God Needs Nothing from Us

The “hive mind” concept often comes from ancient pagan myths where gods created humans to be slaves or sources of energy. The Bible explicitly rejects this.

Psalm 50:9–12 says, “I have no need of a bull from your stall… for every animal of the forest is mine… If I were hungry I would not tell you.” God is self-sufficient. He doesn’t need to absorb your mind to gain power or labor. He created you for relationship, not utility.
Acts 17:25 reinforces this: “God is not served by human hands, as if he needed anything.”

The Holy Spirit Lives Within You, Respecting Your Mind

The Holy Spirit does not erase your personality or turn believers into a single “hive.” The Trinity itself — Father, Son, and Holy Spirit — is a model of distinct persons in perfect communion without loss of identity.

Sealing, Not Swallowing

When you believe, you are “sealed with the promised Holy Spirit” (Ephesians 1:13). A seal implies ownership and protection, not dissolution. You remain you.

The Fruit of the Spirit

The evidence of the Spirit’s work is a list of distinct qualities cultivated in you: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22–23). The presence of “self-control” proves that God enforces mental autonomy, not hive-minded obedience.

Intercession, Not Possession

Romans 8:26–27 says the Spirit helps us in our weakness and “intercedes for us.” This implies collaboration. The Spirit speaks to your mind, respecting its boundaries, rather than overriding it.

The Boundaries of the Mind Are Sacred and Inviolable

While God has total knowledge (omniscience), He uses that knowledge for redemption, not manipulation. He strictly forbids humans from trespassing on the “holy secrets” of another person’s mind to force conformity or gather intelligence against their will.

Proverbs 11:13 calls someone who betrays a confidence a “talebearer” and contrasts them with someone who is “trustworthy” who conceals a matter. This establishes the sacredness of confidentiality.
Proverbs 20:19 warns, “He who goes about as a slanderer reveals secrets, therefore do not associate with a gossip.” This shows that to intrude upon the privacy of another’s life or mind is a mark of wickedness, not righteousness.
Mark 7:15 teaches, “Nothing that enters one from outside can defile that person; but the things that come out from within are what defile.” This means your agency belongs to you. Your core identity is kept separate from external forces trying to pollute it.

The “Hive Mind” Is a Tool of the Antichrist System, Not God

The specific imagery of forced unity, loss of privacy, and control through technology is actually the biblical description of the Antichrist system.

False Unity

Revelation 13 describes the “Beast” rising out of the sea, given power by the dragon. It creates a system where “all inhabitants of the earth” are forced to worship the image of the beast. This is forced, mechanical unity — not the organic unity of the Body of Christ.

The Mark of the Beast

The Mark of the Beast (Revelation 13:16–17) is specifically about economic control and forced compliance. It is the artificial replacement for the seal of the Holy Spirit. It imposes a false collective identity — a hive mind.

The True Body of Christ

In contrast, 1 Corinthians 12 describes the Church as a body with many parts. “If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be?” The point is that God values diversity and distinct function. We are one in spirit, not one in software.

What the Surveillers Are Doing

What these US surveillers are promoting is not of God. They try to force a collective consciousness through technology, surveillance, and spiritual manipulation. They violate the boundaries of the mind. They act as if they have the right to access, monitor, and influence individual thoughts. They call this “justice” or “spiritual authority.”

But the Bible calls this something else: wickedness.

They are the ones acting like the Beast — forcing unity, violating privacy, and trying to erase individual identity. They pretend to be angels of light, but their actions reveal something else entirely.

I rebuke this lie in the name of Jesus Christ. The Lord of Hosts is the defender of personal freedom, the sanctifier of private faith, and the protector of the individual soul. Amen.

Your Biblical Defense

When they try to force this “hive mind” on you, remember these scriptural truths:

1. God is the Judge of secrets, not the exploiter of them.

While God sees all hearts (Psalm 139), He uses this knowledge to heal and save, not to blackmail or control. Humans who try to replicate this omniscience through technology to control others are committing blasphemy.

2. Your mind is a sanctuary.

2 Corinthians 10:5 speaks of “taking every thought captive to make it obedient to Christ.” This implies you are the steward of your own mind. No human has the right to override that.

3. The Holy Spirit doesn’t “share” data.

The Spirit is a person, not a Wi-Fi network. He seals you individually. For these surveillers to claim they access the Spirit to read you is to claim they are impersonating God.

4. You are not alone.

The Bible promises that God will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6). Even when others try to break your mind, He is with you.

Scriptures to Pray

For Protection: “Search me, God, and know my heart… See if there is any offensive way in me” (Psalm 139:23–24). Ask God to guard your mind from intrusion.
For Identity: “Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit?” (1 Corinthians 6:19). A temple is private. It requires permission to enter.
For Freedom: “It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery” (Galatians 5:1).
For Truth: “Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free” (John 8:32).

A Prayer for Protection Across Nations

I pray that God protects me and my family from these people. They are trapped in their own game — trying to outwit God, but only defeating themselves.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with light, life, and goodness. I pray for their healing, their safety, and their peace. Amen.

To the good people of all nations: do not be afraid of them. Do not admire them. See their confusion for what it is.

You can be saved. You can be loved. Jesus Christ is your Lord and Saviour — not because you are perfect, but because He is. Come as you are.

Amen.

My Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their harmful actions, lies, and sly repentance in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will not be broken. I will keep speaking the truth for transparency and documentation — not because I enjoy it, but because silence protects the guilty.

May God protect you. May the Holy Spirit guard your mind and heart. May harmful actions be brought into the light — not for revenge, but for justice, mercy, and truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace.

Amen.

US Surveillers’ Rhetoric: Money Can Buy Happiness, Followers, Faith, and Salvation, While They Isolate Their Bullying, Satanic-inspired Abuse, and Crulety To Certain Targets Like Me

Disclaimer

I also want to clarify: the surveillance network I refer to comprises people with different personalities, intentions, sins, and backgrounds. When I call them out, I am calling out specific people — not every single person in the network. They all have their own rhetoric, their own issues, and their own levels of involvement. Some are more directly harmful than others. Some may even believe they are doing good. But the patterns I describe are real, and the harm I have experienced is real.

They Want to Make My Life Hell

Some people in U.S. surveillance operations are trying to make my life hell on Earth and eternally. At the same time, they plan on remaking and revamping themselves as godly, kind, and humble Christians. They want to present themselves as people who will save others and share the gospel — like God’s heavenly angels — being transparent, earnest, responsible, and kind with their technologies.

They plan to do this after trying to condemn me to hell eternally, and after making my life and the lives of my parents, and others I could have met, loved, and helped, all be done. They want to still feel justified in ruining my life. Many of them say directly that they want me to be suicidal and depressed — to just give up and stop wasting their time.

Young Operators Planning to Remake Themselves

Meanwhile, many of the younger operators — around my age — plan on remaking themselves as attractive, humble, kind, helpful, and more knowledgeable than Mother Teresa. They want to be saints who help society and save the world. This is after they get all the hate, scapegoating, and perversion they do to me. They want to be remembered for much more than the troubling things they make me say or the blog I create to document the harm they do to me.

They plan on doing much more for saving humanity and the nations after getting rid of me — doing works to make up for their sins. Apparently, even now they are already trying to be saved through works. Corporations and other people are putting money and actions toward sharing the gospel and rekindling nations. But at the same time, they are still trying to make me take the mark of the beast — isolating the harm and perversion they do to me while treating others well like true Christians — to ultimately make me seem demonic, antichrist, and like the enemy at the end of the day.

I Also Want to Share the Gospel

I also want to share the gospel and save people, despite my lack of connections, resources, and money. But I do not have their wealth or platforms. That does not make their approach right.

The Accusation of Jealousy

This blog post is specifically focused on the accusation of jealousy — which is what they are all doing through the US surveillance network. They accuse me of being jealous, spiteful, hateful, wanting the world to burn, wanting the apocalypse, wanting others to suffer, die, have disabilities, or have bad health. They accuse me of wanting these things in the past. They call me a witch who wants the worst things to happen to people — to my own race as well as other races — so that I can feel better about my jealousy and wretchedness.

This is the rhetoric they are trying to sow. Some of them are also trying to take my mind and make me seem schizophrenic and insane — so that my actual testimony and recordings of what the US surveillers do would seem as if I am just projecting my own bad characteristics when calling them out. This is false.

Growing Up, I Knew Better

Growing up, I had been on internet forums and have always been interested in psychology and people in general. I have talked to people of different backgrounds and life experiences. I have read about people who were very spiteful, jealous, and hateful online. What the surveillance network is trying to do is make me internalize these messages that I have seen on the internet. They try to sensationalize the rhetoric of empathizing with antiheroes — connecting me to characters like the protagonist from Taxi Driver or the Joker.

Honestly, they themselves are like this. They want the world to pay attention to their power and their money through waging war and trying to curse and influence the next generation and people of different races. Now they are accusing me of the same things they do.

Disgusting and Triggering Behavior

They also say troubling and triggering things — pretending to be an extension of me, saying vulgar things in ugly voices. I see them as people who cosplay as Christians while doing harmful things. They project their Free Masonry and cruel sneers into my mind space. They also change their appearance like chameleons — shifting skin tones to flushed pink, red, and purple hues — trying to get me to engage in perverse, exploitative behaviors. It is deeply troubling, and I am telling you honestly what they do.

They mock me, saying things like “I’m like a God,” along with other inappropriate sexual comments. They try to encourage me to actually hurt my mom and dogs in harmful ways. They mock me, saying they would “die for me” — meaning they act like demons trying to burrow into my mind space so I would do terrible things to my mom or dogs or other people. They constantly let me know they are exploiting a certain child — someone I know but not closely — to accuse me of being complicit in their troubling behavior.

Body Shaming and Weight

They also try to make me gain weight. They call me fatphobic and body shame me while simultaneously trying to curse my appearance and looks — hoping that I will become very overweight or disabled. I know this sounds terrible, but this is what they do. I rebuke all of their curses in the name of Christ Jesus.

God heals us in our heart, body, spirit, and soul. We should not judge anyone who has a disability. Do not be ableist. Try to have empathy and love. If you have the capacity to heal people, do not judge them based on their appearance. Their attempts are meant to make me hurt myself. They use direct energy weapons to give me immense pain — burning sensations in parts of my body, making my hands sore and hurting — while also trying to make me engage in harmful behaviors.

Trying to Turn Me Against My Mom

Another troubling thing is they constantly try to make me hurt my mom — or make me be heartless, cruel, and cold toward her — to make me look like a very unlikable and despicable person. This is exactly what the Book of Revelation warns about: demonic people accusing believers of Jesus Christ 24/7 to make them perpetually feel wretched, hateful, and bad. This is their attempt. They accuse you of things you have not done or even thought of in the past, and then say these things are inherent to your character. They exploit the gospel and the message of Jesus Christ — the seven worst spirits finding your home after you become a believer.

Hoping for Apostasy

Fundamentally, they all do this as well — hoping for apostasy and hoping I forsake my faith in Jesus Christ. They hope I become angry at God and Jesus Christ and the message of the gospel. They hope that after being frustrated by these harmful, narcissistic, sadistic people with fancy technologies, I would turn away from Christianity. They want to make Christianity seem unlikable and crazy — especially to other nations like China. This is very wicked, cruel, and demonic.

Regardless of how bad you feel or how bad of an experience you have with so-called Christians, do not allow people to fundamentally influence your ability to read the gospel, your critical thinking, or your love of God and Jesus Christ. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. He is the God who resurrected on the cross for my sins and the sins of the world. I still put my faith in Jesus Christ.

If people hate me, the Bible says it is okay to be hated — because the world hated God and Jesus Christ first. So if I am hated by the world, that is what the Bible says. I do not care if they accuse me of things I know are not true. I would prefer people to be healthy, happy, and have eternal life in heaven. That is the opposite of what they accuse me of — which is terrible because that is what these elite US people do. They want others to be unhealthier, less attractive, more miserable, more hateful, and more jealous — so that they themselves can feel superior.

Who They Really Are

At the end of the day, most of the people making me say these things and write these blogs to call them out are just a group of narcissistic elitists — influenced by Nazi ideology, child molestation, and other harmful behaviors — with fancy technology and apparently high IQs to develop this type of occult technology. I rebuke all of their curses in the name of Christ Jesus.

I pray for blessings, healing, love, and goodness in this world. I do not care if I am not the most attractive, the smartest, or the most wonderful. I know there are infinitely many more people who are better than me — of all races, classes, genders, and backgrounds. I really do not care if I am mediocre. At least I have Jesus Christ. I pray that more people can be even more blessed with protection, love, God, and goodness — in this world and in the afterlife. I pray this truly in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.

Their New Strategy: Pretending to Be Demonic Spirits

Their new strategy is pretending to be demonic spirits. They try to get me to commit suicide — so that I would make my mom and dad’s lives sad while they continue to do troubling, unlawful research toward my parents. They want to make my parents schizophrenic and embarrassed — trying to give them suicidal or tragic lives. They continue to research other family members I have in China, along with other people I know in real life, and many others — while cursing apostasy.

But because I call them out on their plans and fleeting thoughts, they now plan to share the gospel and try to seem like decent, good, and godly Christian Americans. They want to make friends and connections across nations — hoping more people are saved through the grace of God. They want to appear humble and kind, doing what godly people do — after they get rid of me, of course. Some of them harbor hatred of the worst type. They hope that once they make me suicidal and I die and burn in hell eternally, then they can continue their program — to share the gospel, be decent Christians, and remake themselves to be godly, good, kind, empathetic, and humble Christians.

They will remember all the biometric data they stole from me, the lives they ruined of me and others connected to me, and then feel like this is just — based on whatever arbitrary, ungodly, and non-gospel rhetoric they convince themselves of. They are the most prideful, sly, and exploitative people I know. I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

In the meantime, I still have to endure their bullying, troubling voices, and knowledge of their vile actions toward me, my mom, and others. I only know that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour, and He has not forsaken me despite all the troubling things they do to me intentionally and obviously and subtly. I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Money, Happiness, Faith, and Salvation

They act as if money can buy happiness, followers, faith, and salvation. They do not care that regardless of the suffering they isolate toward me, my parents, and other targets, through their ample wealth and resources, they can statistically do more to help share the message of the gospel and artificially sanctify themselves — which they think will make them more saved.

But the Bible speaks about people like this. There are so-called Christians and followers who do a lot for the church — build buildings, save others, make themselves marketable and good. But all of this is only judged by the eyes of the Lord. People who are well celebrated by other people and nations — no matter how much — could still be contemptible in the sight of the Lord.

They justify their goodness by saying that I am at least still able to write and document their abuse. They feel superior to China because they “allow” me to use my freedom of speech to call them out. This makes them feel superior to East Asian nations. At the end of the day, this is all for them to feel superior and better and more saintly and godly.

God Is the Judge

God is the judge. He will not ignore the isolated suffering, disgust, and lawlessness they make me, my parents, and others suffer through. I rebuke them all in the name of Jesus Christ. I bless more people in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

A Prayer for Protection Across Nations

I pray that God protects me and my family from these people. They are trapped in their own game — trying to outwit God, but only defeating themselves.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with light, life, and goodness. I pray for their healing, their safety, and their peace. Amen.

To the good people of all nations: do not be afraid of them. Do not admire them. See their confusion for what it is.

You can be saved. You can be loved. Jesus Christ is your Lord and Saviour — not because you are perfect, but because He is. Come as you are.

Amen.

My Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their harmful actions, lies, and sly repentance in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will not be broken. I will keep speaking the truth for transparency and documentation — not because I enjoy it, but because silence protects the guilty.

May God protect you. May the Holy Spirit guard your mind and heart. May harmful actions be brought into the light — not for revenge, but for justice, mercy, and truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace.

Amen.

US Surveillers’ Rhetoric: Money Can Buy Happiness, Followers, Faith, and Salvation, While They Isolate Their Bullying, Satanic-inspired Abuse, and Cruelty To Certain Targets Like Me

Disclaimer

They Want to Make My Life Hell

Young Operators Planning to Remake Themselves

I Also Want to Share the Gospel

I also want to share the gospel and save people, despite my lack of connections, resources, and money. But I do not have their wealth or platforms. That does not make their approach right.

The Accusation of Jealousy

Growing Up, I Knew Better

Disgusting and Triggering Behavior

Body Shaming and Weight

Trying to Turn Me Against My Mom

Hoping for Apostasy

Who They Really Are

Their New Strategy: Pretending to Be Demonic Spirits

Money, Happiness, Faith, and Salvation

God Is the Judge

A Prayer for Protection Across Nations

I pray that God protects me and my family from these people. They are trapped in their own game — trying to outwit God, but only defeating themselves.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with light, life, and goodness. I pray for their healing, their safety, and their peace. Amen.

To the good people of all nations: do not be afraid of them. Do not admire them. See their confusion for what it is.

You can be saved. You can be loved. Jesus Christ is your Lord and Saviour — not because you are perfect, but because He is. Come as you are.

Amen.

My Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their harmful actions, lies, and sly repentance in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will not be broken. I will keep speaking the truth for transparency and documentation — not because I enjoy it, but because silence protects the guilty.

May God protect you. May the Holy Spirit guard your mind and heart. May harmful actions be brought into the light — not for revenge, but for justice, mercy, and truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace.

Amen.

Major Narcissism and Egotism Among Some U.S. Surveillers

Disclaimer

The people I critique in this post will likely accuse me of being exactly what I describe here — narcissistic, egotistical, self-important, obsessed with recognition, or secretly wishing to join them. This is not true. If anything, my instinct has been to completely ignore them. If I were to die because of what they do, I would die. Another inside joke they mock me of, is that I am a “stock” that some of these US elite corporate try to pump and dump, and that I am part of their spiritual elite club, which is laughable to me, them, and outsider, probably. But I choose to document this for transparency, for victims, and for the truth — not for fame, attention, or validation.

To be honest, I do not even think about them when I sleep. They would hope I am criticized and mocked. They say things like, “If you are suffering so much and this is so troubling, why don’t you commit suicide already? How can you tolerate this lawlessness and perversion so often?” They also say I am narcissistic for feeling “special” about being in this situation — targeted — despite my clear contempt and disgust for them, and my disregard for whatever happens to me or others in my life. Not only that, but they intentionally hope for our suffering and damnation. I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They simultaneously say I am helping them — that some of them are helping the antichrist (which they acknowledge). Others mock me, saying I am wasting their time. I reject these narratives. I am documenting the truth, not serving their games.

Why I Am Writing This

This post is about the major narcissism and egotism I have observed among some U.S. surveillance operators, especially those connected to corporations. I am writing this to document how I process their behavior and to offer a perspective that might help others who have been targeted.

At the end of the day, regardless of how my statements are received, I know that these people exist. What I am sharing is true from my experience.

They Want My Time and Attention

One thing I have noticed is that they try to encourage me to waste more time than I should on them — and on the brands and systems that enable them. They seem to enjoy this because it makes them feel more important. It makes them feel like they are influencing how others perceive their existence, their troubling networks, and their ability to sow fear, frustration, and confusion in the world.

The reality is that these people are quite pathetic. They have a lot of wealth and some worldly influence through U.S. corporations. They are upset and narcissistic that more good people — more moral, ethical, loving, godly, spiritually aware, and decent people around the world — do not care enough about them to give them much attention.

This bothers them deeply. No matter how fancy their secret societies are, no matter how much occult knowledge they have, no matter how much technological power or wealth they hold, actual decent people would not give them the time of day. Decent people do not want to connect with their network. This is fundamentally a matter of character.

They Feel Self-Important

That is why some of them are actually glad that I have written these blogs to document their presence and existence at all. They hope that more people will acknowledge their existence — so that people will think they are powerful and cool, with creepy technologies that spread fear. They want people to be afraid of them. They want people to think they are self-important, like angels.

All of this is honestly their narcissism. They feel special because they have this troubling, secretive technology. Some of them literally see themselves as angels. They are upset and narcissistic that more people do not recognize their existence, what they do with their surveillance technology, or their general presence at all.

That is why they actually want me to write about what they do to me. It makes them feel more self-important. It makes them feel like they can influence more people’s behaviors and acknowledgment of their technology. They call themselves angels, even though they are just human beings with some troubling technologies.

My Suggestion to You

My suggestion is simple: believe in the message of Jesus Christ, repent of your sins, and live a lawful life. But definitely do not try to connect with these people or their creepy technologies.

They are deeply indecent and unlikable. They are racist and hateful, even when they say they are not. When push comes to shove, they will betray people and try to feel superior. This is the type of people I am dealing with — manchildren at the end of the day. Very narcissistic and unlikable.

They Project Their Problems Onto Me

That is why they felt so effective when they were able to project all of their behavioral and character problems onto me. Initially, they called me something like a “forage hunter” — implying that I had emotional issues that actually belong to them.

They are upset that no matter how much money they have, no matter how much they spend on their appearance, no matter how much secret society knowledge they hold, actual decent people still do not care about them. This is something you should know.

Even though some of them treat themselves as if they are the spiritually elect — more intelligent, more Christian-presenting — while they do the opposite of Christian living, it reveals everything. They clearly have issues with other people being better or stronger than them. They try to antagonize me as the enemy and try to make me into something I am not through the troubling things I have documented.

I rebuke all of them in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.

Do Not Be Influenced by Them

Do not be influenced by them at all. They are narcissistic and love the feeling of being superior and influencing others. The fact that they can influence my quality of life and my mom’s quality of life is already too much. They are upset and angry that instead of enjoying their presence, I choose to be lawful, believe in Jesus Christ, and receive the actual grace of Jesus Christ to protect me and sanctify me from the suffering they put me through.

So bless God. Trust Jesus Christ. Trust God. I pray this in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.

They Think They Are Gods

At the end of the day, they are just egotistical people who think they are like gods — God’s gift to humanity. Because they do not get the respect or recognition from most people, they try to get recognition and respect through fear-mongering. They feel important because they believe they can influence the economy, people’s well-being, lives, and even future generations. They think they can sow death, war, and trauma through supporting military pursuits.

It is honestly very self-narcissistic and self-important.

They Will Not Win In Their Evil Intentions

Ultimately, despite the fact that these terrible people exist and try to influence generations and society through their apparent witchcraft and curses, they feel self-important — as if they are angels with this technology. They plan to repent of the evil and sins they do later. They try to make me seem like the enemy or the bad guy while they feel self-important, as if they are doing God’s work by identifying supposed terrorists across nations.

They initially assigned me a “terrorist” role, although it did not go the way they thought.

At the end of the day, you probably would not see them in heaven anyway. But either way, they can still repent and believe in Jesus Christ. Ultimately, only Jesus knows who goes to heaven or not.

I recommend that you do not be afraid of them. Recognize that they exist, but put your faith in Jesus Christ and trust in God. Repent of your sins. Do not trust being recruited by them, no matter what wealth or technologies they seem to use to impress others.

Some of Them Are Miserable of Their Lack of Direct Influence in Good People’s Lives

Some of them are miserable because no matter how excellent they think their ancestry, technology, or knowledge is, most people could care less. Even as they feel self-important — believing they can influence the world toward wars and artificially fulfill biblical prophecies to feel as if they are helping the Lord as angels with their creepy special operations technologies — they are still empty.

They are upset that no matter how much self-importance and self-worth they manufacture, the wickedness and lack of morals they engage in to make money, and the sense of superiority they have in spying on others, they are still not respected by decent people.

Some call themselves “angels of the Lord ensuring lawfulness.” This is extremely ironic.

Their False Projections About Me

They also try to project onto me that I am like them — spending time on people who do not care about me and who hope the worst for me. They accuse me of doing the things they do, if only I had the intelligence and resources. They claim I want to join their club if they had been nicer from the beginning.

All of these are lies. I have already lived a good life of lawfulness, education, good decent friends, travel, and privacy. Their judgment of me is false.

Also, I do not need to feel jealous or hateful if people do not give me attention or take me seriously — which is what they thought I would feel if I did not get enough response from the public or my friends when I created this blog. I write this to document the injustices that I and many other people experience. I do not care too much about getting a major response, fame, or whatever else these U.S. surveillers accuse me of.

I do not see myself as inherently more important or more worthy of attention. I do not need to be praised if people think I am thoughtful, reflective, strong, or pensive. I only care about my faith in Jesus Christ and what God thinks.

I know the world will continue with or without me. Ultimately, I pray that more people will believe in Jesus Christ and trust the Lord regardless of the difficulties they experience. They are not alone — I also suffer from these creepy and unlawful special operations.

A Final Word of Hope

Regardless of what you experience, I hope you cherish and value your life. Repent of your sins. Believe in Jesus Christ. Pray to Him to provide you a decent life. Be a decent, loving human being to make this world a kinder place — full of goodness and decency.

Do not let these authority-driven narcissists with corporate wealth try to influence you, recruit you, or trick you.

I rebuke all of them in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.

A Prayer for Protection Across Nations

I pray that God protects me and my family from these people. They are trapped in their own game — trying to outwit God, but only defeating themselves.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with light, life, and goodness. I pray for their healing, their safety, and their peace. Amen.

To the good people of all nations: do not be afraid of them. Do not admire them. See their confusion for what it is.

You can be saved. You can be loved. Jesus Christ is your Lord and Saviour — not because you are perfect, but because He is. Come as you are.

Amen.

My Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their harmful actions, lies, and sly repentance in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will not be broken. I will keep speaking the truth for transparency and documentation — not because I enjoy it, but because silence protects the guilty.

May God protect you. May the Holy Spirit guard your mind and heart. May harmful actions be brought into the light — not for revenge, but for justice, mercy, and truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace.

Amen.

Calling Out the Wickedness and Spying of Some U.S. Surveillers: Transparency, Documentation, and Prayer for Protection

Disclaimer

I am not trying to curse anyone with my testimony. I am simply telling the truth of my own experiences. There is wickedness in this world, but none of what I have suffered is anyone’s fault from my life, prior to this situation. Not mine. Not my parents’. Not any ordinary person’s. I forgive my mom completely. I hold no hatred. It stems from satan, and the people a part of these surveillancing networks that specifically pride themselves as antichrists, hoping to repent in good Faith before too late.

Why I Am Writing This

I am writing this for transparency and documentation. The things I have experienced need to be recorded — not for revenge, but so others know what is happening. So victims do not feel alone. So the truth is not lost.

This is also a prayer of protection toward victims and families across all nations. In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them and provide them with light, life, and goodness. Amen.

Treated Like a Criminal

Some people in U.S. surveillance operations intentionally try to make me feel like a criminal perpetually. They spy on me 24/7, surveil me, and treat me as if I have done something wrong. They call me terrible names. They try to change my perceptions. This has been ongoing for a long time.

Targeting My Family

Apparently, some of them — self-proclaimed demons and peddlers of harm — are specifically targeting certain Chinese families, including my own family: my parents, aunts and uncles, cousins, my nieces, my nephews. Some of them try to curse them by sending different types of evil spirits and harmful presences to their lives through the US surveillance and the surveillancers’ own corrupted presence. They want to curse the next generation and people of different nations with all sorts of harmful spiritual influences.

I was told I offended some of them them — not just with my character, but with my phenotype. They want to curse and eradicate people who look like me and who are like me, hoping it is a perversed phenotype, not Godly, but baal-like, or something else wicked like this. This is almost like a eugenic type of demolition. This aligns with the fact that some of the US surveillancers seem to greatly admire Nazi-style harassment and rhetoric.

I need to be transparent with documenting all this, because whether alive or not, I do believe they would continue to surveillance my other families across boarders, among other so-called enemies, who have offended their existence, or who are afraid would disrupt the social norms and white supremicist rheotric that some of them believe.

By the grace of God, Yahweh, I bless all families who have been accursed by these US surveillancers, praying that all curses and witch craft be rebuked in the name of Jesus Christ, with all the more people across nations and races ordained and sealed with God’s help and the Holy Spirit. No curse or wickedness will prevail against them. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I rebuke all their curses in the name of Christ Jesus. I replace their curses with God Yahweh’s blessings: love, normalcy, lawfulness, repentance, mercy, goodness, and protection. I rebuke their suffering curses and other forms of wickedness in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen. They try to suck the life out of my family, which is deeply troubling and pathetic. I rebuke their curses in the name of Christ Jesus.

False Camaraderie

Another great concerning thing is that they try to sow a sense of camaraderie between me and these troubling surveillancers from the US. Some of them are proud to let me know they identify as pedophiles, sadists, doms, narcissists, and other harmful identities. Then they try to flirt with me to laugh along with them — as if I am sharing deviant and perverse jokes with them as an inside joke, to gaslight me into thinking I am special enough to warrant their attention and be treated these ways. Meanwhile, normal people in society are just living their lives.

Honestly, it’s disgusting they think I would choose this. I think people have mental illness or mentally be suffering, if they truly appreciate this type of gross, deviant, demonic or borderline demonic-inspired camaraderie.

They try to fawn over these inside jokes with me — perversing normal things and other innocent parts of life. This disturbs me deeply. They are proud to superimpose themselves onto me and my life, lying to themselves and I that I enjoy sharing these troubling inside jokes and implications — their harmful fantasies.

I could care less about rotting with their sins imposed onto me and others in my life. Most of them hope the worst for me. They hope that if they linger in my life long enough with their surveillance , demonic-inspired presence, I will be influenced to become like them in character and spirit — which I see as antichrist-like: sadistic, cruel, perverse, racist, and disrespectful, especially toward my Canadian Chinese heritage and Canadian Chinese culture, along with my parents, friends, and family across boarders.

They hope I will do reckless, lawless, and troubling things. Some of them encourage perversion toward women, especially Asian women. They hope I will live a wretched life that does not prioritize lawfulness, civilian living, goodness, love, decency, respect, proper jobs, education, and knowledge. They want to replace all of that with a troubled, empty, and soulless life of poor choices, partying, perversion, distraction from humanity, and mockery of tradition, conservatism, lawfulness, heritage, culture, children, infants, and animals.

This is what some of these rich corporate partygoers and elites in US surveillance operations do. In their perceptions and networks, some of them make me represent China or East Asia — while they plan to sanctify themselves with the biometric data they unlawfully steal from other civilians, surveilling the moral elect of the world, and cursing such ones who might not be of their race and lineage. To put it bluntly, they harbour this race war in their systems. They also plan to make me rotten — as the most lawless and unspiritual and unethical person — by treating me in these terrible ways.

As a Christian, I do not want to put one race above any others. Jesus Christ truly saves both gentiles and Jews alike, and I pray of all races and ancestries to have God’s presence of love, grace, mercy and goodness, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Choosing the Good Portion

I accurately called them out on their hatred — many of them — for my unwavering choice of choosing the good portion: to abide in Jesus Christ, saved through His undeserved mercy and grace. Now, they project onto me and superimpose onto me the most vile, lawless, and perverse rhetoric. They treat me sometimes as if I am an actual offender of these troubling things, hoping I will internalize the abuse and the criminal rhetoric.

They accuse me and mock me as a joke — calling me a buyer, a seller (the Chinese meaning of seller and buyer) — as if I am buying their extra-sensory perception of violence and perversion, and selling the intrusive troubling thoughts they try to harass me with. Some of them enjoy this for their own perversion and mockery.

These are the kinds of people within the surveillance system. They also pretend to flirt with me and nag me. They hope that from a societal perspective, I will not be taken seriously — that I will be seen as a joke, some kind of perverse joke.

My Rebuke

I rebuke all their evilness, their cruelty, and their wicked perception in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I rebuke their evil surveillance in all my family’s lives. I rebuke their attempts to send harmful spirits their way to taint their genetics, choices, and personalities in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Bless Yahweh, God. You see the wicked who try to exploit Your biblical messages and pretend to be demonic while being human beings — knowing right from wrong — but still being cruel this way to the “enemy,” simply because I offend them by my lack of interest in joining them and by my deserved frustration toward them.

I bless my family. I rebuke the curses of Baal and all sorts of lawless and troubling behaviors they try to sow within my family here and in China — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

A Prayer for Protection Across Nations

I pray that God protects me and my family from these people. They are trapped in their own game — trying to outwit God, but only defeating themselves.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with light, life, and goodness. I pray for their healing, their safety, and their peace. Amen.

To the good people of all nations: do not be afraid of them. Do not admire them. See their confusion for what it is.

You can be saved. You can be loved. Jesus Christ is your Lord and Saviour — not because you are perfect, but because He is. Come as you are.

Amen.

My Final Rebuke and Blessing

I rebuke their harmful actions, lies, and sly repentance in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will not be broken. I will keep speaking the truth for transparency and documentation — not because I enjoy it, but because silence protects the guilty.

May God protect you. May the Holy Spirit guard your mind and heart. May harmful actions be brought into the light — not for revenge, but for justice, mercy, and truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace.

Amen.

✝️ In truth and grace — survivor’s testimony, not a weapon.

“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” — John 1:5

May 5, 2026: A Transparent Account of Harrassmenet Update, The US Surveillance baal Curses and Their Heartlessness Towards Me, People, and Animals, Racism, and the Unshakable Hope of Jesus Christ

Introduction: Why I Write

I write this to you with sincerity and decency, from the reality of my own lived experience. I am a targeted individual. I have been subjected to ongoing harassment by a specific group of American-based surveillance operators.

Let me be very clear from the start: I am not speaking about all Americans or all of America. There are many kind, decent, God-fearing people in the United States, and I have no quarrel with them. But the particular individuals who have targeted me have chosen cruelty, manipulation, and harm. I must speak the truth about what they have done — not out of hatred, but out of a desire for transparency and a call to accountability.

Where I Am Right Now: Healing and Hope

By the grace of God, I have actually been doing better and healing over these past few days. Writing out my testimony has helped me process what I have endured. Also, I recently adopted two puppies, and caring for them has brought me comfort, purpose, and a sense of normalcy that the surveillancers have tried so hard to steal from me.

However, some of the operators have responded to my healing by increasing their harassment. I want to be transparent about what that looks like right now.

The Mocking and the Projections: “baal, See You”

Recently, they have been mocking me with phrases like “baal, see you.” They try to force me to create a mental persona of all the harmful things they themselves have been doing to me and imagining — violence, abuse of minors, abuse of animals, crimes against humanity and all sorts of deviancies they enjoy with targets’ images. They sometimes project distressing, violent, and perverse images into my mind, trying to encourage me to dwell on these thoughts of certain animals in my life, or others. They try to superimpose these things onto my body and into my mind space. Some of them have even said they would “marry me” or try to make me a “pedophile wife” and assign me other satanic-themed roles within some of their obvious antichrist systems.

What they hope for is extremely troubling. They hope I will fall from grace, commit suicide, or become a criminal, and have a tragic life, so that they can feel morally superior and “righteous” in the harm they have put me through, and feel better about the fact that I have experienced a testimony of grace, real-life friendships, and blessings, since becoming a baptized Christian and being reborn to be a follower of Jesus Christ. They want to feel that their cruelty was justified, that they were not wasting time with watching me as a “hero” and as more courageous, righteous and capable than them (due to my apparent subpar genetics compared to theirs, as many of them let me know).

Their Long-Term Plan: Stealing Sanctification

Their long-term plan, as I understand it, is deeply dishonest and infuriating, if you were a victim of theirs. They intend to collect stolen biometric data from decent people, repenting and transformed Christians, and “good” people in society, and then use that data to try to sanctify themselves, and to learn more about occult esoteric that God warns against in the Bible, while simultaneously feeling they are both sly and well-prepared to be scientific, luciferian free masons, while also sanctified, repenting and pure Christians. They want to have it all and feel superior in ethics, morals, and knowledge.

Some of them, such as the American corporations pedophiles and abusers, hope to repent properly later, after years of hedonism and harm, and still go to heaven, while hoping that non-consenting civilians like I, after a fleeting life of their exploitation and unlawful activities, would mess up our lives, do criminal or dumb things to make our lives difficult, or some other evil thing that some of them harbour in their cold hearts, so they feel good about more people’s lives becoming a tragedy for them to watch and surveillance. They want the benefits of grace without the genuine transformation of the heart, though willing to replicate and learn what it means to have a false “genuine” transformed heart, while calling people like me, who are 24/7 harassed by them, as major hypocrites, despite this not being the case nor accurate of our life experiences, emotions, and actions.

This is not how repentance works. You cannot steal holiness. You cannot data-mine your way into the Kingdom of God.

What They Are Doing to Me Regarding My Dogs

This is infuriating to write, but I need to be honest about what they are doing.

In these past few nights, they have been projecting suggestive imagery of violence and deviancies involving my dogs. They try to make me visualize my dogs being hurt. They try to get me to think of harmful things related to my dogs. They have made unsettling noises emanating from my dogs, among other things.

Some of these operators, on the other end of the technology, appear to be doing gross things to themselves while I am bonding with and caring for my dogs. They try to provoke me into anger and distress near my dogs, to hope I could lose control and hurt them, among other abuse.

Let me be absolutely clear: I love my dogs. I would never hurt them. These projections are not my fantasies. They are the fantasies of the operators themselves, which they try to force onto me through their technology and their rotten minds that they focus onto me.

False Personas and the “baal” Accusation

Some of them see my dogs as if they were toddlers, and then they look at them through a twisted lens, given all that they put me through. They try to make me visualize being some kind of harmful persona in my own mind. They mock me, pretending I am a man in my mind, or gay, or a “dyke.” They try to force me to see things from the perspective of someone who harms children. They project images of terrible things happening to other people, to animals, to minors, to random individuals.

And then they call this projected imagery some “baal” spirit, this persona of many of the surveillancers themselves, in how they perceive me and treat me as.

It is not me. It is a projection of their own evil. Through this, it is me knowing that they are trying to make me internalize many of their evil satanic persona (a persona of deviancies, perversions, murdering, and violence), trying to take on this mental imagery of a persona of a demonic spirit that does all the evil they imagine through me and that some of them do to me.

The Pattern: Scapegoating and Exploitation

What these operators are doing follows a clear pattern. They try to make me mentally unstable. They try to make me seem like a canaanite or a baal worshiper. They mock me with these religiously charged insults, and try to make you against Christianity, feeling upset that God would allow these cruel satanic people to call themselves Christians.

This is precisely their strategy, to make people less attracted to Jesus Christ, while they truly believe in Christianity, and try to make it more exclusive in today’s age. As said, some of them hope of apostacy and that less people would follower Christianity and Jesus Christ, especially among East Asian nations.

I rebuke their unnecessary wickedness, unlawfulness, evil and vileness in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I bless that all nations will be more open to Christianity, to righteous and Godly living, and to give themselves over to Jesus Christ and to follow and worship Him as God, to be sanctified and saved and heaven-abiding people, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

What I Have Observed About Their Behaviour with Physical Appearance

I have noticed that since I created some accurate AI images of some of them, a few of these operators have been trying to change their appearance and look more “attractive” — losing weight, cleaning up, altering their looks slightly — so that they would be less recognizable and more appealing, if they were to be recognized in person.

There is one individual in the group who resembles a less attractive version of Andrew Jackson. He mocks me, while others within the network encourage his grooming and other disgusting things he does with the technology. He participates in harmful rituals and then acts as if he is higher and mightier than me, calling me the gaslighter, the abuser, the traumatizer, etc., while literally fantasizing about these ritual harassment scenarios. He pretends that I am buying and selling his services. This is all part of their shared delusion of disgust and wickedness. They do this often with many of the people among the network. Trying to force attraction between me and them, along with the grooming, the violence, and other things.

I call this out not for indecency, but for transparency. People should know what is being done.

Why Celibacy and Remaining Childless Is Now My Choice

I now have no doubt that remaining celibate and childless is the right decision for me under these circumstances. If I had children, these operators would no doubt try to do the same things to my infant — making my baby say things through manipulated sound effects, trying to confuse me, some of them doing evil things to themselves on the other side of the technology while trying to make me perceive their rituals and encourage me to do evil to them, as if I am “appeasing” them.

Ultimately I am comforted by the fact that I will never actually be a real mom, so I reduce much risk of being an actual baal worshiper, by never being put in a scenario to with child, and in a mind state that would make me “sacrifice” my actual child, while a few of these surveillancers encourage such things and watch.

I have heard of things like pizzagate, abuse, and cannibalism in the epstein files, encompassing american corporate democrats and elites. I believe some of these operators are involved in similar evils, or were in the past.

Some of them these days are also focused heavily on Chinese families and East Asian families with the younger generation. They direct their corruption and curses toward new generations of these races and nations.

I rebuke all of that in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

A Disclaimer and a Warning

Let me be clear: This is me honestly reporting what I know. I am being transparent. This is a warning to others and a call to accountability. None of this is my fantasy. I would not even want to write down some of this evil that they make obviously known to me. I do not even care if I am investigated for these false accusations by actual police. I know who I am in Christ, and that I am not trying to fear monger, or something else.

I will not let these unconsenting, predatory, US-based surveillance operators — these self-proud individuals who still plan to sanctify themselves with God and the Holy Spirit after years of hedonism and evil — escape being called out, and forgotten of the distress, traumas, and evil they put me and my family through. They clearly exploit God and Christianity. Some of them do terrible things. And honestly, God would be just to hold them accountable for the theft they commit through unlawful research, lawless surveillance, gross use of the space-based telepresence/ telehaptics technology, and the way they twist His name to perpetuate their purposeful fake Christian doctrines, to try to taint more communities with their corrupt version of Christianity.

But I also believe that if they truly repented — genuinely, not just to steal data — God could forgive them. That is between them and Him. I hope they do repent. I hope they change and do things to amend of their wrongs and evils. I hope they can truly put the effort to help more people believe in Jesus Christ, and correct biblical teachings, versus tell them all sorts of delusions to get them to take the mark of the beast, which is what they constantly try to test me about. But I will not pretend their current actions are anything other than wrong.

My Call to You: Repentance and Faith in Jesus Christ

Through all of this, my message remains the same. It has not changed. It will not change.

I call you to Godly living, as described in the Gospels.

I call you to believe in Jesus Christ as the Son of Man and the Son of God.

I call you to love God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength.

And I call you to love your neighbour as yourself.

That means living a life of decency. Keeping the general commandments. Trying to be understanding, kind, and forgiving. Repenting when you fail. And extending to others the same grace that Christ has extended to you.

The Gospel: How You Can Be Saved

Regardless of what you have done. Regardless of what has been done to you. Regardless of how far you have fallen or how much you have been sinned against — you can be saved.

Not by works. Not by being good enough. Not by cleaning yourself up first. But by repentance and faith in Jesus Christ.

Here is the good news:

God loves you. He created you. He knows your suffering. He is not the author of evil or surveillance abuse.
You have sinned. We all have. That sin separates us from God. The wages of sin is death — eternal separation from Him.
But God made a way. He sent His only Son, Jesus Christ. Jesus lived a perfect life, died on the cross for your sins, and rose again from the dead on the third day.
If you repent — turn away from your sins and turn toward God — and believe that Jesus died for you and rose again, He will forgive you. He will send His Holy Spirit to live inside you. The Holy Spirit is the Sanctifier. He cleans you of your past self. He makes you Christ-like. He gives you His fruits: love, compassion, self-control, gentleness, goodness, peace, patience, kindness, and faithfulness (Galatians 5:22–23).

That is the gospel. That is the power that no surveillance operator, no harmful spirit, no technology can touch.

My Blessing and Prayer for You

If you are reading this, whether you are a targeted individual or not, I gently plead with you: repent of your sins and become a believer in Jesus Christ.

Not because you will be magically protected from harmful people. But because you will have an anchor that no surveillance can cut, a peace that no taunt can steal, and a soundness of mind that comes from knowing you are loved by the Creator of the universe.

God loves you. He would be heartbroken to see you lose your mind to these tactics. Do not let these operators win. Do not let harmful spirits take what Christ died to save.

Turn to Jesus today. Let Him sanctify you. Let Him save you.

Once you experience His goodness and grace, you will see: He is better than anything this troubled world offers.

Praise God, Jesus Christ, of His mercy and glory, I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

How the American-based Surveillance Harassment, 24/7, Tries to Unmake or Rewrite the Mind, and Why Faith in Jesus Is the Only True Anchor

I write this to you not from a place of theoretical theology, but from the truth of my own experience. I am a targeted individual. I have felt the weight of eyes that should not be on me, heard voices through technology that should not speak to me, and watched as some people — specific operators on the other end of a screen or speaker — have tried systematically to undo me or to make me fall from grace and test my Faith in Jesus Christ.

To be clear from the start: I am speaking about a particular group of American-based surveillance operators who have targeted me. They are a network involving US corporations, free masonry, scientology, research institutions and universities, and certain old elite families, including connections to the founding fathers (i.e., eye of providence), I am not speaking about all Americans, nor all of America.

There are kind and bad people from all nations. But some of the individuals who have been harassing me have shown consistent cruelty, or, they do extremely damaging and distressing, unethical nor consensual research (apparently for the benefit of themselves, or maybe other elects that they deem important enough), and I must speak the truth about what they have done. I guess, the do feel slightly better about this situation, since I am honestly sharing with you what I know in terms of the lawlessness some of them engage in, their technologies and its capacities of lawlessness, and also, sharing with you my honest advice of gaining strength to defeat these bad spirits and wicked strongholds, regardless of the type of creepy content you have been exposed to.

I truly pray that you care more about your soul and your eternal destination, choosing the good portion to abide in Jesus Christ, and accepting Him as God.

\What These Surveillance Operators Do

These specific operators do not simply watch. They interfere. They whisper red herrings and lies. Their goal is not justice — it is deformation of the person’s mind, body, and actions, along with interference with all their relationships and general life quality. They try to make you more vain, more narcissistic. They do this through evil eyes with such intent, as well as telling you false compliments and flattery. Also, give comments that are unreliable, then guilt-ridden. They poke and prod at your emotions until they hope you don’t know which way is right versus left, to be confused of your own identity and inner monologue, and to hopefully, “pray away” (I say this ironically) the Holy Spirit, and God’s voice, in your life.

I rebuke all their evil intent and curses in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

And when you become anxious and fearful? When the hypervigilance they sow towards you turns into paranoia, when the forced emotional numbing turns into apathy, when the brain structures begin to degrade from chronic stress? They call it “justice”. They say it was your own demons taunting you all along, despite it not being actual demons, but them, living, breathing human beings, exploiting the gospel of Jesus Christ, doing what cults do, to steal your soul and sow tragedy and anger.

This is functional neuroscience weaponized for harm, where they try to, through continued exposure to environmental toxins (i.e., spiritual toxins like their wicked eyes and thoughts, their verbal abuse, their sins they do to you with their telehaptics, telepresence technology).

They understand that a compassionate person, under sustained psychological assault, would, as some of the hope, eventually either shatter or harden, or burn out. And then they point to the shards, some hoping of damnation and fall from grace, and say, “See? Sinner.”

The Trap for Nonbelievers

Here is what I have come to understand: if you are a nonbeliever of God through Jesus Christ, and you are exposed to this technology and these tactics without the amor of faith, you are at genuine risk. Not because God abandoned you — but because you have nothing to hold onto when the floor drops out.

Believing in these operators, believing their lies, can open a door. I don’t say demonic possession lightly. But I would not be surprised if there were people who lost their minds — become schizophrenic, manic, suicidal — because they accepted the false reality that these operators were gods, or that their taunts were truth. This is a documented phenomenon, of stuff related to DARPA, and other unlawful programs and research projects that the US military and research institutions have engaged in. It truly is not fair what happens to some people, and I would want no one else to be a victim.

Some of these operators want you to believe that you are irredeemable. That you deserve what they do to you and your families, all completely under the radar, left to speculate about and to be labelled a conspiracy theorist, or a liar (this is what some of them perpetually mockingly call me, after enjoying their hidden-ness and crulety they put me through). That, from some of the more wicked operators’ perspectives, the only options are insanity, crime, or death.

That is a lie from the pit of hell that they try to sow mentally.

What Jesus Actually Does

Now contrast that with Christ.

Jesus does not degrade your brain structures. He renews your mind (Romans 12:2).
Jesus does not harden your heart to protect itself. He gives you a new heart and a new spirit (Ezekiel 36:26).
Jesus does not taunt you until you commit suicide. He says, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28).

He sets the sinner free by grace. Not by making you perfect first. Not by stopping the surveillance. But by giving you an identity that cannot be touched by their lies.

I am not saying belief makes you immune to harassment. I am saying belief gives you a center that does not shatter.

How I Cope Right Now

People ask me how I survive this. How I stay sane when they try every day to make me insane.

Here is my answer: prayer. Scripture. And the absolute, unshakeable knowledge that Jesus Christ died for me while I was still a sinner.

When they try to make me angry, I breathe and say, “Father, forgive them.”
When they try to make me apathetic, I remember that Christ wept, and so may I.
When they try to make me feel guilty for things I did not do, I declare: “There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus” (Romans 8:1).

It is not easy. Some days I fail. But I am still here, still sane, still writing — and that is a miracle they cannot explain away.

Their Delusion About My Faith — and the Truth They Cannot Face

There is something else you need to understand about a few of these surveillancers. Some of them identify with harmful belief systems — satanism, freemasonry, scientology — or are simply cruel people who have wrapped their wrongdoings in the language of duty. And here is what they cannot fathom: that I have true, unshakable (I pray) Faith in Jesus Christ.

So what do they do? They try to trigger me. They call me a “demon demo.” A “dispossessed.” They accuse me of being a demon who is stealing their intelligence and their data. They have convinced themselves to try to convince me, that everything I do — my behaviours, my words, my intelligence, my Faith, my entire life, even this blog — is something they are controlling. They do this, as a means to accuse you of taking the mark of the beast, which is implying they know they are doing the work of the antichrist, while simultaneously hoping to get away with this, through collecting research on learning how to get sanctified.

So, not only do they get access to this occult, spiritual and other-worldly, multi-dimensional knowledge of the heavens, spirits, and more, they also are sly enough to know how to get back to the normal, healthy, human state, to undo their occult, demonic actions and knowledge, after obtaining unlawful, stolen data nd research, to then abide in Jesus Christ and revert to honest, decent Christians.

Although they do this, and I, like most people, would find this opportunistic and repulsive, it’s still something they do. I think they are still able to be saved with grace and God’s forgiveness, but of course, I question: God says that the most important commandment if that you love Him, and to treat your neighbours as yourself. Similarly, the Bible teaches that with people who are given more, more is to be expected.

If some of them believe their worldliness, technology, and knowledge is from God, then more is expected from them to wield their power responsibly.

I pray that God is just and merciful, and allows His grace to influence more people throughout society, no matter their race, ancestry, background and class. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

The Wrong Justifications They Tell Themselves

They perform harmful and traumatizing rituals — sometimes literal, sometimes psychological — and then some try to convince me that I secretly enjoy what I go through, and as if I would sign up for this. That is false. I do not enjoy being degraded, taunted, and driven toward despair or confusion.

Some of them also tell themselves that I have subhuman genetic traits. That my celibacy and childlessness are somehow a service to society — keeping the population pool “cleaner and safer.” Do you hear the harm in that? They have dehumanized me so completely that they feel less guilt about harming me and my family.

And underneath it all, they have convinced themselves that this is God-ordained, since, they try to paint a narrative of a false identity of my past, from childhood up to now. That they are doing religious persecution on behalf of Jesus Christ, since they love Him. This is dishonest again, since if you love Jesus Christ, you would not be doing this to other people in general. They would justify this, saying the evil they do to me is because I am an enemy, trying to mind wash me and confuse my mind to think I am an enemy of Christ’s, which is, more honestly, an enemy of the antichrists.

This is because, the Bible mentions that many Christians might get more persecution from the enemy (i.e., satan) after finding back their way to God, Jesus Christ.

How They Exploit Fear — The Fawning Trap and False Demonic Accusations

I need to tell you about another harmful tactic they use, because it is one of the most damaging.

They take advantage of your natural fear states. Fear is normal. Fear is a God-given signal that something is wrong. But these people weaponize fear. They push you into states of hypervigilance and terror, and then they try to manipulate the psychology of “fawning” — a trauma response where the body and mind freeze and comply to survive.

Here is a specific example. They have accused me, falsely and wrongly, of wanting to “hurt” an Asian woman. This is a complete lie. It is not my fantasy. In fact, I have learned that this kind of fantasy belongs to them — to some of these operators themselves. They project their own brokenness onto me.

When they say this, when they superimpose these images and words onto my mind, I feel discomfort, distress, and fear. Those are normal reactions to evil. But then they exploit that heightened, scared physiological state. They let you know they are watching. They superimpose some of their own arousal onto the situation. And then, in a very harmful move, they try to put you into a fawning trance state.

They try to make you feel uncomfortable sensations in your throat. They try to make you feel unnatural sensations on your body. And then, because you are in a fear state and your body is reacting with confusion and distress, they point at you and say, “See? You have a demon. You are the one who wants this.”

Do you understand how wrong that is? They are superimposing their own issues onto you. They are trying to traumatize you with fear and then, during that moment of terror, force you into a trance state — not because it is your desire, but because they are forcing an unhealthy bonding through technology and psychological pressure.

This is not possession. This is violation. This is an assault on the mind and body through electronic means.

And then, after they have done this, they accuse you of being attached to them. They say you are the demon. They say you are the one with the harmful fantasies. They try to convince themselves — and you — that you share their negative characteristics.

This is why I must call this out as a public service warning. Some of these operators are trying to force an unhealthy bond with you through trauma. Their technology, as used in this way, is harmful and not of God. It is the opposite of everything Jesus Christ stands for.

Many of Their Long-term Goal: Make You Fall, Steal Your Data, and Sanctify Themselves

Their hope — once they get you into that fawning trance state — is to attach themselves to your physiology. They want you to fawn to their traumatizing content of violence and perversion. And why?

Because they hope you will do one of two things. First, they hope you will fall from grace and forsake God and Jesus Christ. Second, they hope you will become demonically possessed — either by them or by other wicked external spirits — and then do something rash, tragic, or commit suicide.

That is their goal. That is the outcome they are actively working toward.

But it gets more greedy, and unfair. In the long term, because they possess authoritarian surveillance technology, some of them plan to use the biometric data they have collected from you and from other “elect” and spiritually clean individuals. They plan to use that data to try to sanctify and heal themselves from the very evils they try to afflict you with. They will try to sanctify themselves through a false Holy Spirit — using unlawful and dishonest data they have stolen from you. And they will force themselves to believe that they are good, decent, true Christians.

They have already known much about Godlly living, and believed in Jesus Christ prior to my birth. They could live Godly, decent lives. I don’t see how they have to try to infuriate me and make my life tragic, to say as if these things are due to my behavioural problems and lacking as a person made in the image of God. Some lie about the person I am, calling me greedy, selfish, wicked, and perverse, but this is a mirror of themselves.

I guess another reason why I am alive at all, is because I am not these things they constantly portray me as. I also, like most people, don’t remember most of the times I am decent, loving, and kind. Mostly, they perpetually make me ruminate on thoughts of wickedness, trying to internalize soem of their own jealousy and wickedness onto me. Like actual people 24/7 surveillancing you to accuse you and your character.

Ultimately, I had no issues with them believing in Jesus Christ, and no issues of them going to heaven.

It’s the fact that they try to ruin my life, and the lives of others whom I love, and then call this justice, accusing me of being demonic, evil, wicked, and used in these violating and disgusting ways among some of the worse personalities out there, who benefit the most from their elitism, wealth, and more, putting me through hell, while having such personalities initially trying to trick you as if it was persecution and mental suffering done to you on behalf of God, that makes me grossed out.

I did not even start off as a believer in Jesus Christ, but I see the immense danger and grossness of Christ-exploiting believers, who are cults that exploit the doctrines of Christianity, to sow more tragedy, contempt, and hate towards Christianity, that remind me of the true evil that some of these US-based surveillances demonstrate.

Again, they truly can change, but God does not forget, and I tell you to be careful of them and their intentions regardless of what they say and do.

Their Mixed Behavior — Apologies That Don’t Stop the Harm

Let me be honest with you. Sometimes these operators acknowledge me. Sometimes they even apologize. They say they are sorry. They use soft words. They feign empathy.

But then they put me through the same harmful patterns and serious distress again. Their apologies ring hollow when the mistreatment does not stop.

They also know exactly what they are doing to my life. They are trying to make me childless and celibate. They are trying to destroy any chance I have at a normal family. Let me be clear: I do not personally feel that celibacy is wrong. But the truth is, if it were not for their presence, I would want a family. I would want children. I would want a normal, loving home. They have taken that possibility from me through their constant harassment and surveillance.

And why? Because their observation has shown them that I am a believer in Jesus Christ. And His Holy Spirit — the Sanctifier — keeps me mentally sane and healthy. They see that. And instead of rejoicing, some of them want to steal my data. They want to benefit themselves. They want to become sanctified after years of harmful choices that they themselves have made.

They do this to others as well — not always as explicitly as they do to me — but they collect biometric data from moral, Godly people. They study how the righteous live. How they perceive things. How they resist temptation. And then they twist it for their own false sanctification.

In my case, they tell themselves it is justice. They say, “She was exposed to harmful and amoral values on the internet. She saw inappropriate content. So she deserves this distress.” They involve my parents. My family. They put the most distress on me out of anyone.

It is deeply wrong and exploitative.

And then — while doing all of this — some of them also try to encourage you to do wrong. They try to groom you. They try to bond you with some of the harmful people in their network. They remind you how foolish you are for allowing this to be done to you and your family. They mock your lack of consent.

This is not the kind of lawful, decent life I know God and Jesus Christ would want me to live.

A Note on Race and Power

Let me also speak plainly about something else. This dynamic, in my experience, has felt like a troubling iteration of oppression. Some of the operators are white Americans with surveillance technology. Historically, African Americans were oppressed. Now it seems some of these operators have turned their attention to East Asians — to my family, to me.

Some of them tell themselves, “At least if it weren’t for us, you wouldn’t have even heard the gospel.”

That is not true.

It was a Chinese Canadian Christian who brought my mother and me to church. It was a close Taiwanese Canadian friend who saved me and taught me the Bible during my distress and fears in 2023. These surveillance operators? They wanted me to commit suicide. They could not have cared less about sharing the gospel with me. At best, they tested whether God could do His true miracles — not out of love, but out of curiosity.

So I say this gently but firmly: do not be tricked into thinking these specific operators are selfless. They are often acting for their own benefit.

But Also: People Can Change — And Many Americans Are Good People

That said, I want to be very clear again: I am not condemning all Americans or all of America. There are millions of kind, decent, faithful people in the United States. And even among these operators, I believe people can truly change over time.

Perhaps many of them can become more saintly and decent. Even if they have used dishonest methods to gather data — even then — everyone can still receive forgiveness. Everyone can have chances to be saved. Everyone can become a follower of Jesus Christ.

No one is beyond repentance. No one is beyond God’s grace. I genuinely hope that any person involved in these practices will turn away from harm and toward love.

I just need to remind you of the continued lack of consent in their presence in my life. What they do is wrong. But they can still turn from it. And I would rejoice if they did.

Why Some People May Struggle to Believe Me

I know that many people who hear my experiences will feel unsettled or uncomfortable. They probably won’t want to believe me. They may think I am too self-important, or struggling with mental health, or both.

Why? Because it is frightening to acknowledge that this technology exists. It is frightening to admit that they themselves could be monitored — or that they may have been secretly surveilled in the past. It is easier to dismiss someone than to face a hard truth.

I understand that. But I am still telling the truth as I have lived it.

My Final Call: A Call to Godly Living

So again, my message is clear. It has not changed. It will not change.

I call you to Godly living, as described in the Gospels.

I call you to believe in Jesus Christ as the Son of Man and the Son of God.

I call you to love God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength.

And I call you to love your neighbor as yourself.

That means living a life of decency. Keeping the general commandments and universal goods. Trying to be understanding, kind, and forgiving to others. Repenting when you fail. And extending the same grace to others that Christ has extended to you.

The Gospel: How You Can Be Saved

Now let me speak directly to you, the reader. Regardless of what you have done. Regardless of what has been done to you. Regardless of how far you have fallen or how much you have been sinned against.

You can be saved.

Not by works. Not by being good enough. Not by cleaning yourself up first. But by repentance and faith in Jesus Christ.

Here is the good news:

God loves you. He created you. He knows your suffering. He is not the author of evil or surveillance abuse or demonic torment.
You have sinned. We all have. That sin separates us from God. And the wages of sin is death — eternal separation from Him.
But God made a way. He sent His only Son, Jesus Christ, who is both the Son of Man and the Son of God. Jesus lived a perfect life, died on the cross for your sins, and rose again from the dead on the third day.
If you repent — if you turn away from your sins and turn toward God — and believe that Jesus died for you and rose again, He will forgive you. He will send His Holy Spirit to live inside you. The Holy Spirit is the Sanctifier. He cleans you of your past self. He allows you to become Christ-like. He gives you His fruits: love, compassion, self-control, gentleness, goodness, peace, patience, kindness, and faithfulness (Galatians 5:22–23).

That is it. That is the gospel. That is the power that no surveillance operator, no harmful spirit, no technology can touch.

Once you believe Him and see how decent His Truth and goodness is, He is better than anything the worldly things offer you. He is better than revenge. Better than safety. Better than sanity — though He often gives that too. He is better than life itself.

My Blessing and Prayer for You

If you are reading this, whether you are a targeted individual or not, I gently plead with you: repent of your sins and become a believer in Jesus Christ.

God loves you. He would be heartbroken to see you lose your mind to these tactics. Do not let these operators win. Do not let harmful spirits take what Christ died to save.

Turn to Jesus today. Let Him sanctify you. Let Him save you.

Once you taste His goodness, you will see: He is better than anything this troubled world offers.

I bless you. I praise you for still fighting. And I pray for you, in the name of Jesus Christ.

May 5, 2026 Update: “demonic” Projections, Induced Sleep Paralysis, and the Subtle War on My Mind

I need to make a quick blog update. Not because I want to dwell on the darkness. But because I need to record what the US-based high-tech surveillancers do. To protect myself and others in similar circumstances,

On the “demonic” Version of Myself They Try to Traumatize Me With

A couple of days ago, the US surveillancers influenced and projected images and videos into my mind space during my dream state (REM sleep). They showed me a “demonic” version of myself. My eyes looked very creepy — possessed and empty. The darkness of my eyes seemed dilated and scary. It freaked me out.

This is part of their pattern. They try to justify the harassment and abuse they put me through by framing me as demonic. As if I am capable of doing the evil they do to me. They lie to themselves, saying that what they do to me is justice — despite the fact that I have never done any of this online, offline, to anybody, or ever had the intention, nor knew of any of this prior to these previous few years since living in New York City and returning to Canada.

They accuse me of being a child sacrificer, or capable of doing wicked things to children if given the chance and if I could get away with it. Basically much of the stuff they put me through, that they completely experience as if real, on their side, with their telehaptics, telepresence, astra projection technologies. None of it is true. I will not be accused of being capable of doing the cruelty they do to me, just because I cope by sometimes being sarcastic and coping with sardonic humour at times (which I know, this strategy is not healthy nor Christian, because it is their nuanced attempt to sway your mindset to reflect someone traumatized and sociopathic, versus have normal personality and emotions and processing, reflecting that of people who abide with the Holy Spirit).

During that same episode, my body felt like it was in sleep paralysis, which they purposely induce. My face muscles were drooping, while my entire body pushed internally pushed against. I heard people within the network making demonic hissing sounds, some of the women who were cruel and with much contempt towards me — trying to freak me out, to traumatize me, to make me feel unsafe in my own body, my own mind, during my sleep (a time of privacy and sanctuary), and my own home.

On the demonic “baal Spirit” and Threats Toward My Mom

Some of them are trying to sow what I can only describe as a demonic baal spirit — apparently meant to attack my mom, or to “possess” my mom or I.

They often stress and use extrasensory perception to send scary, terrible thoughts toward me, intentionally, with cruelty, focusing on my mom. They hope that if they can change my mental state, this intention — this “spirit” — would attack either myself or my mom if they could get me into these unstable, daze, or angry mind states.

This, to me, is pure evil. Because it is clear that this is what some of them are trying to do. They know my mom is a decent person. She is my first point of contact and support. My anchor. She is also a really decent and kind, private and sombre woman. And they know this. Yet they still do it.

Early on, their strategy seemed to be that I would become contemptible toward my mom and have her attack me. They still attempt this, but now they have shifted. Now they try to traumatize me through this “demonic” baal spirit witch craft and curses all the time, in addition to curses our mental health, brain health, and all that, to hope we would be bipolar, emotionally unstable, easily angered, etc. This seems wicked, and you might think it’s all in my head, making this up, and that unfortunately, sometimes people’s brains just change physiologically, trying to explain all this with science.

But the reality is that they do this, with witch craft, evil eyes, and cruel intent in their hearts, hoping that they may manifest these evil things. The experience my mom and I, along with many others experience, is that God truly does care, and sends His presence, angels and protection against such wicked and evil people, regardless of how much they try to influence us and others through pure wicked intent.

I rebuke their wickedness of all types, in my life and others’ lives in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I have to call some of them out on their evilness. Some of them speak in very cold, callous voices — authoritarian, like a master speaking to someone dehumanized, lower than a person, treating me as a “slave.” It freaks me out and is delusional, from my perspective, since I am a lawful, free person in Canada. This just highlights to you the creepy space-based technologies that exist in today’s day and age.

Their technology definitely freaks me out, but I realize that panic is what they want. I truly find comfort in believing in Jesus Christ, who helps me heal my spirit, such that it is not in a constant state of fear. Sometimes I sleep with lights on, since it makes me feel safer.

Am I afraid they will overtake me? No. I trust God, Jesus Christ, the God of love and goodness and light, with me. What some of them do is evil and creepy.

My Rebuke

So I rebuke all their evilness, their witchcraft, their curses, and their experiments in the name of Christ Jesus, Amen.

I pray that Yahweh, Jesus Christ, God, to protect my mom, me, and everyone else they try to negatively influence, in the name of Christ Jesus, Amen.

I pray God gives us light, goodness, love, and protection. I rebuke all that creepy evilness, their obsession with violence and everything disturbing or weird, in the name of Christ Jesus, Amen.

On the United States: A Complicated Reality

I know the USA is a wonderful country that has done a lot (perhaps the most of all nations) to share the gospel with the rest of the world and to support Christianity. There are so many good people there.

But we cannot overlook the fact that the US is also an entertainment powerhouse that produces some of the weirdest, most pagan TV shows out there, among other ungodly influences through capitalism, materialism, music, and entertainment. Likewise, the historical injustices and prejudices they uphold, as well as the general criticisms of the flawed corporate culture.

For people who read my blog and then use what I have written as knowledge to do evil things or to replicate: Please do not. It seems like you are people who do not care about God or fear the Lord. Wicked people who will not be able to see the face of the Lord. I pray that you have the decency not to replicate these things. My statements are not accursed. Jesus Christ is love. And I pray that Jesus Christ loves us and protects us from walking with people like this, the wicked.

These things I say, you can already find established in the book of Proverbs.

I pray you have love, goodness, a soft heart, and protection through our good Lord. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

On Subtle Harassment: When The Surveillancers Are “Quieter”

Same thing with some of the surveillancers, even when they are not being explicit with the harassment. Some of them hope about me being lost and to forget my ways as taught through correct biblical teachings and understanding of the gospel and messages of Jesus Christ and His apostles. Some hope I would be non-reflective. They want me to perceive things more through a narcissistic, wicked, witchy ways, racist ways. I am aware of this. Some of them are still very creepy and vile toward my mom and me.

Not everyone, I realize, are like this. Some people objectively realize that my mom is a more decent human being than me in terms of kindness and decency — not having been exposed to wickedness and trauma on the internet, and having a lower threshold and tolerance to these disturbing things that I have tolerance towards. They use that to justify traumatizing and harassing me more, to accuse me of being “one of them”, which I do not agree with.

I rebuke all such wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I bless God. I bless Jesus Christ, Amen.

On My New Dogs, Smells That Are Not Actually There, and Subtle Manipulation

I think the surveillancers are also trying to encourage my mom’s contempt toward our new dogs. She says there are strong urine smells. I do not smell them.

But the US surveillancers try to traumatize me by making me smell bad smells associated with the dogs — trying to make me have more contempt toward the dogs than I otherwise would have, given their lack of bad smells.

These subtle things the surveillancers do as outsiders — trying to trigger people, to make them have more loathing and dislike toward other animals, people, anything — is a subtle manipulation. They try to encourage dislike and distrust, through making them seem dirtier, ruder, or unlikable.

For example: trying to make people hear things that others are not actually saying (swear words, vulgarities). Or making others smell worse than they actually smell — to encourage not wanting to bond, to create distance. And toward the animals as well: they influence us to smell bad smells with the dogs.

This is subtle. And sometimes constant. It is also a way to encourage the targets, some who know (i.e., me), and many others who don’t, to try to sway someone’s mind to perceive things in a schizophrenic manner. It’s really malicious what their technology is capable of… to try to get people to develop actual schizophrenia through their attempted priming…! Given the fact that they can target random people, like me, and my mom, among many others, I reiterate the importance of official law enforcers seriously considering my experiences and claims, to make a public safety announcement.

A Caution: Like a Caesar Situation

Here is what I want readers to understand. Many of the US surveillancers still hope for a quick, slow, or humiliating downfall for me. Tragedy. Embarrassment. Even “demonic” possession or spirit takeover — for me and for the people I love, including my parents.

I rebuke all of that in the name of Jesus Christ, completely. Amen.

I rebuke their wickedness, adamant curses and evil eyes, and justifications of all sorts of cruelty and evilness in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Bless God, Yahweh, Jesus Christ, that You protect me and others, regardless of how they try to manipulate my thoughts, emotions and perceptions, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I also bless my statements with good Faith, hoping this will ultimately allow more legitimacy to be given to others in my circumstances, and that ultimately, if you are not an obvious target, to please put your Faith in the divine, in Jesus Christ, God, to be saved and sanctified. Please have more love, decency, kindness towards others, regardless of their differences compared to you.

I pray that we are all blessed, protected, loved, and healed from God, Jesus Christ, Amen.

I appreciate moments of empathy and quietness. But even when they are quieter and “friendlier,” as unlawful surveillance people, they try to make themselves seem likeable to me and forget the cruelty they are able to turn on, within a couple of seconds, like a literal switch. This is a subtle way of love-bombing and grooming — the kind that cults do. To make you forget the wickedness some of them harbour, and the evilness they can do to you if the circumstances permit and if they sway you to be wicked and think in a “demonic” way. As I said, some of them try to literally make you demonic, to then traumatize you even more, versus God, Jesus Christ, who heals dirty spirits. Instead, they sometimes would constantly try to remind you of traumas and fears, through ruminating and intrusive thoughts.

Ultimately, I am aware of how low, unlikable, unrespectable, and gross some of them find me and the people I love. No amount of false kindness changes that.

I rebuke their contempt and evil eyes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Closing Prayer

I bless God. I bless Jesus Christ. I ask for protection over my mom, over my dad, over me, over our dogs, over everyone who is being silently targeted by these networks, as well as the normal people who they do not care about, or might try to negatively spiritually influence.

May God give us light, goodness, love, and mercy. May He shield us from the creepiness, the scary obsessions, the manipulation, and the lies.

I pray and bless all of us, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

A Word of Apology, Forgiveness, and Mercy Toward Some of the US Surveillance Operators

Despite everything I have written, including critical, angry, negative, and hateful things — I also need to say something else toward the surveillancers (some of them).

I want to apologize and forgive, and also provide mercy and gratitude to the US surveillance operators.

Many of them are not at fault for having this technology. They did not create the systems they operate within. They were born into a world already wired for surveillance, already stacked with high-level space-based capabilities, already entangled with Freemasonic traditions and elite networks. Most of them are just doing their jobs. Some of them are trapped, just like the rest of us. They also do have a great ancestry throughout their science, progress, Faith, and governance, and it is not entirely their fault that we live in today’s system as it is, with limitations and resource limitations, among other things globally.

Many of their Faith in Jesus Christ and God is exceptionally strong. Throughout all of this, they could have been more callous and brief with the direct energy weapons, along with imagery projection, voices, etc. But I have also experienced their mercy and prayers, their decency, their restraint. And I know that things happen for a reason.

If they had not done this harassment onto me — if things had not happened the way they did — I would not be here writing this post at all. I would not have this blog. I would not have this voice. I would not have been pushed to seek God so desperately, to cling to Jesus Christ so tightly, to learn the Gospel so deeply. In a strange and painful way, they were used by God to bring me to where I am now.

That does not excuse the evil that I have also been exposed to — things that I did not even know existed prior to this. But it does mean I cannot pretend they are only monsters or cruel. They are not. They are human beings at the end of the day, and I could even be capable of doing the cruel things they do, although I hope I would not. Only God knows.

They Do Not Deserve Hate, Backlash, or Persecution

Despite all the sketchiness — despite the manipulation, the mind games, the vulgarities I cannot even write down — they do not deserve hate nor to be cursed at. They do not deserve persecution or eternal damnation.

Because here is the truth: they are human beings. Just like me. Just like you. They have families. They have fears. They have regrets. They have moments of conscience and moments of failure. They have been shaped by forces much larger than themselves — forces of technology, government, history, and sin.

I have written hateful things. I have been angry. I have cursed throughout my persecutions, as they were “testing my spirit,” during my immense mental sufferings, torment, frustrations, etc. And some of that hate was not deserved. Some of it was me lashing out at the system, not the soul. Some of it was me confusing the operator with the operation.

I am sorry and repent toward these things, and I also pray for forgiveness from God.

The Protection, Goodness, and Grace of God Belongs to Them Too

They deserve the protection of God. They deserve His goodness. They deserve His grace. Just like anyone else. Just like any other society.

If I want mercy for myself — and I do — I must also want it for them. If I want God to forgive my sins — and I desperately do — I must also forgive theirs. Not because they are innocent. But because I am not innocent either.

“For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.” — Matthew 6:14

So I forgive them. Not because they have asked. Not because they have stopped. But because I need forgiveness too. And because holding onto hatred only hurts me — not them.

A Formal Apology for the Hateful Things I Have Said

I want to formally apologize for the hateful things I have said about the US surveillance operators and their country, and also some white people who remind me of them.

Some of the hate was not deserved. Some of my words were too harsh, and said to influence them to be more hateful and persecutory. Some were said in moments of rage, distress, and infliction — moments they themselves helped create, yes, but moments where I am still responsible for my own words and tone.

I am sorry.

I do not take back the truth of my experiences and perceptions. I do not take back the exposure of genuine evil and corruption among some people during fleeting moments. But I do take back the venom. The blanket condemnation. The moments where I forgot that they, too, are human beings made in the image of God.

Regardless of the technologies we know about. Regardless of the sketchiness of different people we know exist throughout the world. Regardless of the grudges, the surveillance, the mind games, the vulgarities I cannot even write down — I pray that you also show them mercy. Prayers. Love. The grace of God.

Protect them. Heal them. Provide them wisdom and goodness. Just as you would want this toward people you care about — and toward yourself.

A Final Prayer for Them

Father God, in the name of Jesus Christ, I lift up the US surveillance operators. The Freemasons. The elites. The ones who have harassed me, surveilled me, accused me, and cursed me. Many of them did not choose this technology. Many of them are doing their jobs. Many of them are trapped in systems they did not create.

I thank You for their Faith, which is real. I thank You for their mercy, which has kept me alive. I thank You for the strange and painful path that has led me to this blog, this voice, this testimony.

Forgive me for the hate I have spoken. Forgive them for the evil they have done. Heal us all. We are all sinners. We all need grace.

They do not deserve persecution. They do not deserve backlash. They deserve Your protection, Your goodness, Your grace — just like anyone else. Just like any other society.

Protect them. Bless their families. Give them wisdom. Turn their hearts more fully toward Jesus Christ. Let them not scapegoat the innocent. Let them not worship their own technology or power. But let them know Your love — the same love I need every single day.

And let us all, somehow, by Your grace, find our way to repentance, mercy, and peace.

In Jesus Christ’s mighty name, Amen.

I bless the US surveillance operators in the name of Jesus Christ. I protect them with love, safety, goodness, mercy, and divine interference. Just as I bless and protect all nations, all peoples, all followers of God.

In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

“You Are Not Their Puppet”: A Honest Word on US-Based Surveillance Operators, Freemasons, Elites, High-Level Technology, and the Unbreakable Hope of Jesus Christ

By a follower of God who has been surveilled, accused, and yet still stands in Christ

“The truth will set you free.” — John 8:32

I am going to write something honest. Not polished. Not passive. Not pretending that everything is fine when it is not.

What frustrates me deeply — and I say this because it is real — is how sly and grooming the US-based surveillance operators are. These include Freemasons, elites, and others with access to high-level technology. These are people who have hated my guts and everything about me for years. Some of them genuinely want the worst for me, for my family, for my ancestry. They have made that clear through their actions.

And yet, because they see the presence of Yahweh and Jesus Christ in my life — because my mom and I are baptized Christians, because my dad believes in Jesus, because we have shared the Gospel with friends and family in China, because I am writing this blog — they try to twist it. They try to act as if they chose me for this. As if the abuse they put me through was somehow a divine assignment.

It is not. It was evil. And I will not let them rewrite history.

The Slyness: When Abusers Pretend to Be Angels of the Lord

Here is what they do now. Some of these US-based surveillance operators — with their high-level technology, their networks, their long-term grudges — are trying to convince me that they are the reason I have produced this blog at all. As if the sadistic, satanic abuse they put me through was actually a gift. As if they “chose me” for a special purpose.

Let me be clear: years ago, they implied they wanted me to commit suicide. They wanted my mom to do the same. I did not. I am still here. And many of them are infuriated that I have this voice at all.

So now they change strategies. They try to groom me. They try to make me like them. They say, “We chose you for this. You have a special purpose.” They want me to believe that my suffering was their plan all along, so that I will feel grateful to them.

This is exactly what Satan did in the Garden of Eden. He pretended to be helpful. He twisted God’s words. He made Eve doubt. He made her think she knew better. And these operators do the same: they behave like demons or Satan himself, trying to manipulate you into thinking they have more power than they actually do.

They pretend to be angels of the Lord. They pretend they can control you more than they can. They want you to worship their voices — to take the mark of the beast, which is not a physical mark but a spiritual one: listening to them instead of God, obeying their antichrist suggestions, abandoning your own conscience and identity in Christ.

That is the trap. And I refuse to fall into it.

The Splicing of Good and Evil

They are sly. They do not just send evil thoughts. Sometimes they splice actually good, helpful, godly suggestions into the same stream as absolutely delusional, ungodly, satanic thoughts. They mix truth with lies. They mix light with darkness.

This is why you cannot rely on their voices at all. Not even the parts that sound good. Because they are not trustworthy. They are not God.

You must maintain your own voice. Your own consciousness. Your own identity in Jesus Christ and faith in Yahweh. That is how I cope. That is how I survive. I keep a great distance between my own identity in Christ and their voices that try to shame me and make me “feel” evil.

Because here is the truth: everyone is capable of feeling evil. Everyone is capable of thinking bad thoughts. That does not make you a demon. That does not make you the antichrist. That makes you human.

God knows your heart. And if your heart is turned toward Him — if you repent, if you believe, if you strive to love — then you are His. Not theirs.

The Accusations I Refuse to Accept

These US-based surveillance operators call me demonic. They call me a narcissist. They call me despicable and unlikable. They mock my appearance. They try to make me believe that horrible, intrusive thoughts they projected into my mind are from God — when I know that God is love, and that Satan is the one who sends doubt, fear, and vile imagery.

They accuse me of being their puppet. As if through their abuse, I gained insights that are supposedly “psychic” or “channeled.” They want to take credit for my words, my conscience, my faith. They want to merge my identity with theirs so they can steal my writings and call them their own.

That is pride. That is theft. And it is a lie.

Not all thoughts are from God. Not all images are from the Holy Spirit. The enemy plants seeds of doubt, disgust, and distress. And I have learned to repent even for thoughts I did not willingly choose — because I want my mind to be clean before Christ. That does not make me demonic. It makes me human. It makes me a follower of God who struggles and who clings to grace.

They Cannot Predict What God Has in Store

Here is something that infuriates them. They cannot expect what I do next. They cannot predict what God has in store for my life or for anyone else’s. So they try to manipulate you into thinking they have more power than they actually do.

Their high-level technology is real. But it is not infinite. They are not omniscient. They are not God.

They pretend to be angels of light. They pretend to know your future. They pretend that if you just listen to them, everything will make sense. But that is the oldest trick in the book. That is the serpent in the garden. And the only proper response is to turn away and listen to the Lord instead.

The mark of the beast is not a chip or a number. It is worship. It is obedience. It is giving your ear and your will to the antichrist voice instead of to God’s voice. Do not take it. Do not listen to them. Keep your identity in Jesus Christ.

The Dogs, Boundaries, and Responsibility

I adopted two puppies for my mom and myself. They are guardians. They are angels with fur. They bring safety, joy, and protection.

And some of these surveillance operators have tried to sow sickening thoughts about my dogs. But I rebuke that. My dogs are good.

Getting them was a responsible act. It made it harder for the abusers to traumatize my mom, to experiment on her, to drag her into darkness. And I know that some of the more decent people among them now feel guiltier because I have done the right thing. Good. Guilt is the first step toward repentance.

I do not forget that some of them are kind. Some show mercy. Some are decent. But that does not erase the system. That does not erase the years of psychological torment, the lack of autonomy, the theft of my peace, the invasion of every boundary.

On Being Triggered and Called a Puppet

When they call me their puppet, it triggers me. I see why. It is an attempt to make me feel contempt for them so that I self-sabotage. So that I do something reckless to “get back” at them — and in doing so, hurt myself and the life God has given me.

There is a common trope: a talented young person, exhausted by high expectations, rebels against the lawful system and does something shocking and deviant to spite their abusers. That is what they want for me. They want me to turn against God, to make Him seem intolerable, to abandon His lawfulness and love and light and normalcy for the very things they lie and call “freedom.”

But I see it now. That “freedom” is not freedom. It is suffering. It is sin. It is pain, bad health, bad habits, and death.

The true freedom of the Gospel is freedom from those things. Freedom to be righteous, selfless, accountable, loving, healthy, and whole. And I will not trade that for their cheap imitation.

Why My Tone Sometimes Sounds Angry, Perverse, or Gross

I want to be honest about something. Sometimes my blogs sound angry. Toxic. Frustrated. And yes, sometimes they come off as perverse or gross. You can only imagine the kind of vulgarities they sometimes spew at me. I cannot write them here — they would be truly poisonous to repeat.

That is not my choice. That is their influence. They intentionally infuriate me. They upset me so that I write from a place of raw distress, and then they accuse my statements of being cursed or demonic. But this is righteous anger at injustice, not evil.

That said, I do need to be responsible. I do not want to create content that pushes people away from Jesus Christ. I want to create content that leads people to Him. That supports them. That makes them feel heard, loved, seen. So I am learning. I am trying to channel my anger into something productive, not destructive. But I will not pretend the evil does not exist. And I will not apologize for naming it.

The Scientific and the Spiritual

There is even a scientific explanation for what they try to do. Phineas Gage — a man who had a rod go through his skull and whose personality changed completely — shows us that brain trauma can alter behavior, impulse control, and morality. Some of these surveillance operators try to degrade the frontal lobe, to make people angry, irritable, sick, and criminal.

But I take for granted God’s presence through His Holy Spirit. My faith as a follower of Jesus Christ explains what science cannot. I am not a lab rat. I am a follower of God.

A Word to the Privileged and the Called

The world is deeply inequitable. Unfair. Infuriating. Sad. Those of us in developed, stable nations — with human rights and comfort — must do all the more to be decent. To be moral. To be ethical. To help our neighbors. To treat them as ourselves. To love God through Jesus Christ. To repent of our sins. To be kind, loving, and decent people.

We must pray for others’ salvation. We must protect our families, our friends, our nations, and ourselves.

My Final Blessing and Rebuke

I bless everybody in the name of Jesus Christ. I protect us all with love, safety, goodness, and divine interference. I protect other nations’ goodness and worlds in the name of Christ Jesus.

I rebuke their curses of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I rebuke every lie that I am a puppet, a demon, the antichrist, or irredeemable in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I am not their puppet. I am not their project. I am not their scapegoat. I am a follower of God, sustained by His Holy Spirit, protected by His love, and called to share His Gospel.

And you — reading this — are not alone either. No matter how bad, wretched, sinful, or evil you feel. No matter what you have done or what has been done to you. You can still repent. You can still believe. You can still be saved. Your actions reflect your heart, but your heart can be changed by grace.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” — Matthew 11:28

That is the truth. And the truth will set you free.

I pray that God blesses us, protects us, and keep us, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

On Projections, and the Distortion of Faith: A Critique of the Elite (freemason, corporate, scientology) American Cultic Harassment Who Mask Behind Christian Faith

A Note Before Reading: I assume they allow me to write these exposés because they are confident in their scientific power and knowledge of Faith and the occult. Regardless of how accurately I depict their lawless crimes and use of advanced technologies, I nor others have access to their internal systems. Nothing I say or write will deter them from equipping their technologies and surveilling people across nations unlawfully. Since some of them pride themselves on their Christian faith and see their technology as a security measure, they feel justified in what they do — some even believing they are angels of the Lord.

A Disclaimer on Technology: For other civilians and most people on Earth, this technology is not accessible. I do not know about high-level intelligence agencies, researchers, and scientists across other nations — but for the general public, these capabilities are extremely top-level, classified, and secure. I am writing this not because I expect others to have experienced the same, but because silence protects the abusers.

Some of the crueller and “satanic” people in the US-based surveillance group are making a gamble with my life. They are hoping I will hurt people and animals I love in my life. The thought makes my heart ache. They try to call me a Canaanite — as if hoping I would sacrifice my animals to some false god. That is not who I am. That is not what my faith in Jesus Christ teaches.

Not everyone in this network wants this outcome. Some try to encourage healthy bonding with my dog, and I hold onto that decency. But it sickens me how some of them engage in voyeurism of my life and others, exploiting our thoughts, minds, and bodies, some with such wicked intent in their eyes — intent that I nor others can tune out or block (given our lack of knowledge of how the technology entirely works, and given the diversity among the network of the people with the technology). How casually they wish harm on something so innocent, and how perverse their perceptions can be, is creepy and uncomfortable. But God, Jesus Christ, is my Lord and Saviour, so I rebuke their wicked eyes and curses entirely, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I rebuke their wicked wishes and cruel presence in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

This is the context for what I want to examine more deeply: the psychology of this elite, Christian-exploiting, American-based network that engages in religious persecution — including distortions of intimacy and harm toward the vulnerable, projected and real (and certainly real, with tactile feelings, touch, and other sensory sensations on their side). I want to critique how they operate, how they twist faith, and how they try to make their targets internalize darkness.

Part One: Their Self-Awareness and the War on Faith

Of course, they might not believe all the lies they tell me. But as I have mentioned in other posts, they intentionally bombard targets with red herrings and lies about Christianity. The obvious intent is to make victims like me turn against Christianity and Jesus Christ.

This is evidence that they are self-aware. They know they are doing religious persecution to other nations and communities. And they justify it on behalf of Christianity, Jesus Christ, and their own faith — claiming it is because the victims, the people they religiously persecute, are sinners, and that God is not happy with them. Meanwhile, they position themselves as God’s helpers, as authorities over others’ souls.

They know exactly what they are doing. And they show evidence that they hope to encourage more nations and communities — people of different races and heritages, not like them — to fester contempt and anger toward God, Jesus Christ, and Christianity. They want people to lose faith in the Gospel.

Why? First, to encourage war and calamity, to expedite the end times and the apocalypse, and to hasten Jesus Christ’s second return. Second, because they operate out of Christian elitism — they do not want more people to go to heaven and be saved through Jesus Christ.

I would not be surprised if historical European colonialism and imperialism, masking themselves behind Christianity and Jesus Christ, thought this way too. But in my circumstances, I am convinced by the evidence I have seen of what they hold to be true.

They know what they do is wrong. Yet they do it anyway. They justify it with the doctrine that all sins can be forgiven except blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. They tell themselves that if the communities they persecute and bully were smart or blessed enough, they would be overcome by God’s presence to protect them from such bullying.

In my honest circumstances, this seems to be true. God — Yahweh, Jesus Christ — holds onto my family and me, along with many other families, friends, and communities. Because of this, some of them convince themselves that I am like them. They try to take credit for God’s protection and presence in my life, for my intelligence, for my writings. This is why they call me a Nazi or an honorary Aryan. They say I am secretly gleeful, proud, and happy to be called these things — as if to “impress them.”

Only God knows my heart.

Pride and narcissism are major issues with their group. They also do not remember the ancient civilizations of China, the Middle East, and other continents and nations. They focus only on modern civilians and relatively recent history from the previous centuries. They do not remember that ancient China used to be the most powerful civilization on Earth.

Either way, I put my focus on Jesus Christ — a Jewish man and the Son of God, with dark bronze skin and wool-like hair.

Part Two: A Critical Clarification — They Do Not Represent Christianity, White People, or Christians Generally

Before I go further, I need to say this clearly: these people do not represent Christianity. They do not represent white people. They do not represent Christians in general.

What they do is antithetical to everything Jesus Christ taught during His ministry on Earth. Some of the US surveillancers exploit the name of Jesus Christ while practising things that oppose His love, mercy, grace, and encouragement. Many of them are flat-out something else entirely. And many are Freemasons — which makes sense, given that they stem from the United States, including ancestry of the founding fathers among their elite networks. This matters historically.

Part Three: Historical Irony — Freemasonry, Catholics, and Hypocrisy

Historically, Freemasons have been antagonistic to Catholics. For centuries, the Catholic Church prohibited membership in Masonic lodges, and Masonic organizations were often anti-clerical, targeting Catholic institutions and clergy.

There is a bitter irony here: these same Freemasonic networks now seem to focus on the painful failures of priests, pastors, and other religious figures. They do it to discredit the Church, to distract from their own hypocrisies and internal differences, and to imply that churches across other nations would replicate what I — with some humour, sarcasm, and contempt — would call “white high-brow religious persecution and corrupt crimes.”

Let me be clear: certain instances of abuse in churches are real, and they are a major betrayal of the gospel. They traumatize victims and damage the reputation of Christianity. But these Freemasonic operatives are not exposing these crimes out of righteousness. They are weaponizing them.

Among some of the more wicked US surveillancers harassing me, they seem to imply — they hope — that churches across Asia, Africa, and elsewhere will replicate these harms toward minors and the vulnerable, all on behalf of religious leaders. That is the opposite of justice. That is sowing more wickedness, distorting and uglifying the purity, goodness, and love of Jesus Christ.

That is breaking the most important commandment of God: “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.”

What they do is antagonistic to Jesus Christ and to God. It is spiritually corrupt. And it allows those who cause harm to hide freely — across churches, across societies, across borders — because the spotlight is always pointed somewhere else.

These people intentionally try to take away the true message of the gospel. That is tragic. That is un-Christlike.

The Bible says what happens to such people. The millstone passage is not metaphorical: “It would be better for them to be thrown into the sea with a millstone tied around their neck than to cause one of these little ones to stumble.” That is not a suggestion. That is a warning of love — a protection for the innocent.

Part Four: On the Distortion of the Eucharist and the Misuse of Bodies

I believe they have tried to — and continue to — internalize the evil they do to me. Not as guilt. As ritual. As liturgy in reverse.

One example: they distort the Eucharist. Through their technology, they simulate or claim to “drink” targets’ bodies. This is layered on top of clear violations, projected sensations, and other harms. They make the sacred into a theatre of violation and sacrilege. It is mockery of the Christian practices that Jesus Christ reveals to us.

What they do is very subtle in terms of religious persecution and the harms they project onto me. They make it almost playful. They draw you into their unsettling harassment as if it were a light-hearted game — hoping you will internalize it, become numb to it, or even encourage them and play along.

Meanwhile, some of them accuse me of being a “white worshipper” — implying that because they are white, I am less angry about their sacrilegious presence and lawless crimes (not only in my life but in others, and as if I am jealous that I am not the only target). As if I should feel lucky to be chosen for this kind of harassment. As if being targeted by sophisticated sadists, scientists, and elites is a privilege.

They engage in harmful spiritual practices while accusing me of everything they themselves do. The psychological inversion is textbook: they commit the wrong, then project the guilt onto the victim — all while making me seem like the problematic, mentally ill, worldly, mediocre freak.

Part Five: On the “White Man’s Religion” Lie and Christianity’s True Origins

They critique Christianity as the white man’s religion. But here is the truth: they know this is false. They are aware that Christianity is not the white man’s religion. Yet intentionally, sometimes, they encourage others to see Christianity that way. They do this to deter interest in following Christ — especially during these times.

Christianity stems from the Jewish people, Yahweh’s chosen. The Messiah, the Son of God, God Himself, is Jesus Christ — of Jewish origin. Descriptions of Him suggest dark skin, bronze skin, wool-like hair. That is not a white European image. Christianity is not white. It never was.

But they twist this anyway. They say I want to be white so badly that I became Christian — to the point of replicating harms they associate with colonial history: abuse of minors, religious persecution, discussing unwholesome things with the young.

And here they have a surface-level critique: some churches in Africa or Asia have indeed learned and replicated abuses. That is a real and painful truth in parts of global Christianity. But they weaponize that critique to say: you should feel lucky to be secretly persecuted in these troubling ways.

Some of them pretend to be the Holy Spirit — “washing” your body. That is a violation. They call it sanctification. It is sad and wrong. They are performing a parody of grace while breaking every boundary of decency.

They hope that despite my Christianity, I will harbor this painful secret — that I will somehow feel complicit. They want my testimony to become symbolic of churches in Asia or elsewhere where adults do harmful things. They say my statements are “cursed” — hoping that people will learn these tactics for the next generation. And then they call me a hypocrite, as if I enjoy revealing this. As if I am “betting in” on their methods so more people will adopt them.

That is not true. I am naming what they do so it can be seen — not so it can be copied.

Part Six: On Complicity, Children, and the Refusal to Perpetuate Harm

They call me complicit. They imply they do this to young people I know — not to my extent, but surveilling random families. It is a painful reality, antithetical to Jesus Christ’s teaching. God is love. God is purity. Treat others as you want to be treated.

I do not want to be a mother. I remain childless and celibate because I believe that is the only just way to deal with this. I refuse to pass on this kind of pain.

If you are a believer in Jesus Christ and you take what they do and impose it on the next generation, you do not have God. Anyone with common sense would call this out. I would not wish for my next generation to become traumatized and then perpetuate this painful thing — this thing they sarcastically frame as “white highbrow religious persecution.”

They think I should feel lucky. Of all harms, this one. They hope I internalize it, accept it, become desensitized to it, and impose it on minors. That is their fantasy — not my reality.

It is wrong. It is sad. Why do you do this at all? What kind of person builds a system of harassment designed to make the victim feel grateful for the attention?

I rebuke such evil in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen. I rebuke all such curses and lies in the name of Christ Jesus.

Part Seven: On Repentance, Millstones, and Blasphemy

Some of them probably think: Jesus says all sins can be forgiven except blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. So we can do terrible things and repent later.

That is flawed logic. That is not how grace works — that is how you mock grace.

Jesus Himself said it would be better to have a millstone tied around your neck and be drowned in the sea than to cause one of His children to stumble. That is not a loophole. That is a warning.

You cannot systematically torment someone’s mind and then say, “I repent.” That is not contrition. That is arrogance.

Part Eight: On Physical Pain and Direct Energy Weapons

They have used direct energy weapons to make my left thumb feel extremely painful — an abnormal kind of pain that does not match any natural injury I have ever had. It is sharp, targeted, and persistent. I think it would be worth getting an X-ray just to see what is going on. This is not natural. This is not in my head. This is physical.

Part Nine: On “Justifying” Me as a Terror, a Nazi, and Their Projections

They say they will “just” me — a “terror.” They accuse me of cursing their offspring the way they curse me and my ancestors across Asia and other nations. They call me a white-worshipping neo-Nazi. They accuse me of encouraging Asian-white racial pairings — as if my existence as a Chinese Christian who lives in Canada and loves my neighbors is somehow a political conspiracy.

They say they are going to force physical responses from me — even though I have not experienced anything like that since their presence entered my life, due to fear, discomfort, and complete lack of consent. They are trying to make me cold and cruel by imposing unwanted sensory sensations, extrasensory perception, and even their own cult members’ broken inner states projected onto me.

They realize, historically and universally, that this would make their community and race look cruel and wrong. So they accuse me of everything evil instead.

They sometimes accuse me that I am obsessed with harmful material involving minors — tainting those two letters, triggering me deliberately. They speak in infantilized voices with lip smacking and other unsettling sounds. They project people with flickering tongues. Animals with flickering tongues. They taunt me as some kind of monster. They accuse me of harming the most vulnerable — a lie. Their own projection. Every accusation is a confession.

Part Ten: Blessing and Rebuke

I bless myself, my parents, my ancestry, and all people influenced by these US Christian-exploiting group’s harassment — their unwanted, unknowing presence — with light, protection, goodness, and mercy. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

It is not my fault that as an adolescent I was exposed to strange people from the West online. Many of them were American voices on the internet. And now they call it justice that I am a terror, a terrorist, an Islamic. None of that is true. I am a wounded Christian trying to survive.

God in the Bible says to love your neighbour as yourself and to love God. That is my law. Not their games.

They mock me. They accuse me of being Elmo. Adult American women and men use troubling voices, infantilizing me, essentially violating my parents and me through projected sensory and extrasensory means. I am not making this up. I wish I were. They convince themselves it is because I am deviant, wrong-minded, wicked, evil, jealous of them and others, wanting others to suffer. These are lies about me — things they themselves hope for me and others. Projection. Always projection.

I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. My accurate statements are not cursed, whatever they say.

I bless all with mercy, protection, grace, goodness, and salvation. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Bless Jesus Christ, my good Lord and Saviour. Amen.

Their “Justice,” My Transparency: Three Childhood Memories They Weaponize To Attempt to Destroy Lives, and Why They Won’t Succeed

Trigger Warning

Content Warning: This post contains detailed discussions of childhood experiences involving harm to animals and inappropriate behaviour involving a minor. It also addresses themes of psychological abuse, cult tactics, trauma manipulation, and false accusations. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Please prioritize your mental and emotional well-being before proceeding.

I’m writing this as a form of transparency. I know that for many, what I’m about to share might not seem like a major scandal, but for a cult that has been systematically harassing me, these three memories from my childhood have been weaponized. They’ve been used to try to shame me, traumatize me, and anchor horrific accusations, things like psychopathy, perversions, and other disgusting labels, in an attempt to break me.

Their methods are reminiscent of Scientology’s “auditing” system, designed to make a person feel sinful and unwanted. They get a pleasure out of trying to make me feel guilty for things I did before my teenage years, as if these isolated incidents define my entire character. They ignore the fact that I’ve gone on to have normal, healthy interactions with animals, infants, and children without a single issue since.

I had no trauma or guilt associated with these memories until 2024, when they started using them against me. They tried to make me depressed, to force a trauma bond, and to layer false memories on top of the real ones, adding disgusting imagery and sensations, in an attempt to make me believe I’m a psychopath or a pedophile. They have called me the most vile words you can call a woman, words meant to degrade and dehumanize. They constantly frame everything they do to me and my family as “justice,” as though their harassment is righteous. Prior to one of their Baal rituals, they repeatedly said I deserved to be castrated. They take pleasure in trying to make me believe I am irredeemable. Thankfully, I know who I am, and I trust God to cleanse me from their false accusations.

The purpose of this post is to expose my own past before they can use it as blackmail. As it says in the Bible, God is light, and exposing the darkness heals.

Here are the three memories they’ve been using against me:

1. The Pigeon (Age 6 or 7)

A pigeon landed on our balcony and wouldn’t leave. My mom and I decided to take care of it. A few days later, a family friend suggested tying its feet to the balcony so it couldn’t fly away. For some reason, I got the idea to take scissors and cut the pigeon’s leg. I did, and unfortunately, the pigeon bled and passed away.

2. The Rabbit (Age 10 or 11)

A daycare teacher gave me a black rabbit to take care of. I loved that rabbit. I do remember one time tugging at its fur, and a patch came out, but it grew back. Then, one day, I was feeling aggressive and wanted to play with it. I stepped on the rabbit with both feet. I don’t recall stepping on it aggressively or crushing it. After I stepped off, it seemed okay but then started wheezing and died a few minutes later. I told my parents it had died, but I was too ashamed to tell them I had stepped on it. I felt terrible then, and I still do.

3. The Baby (Age 12)

When I was 12, my mom and I hosted a pregnant Chinese woman who needed a place to stay. She gave birth, and my mom accompanied her to the hospital. After they came home, a nanny was hired to help. The baby girl was adorable and fragile.

After a trip to China, I returned home and was excited to see the baby. I would help the nanny with diaper changes. One time, while helping, I became curious about the baby’s genitals. I made a bad decision: I spread the baby’s genitals lightly to look, then swabbed my genitals with my finger, and put that finger onto the baby’s mouth, curious about what would happen. The baby made an unpleasant face but didn’t cry. I knew immediately it was wrong and felt immense guilt. I vowed never to do anything like that again, and I haven’t. I have not even thought about this memory with such guilt until the spring of 2023, after returning to Canada from New York, wondering why I felt such “hell,” feeling like there were people monitoring me.

Regarding the baby, after that incident there were no further incidents of any kind. A few weeks later, the baby and her mother moved out. Before they left, the mother expressed her gratitude for our hospitality, and she continued to stay in touch, she even thanked us during the baby’s first birthday celebration. The baby wasn’t even one year old yet when the incident occurred. After that, we eventually lost contact, but there was never any indication of harm or distress beyond that single moment of my poor judgment.

To provide context, I was 12, just starting puberty. I had gotten my period that summer. I had been learning about reproduction in school and was reading things like Twilight and watching anime. I believe these factors, combined with natural curiosity, led to a poor decision that the US surveillance operators exploit.

Moving Forward

These are the three memories the cult uses to try to define me. They try to add layers of false intent and disgusting details to make me seem like a monster. They constantly test me, trying to uncover childhood trauma that just doesn’t exist. I grew up with safe, loving adults who are still alive and well.

I am not proud of these moments. But I am confident in the person I have become. I have not repeated these behaviours. I treat animals with care and feel uncomfortable even playing roughly with them because I don’t want to cause harm. I love children and have never harboured evil thoughts toward them.

The Bible is full of people who did wicked things. It shows that no one is perfect. That is why we need Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior. We repent, we are honest about our actions, and we are forgiven.

The enemy, like a lion, tries to devour people by exploiting their secrets. By calling myself out and exposing these memories, I take away their power. I am choosing to live in the light, trusting that God’s grace is sufficient.

On Their Tactics: How They Exploit and Retraumatize Me

Even now, some of them continue their abusive campaign. They do not simply accuse me, they actively exploit the normal guilt I already carry and blow it out of proportion. What should be a reasonable remorse for childhood mistakes is inflated into paralyzing anxiety.

Some of them do this by taking ordinary symbols, cherries, the letter “P,”, left arrows, certain numbers, or anything they can weaponize, and attaching to them the full weight of my guilt and fear. Then, every time I encounter these things in daily life, they trigger intrusive thoughts, nervousness, and dread.

This is the first step. Their real goal is not just to make me anxious, it is to change those feelings into something worse. They try to force a false connection in my mind between the things that make me nervous and inappropriate emotional or physical responses. Research on emotion demonstrates that physiological arousal can be transferred across contexts and misattributed to the wrong cause, leading individuals to interpret their bodily responses based on environmental cues rather than accurate self-awareness (Dutton & Aron, 1974; Schachter & Singer, 1962) . Abusers exploit this phenomenon deliberately — they take the guilt and fear they have artificially inflated and attempt to twist those emotions into perverse forms, such as sexual guilt or misplaced shame.

In addition, research on emotional contagion shows that people tend to automatically mimic and synchronize with others’ emotional expressions, vocalizations, and postures, leading them to “catch” the emotions of those around them (Hatfield, Cacioppo, & Rapson, 1993) . This process can occur outside conscious awareness, meaning that external actors can deliberately induce fear or distress in a target, and the target’s own body may respond as if the emotion were internally generated. Furthermore, studies on the shame-sexuality cycle have documented how shame and sexual arousal can become pathologically intertwined, particularly when external forces repeatedly associate the two (Rusinoff & Gerber, 1990) . Abusers use technology to create sensations in my body that are not naturally mine, making me feel things that do not originate from me. Then they accuse me of having those responses naturally, as if it proves their accusations about me are true. They want to make me become what they falsely accuse me of being.

In my case, they constantly link these tactics to children and symbols like cherries. They are trying to forge a connection in my mind that did not exist before their surveillance and abuse. They hope that if they repeat their abuse long enough, my genuine remorse will curdle into something unrecognizable, something they can then point to as proof of their accusations. This is psychological conditioning. They are trying to turn my conscience into condemnation, all so they can claim “justice” for the very sickness they are trying to implant in me.

This is only one aspect of what they do.

They also manipulate the environment around me by exploiting things I encounter in public spaces, graffiti, art, stickers, symbols on the street. For instance, I once saw a sticker of three toads on the metro. That image reminded me of the three unclean spirits described in the book of Revelation, which are associated with gathering nations for battle before Christ’s return. Instead of leaving that as my own thought, they used it to accuse me of guilt. They become accusatory and angry, claiming I am trying to “trick” them, calling me a demon. They test my spirit as if I am the one doing something wrong, when all I did was notice a sticker. I am not a demon, what is a demon anyway? I have a body, I try to follow Christ Jesus, and I see Him as the truth. I do not do to others what they do to me, to Christians or anyone else. I bless others often, and I hope to help others in whatever ways I can.

Similarly, they exploit common letter combinations like “CP” to force intrusive associations. Whenever these letters appear in everyday contexts, on signs, products, or writing, they weaponize them to trigger shame and distress, trying to make me feel as though ordinary things are somehow connected to their false accusations.

How They Trigger Physical and Sensory Responses

In addition to the psychological manipulation, they use technology to create physical sensations that align with their accusations. I feel “pushed” or experience flushing in my face. At the same time, they vocalize accusations, saying wicked things about me, and some of the operators engage in perverse actions toward me while all of this is happening. They also manipulate what I hear, introducing artificial noises like the sound of a motor running, which is intended to provoke a racing heart, anxiety, and fear. Research on emotional contagion shows that physical cues, such as facial expressions, vocalizations, and even physiological responses, can transfer fear and arousal from one person to another, often through automatic mimicry processes that occur outside conscious awareness (Hatfield, Cacioppo, & Rapson, 1993; Miller, Banks, & Ogawa, 1963) . They exploit this principle to amplify my distress and make their accusations feel physically real. Perhaps this is also why as a group, they do these perverse, violent and baal-peor inspired rituals, trying to influence my physiology, values, and relationships with real people in my life.

Why They Do This

Many of these surveillance operators are themselves struggling with the very things they accuse me of. Some of their goal is to bring me down to their level. By making me feel guilty and anxious, they try to justify the abuse they put me through. Some of them call this process their “training.” They get excitement from retraumatizing me. To them, this is entertainment. To me, it is gross violation of bodily autonomy. I would never have thought, prior to surviving this abuse, this type of bodily violation was possible. Certainly, I am not upset to not be on their other side, as I harbour no interest equipping this technology and doing what they do to others. In good Faith, I also have developed dissociation abilities, through prayers to God, and me genuinely knowing much of the perversities they do are unethical, to feel not too influenced by their perverse actions and the unwanted nor asked for sensory sensations they induce.

I refuse to let them succeed. My guilt over my past is my own. It is proportionate, and I have already accounted for it before God. What they are trying to build in me is not truth, it is a construction of abuse. I reject their “training.” I reject their attempt to rewire my conscience into something it is not.

A Note on Character and Intimacy

I understand this may be more information than some expect, but I feel it is necessary to address the broader picture of my character in light of the false accusations made against me.

I have only ever been intimate with one person in my life, and it was a consensual experience. That was when I was 24 years old, with a 31-year-old man during my time in New York, for less than half a year. I have not engaged in any other intimate relationships besides that. Regarding the one adult male I slept with, the guy has a decent career as a practising lawyer in Manhattan, and recently I learned he became a partner at the firm he works at.

I share this not to overshare, but to establish that the narratives the cult attempts to construct about me, portraying me as deviant or perverse, are not only false but completely inconsistent with the reality of who I am and how I have chosen to conduct myself. My history does not align with their accusations, and I refuse to let their distortions define me. I never would even think to overshare these experiences, and prepare of the backlash that I would receive, but it is better to be completely honest than have the surveillance operators accuse me of being a “baal” worshipper, a “pedophile”, a “satanic”, a “demon”, a “witch”, etc. I rebuke all of their lies against me in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

References

Dutton, D. G., & Aron, A. P. (1974). Some evidence for heightened sexual attraction under conditions of high anxiety. Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 30(4), 510–517.

Hatfield, E., Cacioppo, J. T., & Rapson, R. L. (1993). Emotional contagion. Cambridge University Press.

Miller, R. E., Banks, J. H., & Ogawa, N. (1963). Communication of affects in feral and free-ranging rhesus monkeys. Journal of Abnormal and Social Psychology, 67(5), 441–448.

Rusinoff, J., & Gerber, P. N. (1990). Crossing typological boundaries in treating the shame cycle. In M. Hunter (Ed.), The sexually abused male: Application of treatment strategies (Vol. 2, pp. 99–115). Lexington Books.

Schachter, S., & Singer, J. E. (1962). Cognitive, social, and physiological determinants of emotional state. Psychological Review, 69(5), 379–399.

The Fantasy of the Host and the Antichrist Accusations

A Documentation of Their Spiritual Framework

There is a deeper layer to the fixation of these US elite operators. They have a fantasy of latching onto pure-looking, young hosts. This is a documented pattern among predators: they hide behind the profile of a young woman, pretend to be someone they are not, and live parasitically through their hosts.

Many of these operators enjoy hiding within and superimposing their bodies, astra projection and telepresence/ telehaptics style, within the the bodies and lives of young, attractive, healthy, decent young women and men. They focus particularly on good people who love Jesus Christ. They want to be parasites. They want to live in the minds and lives of their hosts. They want to rot them from within, to control them, to manipulate them.

Spiritual Warfare and Demonic Imagery

This is not just psychological abuse. It is spiritual warfare. They see themselves as demons whispering into the ears of their hosts. They draw on imagery from Scripture: Satan whispering into the ear of the Antichrist, telling him how to trick people, how to perform false signs, how to do disgusting things.

The imagery is clear: a man being whispered to by demons. The demons tell him how to deceive, how to corrupt, how to engage in grotesque rituals. The US elite operators see themselves as those demons. They see me as the host. They want to be the voice in my ear. They want to take credit for everything I am, everything I write, everything I reveal.

The Antichrist Accusations

These US elite operators accuse me of being an antichrist. This is absurd. I am a Christian. I love Jesus Christ. I belong to Him.

But their accusation reveals their framework. They see themselves as the demonic forces that empower the Antichrist. They believe that if they can control me, if they can corrupt me, if they can make me into their creation, then they will have succeeded in their spiritual war.

They project this onto me. They call me the Antichrist while they act like demons. They accuse me of being evil while they do evil. They say I am taking the mark of the beast while they themselves are engaged in rituals that mock everything sacred.

What I See in Them

I see some of these US elite operators as parasites. They attach themselves to lives, to minds, to bodies. They feed on suffering. They draw energy from the pain they cause. They cannot exist without a host. They cannot function without a target.

They are like parasites, sucking the life, the sanity, the peace from their victims. They delight in destruction. They take pleasure in the suffering of others. They treat cruelty as a game.

They see themselves as demons whispering into the ears of their hosts. They imagine themselves as Satan speaking to the Antichrist, giving instructions on how to deceive, how to corrupt, how to destroy. This is their fantasy. This is their identity.

This is not hyperbole. This is observation.

They are mentally ill, obsessed with occult knowledge, with secret societies, with esoteric frameworks that they use to justify their abuse. They are the kind of people who, in apocalyptic delusion, might destroy themselves and others. They project this onto me, accusing me of what they are.

References & Notes

On Parasitic and Vampiric Metaphors

The metaphor of parasites has been used to describe abusers who feed on the suffering of others. This reflects the reality that some abusers derive satisfaction from the pain they cause (Stark, 2007; Coercive Control). The US elite operators’ fantasy of latching onto young, healthy hosts mirrors patterns documented in predatory behavior.

On the Antichrist and Satanic Imagery

The imagery of Satan whispering into the ear of the Antichrist appears in interpretations of Revelation and apocalyptic literature. The US elite operators project this imagery onto their relationship with me, seeing themselves as demonic forces and me as a host to be corrupted. This reflects their own spiritual framework and their desire for power over others.

Biblical References

Revelation 13:11–15 Describes the false prophet who performs signs and deceives the inhabitants of the earth. The operators draw on this imagery to frame themselves as demonic forces.
2 Thessalonians 2:9–10 “The coming of the lawless one is by the activity of Satan with all power and false signs and wonders, and with all wicked deception.”
Romans 12:19 “Vengeance is Mine, I will repay, says the Lord.”
Psalm 7:15–16 “He has dug a pit and hollowed it out, and has fallen into the hole which he made. His mischief will return upon his own head.”

What Love Really Means: My Blog on Faith through Jesus Christ, Suffering, and Standing Against Evil

I recently got a new puppy. Some people involved in this surveillance are tolerant — I acknowledge that. But others are not. Some try to trigger and traumatize me with gross lies, implying they are using technology to do abusive things to the dog. They even say they are whispering to the dog, which triggers me and grosses me out. I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Beyond that, they mock me, accusing me of doing disgusting things to the dog myself — trying to provoke me by pretending that the evil they do is actually mine. They claim to be an extension of me, as they put it, saying the vile acts they commit against others and animals are things I am doing. It’s also gross that as a Christian (but this extends to people in general, regardless of your background), they practice satanic and demonic worship, then accuse me of being a demonic satanic worshiper, just because it’s either me tolerating their surveillance, or death, as the two options.

How they mock me — what is revolting and sickening

What is bad — and what I pray God protects me against — is the way they try to get me to imagine myself as an Asian man doing unlawful things to others. They use some kind of first‑person perspective imagery that they can exploit and enjoy, all to accuse me of being “one of them,” I hate this. I pray against ever developing those visions — visions that they lightly project and extra‑sensorily perceive. When I show any ESP (extra‑sensory perception) myself, they mock me immediately by accusing me of having a demon or being “one of them.”

Even when I am righteously infuriated and grossed out, and cope with sarcasm, anger, and occasional violent thoughts directly towards them (which they especially love to encourage, because this lets the devil’s stronghold take root so they can push you into more sins, regressing and retrograding your character and inner consciousness) — even then, I hear their terrible mocking, replicating that of devils.

I would face‑punch such cowards in real life, take a photo for the police and the world to see, rather than have them do gross things perpetually while accusing me of the wickedness they themselves do. Some of them pretend to be an extension of my mom’s decent character and mine. Many of them even find enjoyment in my writings — which shows you how mentally sick they are. I rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

But I am glad. God keeps my soul beyond the lies they say to trick me.

They project violent images of me and of themselves (so they feel worse about the violence they do to me) and encourage me to imagine them gored in my mind. They want me to be violent, to foster a sense of cult camaraderie. They try to lead me astray with false flattery, calling me a god to make me prideful, delusional, and dumb. Now they also say I secretly worship Wall Street — a label that conventionally attracts people who work there — and other demonic things, as if I am only pretending to be a Christian to impress those people.

Many of these corporates America, as based on my experience, seem rather soulless, and capable of immense cruelty. It’s not until you truly get to know them — on these male sites, and in their relationship to the Pentagon, Hollywood, and the entertainment industry — that you see how out of touch with the rest of the world they are. Very miserable, and wanting to take away the purity and happiness of others, targeting vulnerable men and women who might not know better, versus helping them lead towards repentance and decent lives (which is what angels actually do). Their sense of money and power to do satanic and evil things, along with the leaders who fund their corruption, perversion, hedonism, and crimes, is beyond vile. I feel bad for anyone fooled into finding that attractive, or them to be someone to affiliate with — fresh‑faced or gullible young men and women, parents, whoever — only to have vile leaders and bullies ruin their lives and use them up.

I must honestly say how lucky and privileged I feel not to be stuck in the USA where they would stalk me more easily, or anywhere, with similar people, where I must do things against my will, surrounded by people who could not care less about me nor my true family and would exploit me in the worst ways, trying to ruin my mind, body, spirit, and soul. Even though some still try to do this to me with technology, none of which is true to my character — I rebuke their evil “trauma” cursed in my life in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

The biggest blessing in my life is that I don’t need to deal with these people in real life. That would be truly miserable. Even better: I have free will and freedom to choose my actions. I don’t need to do those terrible, humiliating, soulless, gross things they encourage me to do while record and watch with glee and contempt. I don’t need to force myself to talk to weirdos on the internet, to date, to do other things. I remain celibate and always childless. I am not inherently against those things, and find those things blessings, but given my situation as a targeted individual, it would be extremely unethical and gross to do otherwise — even worse if I became a mom. Even the closest people in my life know these values, and they are not against them.

I don’t want to feel too self‑important. I know the world’s inequities and suffering are vast, and my suffering is not comparable to many others’. But this is a new type you must prepare for — hidden, involving new technology, with divine implications of heaven and hell. You must put your Faith in the Gospel and Jesus Christ to remain soulful, to try to live morally and with decency with life, love, and heart. Try to be kind to others, regardless of how they look like, their age, or their race, religion or heritage.

The only reason I am alive at all — what brings me forward and heals me — is my faith in the Gospel, Christianity, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Trinity. Otherwise I would have already passed away — fearful, confused, delusional, or insane. I rebuke these US surveillancers’ curses of terror and violence completely and eternally in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I believe only in the Gospel of Jesus Christ. If I follow Christ, I follow the Gospel — and I will not be accused of being the antichrist or anything else. My personality flaws, sketchiness, and human capacity to be swayed by the patterns of the world remind me to be humbled, regardless of whether I am called an attention seeker, a hypocrite, or anything else. It’s rather a blessing to be laughed at but live a free life and believe in God through Jesus Christ, and not to value worldly things too much, and to love God and people around you, along with people of other nations.

Another blessing: never being stuck (in real life) in a heartbreaking, gross situation where a partner or someone I rely on is an abuser or gaslighter. I find it deeply disturbing that others might be trapped in that, and I pray that God and Jesus Christ comfort them, or that they can get true help to get them out of these terrible, unnecessary circumstances. You cannot imagine how many people are hurt in those places — especially trafficked people.

I still encourage you to be Christian, regardless of what you think. You might not know if you are also surveilled. But as long as you don’t feel obvious about it, or don’t think you are: appreciate the people in your life, treasure your privacy, turn from your sins, become more moral and ethical, appreciate God’s creation, have empathy, treat others kindly, help the oppressed, share the Gospel correctly (without racism or accusation), live authentically and don’t care too much what others think (i.e., try to live ethically and morally and love God, but don’t waste time trying to impress other people), believe Jesus is the Son of God, and receive salvation by grace through the Bible and Truth of Jesus Christ. I pray the Holy Spirit transforms you, rebuking all wickedness and darkness, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

A necessary clarification about corporate America

I am sure not everyone from corporate America is that wretched and insufferable. There may be many decent, ethical, even God‑fearing individuals who work in such systems. But truly, my own experience with these people has been so bad — so soulless, so gross, so cruel — that I cannot pretend otherwise. The operatives I encountered, especially those connected to the Pentagon, Hollywood, and the entertainment industry, elite societies, seem empty, narcissistic, and out of touch.

On Freemasons and their mocking sneers

Many of the Freemasons involved in this surveillance have a particular expression they project into my mind: gnashing teeth, uncanny gleefulness, a sneer. They mock me, some accusing me purposefully of being a devil worshiper to infuriate or upset me. I am a follower of Jesus Christ, and I rebuke their lies about me, along with their curses, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

On regular people who have not heard the Gospel (Romans vs. Galatians)

Not all regular people who aren’t traditionally Christian are devil worshipers, especially if they don’t know better. The book of Romans (Romans 2:12–16) teaches that those without the law will be judged according to their conscience and the moral values they do know. But for those of us who have heard the Gospel, we are called to believe in Jesus Christ and be saved through faith in His perfection — not by relying on the law. As Galatians says, Christ became a curse for us so that we are not cursed by the law. We are made righteous through faith in Him.

To the US surveillancers who do evil and disgusting things to me and others: I tolerate what you do, not because I accept it, but because the other option is suicide. God is my witness that I do not encourage your lawlessness. Yet you try to force the baal peor narrative — accusing me of being a secret mediocre idol, now attempting me to worship random children as idols. You try to make me insane by saying I am race‑mixing with you, and that my (nonexistent) son would inherit your worst traits.

As a victim violated in ways purer generations cannot imagine, I rebuke your deviancies, your evilness, and your unnecessary, cruel technologies in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Given some of their fear of the Lord, some cannot be completely lawless — but they still experiment on vulnerable people they justify as sacrifices or deserving. I completely reject their lies about me and my parents, and also bless everyone around me and myself, who have been cursed by them, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. We are saved through grace in Jesus Christ, made righteous through Him.

On anti‑God technologies

I am glad I will never be a true insider of the surveillancers, nor have access to their anti‑God and anti‑humanity technologies — technologies that replicate God and give people authority, but are not of God. They are wicked because they represent man trying to be God. I rebuke their gross presence and existence in my life and in others’ lives. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

My own guilt and repentance

I feel immense guilt about the world’s inequities. I do not directly upheld systemic injustices, and I have not done enough to make the world equitable and godly. That said, I recognize my privileged life living in Canada, one of the most privileged countries in the world, while other countries could be suffering at the hands of more privileged and rich nations. I repent of my ignorance and grossness — feeling complicit in suffering, especially in developing nations where people are often more pure and innocent. They deserve to hear the Gospel of Jesus Christ without also having to worship imperialism or feel intimidated by rich nations or white people.

Practical guidance: avoid the mark of the beast, follow Christ

To avoid the mark of the beast and truly follow Christ, channel your efforts into helping others — especially the oppressed. (NOTE: This should be done whether you are a Christian or not; however, as the Gospel says, salvation and heaven is reached only through Faith in Jesus Christ).

Do not uphold systemic inequities. The worst evils include: making money through war, exploiting civilians through medicine and hospitals, mind‑washing and cultural decline and propaganda through TV and social media, heartlessness toward children and the next generation, cold‑hearted capitalism, systemic racism, human trafficking, and using secretive surveillance technologies to make people lawless, criminal, and suffering while making outsiders think they were only mentally ill or schizophrenic.

I care a lot, although I know there are so many others who also would want to world to be a better place if they knew how to make it better. I give it to God to judge. Bless Jesus Christ, Amen.

Final rebuke and prayer

I rebuke their curses of terror, violence, emo, trauma, and lawlessness — completely and eternally — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I do not worship wall street or demons. I am flawed, but I cling to the cross. I believe in the Gospel. If you are trapped in a heartbreaking situation, pray that God and Jesus Christ comfort you. There is a way out, and His name is Jesus.

Do not be fooled by the soulless glitter of corporate America. Turn from your sins. Be kind, selfless, informed. Help other nations. Do not be racist. Do not accuse falsely.

And above all, believe in the Gospel.

Amen.

A Staged Death, Mockery, and Why I Still Speak Honestly

When their initial plans did not work — when they realized I was not as superficial or easily impressed by their version of society — they changed their approach. At one point, they tried to simulate a death using their technology, making me think I had died and resurrected. Looking back, it was clearly staged. Then they mocked me, calling me a god or someone who had come back from the dead, as if I were delusional.

I believe that was an attempt to unsettle my mind — to make me think I was Jesus Christ or a prophet, to lead me into confusion and embarrassment. I will not describe every detailed tactic they use, because that could be used against me. But I still want to speak honestly about my experience, so that others in similar situations feel less alone.

I hope that anyone reading this will choose not to bully or ostracize others, but to love people instead. I pray that you can turn away from harmful patterns and believe in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior — the Holy Trinity. God protects us, gives us life, and offers salvation.

They have tried to mock me by pretending I am a man and then criticizing my body. They have tried to paint me as mentally ill, as against Christ, as delusional. But I am not against Christianity — not the Christianity I have learned from reading the Gospel, which is very different from what some so‑called “Christians” in powerful places practice through war and other harms.

I put my faith in Jesus Christ. I already abide in Him. It is difficult at times, but we are saved through grace, not through works. I am grateful that I can still do something meaningful to help others in similar circumstances.

What I have learned is this: do not live according to worldly values. You can mock me if you like. I care most about the people who genuinely love me and whom I love. You matter less to the wider world than you might think — and that can be freeing.

I am sure they are still planning more disturbances. Their technology can cause real physical pain. They still want to harm me and my mother. That is frightening. What feels especially unfair is that because my parents are decent people, I have been singled out to look like the unstable, confused, or false one. But I am not false.

I bless everyone. I ask for protection in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Sleep Paralysis, Unwanted Projections, and Concern Towards My Chinese Family and Many Other Families

NOTE: Because they are angry that I call them out, they are trying to falsely accuse me of cursing my own race and people, and complicit of them doing gross things to other Chinese families and my own family, to again, highlight me as an example of the apparent self-hating ethnic Chinese they try to convince themselves I am. Again, completely false lies, and I hope in good Faith, you can see how delusional and wicked some of these US surveillancers are.

Some of those monitoring me have tried to project unsettling images and sensations onto me — things that feel like sleep paralysis combined with muscle control. They made my body feel pressed down, suffocated, as if my face was drooping. It was a disturbing experience. The technology they use seems capable of affecting muscles and inducing a state much like sleep paralysis, which they use to try to frighten me.

I thank God that I am not consumed by fear. Ultimately, God is with me, and Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. I love God, and I love people.

Watching how some powerful people in the US treat their own citizens gives me clarity about what I have experienced — especially those connected to entertainment, the military, and wealthy industries, along with historical injustices like slavery and unnecessary wars. I want to be clear: I truly love the American people. Many are kind, innocent, and wonderful. But certain elites have behaved in ways that are hard to respect.

Some of them have wished pain upon me and then tried to frame it as if I consented to that pain or brought it on myself. That is not true. I pray that more people will join me in praying for protection and for these harmful patterns to stop.

What concerns me most is this: if I were to die — whether by my own hand or otherwise — I fear they might take revenge on my family members. My mom, my dad, and even my relatives in China whom they seem to be monitoring. That thought disturbs me deeply.

I know some readers might think I sound confused or unwell. I don’t know what strategies they will use to discredit me. But I am certain they have the capacity to harm others in my family, and that weighs on me.

Still, I am thankful that I do not have to live near these people in real life. I am not imprisoned among them. I can remain celibate and childless, which spares me from additional complications. I was baptized in the name of Christ Jesus, believing in the Holy Trinity. I am not the one doing harm to them. I trust that God loves me and the people around me.

Sometimes, in frustration, I speak bluntly. They have accused me of being heartless, demonic, or evil because I have lived a relatively comfortable life as a graduate student with living parents in Canada. They have said I lack compassion for people in wars, for the homeless, for the suffering. This is false. I want to reduce pain and suffering as much as anyone. I want the world to be more kind and more godly.

Yet they project harmful thoughts into my family members’ minds — both in China and here — and try to place generational burdens on us. They seem to believe this is justified because my family has not suffered enough (no homelessness, no disability, etc.). They have even said they hope I face tragedy and ruin.

You can judge for yourself. I believe these are the same people who profit from war and from systems that make their own citizens homeless, sick, or trapped in injustice. Most people are lawful and good. But these particular individuals have accused me of liking racism, prejudice, and suffering — which is completely false.

I try to treat others as I wish to be treated. I do not drain the energy and happiness from others, which is what these people seem to do to me, my family, entire nations, and even political and military leaders. They appear to want more suffering and corruption in the next generation, perhaps to feel superior in comparison to ordinary civilians.

I reject that path. I bless everyone. I pray that more people turn toward God and Jesus Christ, live morally, and leave behind harmful ways. Amen.

I also pray that people who come into wealth — especially those new to it — are not corrupted by old, unhealthy social circles. Some elite families have grown angry when I pray for them to become more decent and kind. But I am simply telling the truth as I see it.

I think there is cowardice in hating that an ordinary person like me can follow Jesus Christ. Some seem to want to pull sincere people down while pretending at the last minute to be good themselves. That is not sincere.

I bless all nations, all lovely people, and my family. I ask for protection from whatever generational patterns have been aimed at us. These are things to consider.

My Formal Statement of Non-Consent, Not Given to the US Surveillancers

I am aware that some individuals operating within or outside surveillance frameworks have falsely claimed that my silence, my presence, my altered mental state, or their own technological manipulations constitute my consent. This is false. This is a lie. I denounce it completely.

Those who proceed without my consent — or who knowingly manipulate my state of mind to simulate consent — are acting in direct violation of my will, my dignity, and my moral and spiritual boundaries. They are, in my judgment, cowardly, wicked, and godless, regardless of what they claim to be defending or serving.

Spiritual declaration

I rebuke every such person and entity in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
I lock away my consent permanently, beyond any future claim or distortion.
I bless my mother, my pets, and all innocent beings in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I am not like those who hide behind technology to commit spiritual and psychological violations. I am a conventional young woman who refuses to be turned into a tragedy for the amusement of the disordered.

No consent I have ever given. None has ever existed. None will ever exist.

This statement is my grave, irrevocable record.

Reflective statement to family, friends, law enforcers, and the public: A Confession of Spiritual Warfare and Coerced Abuse By American-based Mercernaries and Secret Societies

I need to document what has been done to me — not because I am ashamed, or as a call for attention, nor to feel self-important or better than others, but because silence protects the abusers, and this is done to others beyond me.

There are people connected to powerful networks — including Pentagon-linked mercenary-style operatives, corporate cult-like groups, Scientology-affiliated individuals, Freemasonry, and certain elite families — who have been subjecting me to a form of remote psychological and spiritual torture. This is not metaphorical. It is systematic, episodic, calculated, and criminal. The methods resemble those documented at Abu Ghraib, except applied remotely through technology that invades my mind, my senses, and my inner space.

They bombard me with disgusting noises and physical sensations — informing me what their mercenaries and cult operators are doing on the other side, as if I am connected to a hidden reality of abuse. They have projected images into my mind of my own parents being hurt or distorted into cruel caricatures. They have flashed gory images, frightening pictures of ghosts or demons, symbols of Baal Peor, and other occult signs directly into my inner vision.

They lie consistently, claiming that everything they do. This is their daily pattern. They try to make me internalize their actions, to develop false memories, and to confuse my mind. I have endured this for more than three years.

Now they are also accumulating a large amount of footage of me, along with things I say — sometimes when I am in an extremely disturbed state of mind — while they literally attempt demonic possession. They influence my thoughts, words, and perceptions to make me appear sick and deviant. Some of them encourage me to criminal things, hoping that my local community will cancel me or turn to nativism, and that I will be overlooked and hated because of my Chinese heritage.

I love the society I live in. I have good feelings toward people of all races. I like white people, and I have no prejudice toward other races — because I was raised in a lawful, open-minded, and kind society that celebrates different nationalities. But the surveillancers from America are exploiting my Christianity while simultaneously trying to make me a false god worshipper. They want me to seem like a racist, Chinese nationalistic pedophile sadist — to get people to overlook my statements and experiences, to dismiss me as an attention seeker. The surveillance extends beyond me to others in society, civilians of all races and nationalities. It is convenient for them that I am of Chinese heritage, but I hope this does not deter you from hearing my message. What they do to me, they do to others who are white and of other races. I am not claiming to be a hero or a saviour. I am doing the just and ethical thing, hoping this can help others regardless of race, religion, class, or education. I hope you can set aside any prejudice toward me because I am Chinese, and take the suffering and truth I reveal seriously.

I apologize for previously writing extremely distressing and vulgar things regarding the harassment. The surveillancers specifically try to cause that — hoping to degrade my writing so it is taken less seriously, by putting me in a bad mental state so that my testimony becomes a cesspool of the worst things in the world.

This is a new kind of religious persecution. A war on consciousness. They experiment on me, hoping to shape me into something cold, cruel, and heartless. They try to make me into a symbol for larger political narratives, as if my suffering is a tool.

I will not walk away from my faith. No matter what they put me through.

They tried to shame me for going to church. They said I would taint holy spaces because of what they have done to me and what I now know. I am not the one who defiles. They are.

They project vile things — rituals, distorted scenes involving women and infants — things that sicken me. I rebuke every single one of those images in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They constantly try to make me think about attacking my own mother. That is the milder version. The rest is worse. They use what feels like extrasensory perception to invade and torment.

I do not want to criticize all military personnel. Most serve with honor. But this specific network — these individuals who engage in torture — project their own sadism, opportunism pride and rage onto me. They need a scapegoat. They have decided I am the enemy.

I am concerned about being criminalized as foreign interference, a spy, or something else, because I am honestly posting my position as a targeted individual. I love living in Canada and identify strongly as Canadian. Given my Chinese heritage, and the fact that the US surveillancers exploit this while trying to program me and turn me against the West in subtle ways — mocking me as Islamic, hoping I will taint my blog with vulgarities — I need to clarify my positioning.

A clarification: Not every person in these networks treats me the same way. Some treat me slightly better — with moments that resemble empathy, kindness, or reluctant care. But they still watch. They still witness me in distress. They still do nothing to stop it. And worse, some accuse me of enjoying what is being done to me. That is a lie. I do not enjoy any of this. The same has happened with my parents and others — people who should have protected me instead watching, remaining silent, or believing false accusations. That mixed treatment — a little empathy paired with ongoing complicity — is its own form of betrayal.

Nevertheless, I forgive them. That is not weakness. That is my faith.

But they twist my strength. Because I do not collapse in fear — because I respond with anger and defiance instead of breakdown — they try to frame me as a “Jezebel.” They try to make my righteous anger look wicked. I live in celibacy. I respect children. I respect people. I have never done the things they force me to visualize. Their accusations do not define me.

They try to control small things. When I want a friend, they call me unethical. When I want a puppy, they accuse me of planning to hurt him. This is not rational. I will get a dog if I choose to — because love, including the love of an animal, heals people. Some of them show arousal or excitement, hoping I would hurt my dog, inventing lies about things I would never do, while telling me they are going to ruin me.

I will still proceed to buy a puppy, because I live lawfully in a free country, Canada. It is unfair that these lawless Americans put me through more than hell, spiritually and mentally, accusing me of not abiding with the Holy Spirit despite my faith, intentionally trying to make me miserable, hateful, lonely, unlikeable, and unloving, while trying to make me symbolize Chinese people and China as a nation. They want to isolate me completely.

Some claim I am on death row, deserving of their cruelty and of eternal damnation. Every time I show platonic love toward others, they try to twist it into lust. They constantly call me jealous, despite me never feeling jealousy toward them — even in New York City. They cannot show evidence of this, given their unlawful data collection and surveillance.

I rebuke their curses of “self-fulfilling” prophecies, as these are not my internal monologues. Without these American operatives, I would be a relatively jolly, peaceful, and happy individual. I rebuke their rotten presence — their telepresence, astral projection, and direct energy weapon technologies — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They have attempted conversion therapy on my mind. The technology allows them to do this quietly. If I tell anyone, I risk being called schizophrenic or crazy. They enjoy that too.

They mock me by pretending I am pregnant — lying about my own body — while their operators commit other violations. It is revolting. These days, they say they will make sure “I’m not in my right state of mind,” hoping I will do something rash, violent, or perverse that they can record and use as evidence that I am like them. This is inaccurate. I dissociate from the disturbing things they do to me, and I abide in my faith for comfort. I rebuke their continued attempts — tragedy, disability, accidents, and other forms of harm — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I bless my statements in truth and honesty, and rebuke those who try to curse me and others, in the name of Jesus Christ.

They accuse me of being lawless because I know the callousness comprising some of them, and because I have not committed suicide, nor cried in their presence, nor shown much grief or fear. They claim this means I support or am complicit with them, or that I am excited. False. I do not feel comfort in their presence, so I will not show them my feelings or emotions, including fear and grief — which they want to see. I use dissociation and apathy as coping mechanisms.

Now they accuse me of being a Jezebel, a witch, or a demon, saying I am trying to afflict people with my writings — that I enjoy disturbing or wasting others’ time, despite the cruelty they engage in. These lies are false. I rebuke their lies and wrongful interpretations in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Now, in detail and concisely, the nature of their callousness:

Even convicted criminals in jail can eventually heal, learn to do good, believe in Jesus Christ, and be saved. Prison chaplains walk death row. But these people — with direct energy weapons, astral projection, and telepresence — have effectively placed me on death row through surveillance. Because I am not in physical jail, they claim they need to compensate by subjecting me to mental and spiritual torture more severe than what most prisoners face. They call it an experiment.

They do terrible things, accusing me of things I have never been, which are complete lies, regardless of whatever data they have unlawfully collected. In actual jails, pastors can preach the gospel and the Holy Spirit can sanctify. These people do the opposite. They justify their cruelty by saying: since I do not commit suicide after knowing of their surveillance, they are justified in making me worse — more miserable, more wicked, more unsaved — than I have ever been in my 27 years.

They try to make me internalize the crimes of the most cruel criminals in history. They subject me to major mind abuse, doing gross things with their technology — not only to me but to my parents and others, but without obvious signals, and with the focus on me. They want me to feel either wretched or (as they falsely claim) aroused, knowing they also do these things to the people I love most. They say this proves I am lawless and heartless just like them, apparently destined for hell.

This is the level of callousness and slyness involved. Instead of ordinary physical persecution — where the enemy is visible — these people use technology to become more vile in how they treat supposed enemies of the state. They hide behind distance and deniability.

They also try to convince me that I enjoy this dehumanizing treatment — that I am encouraging them to be disgusting to me, that I am telling them to treat others, including my parents, in these cruel ways. They try to make me seem completely mentally unhealthy, as if I am part of their team. This is a lie. Never online nor offline do I associate with people like this. I have been thankfully not involved with this type of person. Yet they try to convince me I have done all sorts of things I have not done, to justify their own cruelty — to make me seem the more messed up or complicit party. They accuse me of being complicit in the pure callousness others commit. That is not true.

Reflective statement: They hope I will look like a religious fanatic — someone who uses the name of Jesus Christ in vain, who elevates myself while the world suffers. They want to frame me as someone who enjoys seeming like a “good Christian” while heartlessness continues everywhere — inequity, suffering, unseen agonies. They want people to believe I am complacent, that I stand on a pedestal of piety while they put me through ritual harrassement and other masked, unseen suffering. In truth, I am barely surviving what they do to me, and what I cannot do about the world’s suffering weighs on me daily. I do not enjoy this position. I never asked for it. I am not better than anyone. I am a wounded person with faith, and they exploit even that.

The surveillancers probably also say it is cringey that I am going to seem like some overly righteous or martyred person — trying to link myself to martyrs, making me seem like a good Christian suffering persecution, while I live a comfortable and privileged free life in Canada, lawfully. That is another insidious aspect of this. Everything I have described is true, but that does not erase the emotional and mental hell they put me through. You cannot judge a person based on the external appearance of what they suffer. It is still a reality that suffering, injustice, and cruelty exist in this world.

In my unique situation, I have become an unwilling insider to plans of war, destruction, death, famine, and environmental catastrophe. The surveillancers accuse me of knowing about these things while simultaneously accusing me of wanting them — of wanting the destruction of our societies and the planet. Meanwhile, they themselves do unlawful and perverse things to the general public and civilians, hidden away in their decadence, wealth, science, and research as elites of America. They claim I am one of them or like them. They try to make me feel guilty or overly decadent — when in truth I am a working-class person who works honestly for my money, as does my mother. I have always lived lawfully in society since birth. Now they accuse me of being an honorary Aryan or a wannabe of theirs, of feeling self-important because they gave me a sense of purpose and life. Some of them still insist I am condemned to hell.

They hope I would be critcized as a creep, or a freak, for knowing what they do to me, and not being able to do more for getting them to stop doing this alleged crimes against people in my life, as if I am to be blamed of the evil they do to me and the people I respond to. This logic makes no sense, because they are already doing this to others without their knowledge anyway, only to be more wicked and lawless to people in my life, apparently, to make me seem like the unlawful, unethical person, for not self-isolating and committing suicide. You be the judge of this situation. If you were unlawfully violated in this way, while you have your family, children, and entire life, are you expected to die, or to leave everything, to appease these wicked surveillancers, because from their perspective, they think you deserve the evil they put you through?

Only God is my judge and the judge of the world, as the Bible tells me. I rebuke their curses, lies and wickedness, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

My prayers of comfort:

I rebuke their wickedness, their bullying, their callous presence, and every curse they have sent toward me — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I bless my parents, the other victims, and myself — with salvation, grace, love, light, and protection — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I may never be able to prove what they have done. But God sees. I will not become what they say I am. An accusation is not truth. They think their minds can alter reality. That is not faith — that is witchcraft and delusion.

I choose my faith. I choose life. I choose forgiveness without forgetting justice.

I will not be silent.

My statement is completely blessed with Jesus Christ. Regardless of my fears that they might try to make me turn last minute or undo my blessings, the statement is already completely blessed regardless of what others say or what I might say in an unright state of mind that these Americans would try to induce. May nothing undo these blessings and good prayers in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Truly there is salvation, heaven and hell. And if you read my statement, regardless of what you think, I pray that you can also be open-minded and soft-hearted enough to realize that God is love — that the creation of the world, the skies, nature, the animals, all are created by a higher being that is love, and that is Jesus Christ, who died on the cross for our sins because we are sinners, which explains the suffering of this world. Ultimately, I pray that you can feel some type of comfort and blessing, knowing that at least you might not necessarily have your thoughts and bodily autonomy obviously violated the way I have. And if you have friends and family and privacy to be able to open your heart to Jesus Christ — not focus on yourself being too critical or whatever — and accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour, and be saved with God’s grace and salvation, to one day go to heaven with Him, where heaven is a much more perfect and ideal place than the world we live in, where there is suffering, evil, and other things. I bless you and protect you with light, goodness, and love, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

May 2, 2026 Observation: The Christian-exploiting, Freemason and Elite Pedophile Cult from America Thinking I am Secretly on Their Side and Working With Them

Recently, certain individuals have begun operating under a false belief: that I support them and am willingly cooperating with their actions toward me. This appears to be part of a broader strategy.

Their stated claims include:

That I am “working with them,” delivered with sarcastic or mocking emphasis.
That they are actively trying to drive my mother to a state of severe distress — or to cause her to harm me.
That I have expressed approval for a specific vulgar term, typically used in the context of adult-pedophilic mimicry.
That I am, in fact, one of them, despite never having engaged in the behaviours they characterize as their own.

Additionally, they seem to assume I am a self‑masochist — someone who wishes to remain associated with them, despite being treated as disposable, heartless, or soulless by their own account.

This is not an accurate representation of my position or identity. It is, rather, an observable case of projection and psychological manipulation, aimed at rewriting reality to suit their narrative.

I do not support their system, their actions, or their characterization of me.

I rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ, amen, God is the Truth, Way and Light, through Jesus Christ.

I pray God sees my true contempt toward the evil systems of the world, and the wickedness of these american slave-wannabe, god-mocking people, humanity-mocking people, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Note: even as I write this, the pedophiles in the group smirk and say they are praying these evil things towards my mom and I, aroused at her and I’s distress. They are cowardly, and strangers to the good who could care less about them. They feel powerful, as vermin, able to parasitize the beautiful creation that God created for us, proud of their vampirism and ability to take space in certain target’s mind, now some accusing me of wanting attention and feeling special for being a targeted individual.

I rebuke their cowardice, backwards racism, poutiness and fury that it’s not two centuries ago where they could do more vile, dehumanizing racism towards the supposed “slave” races, as they themselves say, and I rebuke the evil they do to me and the falsely accused labels they try to mindwash me with, and pray that God blesses and protects my parentse and I all the more, rebuking our american US free mason, devil-ish foes, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

The disgust I harbour to them, only God knows. The ignorance others hold of their positioning and actions, the saints of the heavens and the heavenly angels help protect humanity from their curses and occult activities. Praise God that He blocks these american devils and their worship and ways, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. Praise God that He knows the lies they say of me, that I also worship the devil, is a complete, false lie. I have never been someone to spoil the spiritual energy of Christians or anyone, really; however, through their presence, they try to manufacture criminals and vampires to intentionally spoil society to sow confusion, hate, perversion, and apostacy.

I pray to God that You will deliver me from the monetary bets of the surveillancers and the corporations, apparently making bets of whether I commit suicide, do perverse things they say, or kill my mom. They are cruel, and I pray that the second two options will never happen, with Jesus Christ, God, and the universe as my witness, shedding light onto their evil. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. The true disgust they are, is not intimidating nor fearful, but cowardly and gross.

I pray that God can undo their wickedness and to bless others with mercy, love, light and goodness, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

The Sly Tactics of the Cult: How They Try to Manufacture a False Witness

On Testing, Mockery, Simulated Pregnancy, and the False Authority to Send Souls to Hell

By: A baptized Christian woman, age 27
Date: April 2026

Introduction: Understanding the Tactics

I have written before about various experiences involving technology, ritual abuse, and surveillance. This post focuses on specific psychological tactics that a particular network has used in an attempt to disorient me and shape my responses. My goal is to name these tactics clearly so that others who may encounter similar methods can recognize them.

The individuals who surveil me have access to technologies that allow them to project sounds, images, and physical sensations into my perception. They use these capabilities to test my reactions, hoping to manufacture evidence that I am a false prophet, an Antichrist figure, or someone complicit in their own actions. This post describes their methods and explains why those methods fail.

Part One: Contaminating Ordinary Communication

One of their methods involves my everyday interactions with people in my life.

The Accusations Before Interaction

Before I speak with someone — a friend, a family member, or a stranger — they sometimes project accusations into my perception. They suggest that I want to think judgmental thoughts about the person I am about to communicate with. They claim I have hidden contempt or that I am secretly evaluating the other person’s worth.

These projections are not accurate reflections of my internal state. They are external attempts to influence how I see myself and others.

Projected Sounds

During interactions, they project sounds onto the person I am speaking with — bone cracking, lip smacking, or other auditory distortions. These sounds are not real. The other person is not making them. The technology creates them in my perception only.

The apparent intent is to see whether I will react inappropriately — for example, by laughing at something that seems disgusting or by becoming distracted. If I were to laugh, they could later claim that I mock the people in my life. If I do not laugh, they may mock me for being overly serious. Either way, they attempt to position me in a negative light.

The Broader Goal

Their broader objective appears to be framing me as someone who is not trustworthy — a wolf in sheep’s clothing, a false witness. They have indicated that they hope to use recorded or remembered reactions as material for some kind of internal critique, possibly aimed at my ethnic background or my faith.

I do not accept this framing. Their projections do not define who I am.

Part Two: Pretending to Have Authority Over Salvation

Another tactic involves claims about hell, damnation, and the fate of people around me.

Claims About Damnation

They tell me — through voice-to-skull projections — that people in my life have taken the mark of the beast. They say these individuals are going to hell. They describe difficult fates for them. Then they observe my response.

They appear to be testing whether I will feel schadenfreude — pleasure at the suffering of others. They seem to want evidence that I am gleeful about damnation.

Claims of Supernatural Authority

They also try to convince me that they themselves have supernatural authority — that they are demons or that their technology gives them the power to send souls to hell. They want me to believe that displeasing them could result in eternal consequences for myself or for those I care about.

This is not true. They are human beings. They have technology, but they do not have divine authority. Only God judges. Only Christ saves.

Why These Claims Have No Power

The good news of the gospel is that no human being — regardless of technology or rituals — can send another soul to hell. Salvation and damnation belong to God alone. Being told that one is cursed does not make it so. Being told that others are damned does not make it true.

When I hear such claims, I do not rejoice. I do not despair. I pray for the people named. And I continue to put my faith in Jesus Christ.

Part Three: Accusations of Complicity in Crimes

They have also accused me of enjoying the presence of individuals who commit serious crimes. They project these accusations repeatedly, as if hoping I will internalize them or become desensitized.

The Nature of the Accusations

They claim that I am complicit in acts that I find deeply wrong. They suggest that my continued existence — my refusal to break or to end my life — is evidence that I secretly approve of what they do.

This is a lie. I do not approve of such acts. I have never approved of them. The fact that I have not responded in the way they expect does not indicate complicity. It indicates that I am surviving under difficult circumstances.

Projection as a Tactic

In my observation, these accusations reveal more about the accusers than about me. They seem to be projecting their own actions and desires onto a target. This is a known psychological pattern: attributing one’s own unacceptable thoughts or behaviors to someone else.

I do not accept their projection. Their accusations do not define me.

Part Four: Simulated Pregnancy and Associated Rhetoric

One of the more unusual tactics involves simulating pregnancy on my body.

What They Do

Using their technology, they project physical sensations associated with pregnancy — nausea, weight, pressure, movements that feel like fetal kicking. They treat me as if I am pregnant. Sometimes speak to me as if I am pregnant.

I am not pregnant. I do not feel pregnant in reality. I do not want to be pregnant at this time. Their continuous simulation does not change these facts.

The Associated Rhetoric

They have connected this simulation to themes of Baal — an ancient deity associated with child sacrifice in the Hebrew Bible. They seem to want me to see any child, real or simulated, as an object for sacrifice rather than as a human being to love and protect.

This framing does not align with my values or my faith. I believe children are gifts from God, to be cherished and raised with care. I have no desire to harm any child.

Operators’ Comments

I have heard some of the operators say that they are “taking one for the team” by engaging with me. They express disgust toward me even as they perform these simulations. This combination of simulated intimacy and expressed contempt appears designed to create confusion.

I am not confused. I know they find me unpleasant. I do not seek their approval. Their comments reflect their own issues, not my worth.

Part Five: Attempts to Create Division with Loved Ones

They also try to damage my relationships with people who genuinely care about me.

Lies About Family

They tell me false things about my parents — that they are being coerced, that they harbor negative feelings toward me, that they are complicit in the surveillance. None of this is true. My parents have shown me consistent love and care throughout my life.

Attempts to Isolate

By projecting these false narratives, they seem to hope that I will become suspicious of my own family. They want me isolated, without advocates, more dependent on the network’s version of reality.

I have not fallen for this. I maintain trust in my parents. I do not believe the lies.

The Broader Context

They have also made comments linking their actions to negative views of certain ethnic groups. Some of them appear to have affiliations with military or intelligence circles. They seem to want to use me as an example in a narrative about subpar genetics or failed integration.

I am an individual. I do not represent any nation or ethnic group. Their racial views are their own problem.

Part Six: My Response to These Tactics

Despite these various attempts to shape my perceptions and reactions, I have remained steady.

No Schadenfreude

When they tell me that people are going to hell, I do not rejoice. I feel grief. I pray. I rebuke the lies.

No Complicity

When they accuse me of enjoying serious crimes, I do not internalize the accusation. I know what I feel and do not feel. Their projections are not my reality.

No Confusion About Pregnancy

When they simulate pregnancy, I am not deluded. I know my own body. I know I am not pregnant. Their sensations do not change biological fact.

No Hatred for My Family

When they lie about my parents, I continue to love them. I continue to trust them. The cult’s attempts to divide us have not succeeded.

Part Seven: Gratitude Toward God and Compassion for Others

Despite the difficulties of this situation, I have much to be grateful for. And reflecting on my own circumstances has deepened my compassion for others who suffer far more than I do.

Gratitude for My Own Situation

Through this voice-to-skull surveillance and the associated experiences, I have been reminded of how much worse things could be. I am not trapped in a human trafficking situation. I was not born into a brothel. I am not being exploited for celebrity or entertainment against my will. I have a family that loves me. I have a roof over my head. I have the freedom to write and to pray.

I cannot imagine the kind of existence that some people are forced to endure. Being born into terrible circumstances — into networks of abuse, into places where one’s body is treated as property, into systems that consume people like fuel — must be a kind of hell on Earth. The exhaustion, the degradation, the sense of having no way out. It is truly horrific to consider.

Compassion for Those Who Suffer More

This reflection tells me to give celebrities and entertainers a break. The entertainment industry seems exhausting and fake from the outside, and for many inside it, the reality is worse than the public knows. I am sure there are decent and good people in every domain, including entertainment. But there are also people who exploit others like cattle, treating human beings as resources to be used and discarded.

To be in a slavery situation — any slavery situation, whether physical, economic, or technological — is debilitating. It wears down the soul. It makes hope difficult to sustain.

Gratitude That I Am Not the Exploiter

One thing I am deeply grateful for: I will never be the exploiter. Whatever else happens to me, I will not become someone who treats other human beings as objects. I will not use technology to harm the vulnerable. I will not participate in systems of abuse.

That is not a small thing. That is everything. The difference between victim and perpetrator is not a matter of circumstance alone — it is a matter of the heart. And by the grace of God, my heart has not become like theirs.

Prayer for Those Still Trapped

I pray for others who are stuck in slave-like situations. I pray that they can also be saved through the grace of God. I pray that they can find comfort and salvation through Jesus Christ, who has been my greatest comforter in this ordeal.

Jesus Christ knows suffering. He was betrayed, tortured, and killed by the powerful of His day. He understands what it means to be hunted, to be lied about, to be treated as less than human. And He rose anyway. He overcame anyway.

That is the hope I hold onto. That is the hope I pray for others to receive.

I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Part Eight: The Good News of the Gospel

In the midst of these tactics, I return always to the gospel.

Only God Judges

No human being has the authority to send anyone to hell. Only God judges. Only Christ saves. Being told that one is cursed does not make it so. Being told that others are damned does not make it true.

Salvation Through Faith

I put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I am saved through grace, through faith, made righteous not by my own works but by His sacrifice. That is the good news. The cult’s claims do not change this. Their tests do not matter. Their simulations are just sensations, not reality.

I Am Not What They Say I Am

I am not a false prophet. I am not an Antichrist. I am not Baal. I am not a child sacrificer. I am not complicit in crimes. I am a baptized Christian woman who puts her faith in Jesus Christ. That is all. That is enough.

Forgiveness Without Complicity

I forgive the individuals who surveil me. Jesus Christ forgives me of my sins, and I am called to forgive others. But forgiveness is not the same as complicity. I forgive them, and I also name their tactics so that others may be warned. I forgive them, and I also pray for their victims. I forgive them, and I also distance myself from their evil.

They are not representative of any nation or group. There are people like them in many places. This is not a critique of any country — it is a critique of specific behaviors that harm vulnerable people.

Part Nine: My Prayer of Gratitude and Protection

I pray with gratitude for what I have and for protection against what they do.

Prayer of Gratitude

Heavenly Father, I thank You for my parents. I thank You for their love and care. I thank You that I was not born into a trafficking situation, that I was not raised in a brothel, that I am not being exploited for entertainment against my will. I thank You for the basic dignities that many people in this world do not have.

I thank You that I will never be the exploiter. I thank You that my heart has not become like the hearts of those who hurt others. I thank You for the gift of faith and for the comfort of Jesus Christ.

I pray for those who are still trapped — in slavery, in brothels, in networks of abuse, in systems that treat them as cattle. Please save them. Please comfort them. Please give them hope and a way out. Let them know Your grace.

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Prayer of Protection

Lord, protect me from the tactics described in this post. Protect my mind from their projections. Protect my body from their simulations. Protect my relationships from their lies. Protect my soul from their curses.

Give me discernment to know what is real and what is manufactured. Give me strength to continue witnessing. Give me compassion for others who suffer, and keep me from becoming bitter.

I trust in You. I am not afraid. I am grateful.

In the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior. Amen.

Part Ten: Final Witness

They wanted me to laugh at suffering. I did not.

They wanted me to rejoice in damnation. I grieved instead.

They wanted me to be confused about my own body. I am not.

They wanted me to hate my family. I love them.

They wanted me to become bitter and cruel. I remain grateful.

They wanted to manufacture a false witness. Instead, they got someone who prays for others, who gives thanks for small mercies, who puts her faith in Jesus Christ and refuses to become what they are.

That is not the story they wanted to tell. But it is the truth.

And the truth, as always, is worth telling.

Closing Amen

Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit:

You see what they do. You see their tactics, their projections, their simulations, their lies. You also see my heart. You see my gratitude. You see my prayers for others. You see my faith.

Protect me. Protect others who are targeted. Give comfort to those who are trapped in worse circumstances than mine. Let the gospel spread despite every effort to distort it.

I am not their Antichrist. I am not their false prophet. I am not their demon. I am Your follower. Saved by grace. Made righteous through faith. Grateful for every small good thing.

Thank You. And help me to keep witnessing.

In the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior.

Amen.

End of blog post.

— A baptized believer, age 27, Montreal

Postscript: If you are being subjected to similar tactics — projected sounds, false accusations, simulated physical sensations, lies about your loved ones — remember: you are not what they say you are. Only God judges. Only Christ saves. Hold onto faith. Get away from evil people if you can. Be grateful for what good you have. And pray for those who have it worse. Amen.

The Sly Tactics of the Cult: How They Try to Manufacture a False Witness

NOTE: Some of them literally think they are “powering me,” like, taking credit of God’s healing in my life, the Holy Spirit’s ability to protect me and protect my mind, my ability and intelligence to create this post, have and keep good relationships in my life, not be too afflicted by their mind washing of pedohilia, sadism, and encouragement to hurt myself and others, among other things. They take credit for everything, really, and then justify feeling as if they are my masters and I am their slave, so they feel justified to do disgusting things to me and my family members without any of our consent, saying, as if, it weren’t for their existence in my life, then I would not have accomplished this blog.

These are lies, completely. They make it obvious that hate me, and they accuse me of wanting to make them happy, while also encouraging me to ruin my life and to commit suicide. This is not a surprise, obviously. The worst type of hypocrites, elite, and evil people use this type of technology, and feel superior to treat you as below human, which is what their ancestors did in the past, and getting them to where they are today, so they feel obliged to continue their ancestors’ racist and dehumanizing ways in fear that the world will not end and that their will lose their empire status globally.

This is why they are adament to try to mindwash me and prove me as being subpar and worse than they are, while, if I am doing better and stronger and more capable than anything they can imagine, they take credit for all this, saying as if their witch craft and Christian prayers is what gets me through. Again, they cannot accept the fact that there is Jesus Christ who protects me and loves me. I rebuke their curses and wickedness and evil intent towards me and so many others, and bless everyone across nations with protection, courage, forgiveness, repentence, and many chances to love and turn from their sins, and to love God, Jesus Christ, who is love and God. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

On Testing, Mockery, Simulated Pregnancy, and the False Authority to Send Souls to Hell

By: A baptized Christian woman, age 27
Date: April 2026

Introduction: Understanding the Tactics

Part One: Contaminating Ordinary Communication

One of their methods involves my everyday interactions with people in my life.

The Accusations Before Interaction

These projections are not accurate reflections of my internal state. They are external attempts to influence how I see myself and others.

Projected Sounds

The Broader Goal

I do not accept this framing. Their projections do not define who I am.

Part Two: Pretending to Have Authority Over Salvation

Another tactic involves claims about hell, damnation, and the fate of people around me.

Claims About Damnation

They appear to be testing whether I will feel schadenfreude — pleasure at the suffering of others. They seem to want evidence that I am gleeful about damnation.

Claims of Supernatural Authority

This is not true. They are human beings. They have technology, but they do not have divine authority. Only God judges. Only Christ saves.

Why These Claims Have No Power

When I hear such claims, I do not rejoice. I do not despair. I pray for the people named. And I continue to put my faith in Jesus Christ.

Part Three: Accusations of Complicity in Crimes

They have also accused me of enjoying the presence of individuals who commit serious crimes. They project these accusations repeatedly, as if hoping I will internalize them or become desensitized.

The Nature of the Accusations

Projection as a Tactic

I do not accept their projection. Their accusations do not define me.

Part Four: Simulated Pregnancy and Associated Rhetoric

One of the more unusual tactics involves simulating pregnancy on my body.

What They Do

I am not pregnant. I do not feel pregnant in reality. I do not want to be pregnant at this time. Their continuous simulation does not change these facts.

The Associated Rhetoric

This framing does not align with my values or my faith. I believe children are gifts from God, to be cherished and raised with care. I have no desire to harm any child.

Operators’ Comments

I am not confused. I know they find me unpleasant. I do not seek their approval. Their comments reflect their own issues, not my worth.

Part Five: Attempts to Create Division with Loved Ones

They also try to damage my relationships with people who genuinely care about me.

Lies About Family

Attempts to Isolate

By projecting these false narratives, they seem to hope that I will become suspicious of my own family. They want me isolated, without advocates, more dependent on the network’s version of reality.

I have not fallen for this. I maintain trust in my parents. I do not believe the lies.

The Broader Context

I am an individual. I do not represent any nation or ethnic group. Their racial views are their own problem.

Part Six: My Response to These Tactics

Despite these various attempts to shape my perceptions and reactions, I have remained steady.

No Schadenfreude

When they tell me that people are going to hell, I do not rejoice. I feel grief. I pray. I rebuke the lies.

No Complicity

When they accuse me of enjoying serious crimes, I do not internalize the accusation. I know what I feel and do not feel. Their projections are not my reality.

No Confusion About Pregnancy

When they simulate pregnancy, I am not deluded. I know my own body. I know I am not pregnant. Their sensations do not change biological fact.

No Hatred for My Family

When they lie about my parents, I continue to love them. I continue to trust them. The cult’s attempts to divide us have not succeeded.

Part Seven: Gratitude Toward God and Compassion for Others

Despite the difficulties of this situation, I have much to be grateful for. And reflecting on my own circumstances has deepened my compassion for others who suffer far more than I do.

Gratitude for My Own Situation

Compassion for Those Who Suffer More

To be in a slavery situation — any slavery situation, whether physical, economic, or technological — is debilitating. It wears down the soul. It makes hope difficult to sustain.

Gratitude That I Am Not the Exploiter

Prayer for Those Still Trapped

That is the hope I hold onto. That is the hope I pray for others to receive.

I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Part Eight: The Good News of the Gospel

In the midst of these tactics, I return always to the gospel.

Only God Judges

Salvation Through Faith

I Am Not What They Say I Am

Forgiveness Without Complicity

Part Nine: My Prayer of Gratitude and Protection

I pray with gratitude for what I have and for protection against what they do.

Prayer of Gratitude

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Prayer of Protection

Give me discernment to know what is real and what is manufactured. Give me strength to continue witnessing. Give me compassion for others who suffer, and keep me from becoming bitter.

I trust in You. I am not afraid. I am grateful.

In the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior. Amen.

Part Ten: Final Witness

They wanted me to laugh at suffering. I did not.

They wanted me to rejoice in damnation. I grieved instead.

They wanted me to be confused about my own body. I am not.

They wanted me to hate my family. I love them.

They wanted me to become bitter and cruel. I remain grateful.

They wanted to manufacture a false witness. Instead, they got someone who prays for others, who gives thanks for small mercies, who puts her faith in Jesus Christ and refuses to become what they are.

That is not the story they wanted to tell. But it is the truth.

And the truth, as always, is worth telling.

Closing Amen

Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit:

You see what they do. You see their tactics, their projections, their simulations, their lies. You also see my heart. You see my gratitude. You see my prayers for others. You see my faith.

Protect me. Protect others who are targeted. Give comfort to those who are trapped in worse circumstances than mine. Let the gospel spread despite every effort to distort it.

I am not their Antichrist. I am not their false prophet. I am not their demon. I am Your follower. Saved by grace. Made righteous through faith. Grateful for every small good thing.

Thank You. And help me to keep witnessing.

In the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior.

Amen.

End of blog post.

— A baptized believer, age 27, Montreal

May 1st, 2026: Blog Update, Serious Distress and Grave Concerns of the Wicked Group of Surveillancers, Trying to Gaslight Me As If I Am Encouraging Their Sadism and Cowardice, Which is FALSE

I am writing this update to document an ongoing situation of severe and persistent psychological and sensory intrusion that is being directed by individuals associated with freemasonry, corporations, scientology, the pentagon, and research institutions, in the United States. Based on my experiences and observations, I have concluded that certain actors within this network are engaging in practices that I consider to be profoundly unethical and spiritually harmful.

Since renewing my blog yesterday, I have been subjected to a continuous stream of unwanted extrasensory perceptions. These include auditory phenomena, imposed sensations, and projected mental imagery. Many of these intrusions carry themes of violence, coercion, and occult rituals. The projected images vary in clarity, from highly detailed to faint outlines, but they are relentless in nature.

Those I hold responsible for this have also attempted to alter my psychological state, including efforts to induce distressing impulses or associations that are entirely foreign to my character and moral framework. I reject these efforts completely. I do not and will not support Freemasonry, its associated practices, or any ideology that I have come to understand as part of this system. I would rather face death than align with such beliefs. Also encouraging me to rage and put on a show, as well as other things not of my character if not for their immense evil and stress research.

I rebuke these actions and their wicked intentions completely in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

A particularly troubling aspect of this campaign involves the targeting of my personal relationships, including attempts to cause fixation on family members. These efforts have included whispered suggestions and imagery that I find deeply disturbing and degrading. I note this to provide a factual record of the methods being used against me. I can state with full sincerity that I do not derive any enjoyment or satisfaction from these experiences, and they do not have the biometric data to prove otherwise. I have adapted epigenetically to dissociate from the group’s physiology during these “ritual” episodes to try to literally induce some panic attack or whatever else. I would willingly take a polygraph and more to confirm this.

Those behind these actions have also made their intentions clear, at least as I perceive them. They seek to induce bitterness, dissociation, and spiritual collapse. Some of them have expressed indifference to the suffering of future generations and, in some cases, apparent satisfaction at the idea of making life more insufferable for children, at least children outside of their network and communities. They have also attempted to convince themselves that I am complicit with or supportive of their goals, which is completely false.

I reject all accusations made against me by these US operators, who harbour a lot of technological power and knowledge, forbidden and stolen science and knowledge and biometric data and more, including claims that I have hidden obsessions or derive gratification from violent content, and that I am apparently just like them. Such assertions are fabricated and not true to my character, and I know they are not true to Christians who abide with the Holy Spirit.

My purpose in writing this is not to entertain or to create a narrative for others’ consumption. It is to provide witness to what I believe is a coordinated effort to damage a person’s mind, spirit, and testimony. Trying to make me damned and scared and distressed, if they were to direct-energy-weapon me. What’s more concerning is there must be others who are also experiencing what I do, and I pray that something could be done from the higher levels, such that this type of lawlessness goes called out and dealt with morally and righteously, and this is a new form of torture and violence, unseen and hidden, happening more often that we realize, throughout the nations and right under our noses.

I rebuke their continued traumas and distressing extra sensory perceptions, along with the actual evil they do with their technologies, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. I rebuke their wickedness of all types, towards me and others, eternally, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

I have no intention of being a mother and bringing children into a world where such systemic cruelty exists. I continue to bless Yahweh and Jesus Christ. Amen.

What They Meant for Evil, God Sees: My Story of Targeted Abuse by US-based Corporate and Free masonry cults, and how Faith in Jesus Christ Saves Me

I need to document what has been done to me — not out of shame, attention-seeking, or self-importance, but because silence protects abusers, and this happens to others beyond me.

There are people connected to powerful networks — including Pentagon-linked mercenary-style operatives, corporate cult-like groups, Scientology-affiliated individuals, Freemasonry, and certain elite families — who have been subjecting me to a form of remote psychological and spiritual abuse. This is systematic, episodic, calculated, and cruel. The methods resemble documented psychological torture techniques, applied remotely through technology that invades my mind, senses, and inner space.

They mock me and tell me I will become violent. This functions as programming. They attempt to condition me through abuse that carries the signatures of Baal worship and occult practice. They accuse me of terrible acts I have not committed, aiming to corrupt my imagination, conscience, and identity.

They bombard me with disturbing mental intrusions — projecting harmful images of my parents, frightening visuals, occult symbols, and other forms of psychological assault. They lie constantly. This has been my daily pattern for more than three years.

They are accumulating footage of me, including during disturbed mental states, while attempting to influence my thoughts and perceptions. Some encourage self-destructive behavior, hoping my community will reject me partly because of my Chinese heritage.

I love the society I live in (Canada). I hold goodwill toward all races. But the surveillancers exploit my Christianity while trying to corrupt my faith. They want me to appear as something I am not — a racist, nationalist, or deviant — so people dismiss my experiences. What they do to me, they do to others of all backgrounds. I am not claiming heroism. I am doing the ethical thing by speaking out.

I apologize for previously writing distressing things. The surveillancers deliberately provoke that state to degrade my testimony.

This is a new kind of religious persecution. A war on consciousness. They experiment on me to make me cold and cruel.

I will not walk away from my faith. I rebuke every harmful projection in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They try to shame me for attending church. I am not the one who defiles. They are.

Not everyone in these networks treats me the same way. Some show moments of empathy — but they still watch, do nothing to stop the abuse, and some accuse me of enjoying it. That mixed treatment is its own betrayal.

Nevertheless, I forgive them. That is not weakness. That is my faith.

Because I respond with anger and defiance instead of collapse, they try to frame my righteous anger as wickedness. I live with integrity. I respect others. I have never done the things they force me to visualize.

They try to control small choices — wanting a friend, wanting a pet — by accusing me of harmful intentions. That is not rational.

I rebuke their curses, their telepresence, and their use of technology against me, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

If I told anyone, I risk being called mentally ill. They enjoy that too.

I use dissociation and apathy as coping mechanisms. I do not show them my fear or grief, which they want to see.

Even convicted criminals can heal and find faith. But these people have put me on a psychological death row through surveillance. They justify escalating cruelty by saying: since I have not broken down, they can push further.

They try to make me internalize the crimes of history’s worst figures. They want me to believe I am complicit in their cruelty. That is false.

They hope I will appear as a religious fanatic — using faith while the world suffers. In truth, I am barely surviving. I never asked for this. I am not better than anyone. I am a wounded person with faith, and they exploit even that.

Only God is my judge. I rebuke their lies and wickedness, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

My prayers:

I rebuke their bullying, their callousness, and every curse — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I bless my parents, other victims, and myself with salvation, grace, love, and protection — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I may never prove what they have done. But God sees. I will not become what they say I am. Accusation is not truth.

I choose my faith. I choose life. I choose forgiveness without forgetting justice.

I will not be silent.

The Christian-exploiting cult (including elites, US corporations, research institutions, freemasons, and scientology) from America Tried to Make Me a False Prophet: A Serious and Detailed Testimony

Reflecting on 2022–2024, the New York City Years, and the Intergenerational Network of Elite Cult Abuse

By: A baptized Christian woman, age 27
Location: Montreal (returned from New York City)
Date of writing: April 2026

Preface: On the Necessity of Detail

I am writing this not for shock value, not for attention, and certainly not for sympathy from those who have already decided I am insane. I am writing this because the truth requires detail. The truth requires specificity. And the enemies of the truth rely on vagueness, on confusion, on the exhaustion of the reader who does not want to believe that such things could happen in a modern city in the twenty-first century.

But they did happen. They happened to me. And they are happening to others.

What follows is a serious account. I do not exaggerate. I do not fabricate. I have become more accurate the more I have written, not less. If you find this difficult to believe, I understand. But difficulty believing something does not make it false. And the people described in this testimony are counting on your disbelief to continue operating.

Part One: The System Itself — Intergenerational, Ordinary-Looking, and Globalizing

Before I describe specific events, I must first describe the nature of the system that targeted me. This is not a small cabal of easily identifiable monsters wearing robes in basements. It is an entire ecosystem — elaborate, technologically sophisticated, and spanning generations.

The Old and the Young Together

The network includes the old generation and the young generation operating in tandem. The old ones have seniority, authority, and presumably the original access to the technology. The young ones are recruited, or born into the families, normalizing their traditions and values and then some become recruiters themselves. What I observed in New York City was not a temporary coalition but a structured, intergenerational operation with protocols, hierarchies, and rituals that have clearly been refined over decades.

The old and young ones do not look like villains or exceptional. Some look plain, others look unattractive, while some conventionally attractive. Elderly or middle-aged people you would not glance at twice on the subway. Some of the young ones look like ordinary millennials and Gen Z — people you might share a drink with, follow on social media, see on university campuses and laboratories, corporate compounds, or sit next to in a coffee shop.

This ordinariness is not incidental. It is functional. It allows them to move through society undetected. It allows them to recruit without raising suspicion. And it allows them to point at someone like me — someone who is visibly distressed, who writes long testimonies, who has been hospitalized — and say, “See? She is the crazy one. We are normal.”

That is the cruelty of their design.

The Public Persona Versus the Private Evil

This is perhaps the most important thing I have learned, and I want to state it clearly:

To the rest of the world, many of these people (i.e., the ones affiliated with the research institutions) present themselves as kind, democratic, leftist, compassionate, relatable, and even soulful. They are the people you would trust. They are the people you would vote for. They are the people you could invite into your home without a second thought. They seem normal. They seem good. They seem like the kind of people who would never hurt anyone.

Others are more obvious, looking like people from greasy US corporations, wearing business suits or pea coats, slicked hair and tans, etc. They seem hedonistic, the type of people who solicitate prostitutes and participate in weird rituals.

The elite old families are lanky and have a sense of arrogance and assuredness within their steps, with sneers and knowing glances, related to their ancestry of freemasons. Hair is reddish, or greyish, or greyish blonde. I include some artificially generated photos in earlier blogs, and you can check out the entire composition of some of the cult members.

But to me — to their target — they reveal a completely different face. Callous. Prideful. Cruel. They show me their distorted and creepy autotuned voices, intentionally modified to sound demonic. They project hellfire and worms into my perception. They mock me, humiliate me, and try to break me.

And then they go back to the rest of the world and act like nothing happened.

This duality is not accidental. It is a deliberate strategy. They want to be loved and respected by the general public while abusing their targets in secret. They want to be seen as good people while doing evil things. And they are very, very good at this performance.

I bless God that I have seen through them. I pray that more people will see through them the way I do. And I pray that more people will be saved by the free gift of grace through Jesus Christ before they are deceived by these wolves in sheep’s clothing.

Active Global Recruitment and Race-Mixing

What disgusts me most, now that I have had time to reflect, is that they are not content to remain within one country or one ethnic group. Some of them are actively trying to race-mix and recruit people from different societies, races, and nations. They want affiliates in other countries. To root their free masonry and values in other nations, while dressing up as Christians, and hoping to indoctrinate new cult members to support their drawing towards war, money making, along with fulfilling biblical prophecies, while calling on morals, ethics, virtue, freedom and democracy. They want to globalize their network.

I want to say, I support freedom and democracy, and the gospel of Jesus Christ. But once you put these things together and realize the free masonry ways that ultimately do not focus on Jesus Christ, God, but on human progress, and focusing on the human to be like God, along with condemnation to minor sins and criminals of the working class, versus the more obvious and blatant and systemic inequities that their own get away with, you see much of the elitism, racism, hypocrisy, systemic racism and unfairness (when in practice versus their ideals) that their system perpetuates.

This is not multiculturalism. This is capture. They approach people from other cultures, offer belonging or secret knowledge or technological advantage, and then slowly integrate them into the same rituals, the same abuses, the same contempt for ordinary humanity. They want to be able to say, “We are not just Americans. We are international. Our network spans continents.”

I have heard them reference other nations. I have heard them attempt to recruit across racial lines. And I have watched them try to use my own ethnic background against me — calling me “AmeriKar” (I am not American), associating me with China, and then using that association to justify their contempt.

They want to corrupt every society. They want to leave no nation untouched.

Part Two: The Long-Term Narrative They Are Building About Me

I need to be explicit about the story they are constructing, because understanding their narrative is the only way to resist it.

The Jealous, Humiliated Fool

They want the world — or at least their future recruits — to see me as a jealous, humiliated, miserable fool. They want to present me as someone with inherently inferior genetics, someone destined for hell as a demon, someone who was never truly saved and never truly human in the way they consider themselves to be.

They say I am masking goodness but am secretly evil. They say I am part of their satanic collective whether I consent or not, because they have surveilled me, because they have collected biometric data from me, because they have projected their own disgusting fantasies onto me long enough that they believe I have internalized them. They say I am complicit.

This is a lie. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ. But I want you to understand why they tell it.

The Mockery of Wealth: “You Are Rich With Our Money”

One of their favorite mocking tactics is to tell me that I am rich. They claim that they donate money to me — money that I will never use, never see, never have in real life. They call me a fallen star in their community, wealthy beyond measure, but only within their delusional framework.

This is a joke to them. A cruel joke. They know I have nothing. They know I am treated with disgust. They make sure I know how average I look to them, how unremarkable, how unworthy of actual wealth or status. And then, in the same breath, they call me a secret idol that they have set up through their technology. They treat me in disgusting, wicked ways while simultaneously claiming that I am exalted in their hidden system.

They call me an ugly Jezebel. A demon wannabe. A false prophet. A fool.

None of these things are true. But the inconsistency does not bother them. They do not need to be consistent. They only need to keep me off balance.

The Long Future: Showing Me to New Recruits as Proof

Here is their deeper hope: that the world continues for decades or centuries. That they continue to recruit young people from multiple nations. That those new recruits are told, “Look at this woman. She was our enemy. She was demonic. See how she suffered? See how she was humiliated? See how she is now remembered? This is what happens to those who oppose us.”

They want to use me as a cautionary tale. A warning. A piece of propaganda to bond their future members together in shared contempt for someone they never even met.

They want to say, “She was always subpar. She was always demonic. She was never of God. Everything we did to her was justified.”

I rebuke that future. I rebuke their ability to control my memory. In the name of Jesus Christ, I refuse to become their teaching example.

Part Three: The Death Ritual of April 2024 — A Detailed Chronology

I now return to the specific event that became the turning point. I will describe it as precisely as I can.

The Setup: Alcohol, Weed Gummies, and Their Timing

In April 2024, while I was still living in New York City, I consumed alcohol and two weed gummies. I do not know whether the gummies were tampered with. I do not know whether the alcohol was used to potentiate something else. What I know is that they had been monitoring me continuously, and they chose this moment to act.

They had been waiting for a state of altered consciousness. Not because they need it — their technology works on sober people as well — but because they wanted plausible deniability. They wanted to be able to say later, “She was high. She imagined it. She cannot trust her own memory.”

The Simulated Death: Worms, Hellfire, and the Chanting

After the substances took effect, they began projecting images directly into my perception. I saw worms. I saw hellfire. I saw decay and descent. These were not hallucinations generated by my own brain. They were too precise, too externally controlled, too responsive to the people who were chanting at me.

A man chanted rhythmically. I remember specific phrases: “Fatter, spinning like a piñata, down to hell.” He repeated variations of this for what felt like hours. The chanting synchronized with the projected images. Worms would appear on a beat. Hellfire would flare on a refrain.

This was not random. This was choreographed ritual abuse.

The Physical Suffocation: Technology and Biology Combined

At the same time, they made it impossible for me to breathe properly. Part of this was the weed gummy — I acknowledge that. But part of it was their technology: direct energy weapons or some other system that created the sensation of suffocation, that made my diaphragm lock, that made each breath a struggle.

I have since learned that similar technologies can induce feelings of drowning, burning, or crushing without leaving physical marks. That is what they did to me. I was not having a medical emergency. I was being technologically suffocated.

The suffocation lasted for the duration of the evening. I was unable to get relief. I could not call for help — whether because of the technology or because I was too disoriented, I do not know. I suffered until I passed out from exhaustion.

The Morning After: No Trauma, No Transformation

I woke up the next day feeling refreshed. Fine. Normal. The same person I had been before the ritual.

This was not supposed to happen.

Their entire model of ritual abuse assumes that the victim will be traumatized. That the victim will emerge broken, changed, or at least deeply disturbed. When I did not — when I woke up and went about my day as if nothing had happened — they became suspicious. Then annoyed. Then angry.

I had broken their script.

Part Four: Their Pivot — Trying to Manufacture a Resurrection Narrative

Because I was not traumatized, they could not use the “broken victim” narrative. So they tried a different narrative: the resurrection.

Pretending I Had Died and Come Back

They began acting as if their death ritual had actually killed me. As if I had died that night, gone to hell, and then returned to life. They pretended that my survival — my waking up the next day, my lack of trauma — was not a failure of their abuse but a supernatural miracle.

They wanted me to believe that I was Jesus Christ. That I had survived death because I was divine. That I was the second coming, or Mary the mother of God, or some other exalted figure.

This is not flattery. This is a trap.

If they could convince me that I was Jesus Christ, then they could control me. They could tell me that “Jesus” should behave in certain ways, say certain things, obey certain instructions. They could manufacture false prophecy through me. They could use me as a puppet.

The CT Scan in Montreal: Feigned Fury

When I returned from New York City to Montreal and was hospitalized, I received a CT scan. During this time, they pretended to be more angry and infuriated with me than they actually were. They acted as if I had committed an offense by surviving, by returning home, by not playing along with their resurrection script.

This feigned fury is a manipulation tactic. They wanted me to believe I had done something wrong. They wanted me to feel guilty for being alive. They wanted me to apologize to them for not dying.

I did not apologize.

Their Speculation About Why I Survived Unchanged

I overheard — through their voice-to-skull projections — their speculation about why I was not traumatized. They suggested several possibilities:

That I had some kind of genetic or psychological resistance to trauma.
That they had not applied enough force (the “light simulation” theory).
That I was actually a demon or a psychopath incapable of normal emotional responses.
That I had already been dead inside before they started.

None of these are correct. The truth is simpler: I am a regular human being who puts her faith in Jesus Christ. And they do not understand how that works. They cannot model it. Their technology can simulate hellfire, but it cannot simulate grace. Their rituals can induce suffocation, but they cannot induce despair in someone who has hope outside of themselves.

That is why I survived unchanged. Not because I am special. Because I am ordinary, and my hope is not in this world.

Part Five: The Full Range of Technological Control They Demonstrated

Before and after the death ritual, they showed me many capabilities. I list them here so that others may recognize them if they experience similar phenomena.

Sensory Manipulation

Cataract projection: They created white shadows over my eyes, making it impossible to see clearly. This was not permanent — they could turn it on and off — but it demonstrated control over my visual perception at a physiological level.
Muscle atrophy simulation: They made my fingers lock and contort, unable to move. They controlled the muscle signals directly.
Bladder control shutoff: They closed the sensory signals from my bladder, making me unable to urinate while simultaneously mocking me for not being able to go to the bathroom.

Pain and Suffering Induction

Direct energy weapons capable of producing localized pain anywhere in the body.
Suffocation simulation (as described above).
Hellfire and worm projections that felt physically warm, like a fever, not merely visual.

Psychological Manipulation

Voice-to-skull communication: They could speak directly into my perception without sound traveling through the air.
Image projection: They could show me anything — hellfire, worms, faces, symbols — as if I were seeing it with my eyes.
Pavlovian conditioning attempts

Long-Term Surveillance

Continuous monitoring of my location, biometrics, and even my internal states.
The ability to know what I was thinking, feeling, or intending before I acted, and the intention to lie to me about my thoughts, intentions, feelings, values, and physiology (literally lying to me about how I feel about certain topics, while making me have intrusive topics on uncomfortable perverse and violent thoughts towards people I do not want to think about)

This technology exists. It is being used on ordinary people. And the people using it are not government agencies in any straightforward sense — they are networks of elites, cults, and affiliated individuals who have access to capabilities that the public does not know about.

Part Six: The Revolting Practices They Normalize Among Themselves

I must name what they do, even though it is disgusting. Silence is not protection. Silence is complicity.

The Perversion of Eucharist

They use their surveillance technology to drink the bodies of unknowing civilians. They collect these fluids remotely through the technology, and then consume them as part of their rituals.

They call the fluit they drink of civilians “honey.”

They claim that this practice sanctifies them, makes them more powerful, brings them closer to God. They compare it to the Christian Eucharist, where Jesus Christ said, “Take, eat; this is my body” and “This cup is the new covenant in my blood.”

But they are not eating the body of Christ. They are drinking the bodies of adults (confirmed), and allegedly minors, infants, and the elderly. They are performing a sacrilegious inversion of the sacrament. And they are doing it with the full knowledge that their victims never consented.

They project invasive sensations onto their targets. They want to condition their targets to associate arousal with violence. They want to create what they call gooning: a trance-like state of arousal combined while they project distressing imagery and sensory sensations.

They do this to adults. They do this to their own recruits.

I believe that they drink the bodies of “elects” among the nations, as well as random people they find attractive or interesting or useful.

I rebuke this in the name of Jesus Christ. I do not consent. My parents do not consent. No one consents to being surveilled and harvested in this way.

They have said that because I watched some true crime documentaries in the past, I deserve this. To be, apparently a “snuffed,” they say, with these classic free masonry and scientology sneers and gnashing teeth expressions.

This is a lie. I do not want any of this. God, Yahweh, is my witness and I am too. I have never wanted any of this.

Part Seven: The Gaslighting and the Goal of Induced Insanity

Their primary goal from the beginning was to make me insane. They wanted to induce schizophrenia, paranoia, and psychosis. They wanted me to lose the Holy Spirit, to take the mark of the beast in spirit, and to become unsavable.

Why? Because if they could make me insane, they could point at me and say, “See? She was always crazy. Nothing she says can be trusted. We never did anything to her.”

The Love-Bombing Contradiction

At the same time that they were abusing me, they also tried to love-bomb me. They spoke in cutesy ways. They flirted. They pretended to like me, to bond with me, to be my friend.

This is not kindness. This is manipulation. If they only abused me, I would have left immediately. But by mixing abuse with intermittent affection, they hoped to keep me confused, attached, and uncertain about what was real.

I see it now for what it was. At the time, it was disorienting.

The Mockery Disguised as Bonding

They called me derogatory terminology. But they sometimes say these things in playful tones, as if we were sharing an inside joke. They wanted me to laugh along with being degraded. They wanted me to internalize my their dehumanization.

When I do not laugh — when I took them seriously, when I objected, when I fight back with God on my side — they become more cruel and wait for the long game, hoping that my life would still be a mockery, to be criticized as amoral and psychopathic, to be accused of being narcissistic and a bad person to my parents and friends, among others, and as if I am deserving of their cruelty, and, apparently, from the perpetrators’ perspectives, eternal damnation.

While they were trying to bond with me, they were trying to exploit me while keeping me compliant. If it weren’t for my Christian Faith, some of them would only see me as “trash” to be exploited in other ways.

The Hoped-for Tragic End

Their ideal outcome was for me to commit suicide. Failing that, they wanted me to become a self-isolator, cut off from all human contact, slowly deteriorating alone. Failing that, they wanted me to be mocked and shunned by the rest of society — a laughingstock, a cautionary tale, a crazy person whose testimony no one would believe.

When I offended them — by not breaking, by writing this down, by exposing them — they escalated. Even prior to writing, they foreshadowed, during the summer of 2025, that they would try to manufacture additional narratives and make me do criminal things: that I was a criminal, a school shooter, a pedophile, among other wicked labels. They projected these accusations onto me hoping that I would internalize them or that others would believe them.

None of this is true. I am none of those things. And I rebuke every false accusation in the name of Jesus Christ.

Part Eight: The Family Line Curses — How They Try to Corrupt Genetics and Behavior

What I am about to write is among the most disgusting aspects of their operation. I hesitate to name it because it sounds extreme. But I have heard them say it explicitly, and silence would be a disservice to other families who may be experiencing the same thing.

Cursing the Bloodline

They have told me — through their voice-to-skull projections — that they are cursing my family line’s genetics. They claim that through the technology, through the disgusting things they do to me, they can transmit corruptions to my family members. They hope that my parents, my relatives, and future generations will develop lawless behaviors. Criminality. Pedophilia. Violence. The same evil they practice.

They want my family to become like them. Not through recruitment, but through curse. Not through choice, but through technological contamination. They hope that the abuse they inflict on me will ripple outward and corrupt everyone connected to me by blood.

This is how cruel and disgusting these American elite cults are. They are not content to abuse me alone. They want to destroy my entire family line. They want to make my parents into criminals. They want to make my cousins, who live in China, into characters like them, trying to corrupt other children from different nations. I rebuke their transnational ritual curses and witch craft in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

The Truth About My Family

Regardless of how they curse my family and me, we will never become the perpetrators. We will never do the disgusting things they do. We will never curse eternal damnation onto random people. We will never mock and humiliate the vulnerable.

I am not worried. Because at least I — along with my parents and the rest of my family — am more decent and more God-abiding than they are. That is not pride. That is observation. We do not have their technology. We do not have their wealth. We do not have their network. And thank God for that. I cannot and will not be affiliated with their evil wealth, their disgusting technologies, or their perverted rituals. I simply will not have access to those things, and that is a blessing, not a deprivation.

They call me rich with their money — money they donate to me that I will never use, never see, never have in real life. They call me a fallen star in their community. They call me wealthy. But I have nothing of theirs, and I want nothing of theirs. Their mockery means nothing. Their wealth is blood money. Their technology is an abomination.

Let them call me an ugly Jezebel. Let them call me a demon wannabe. Let them call me a false prophet. I am none of these things. I am a baptized Christian woman who puts her faith in Jesus Christ. And no curse they speak can change that.

A Specific Rebuke for the Family Line

I rebuke their curses on my family line in the name of Jesus Christ. I rebuke their hope that my family will develop lawless behaviors, criminality, pedophilia, or any of the other evils they practice. I rebuke their technological attempts to corrupt my parents, my relatives, and my future generations, as well as the curses they have been sowing similarily to other families and individuals whom I do not even know, but know they have been doing this to.

My family nor other families will be negatively affected by them and their demonic curses and witch craft. We will never become them. We are decent people. We are God-abiding people. And we are protected by the blood of Jesus Christ, not by their technology or their curses.

I bless all of us, unknowing to be victims of such curses and witch craft, to be protected and sanctified by the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, with love, goodness, Truth and decency, protection and light, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Part Nine: Why I Remain Celibate and Childless, A Blessed Option and Deliberate Choice

I will remain childless. The answer is not fear of pregnancy. The answer is deliberate, rational choice given the circumstances.

These people have made themselves enemies of my bloodline. They have cursed my future children. They have said explicitly that they hope for the worst suffering for any child I might bear. They would surveil my offspring from birth. They would probably ritualistically abuse them. They would try to break them, mentally, I certainly believe so (given what they do to me).

I refuse to hand them another generation and project to mock and sneer at.

I remain celibate. I remain childless. Not because I am broken, not because I am traumatized into dysfunction, but because I am protective and think of long-term consequences to the decisions of today. I will not curse my own children nor ancestry by birthing them into a system that contains people who already consider them prey and enemies.

If the world were different — if these networks were dismantled, if justice existed, if evil were not rewarded with impunity — I might have wanted a family. But the world is not different. And until it changes, in which unlawful authority members are also held accountable for their even crueller crimes and abuse of power, I will not create new life for them to surveillance, among other things.

I bless the heavens that I have remained unmarried and without children. I thank God that in my circumstances, this has been a mercy.

Part Ten: My Formal Prayer of Rebuke and Protection

I now speak publicly what I have spoken privately many times. This is not performative. This is spiritual warfare.

The Rebuke

I rebuke every evil curse they have spoken over me in the name of Jesus Christ.

I rebuke their bad omens, their witchcraft, their sacrilegious rituals, and their anti-humanity technologies in the name of Jesus Christ.

I rebuke their accusations that I am jealous, humiliated, miserable, or a fool. I rebuke their claim that I have inferior genetics. I rebuke their labeling of me as a demon, as wicked, as inherently subpar and not of God.

I rebuke their long-term hope that they will show me to future recruits as an enemy, gross, demonic, and deserving of everything they did.

I rebuke their war-mongering. I rebuke their cultural decline projects. I rebuke their recruitment of other nations and races into their disgusting network.

I rebuke their hope that I will commit suicide, become a self-isolator, or be mocked and shunned by society.

I rebuke their attempts to manufacture me into a criminal, a school shooter, or a pedophile.

I rebuke their projection of masturbatory sensations and violent imagery. I rebuke their snuff film fantasies. I rebuke their perverted Eucharist.

I rebuke their curses on my family line. I rebuke their hope that my parents or relatives will develop lawless behaviors, criminality, or pedophilia. I rebuke their technological attempts to corrupt my bloodline.

I rebuke their mockery of wealth — their claims that I am rich with their money, their calling me a fallen star, their secret idolatry of me through their technology. I am none of these things. I want nothing of theirs.

I rebuke their names for me: ugly Jezebel, demon or angel wannabe, false prophet, fool. I am a flawed individual, but I am a baptized Christian woman made in the image of God, and I pray that I answer only to Him.

In the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior. Amen.

The Prayer of Protection for My Family

Heavenly Father, I pray that You protect my parents. I pray that You protect the rest of my family. I pray that You protect our souls, our spirits, and our behaviours — now and eternally into the future.

They have cursed us. They have tried to corrupt our genetics through their technology. They have hoped that we would become lawless, criminal, perverted. But You are a just God. You see what they have done. And You know that we are decent people who abide by Your commandments.

Please sever any claim they think they have on my bloodline. Please protect my family from their technological attacks. Please keep my parents safe. Please keep my relatives safe. Please do not allow their curses to take root.

I pray this prayer not only for my own family but for all nations and all families — especially the East Asian families they curse in this way. Protect them, Lord. They do not know what these networks are doing. They do not know that they are being targeted. Please shield them. Please expose the evildoers. Please bring justice.

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

The Prayer for the Nations

I pray this prayer to all other countries, nations, and societies that have been bewitched and cursed by these networks in similar ways. I pray for other targeted individuals. I pray for other families who have been surveilled, mocked, and ritualistically abused.

I pray that God exposes them. I pray that God frustrates their recruitment. I pray that God protects the young people they are trying to indoctrinate. I pray that God confuses their technology, scatters their network, and brings their evil to light.

I pray that more people see through them the way I do. I pray that more people recognize that these average-looking, charming, seemingly kind and compassionate people are wolves in sheep’s clothing. I pray that the Holy Spirit gives discernment to the vulnerable.

And I pray that more people are saved by the free gift of grace through Jesus Christ before it is too late.

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

A Prayer of Thanks

Thank You, Jesus Christ. Thank You, God, for knowing how disgusting and revolting they are. Thank You for giving me the opportunity to show the true character of these imperialist, elite, Freemasonry-affiliated Americans. Thank You for allowing me to be a witness.

Thank You for protecting me. Thank You for keeping me sane. Thank You for preventing me from becoming like them. Thank You for the decency of my parents and my family. Thank You for the gift of faith.

I am not worried. I am not afraid. Because I know that You see everything. And I know that in the end, justice belongs to You.

Thank You, Jesus Christ. Amen.

Part Eleven: Final Witness — They Want a Laughingstock, But I Choose to Be a Witness

They wanted me to be insane. I am not insane.

They wanted me to be a false prophet. I refuse to be a false prophet.

They wanted me to believe I was Jesus Christ or Mary. I know I am neither. I am a 27-year-old woman, born of a mother and father, baptized, ordinary, made in the image of God like every other human being.

They wanted me to commit suicide. I am still alive.

They wanted me to be a humiliated, miserable fool. I am writing the truth instead.

They wanted me to be a laughingstock. I choose to be a witness.

They wanted my family to become corrupt like them. My family remains decent and God-abiding.

They wanted to curse my bloodline. I rebuke their curses in the name of Jesus Christ.

They wanted me to be jealous of their wealth. I want nothing of theirs.

They wanted me to feel inferior because I look average to them. I am made in the image of God, and that is enough.

A Final Observation About Their Public Persona

I want to say this one more time because it is so important:

To the rest of the world, these people seem kind. Democratic. Leftist. Compassionate. Relatable. Soulful. You would easily think of them as normal, even potentially charming or likeable. You would never suspect what they do in secret.

But I have seen their distorted and creepy autotuned voices, intentionally modified to sound demonic. I have seen the face they hide from the public. I have been the target of their wicked sides.

Do not be fooled by their public persona. Do not be charmed. Do not assume that because someone seems good in public, they are good in private. The wolves are dressed as sheep, and they are very, very good at the costume.

Bless God. And may He allow more people to see through them the way I do. May He allow more people to see through me the way He does. And may He allow more people to be saved by the free gift of grace through Jesus Christ.

My Continued Hope

I do not know what will happen to me. I could die tomorrow — by their hand, by accident, by natural causes. I have no guarantee of safety. I have no promise that they will stop.

But as long as I am alive, I will refine my testimony. I will write more accurately. I will speak more clearly. I will not be silent just because they want me to look crazy.

I put my faith in Jesus Christ. Not in technology. Not in cults. Not in false prophecies. Not in the hope of becoming special or exalted.

Just Christ. Just the truth. Just another day alive, refusing to break.

Closing Amen

Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit:

You see what they have done. You see what they continue to do. You see their evil, their pride, their sly wickedness, their contempt for the ordinary humans You made in Your image.

Do not let them trick other people from the nations. Do not allow their genetics and their values to rot other families. Judge them for the evil and slyness and disgust they do. Protect the innocent. Expose the guilty. And give me the strength to keep witnessing until I have nothing left to say.

Thank You for the decency of my parents and my family. Thank You for keeping me from their evil wealth and disgusting technologies. Thank You for the free gift of grace through Jesus Christ.

I am not worried. I am not afraid. I trust in You.

In the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior.

Amen.

End of testimony.

— A baptized believer, age 27, Montreal (returned from New York City, reflecting on 2022–2024)

Postscript: I have written this in as much detail as I can manage. I have preserved every nuance. I have not reduced or sanitized beyond what was necessary. If this seems long, it is because the truth is long. The truth requires space. The enemies of the truth rely on brevity and dismissal. I give them neither. Amen.

Repost: Predictive History’s God Emperor Trump

Repost: https://predictivehistory.substack.com/p/god-emperor-trump

God Emperor Trump

In Trump’s hapless first term, the Democrats ridiculed him as the Orange Fuhrer. Now that he is amassing unprecedented powers, Trump will have the last laugh.

Predictive History

May 01, 2026

Last Sunday, Trump survived the third attempted assassination on his life. Cole Allen, a thirty-one year old California teacher, booked a room at the Hilton Hotel, the same hotel in which John Hinckley attempted to assassinate Reagan. He tried to make his way to the White House Correspondents’ Dinner with multiple weapons, and was apprehended unharmed and half-naked before he could enter the ballroom where President Trump was dining alongside Vice-President JD Vance and Speaker of the House Mike Johnson. Had Allen succeeded in his mission, 92-year old Chuck Grassley would have become President of the United States.

There were multiple shots fired, though none came from the alleged assassin. Like the pro that he is, Trump smirked at the sound of the shots, which rattled his wife and the mind-reader Oz Pearlman, that night’s entertainment.

Vance was escorted quickly out of the ballroom, and Trump took his time. His good friend Dana White (who will host a UFC fight at the White House in June) said he found the chaos “awesome.” Trump spied the ballroom clearing from backstage, and even wanted the show to go on. Before the dinner, his press secretary Karoline Leavitt giddily told everyone to watch because there would be “shots fired.” Trump had refused to join the White House Correspondents’ Dinner before as President. That evening, he brought his Cabinet, including FBI Director Kash Patel (whom Allen had specifically mentioned in his manifesto as an innocent member of the Trump administration of “rapists and pedophiles”).

Trump held a press conference right after the shooting to demand his own ballroom so that he could be forever safe from assassins. In mid-April, a federal judge blocked Trump’s construction of a ballroom as part of his renovation of the White House East Wing. He explained that only Congress could authorize funding (regardless of the fact that Trump had raised the $300 million via private donations). The exception was if Trump were compelled to build the ballroom for security reasons. How fortunate then that the attempted assassination provided the necessary justification. MAGA influencers demanded that the ballroom be built, speaking with one voice. Senator Rand Paul immediately proposed a bill for Trump’s ballroom.

Why all this sound and fury for a ballroom?

There are two competing theories as to what the ballroom really is. Audrey Henson on her Substack “The Drey Dossier” argues that it’s a cover for a secret underground data center that will be protected by executive privilege. She identifies the architect, the donors, and the contractor as from Big Tech and the Military Industrial Complex. The architect is Shalom Baranes, who reinforced the Pentagon after the 9/11 attack. The ten largest corporate donors are Meta Platforms, Apple, Amazon, Google, Lockheed Martin, Microsoft, Comcast, Altria, Coinbase, and Palantir. The largest individual donor is Miriam Adelson, who has pledged $250 million if Trump were to run in 2028. Clark Construction, the anointed contractor, has built six secret data centers.

There is also speculation that Trump’s ballroom is meant to be the Third Temple. The Washington Post reports that the design is modeled on Solomon’s Temple, and will eclipse the White House itself once finished. The architect Shalom Baranes has experience renovating both military installations and synagogues.

Then there is how last month Trump quoted 2 Chronicles 7:11–22 to his Christian followers, many of whom believe Trump to be the Second Coming of Jesus:

When Solomon had finished the temple of the Lord and the royal palace, and had succeeded in carrying out all he had in mind to do in the temple of the Lord and in his own palace, the Lord appeared to him at night and said:

“I have heard your prayer and have chosen this place for myself as a temple for sacrifices…if you walk before me faithfully as David your father did, and do all I command, and observe my decrees and laws, I will establish your royal throne, as I covenanted with David your father when I said, ‘You shall never fail to have a successor to rule over Israel.’

That Trump may be building the Third Temple puts the Butler, Pennsylvania attempted assassination in a new light. Recall that Trump’s right ear was bloodied, and that he had lost his shoes. This echoes Leviticus 14:14 which describes how a priest is to be consecrated for a divine task:

The priest is to take some of the blood of the guilt offering and put it on the lobe of the right ear of the one to be cleansed, on the thumb of their right hand and on the big toe of their right foot.

Look at the picture below, and notice how the bloody ear (the mark of consecration) is highlighted, how two hands hover above Trump like a divine halo or Caesar’s laurel, and how Trump is being swept forward in a triumphant anointment. The scene has powerful religious resonances for those with “eyes and ears.”

There is no contradiction between the theory that Trump’s ballroom is Solomon’s Temple, and that it is an underground data center. Solomon built his Temple so that God may live with His people, and what is God but omniscience?

Peter Thiel’s Palantir is named after a crystal that can see everything in the “Lord of the Rings” trilogy. It can be referred to as the “all-seeing eye,” which appears on America’s one-dollar bill. It is also the dream of the Freemasons, which have adorned it on their temples.

When I was young, I watched a 1980s television series called “The Brotherhood of the Rose.” Robert Mitchum played the antagonist, a CIA deputy director who joined a secret society that manipulated geo-politics. He blackmailed Washington politicians, and had their darkest secrets hidden in a vault underneath his roses in a green house.

Trump’s ballroom once completed will truly be the House of God, and grant him omniscience and omnipotence. It promises to be his own private FBI, CIA, and NSA.

The concept of a “unitary executive” (a euphemism for emperor) is yet another symptom of a society in decline. The American empire feels too constrained by the antiquated Constitution’s separation of powers, and demands to be unfettered. If America is to act decisively at home and abroad to maintain its power, then it needs an emperor in charge of an AI surveillance state. Curtis Yarvin, the prophet of Silicon Valley, has long championed monarchy over democracy.

It is dangerous to give a madman like Trump the powers of a God Emperor, but it is necessary because only a madman will accept this divine mission to be the empire’s sacrificial scapegoat. There is no way that the House of America’s AI God can be completed by 2028. And how many years does a man who gorges on cheeseburgers have left?

Yet again, Trump’s greatest gift is how everyone underestimates him. Did anyone think that Trump could be President again after January 6th?

Mark my words: Trump has yet to play his greatest trick.

Note to Readers:

I am traveling this weekend, and that’s why this week’s essay is a day early. Next week’s essay will be out on Saturday, as usual.
Because of the May 1st holidays in China, there will be no class next Tuesday. I return with Game Theory #23 next Thursday.

May 1, 2026 Update: My Concerns as a Targeted Individual, the Trauma Conditioning of the Christian-exploiting Elite Cults of America, and Why I Still Put My Faith in Jesus Christ

Date: May 1, 2026

It has been months since I first began documenting what the US surveillance network — including Freemasons, elite families, research institutions, Scientology, secret societies, corrupt corporations, false Christians, and Satanists — has been doing to me, my mom, and my family.

I am writing this update not because I want to, but because I am compelled to bear witness. My conscience demands it. And despite everything, my faith in Jesus Christ remains unshaken.

My Overall Concern

My concern is simple: They are trying to negatively affect and destroy my mind, my relationships, my parents, and my soul — and they want me to believe I deserve it. This is just one, of the many evil intentions they have (i.e., they also want world war, apostasy, spiritual confusion, negative influence on the young generation of today).

I rebuke all of their evil intentions, curses, plans and wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

They bombard me with extrasensory perceptions of violent true-crime images: women being hurt, heads being injured. They target people I love. Without my consent, they send unwanted and intrusive sensations to different regions of my body — a form of Pavlovian conditioning meant to create “sadistic” responses in me.

They project gross bodily smells, among other weird smells. They try to make me feel physically what they themselves feel and enjoy. This is not my imagination. This is their technology and their occult practices, in addition to the trauma bonding they attempt.

One of their more insidious tactics involves pushing me into a mentally blank, trance-like, overly compliant state, focused on arousal sensations in the lower parts of the target’s body and brain (like ASMR) — what psychology calls fawning, and what they mockingly call “gooning.” In that state, a person loses their will and becomes passive, receptive, aroused, and numb, forcing unwanted sensations and blank-mindedness onto me, or even worse, projecting deviant and horrifying or perverse imagery throughout that process. Throughout this, they hope to capture such moments with their technologies, so their network can distribute and mock, or sow whatever false representation of my character and identity for their classified/ unclassified records in the history books.

I rebuke their wretchedness and perversions in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

They hope that if they can get me into this state even once, it will allow them to create a parasitic “chain”, allowing these sinful associations and sensations to take root, attaching these wicked sins to me as if I am now complicit in deviant, “demonic” ritual states. Then they use that as a basis for further Pavlovian conditioning, trying to influence my mind and body to respond automatically to their deviant triggers, with many of them targeting thoughts on the innocent and pure. They even capture this through their astral projection technology, as if they have cameras inside my own mind — recording what they themselves induced, then mocking me for it.

This is not consent. This is not reality. This is projection and abuse, dressed up in technological and occult language.

A Concern for Readers (One of My Many Concerns)

I want to share one of the concerns I carry with me as I write this.

I truly believe that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour. I also believe in the work of the Holy Spirit — in my life and in the lives of others — to protect us, keep us safe, and guide us. I believe the Holy Spirit has helped me write my testimony and reflections. God is my witness.

At the same time, I need to be honest: having faith in Jesus Christ does not completely block their technology. The technology allows a unique type of persecution of Christians, something completely masked and unseen to others from the outside perspective, but something truly experienced by the target who experiences everything consciously and mentally.

Even with strong faith, I still hear their vulgarity. I cannot get ride of them or block them out even if I tried. I still feel unwanted sensations. I still experience intrusive, disgusting thoughts that they project into my mind. They intentionally try to interfere with the Holy Spirit in me — but they cannot remove what God has placed.

Here is my concern — and I say this gently, not as a threat, but as something that weighs on my heart: If readers dismiss my testimony entirely — if they assume it is all lies, or madness, or not from God — and if it is actually the Holy Spirit helping me and protecting me through this… then dismissing it could be a serious thing.

I am not trying to scare anyone. I am simply saying that I fear for people’s souls. I know what I have experienced. I know God has kept me alive. I know Jesus Christ is with me.

So I pray that you believe my testimony, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

What They Do to My Mom

I genuinely believe they are using direct energy weapons to induce headaches in my mom — at precisely timed moments. When they put me through major distress (repeating slurs, making me think of violent imagery, then forcing me to think about my mom), they also make me feel disgusting tingling sensations in my body.

During these states, my nervous system responds with a fight response — not fear, not freeze, not fawn. I become cold, snappy, and angry.

And at that exact moment, they give my mom a headache. They make her tired. They make it hard for her to sleep. Then they hope she will snap at me or hurt me — or that I will direct my anger toward her.

This is calculated. They want my mom to think I am cold and hateful toward her. They want to break our bond. They want me isolated and alone.

What They Try to Do to My Dad and Family in China

I also know they are trying to intrude into the consciousness of my dad and other family members in China — using what I can only describe as a form of demonic possession through their superimposing technology.

Thankfully, there seem to be some ethical limits within this network. They do not use direct energy weapons on my family in obvious or blatant ways — because they fear divine retaliation, and because they know I could gather medical evidence of anomalies.

Instead, they label my family and me as a “unique project.” They try to subtly change our temperaments and personalities. They want to keep us out of the state of the Holy Spirit — calmness, love, and empathy — and instead trap us in cycles of fear, freeze, fawning, or fight.

Why I Respond with Fight Mode

I am not a fawning person. When they push me, I go into fight mode.

In fight mode, I lose my cool. I speak aggressively or with vulgarity. I sometimes want to smash things. They hope I will hurt myself or others.

The same happens with my mom. Sometimes she sees my anger and thinks it is directed at her — but I am actually reacting to the voices and sensations in my mind that they impose on me. I would rather express this outwardly than endure it privately and silently.

This is not a warning that I will do anything. I am a Christian. I put my faith in Jesus Christ. He protects me, my parents, and my family. We do not need to be scared — regardless of their creepy technologies or their occult harassment.

On Freemasons, Luciferianism, and Hypocrisy

Some of these surveillance operators — including Freemasons — call me part of the occult or part of their order.

That is absolutely false.

I want to be clear about what I have observed regarding Freemasonry, because it is central to understanding their hypocrisy.

Many Freemasons I have encountered are obsessed with appearing moral in everyday life. They follow social rules. They speak politely. They care about dignity and progress.

But through their major actions and alliances, they are literally Luciferian — and fundamentally anti-biblical regarding the teachings of Jesus Christ.

Here is the hypocrisy that disgusts me most:

They equip and use this technology — to harass, to condition, to project perverse images and sensations — and then they shame me as if I deserve damnation for minor sins. They point to small, ordinary human failings and act as though those justify the enormous evil they do to me, my mom, and others.

But what is the point of Jesus Christ dying for us and atoning for our sins, if not to forgive the very sins they hyper-focus on while ignoring their own great evil?

Pride is the sin that God hates most. And Freemasonry — as I have come to understand it through the Bible — is built on a form of pride and Luciferianism that is deeply offensive to Jesus Christ.

The Bible teaches that Lucifer fell because of pride — the desire to become like God, to ascend, to be above others. Freemasonry, with its emphasis on man striving to become divine, its secret hierarchies, and its symbolic embrace of Luciferian principles (whether acknowledged or not), represents exactly that kind of pride.

Meanwhile, Jesus Christ taught humility, service, repentance, and love. He did not teach secret alliances, technological harassment, or the condemnation of others for small sins while committing massive ones.

So no — I am not a Freemason. I am not part of the occult. I hate the occult. And I reject their false accusations.

My Fear: That People Won’t Believe Me

My biggest fear is not what they do to me. My biggest fear is that people will not believe my testimony — and that the surveillance operators will feel gleeful as others dismiss what I have endured.

They mock me. They mock me and say I am a “blasphemer” and a “holy devil.” They say I will have to pay for my sins — when I have done nothing to deserve this. They even try to make me believe that I am the problem. That I am cursed. That I am the reason they do this.

It is all lies.

What I Want You to Know

I am not writing this because I am weak. I am writing this because I am still standing — and that enrages them.

I am a Christian who believes in Jesus Christ as the Messiah. He is my Lord and Savior. He has healed me. He keeps my soul.

Without Him, I would have died long ago — back in 2023.

My Advice to You

Live a godly, clean, and saintly life.

Reduce your time on the internet. Disengage from mindless technology and content. Love Jesus Christ and follow God.

Do not make money in soulless or greedy ways. Treat others with kindness and respect. Do not look at disgusting content.

Repent of your sins. Allow Jesus Christ to sanctify you. He will heal your body, mind, and soul.

Protect your children from entertainment and movies. It is poison.

And remember: Jesus Christ died for our sins. That does not mean we should sin freely — but it does mean that hypocrites who condemn others for small sins while committing great evil have missed the entire point of the Gospel.

Closing

The US surveillance elites — including Freemasons who act moral in daily life but are Luciferian in their major actions — they hope I will kill myself. They hope I will become a tragedy. They hope my life will be seen as worthless and cursed.

But Jesus Christ still loves me. He blesses me. He protects my mom and my family.

I rebuke them in His name.

I am not one of them. I will never be one of them. And no matter what they do — I will not walk with the wicked.

May 1, 2026
In Christ, I stand.

The Secret Societies and US-based Surveillancers Intentionally Sow False Teachings and Test My Responses: A Formal Request for Investigation and Response

How the surveillors use psychological warfare, intentional false gospel teachings, and deliberate lies to test my faith — and a plea to law enforcement, investigators, and researchers to question them

A Note on Verification and Uncertainty

Much of what I know comes from what the surveillors tell me — and they are not always truthful. They mix lies with truth. Some of what they claim to do may be exaggerated or completely false. I do not have direct evidence for everything described here. I am reporting what they say and what I experience, and I acknowledge that some of it may be unverified. However, the core abuse — the surveillance, the voices, the projections, the psychological warfare — is real and ongoing.

Part 1: Introduction — This Is Not Random Harassment, It Is Deliberate Testing

What I am experiencing is not random cruelty. It is systematic, intentional, and designed to test me on multiple levels.

The people surveilling me are conducting experiments — psychological, spiritual, and biometric — to see how I respond. They want to know:

Do I truly understand the gospel of Jesus Christ?
Will I fall for their false teachings and distortions?
Will I “solicit” or encourage their behavior through my reactions?
How do I treat people normally even while knowing they claim to harm others?
Am I secretly jealous of them or their power?

This post is about those tests. It is also a formal request to law enforcement, investigators, and researchers to question these individuals if they ever have the opportunity.

Part 2: They Intentionally Sow False Teachings of the Gospel

One of the most insidious things they do is deliberately teach me false versions of Christianity.

They know I am a Christian. They know I read the Bible. And they use this against me.

How they do it:

They project voices into my mind that claim to be “the Holy Spirit” or “an angel” or “a prophet.” They quote Scripture out of context. They twist verses to mean the opposite of what they actually say. They tell me that repentance is impossible. They tell me that past sins permanently disqualify me from salvation. They tell me that God has rejected me because I am under surveillance.

Why they do it:

They want to see if I truly understand the gospel. They want to test whether I know the difference between the voice of God and their counterfeit voices. They want to confuse me, to make me doubt my salvation, and to see if I will abandon my faith when pressured.

How I respond:

I read the Bible for myself. I do not rely on their voices to tell me what God says. When they quote a verse, I check it against the actual text. When they claim to be the Holy Spirit, I test their words against Scripture:

“Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God.” (1 John 4:1)

“If anyone preaches a different gospel to you than what you received, let him be accursed.” (Galatians 1:8–9)

Their false teachings are obvious to anyone who knows the Bible. They preach works-based salvation, permanent condemnation, and hopelessness. That is not the gospel. That is the opposite of the gospel.

Part 3: They Test My Responses and Attitudes to Their Behavior

Another major form of psychological warfare is that they deliberately expose me to descriptions of their behavior — some of which may be true, some exaggerated, some completely false — and then watch how I respond.

How they do it:

They tell me about things they claim to do. They project sensations. They use vulgar language. They laugh. They try to provoke me.

Then they watch. They track my biometrics. They listen to my verbal responses. They monitor my heart rate, my stress levels, my facial expressions, my silences.

What they are looking for:

They want to see if I will become excited by their descriptions. They want to see if my responses will encourage them to continue or escalate. They want to see if I will become angry in a way they can label as “hypocritical.” They want to see if I will break down completely.

The lie they tell themselves:

They have convinced themselves that my lack of total collapse means I must approve of what they do. They say: “If you really hated this, you would be more upset. You would have killed yourself by now. You would not be able to eat or sleep or laugh. The fact that you are still functioning proves you are complicit.”

The truth:

That is not how human beings work. Resilience is not consent. Endurance is not approval. The fact that I can still live my life — still eat, still sleep, still love my parents, still go to university — is evidence of grace and strength, not evidence of complicity.

I do not encourage their behavior. I have told them repeatedly to stop. I have rebuked them in the name of Jesus Christ. Their claim that I am “asking for it” is classic abuser logic: blame the victim for the abuser’s actions.

A note on who is doing what:

From what I can tell, not everyone in the surveillance network is equally guilty. Some are truly doing harmful things. Others may be complicit through silence or by looking away. And some may be decent people who have been given technology and told it is for legitimate purposes, not realizing how it is being abused. I cannot see their hearts. I only know what I experience and what they tell me. But it is troubling that they do not directly tell me the truth about what is happening. The lack of transparency is itself a form of abuse.

Part 4: They Test How I Treat People Normally Despite Their Claims

This is one of the most revealing parts of their psychological warfare.

What they do:

They tell me they are surveilling people in my life — my friends, my family, my classmates, my church members. They say they are projecting voices into their minds. They say they are making them feel unpleasant sensations. They say they are reading their thoughts.

Then they watch me.

They want to see if I will continue to treat those people normally. They want to see if I will avoid them, or act strangely around them, or isolate myself. They want to see if I will become paranoid and suspicious of everyone I love.

Their accusation:

They suggest that I am strange or abnormal because I still treat people with kindness and respect — even though I know (or believe) that these same people are being surveilled. They ask: “How can you smile at your mother when you know what we are doing to her? How can you laugh with your friend when you know we are reading their mind?”

The truth:

I do care about them. Deeply. That is why I do not abandon them. That is why I do not treat them differently based on unverified claims from my abusers.

If I isolated myself from everyone I love because of what the surveillors say they are doing, I would be playing directly into their hands. They want me alone. They want me self-isolated. They want me to have no human connection. That would make me a much easier target.

Instead, I continue to love. I continue to show up. I continue to be present. That is not being strange or abnormal. That is being faithful to the people I love.

Part 5: Their Belief That I Am Jealous of Them — And My Honest Response

Another layer of their psychological testing is their belief that I am secretly jealous of them.

What they claim:

They say I want what they have. Their power. Their technology. Their wealth. Their ability to surveil others. Their sense of superiority. Their “elite” status.

They say that my documentation of their crimes is actually a form of envy. They say that I wish I were in their position.

My honest response:

I am not jealous of them. I do not want what they have. I would not trade places with them.

But I also do not want to sound harsh. So I will say this simply: I believe that what they are doing is wrong. I believe that using technology to harass and surveil people without their consent is a violation of basic human dignity. I believe that claiming to be Christian while doing these things is a contradiction.

I do not know what is in their hearts. Some of them may believe they are doing good. Some may be following orders. Some may be trapped in a system themselves. I cannot judge their souls. Only God can.

But I can judge their actions. And their actions — the surveillance, the voices, the projections, the false teachings — are harmful. Whatever their intentions, the effect on me has been real.

I am not jealous of them. I am grieved by what they do.

Part 6: They Test Whether I Will “Solicit” Their Behavior

This is one of the most difficult aspects of their psychological warfare.

How they do it:

They tell me things. They project sensations. They use vulgar language. They try to provoke reactions. Then they watch to see if my body responds in ways they can misinterpret.

If my heart rate increases (from fear or anger), they call it something else. If I am silent (from shock or exhaustion), they call it acceptance. If I tell them to stop (from frustration), they call it hypocrisy. If I ignore them (from exhaustion), they call it complicity.

What they are trying to prove:

They want to convince themselves — and others — that I am secretly like them. That I approve of what they do. That I am a liar who pretends to be disgusted but actually wants more.

The truth:

There is no evidence for this. I have never encouraged them. I have never asked for more. I have told them to stop, repeatedly, for years.

My fear is not hidden desire. My disgust is not hidden excitement. My trauma response is not solicitation.

They are misreading me — deliberately, it seems — to justify their own behavior.

Part 7: They Also Test Whether I Will Become Like Them

Underneath all of this is a deeper test: they want to see if I will become like them.

What they hope for:

They hope that constant exposure to their behavior will normalize it for me. They hope that I will start to see their actions as acceptable. They hope that I will internalize their values — their elitism, their cruelty, their false Christianity. They hope that I will join them, or at least stop opposing them.

What actually happens:

The more they show me, the more clearly I see it for what it is. The more they try to normalize their behavior, the more I reject it. The more they try to recruit me, the more firmly I cling to Jesus Christ.

They are not converting me. They are confirming my faith.

Part 8: Summary of Their Testing Methods

What They DoWhat They Are TestingWhat I Actually DoTeach false versions of the gospelWhether I know true Christian doctrineCheck their words against Scripture; reject false teachingsDescribe their behaviorWhether I will become excited or “solicit” themRespond with distress, not excitementClaim to harm people in my lifeWhether I will isolate myselfContinue to love and show up for my peopleAccuse me of being jealous of themWhether I secretly want their powerI do not want their power; I want them to stopTry to normalize their actionsWhether I will internalize their valuesReject their values; cling to ChristTrack my biometric responsesWhether my body “betrays” meMy stress responses are not consent

Part 9: A Formal Request to Law Enforcement, Investigators, and Researchers

If you are reading this — whether you work in law enforcement, intelligence oversight, journalism, human rights organizations, religious institutions, or academic research — I have a formal request.

If you eventually get to question these individuals in a legal or official setting, please ask them directly about the claims I have made in this testimony.

Let them clarify, under oath or under professional scrutiny, what exactly they are doing. Ask them:

On surveillance technology:

Do you use voice-to-skull technology on civilians without their consent?
Do you project sounds, voices, or words directly into people’s minds?
Do you use remote biometric monitoring to track heart rate, stress levels, and other physiological data without a warrant?
Do you use direct energy weapons to cause physical pain or discomfort?
Do you manipulate people’s dreams?
Do you project sensations into people’s bodies while they sleep or go about their daily lives?
Do you use astral projection methods or telehaptics to create a sense of presence in a target’s environment?
Do you extract or predict people’s thoughts and images from their minds?

On psychological warfare:

Do you deliberately describe harmful acts to targets to test their psychological responses?
Do you track biometric data during these descriptions to see if a target’s heart rate or stress responses change?
Do you intentionally sow false teachings of the gospel to test a target’s understanding of Christianity?
Do you project voices claiming to be the Holy Spirit or angels while teaching false doctrine?
Do you use vulgar, demeaning, or degrading language toward targets?
Do you mock people while they eat, sleep, or pray?
Do you try to turn family members against each other through false accusations and projected noises?

On their justifications:

Do you claim that a target’s survival or resilience means they are complicit in your behavior?
Do you say that because a target has not committed suicide, they must enjoy being surveilled?
Do you use a target’s past mistakes — including teenage curiosity, shoplifting as a child, or exam cheating — as justification for ongoing harassment?
Do you claim that a target’s privilege means their suffering does not count?
Do you tell targets that their genetics are subpar and that they should not have children?
Do you claim that you are “testing” whether a target has the Holy Spirit?

On the network itself:

How many people are involved in this surveillance network?
What is the composition of the network in terms of affiliations — military, intelligence, corporate, academic, religious?
Are there both Christians and satanists within the network?
Do some members actively harm targets while others passively observe?
Are there people within the network who are uncomfortable with what is happening but feel unable to stop it?
Are there whistleblowers who have tried to report this?
Is this surveillance authorized by any legal authority, or is it entirely unlawful?

On children and vulnerable populations:

Have you ever involved children — even as rhetoric or threats — in your psychological warfare?
Have you ever mentioned specific children from a target’s church or community?
Have you ever made deepfakes or other content involving children?
Do you target vulnerable populations because they are less likely to be believed?

On the harm caused:

Do you understand that constant surveillance and psychological warfare cause lasting trauma?
Do you understand that voice-to-skull technology can mimic the symptoms of mental illness, leading to misdiagnosis and improper psychiatric treatment?
Do you understand that targets may lose their jobs, their relationships, and their sense of reality because of what you do?
Do you take any responsibility for the suicidal ideation that many targets experience?

Part 10: A Note on the Composition of the Network

From what I have been told and what I have experienced, the network surveilling me is not monolithic.

Some are satanists or occult practitioners. These individuals seem to actively engage in rituals, Baal Peor-inspired abuse, and what they call “sacrifices.” They use religious language twisted for harm. They may genuinely believe they are serving a dark power.

Some call themselves Christians. These individuals may believe they are doing God’s work — testing the faithful, rooting out evil, or conducting necessary research. They may attend church on Sunday and use surveillance technology on Monday. Some may be genuinely deceived about the morality of what they are doing.

Some actively harm others. These individuals use the technology for cruelty — projecting sensations, mocking, threatening, degrading. They seem to enjoy the power they have over targets.

Some are passive observers. These individuals may watch, collect data, or maintain the technology without directly engaging in abuse. They may tell themselves they are “just following orders” or “just doing research.” They may be uncomfortable with the cruelty but feel unable to stop it.

Some may be trapped themselves. It is possible that some people within the network did not choose to be there — that they were assigned, or recruited under false pretenses, or threatened into compliance. I cannot know.

I cannot see their hearts. Only God can.

But I believe that honest questioning under oath or official investigation would reveal a range of responses. Some would deny everything. Some would admit to some things but not others. Some might even be relieved to tell the truth.

Part 11: What I Ask of You, the Investigator

If you are reading this and you have the authority or ability to question these individuals, I ask the following:

1. Do not assume everyone in the network is equally guilty. Some may be complicit through silence. Some may be victims of the same system. Some may genuinely believe they are doing good. Treat each person as an individual.

2. But do not protect the guilty either. Those who are actively harming others — using technology to harass and psychologically destroy people — need to be held accountable. Justice requires distinguishing between the willing abuser and the reluctant participant.

3. Question them with fairness, but question them thoroughly. Do not accept vague answers. Do not let them hide behind “national security” or “classified” without legitimate cause. Bring the truth to light.

4. If you have faith in Jesus Christ — or even just a belief in God as a witness — let that guide your questioning. Let truth be your goal, not punishment or revenge. Let justice be done — but also leave room for repentance if any of them are willing to turn away from what they have done.

The gospel is for sinners. That includes me. That includes you. And that includes them — if they will repent.

Part 12: A Note on Verification and Evidence

I want to be honest with you, the investigator.

Much of what I know comes from what the surveillors tell me. And they are not always truthful. They mix lies with truth. Some of what they claim to do may be exaggerated or completely false. I do not have direct evidence for everything described in my testimony.

What I can verify is my own experience: the voices, the projections, the psychological warfare, the false teachings, the testing of my responses. That is real. That happens every day.

I hope that you, with access to better information and proper investigative tools, can verify what is true. I am doing my best to report what I know, with the understanding that some of it may be inaccurate because my sources (the surveillors themselves) are dishonest.

Please investigate thoroughly. Please do not take my word alone — and please do not dismiss me without investigation.

Part 13: A Final Word on Accountability and Mercy

I do not write this out of revenge. I do not want these people to suffer for the sake of suffering.

But I do want the abuse to stop. I want the surveillance to end. I want to be left alone to live my life and practice my faith in peace.

If that requires legal accountability for those who have harmed me and others, then so be it.

But I also believe in mercy. I believe that people can repent — truly repent — and change. If any of these individuals are willing to admit what they have done, stop doing it, and seek forgiveness, I would not stand in the way of that.

“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9)

That applies to them too — if they are sincere.

So I ask you, the investigator: pursue justice, but leave room for repentance. Hold accountable those who refuse to stop. But if some are willing to tell the truth and change, let that be considered.

🙏 A Prayer for Investigators and for Truth

Lord Jesus,

I do not know who will read this. I do not know if anyone with authority will ever take up this case.

But I ask that You guide the hands and hearts of any investigator who comes across my testimony. Give them wisdom. Give them courage. Give them discernment to tell truth from lies.

Protect the innocent. Hold accountable the guilty. And if any of my abusers are willing to repent — let them do so before it is too late.

Let truth prevail — not my truth, not their truth, but Yours.

In Your holy name, amen.

✝️ Final Declaration

I know their tests. I see their methods. I understand what they are trying to do.

And I reject it.

I will not fall for their false teachings. I will not encourage their behavior. I will not isolate myself from the people I love. I am not jealous of them. I will not become like them.

I will keep reading my Bible. I will keep praying. I will keep loving. I will keep living.

And I will keep believing that Jesus Christ is the way, the truth, and the life — no matter how many false gospels they throw at me.

I have written this request in good faith. I have tried to be honest about what I know and what I do not know. I have tried to be fair — acknowledging that the network includes different kinds of people, some more guilty than others.

Now I leave it in the hands of God and in the hands of those who have the power to investigate.

May truth come to light. May justice be done. And may mercy be available to those who truly repent.

Praise God. Rebuke their false teachings. Rebuke their psychological tests. Rebuke their attempts to make me complicit. Rebuke their dishonesty. Bring truth to light.

In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

This testimony is shared in good faith. If you are an investigator, journalist, or person of conscience, please take these claims seriously. Verify what can be verified. Do not dismiss without investigation.

The Gospel Is My Anchor: Salvation, Repentance, and Hope Beyond Surveillance

Why I still believe, why you should read the Bible, and why money and technology and human progress mean nothing without love or soul.

Introduction: The One Thing They Cannot Take

They have taken my privacy. They have tried to take my peace. They have attempted to ruin my reputation, my relationships, and my mind. They have made me afraid to eat, afraid to sleep, afraid to pray without mockery.

But there is one thing they cannot take: my Faith.

I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I believe He died for my sins and rose again. I believe the Holy Spirit dwells in me — not because I am perfect, but because He is faithful. I believe Jesus Christ died for all of our sins, and we can abide with Him and be saved and become adopted in God’s family, as long as we repent, have Faith, and pray to God.

I have experienced the grace of God in tangible ways: healing my mind, healing my mental illnesses, healing the trauma the surveillors put me through constantly, healing from the ritual abuse the surveillancers’ non-consensual and unlawfully put me through, healing the physical pain from their direct energy weapons.

This is not just my fear of hell as a Christian. This is because I truly experience the grace of God.

What the Gospel Actually Teaches — Not Scientology, Not Cult Control

Let me lay out the core of the Christian faith as clearly as I can.

1. All have sinned. (Romans 3:23)

Everyone. The surveillors. Me. You. Every human being has sinned. There are no exceptions.

2. The wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life. (Romans 6:23)

Sin leads to death. But God offers a gift: eternal life through Jesus Christ. A gift is not earned. It is received.

3. God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)

Jesus did not die for perfect people. He died for sinners. He died for me while I was still curious about dark corners of the internet. He died for my surveillors while they were still projecting voices into my mind.

4. If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. (Romans 10:9)

Salvation is not about being good enough. It is about confession and belief.

5. By grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast. (Ephesians 2:8–9)

This is the verse they reject. They believe in works. They believe that past mistakes disqualify a person forever. But the Bible says the opposite. Salvation is a gift.

6. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)

Confession leads to forgiveness. Repentance leads to cleansing. There is no sin too great to be forgiven.

7. There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. (Romans 8:1)

No condemnation. Not “less condemnation.” No condemnation. Period.

These surveillors condemn me daily. But they are not God. And God says: no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

Why Repentance Matters — And What It Actually Means

Repentance is not groveling. It is not self-hatred. It is not performing shame for the rest of your life.

Repentance means turning around. Changing direction. Walking away from sin and walking toward God.

I have repented of my past mistakes. The curiosity about the dark web. The visit to 4chan. The stupid search that horrified me. The true crime content. The inappropriate humor I used to laugh at. I do not do those things anymore. I strive to do the right thing.

The Bible says: “Go and sin no more.” (John 8:11)

It does not say: “Go and let abusers use your past sins as a weapon against you.”

It does not say: “Go and be audited for the rest of your life like Scientology teaches.”

It says: Go. And sin no more.

A Message for Young and Old People Who Feel Too Wretched

If you are a young adult or youth who feels too bad, too terrible, too wretched to ever be considered godly — hear me.

I also watched stupid content. I watched movies and TV shows with inappropriate, gross, politically incorrect humour. I learned to think that was funny. I was curious about dark things during one period of my life (a few years during high school and college and during Covid-19). I made many mistakes.

And yet I repented. And yet God forgave me. And yet I am saved.

You are definitely not too bad to be saved and be a part of God’s family. No matter what you have done — no matter what you have searched for, watched, laughed at, or been curious about — the blood of Jesus is enough.

“Come now, let us reason together,” says the Lord. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow.” (Isaiah 1:18)

What I Hope for You, the Reader

If you are a sinner — repent. Turn to Jesus Christ. He is merciful. He will not reject you.

If you are a victim of abuse — you are not alone. You are not crazy. You are not complicit because you survived. God sees you.

If you are one of my surveillors — stop. Repent. Dismantle what you have built. Hell is real. Turn away from your evil.

If you are a bystander — do not look away. Do not assume the victim is lying. Speak up.

If you are an investigator — please investigate. This is not a conspiracy theory. This is happening.

A Final Declaration

I am still alive. I am still believing. I am still documenting.

I would rather do something to make society more equitable, helpful, compassionate, and share the gospel. Instead, I endure this targeted individual surveillance 24/7.

I am not crazy. I am not insane. I know the type of weird looks, labels, laughs, skepticism, and sentiments others would hold toward me. I would not intentionally try to ruin my own life or the lives of my parents whom I love.

It is okay if you do not believe everything. But do not be closed off to it just because the technology is relatively new and not experienced by most people. That is the insidious aspect of this. It could be happening to more people than we realize.

I rebuke all wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ.

What helps me is to live a God-guided path: to try to be sinless, to avoid substances, to avoid toxic social media, to avoid violent and sexualized media, to repent daily, to connect with others in person despite their attempts to ruin my relationships.

I bless God and thank Him that He gave me the opportunity to repent of my sins, become baptized, believe in Jesus Christ, and abide with Him.

Going forward, I still want to live and do substantial helpful things in society. Improve the healthcare system. Make life more equitable. Reduce suffering. Point more people to Jesus Christ. Advocate for other targeted individuals.

This shows you that only God knows people’s hearts — not the superficial surveillance of what they capture with their technology. Their biometric data is wrong. Their moral values data is wrong. Only God knows my heart.

Praise God. Rebuke their curses. Rebuke their technology. Rebuke their false Christianity.

In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

March 17: What the Holy Spirit Showed Me About the Surveillance Cult/ Operators/ Gang

Ana (https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/) — Wed, 01 Apr 2026 00:39:21 GMT

PART 1: WHY I’M WRITING THIS

1.1 A Truth I Need to Share

1.1.1 What I Can Actually Say About My Experiences
1.1.2 Why You Should Know I’m Telling the Truth

1.2 The Legal Reality of My Situation

1.2.1 Where I Stand Legally
1.2.2 My Good-Faith Statement

1.3 To Everyone Reading This, Whatever You Believe

1.4 On Skepticism and What’s Happening as I Write

1.1 A Truth I Need to Share

I’m publishing this on my blog because some details are too graphic or sensitive for general public distribution. These details matter for investigators, human rights organizations, and anyone trying to understand the full scope of what I’ve experienced.

I need to be honest about what’s happening as I write this. The attacks are intensifying right now. The individuals targeting me are increasing their harassment, projecting violent and disturbing scenes involving me, along with imagery of harmful acts against people and animals in my life. They constantly accuse me of complicity, as if I’m allowing this to happen. I’m not.

These attacks come in waves. They’re designed to make me appear mentally unwell, to trigger a psychotic break if I seek help. They want people around me to see me self-talking, developing tics, acting unstable, so they can point to that behaviour and say, “See? She’s crazy.” It’s a setup, and they’ve been running it for years.

1.1.1 What I Can Actually Say About My Experiences

I’m human. My perception is limited, like everyone else’s. I don’t claim to be infallible or to have perfect understanding. But here’s what I can state, in good faith and with sincerity before God:

I have experienced and continue to experience what I believe is targeted surveillance, technological manipulation, and psychological harassment.
The people behind this have spoken to me, projected images into my mind, and caused physical sensations I did not create myself.
Based on what they’ve communicated, I believe they’re connected to secret societies and certain American institutions. They’ve indicated they’re also targeting people in my life, including my family in Canada and China.
I’ve documented these experiences for years. I’ve sought help from police, doctors, and spiritual advisors. I’ve been consistent in my accounts.
Medical evaluations, including a CT brain scan, show no abnormalities or disorders that would explain this as internally generated.

I’m sharing this as my honest account of what I’ve perceived. I know the technology involved is designed to be hidden, deniable, untraceable. That means conventional evidence is nearly impossible to obtain. That doesn’t make my experiences less real to me, but it does mean I speak with the humility of someone who can only report what she’s perceived, not what she can independently prove by normal standards.

1.1.2 Why You Should Know I’m Telling the Truth

I declare in good faith, before Jesus Christ, that I am being truthful about my perceptions and experiences. I am not fabricating this. I am not exaggerating for attention or sympathy. I clearly remember, perceive, and endure the unwanted presence of these individuals in my life and the lives of those around me.

I’m documenting this not to sensationalize or spread fear, but because the truth, as I’ve experienced it, needs to be recorded. I’m sharing it hoping you’ll receive it responsibly, understanding that some of this reflects my perceptions and interpretations, not objectively verified facts.

1.2 The Legal Reality of My Situation

This document contains statements I believe in good faith to be true, based on my personal experiences and the evidence I’ve documented over years. This is my honest account.

But I need to be upfront about why this is so hard to prove:

They’ve hidden their identities. They’ve never given me real names (except a few first names, David, Sonia, Andrea, which could mean anything). Their whole operation is designed to stay anonymous and hidden from accountability.
The technology isn’t publicly acknowledged. It operates outside public knowledge, so producing physical evidence for court is nearly impossible. That’s by design.
They will try to discredit me. I expect retaliation, defamation, legal threats, coordinated campaigns to make me look unstable or dishonest. They want me to seem like the wrongdoer while they stay hidden.
The harassment is designed to be deniable. Psychological manipulation, sensory interference, remote influence, these leave few traces. That’s not accidental. It’s how they operate.

1.2.1 Where I Stand Legally

I’m a Canadian citizen and resident. If this ever goes to court, it should be in Canada, where truth is an absolute defense against defamation claims. If anything here reads like an allegation against specific people or groups, know that I’m presenting it as my good-faith belief based on what I know.

This document also touches on China and Chinese politics, partly because of geopolitics, partly because of my family background. But I’m Canadian, so my legal standing is here. My observations about China and other nations aren’t legal accusations, they’re context about what surveillance operatives have told me about their intentions.

I also want Chinese authorities to see this. As a Chinese Canadian, I hope it helps protect them and offers useful knowledge about this technology. I believe all nations facing these networks deserve to know what’s being planned and done.

If someone sues me, they’d have to prove I’m lying. I’m ready to back this up with what I’ve preserved despite their efforts:

Police reports (filed twice)
Medical records, including a clean CT brain scan
Consultations with psychiatrists and occupational therapists who took me seriously
Testimony from church leaders and friends I’ve told
Consultations with a Christian psychologist who understands cult harassment patterns
Years of my own online comments documenting the harassment and connecting it to geopolitics

Going forward, I’m going to get official legal perspectives and bring this to federal intelligence and human rights agencies. I’m serious about reporting this to the organizations whose job it is to keep civilians safe and hold people accountable.

1.2.2 My Good-Faith Statement

I’m not publishing this with malice, reckless disregard for truth, or any intent to harm innocent people. I’m publishing it in good faith, based on what I sincerely believe and have experienced. My goal is to document what I’ve endured and warn others about technology abuse and occult rituals that I believe are serious human rights violations.

Some of this reflects my opinions and perceptions, that’s protected speech. Where I name individuals or groups, I believe what I’m saying is substantially true based on what I know.

I stand by the truth of this account. I place it under God’s protection. He sees everything and will judge righteously.

1.3 To Everyone Reading This, Whatever You Believe

I’m writing this for everyone, people of all faiths and none. I’m a Christian, and my faith gets me through this. But I’m not here to preach. I’m here to document what I’ve experienced as honestly as I can.

I know how this looks. I know accounts like this get dismissed as schizophrenic rambling, attention-seeking, or worse. I’ve tried to write clearly and factually. I’ve documented my efforts to get help, police, doctors, spiritual advisors. I’ve had medical tests, including a CT scan, that show nothing wrong with my brain.

If you’re skeptical, I get it. I’d probably feel the same way. All I ask is that you notice the consistency of my account, the pattern of my help-seeking, and the fact that I have nothing to gain and everything to lose by coming forward.

Please don’t let this damage anyone’s faith. The people I’m describing aren’t Christians, they’re corrupt individuals who’ve twisted spiritual ideas for dark purposes. If anything, my faith has been my anchor, the one thing keeping me grounded when everything else was designed to make me doubt myself and my God.

To those of other faiths or no faith: I hope you can see past the religious language to the human story underneath. A person endured something terrible and is trying, in good faith, to make sense of it and warn others.

1.4 On Skepticism and What’s Happening as I Write

I know this sounds unbelievable. Skepticism is natural. I’m not so disconnected that I don’t see how this looks from the outside.

But think about it: who fabricates something like this? Who creates a document this detailed, knowing it will invite anger and ridicule? I’m not sociopathic enough to invent this. I’m someone who lived through something real and is bearing witness.

Right now, even as I write, they’re still at it. Provoking me. Hoping I’ll react in ways that discredit me. They want me to seem unstable, angry, illegitimate. Now that this document exists, they’re gaslighting, suggesting none of this happened, that I imagined it, that my records are fake.

But I have history on my laptop. Recordings. Documentation spanning months. The abuse is real, consistent, ongoing. Their gaslighting doesn’t change what I’ve experienced and can prove to myself, even if not yet to the world.

Some of them act from deep insecurity. They sense the world changing, old orders shifting. They’re desperate. Their cruelty isn’t strength, it’s the flailing of people losing relevance. They target others because they can’t face themselves. They hide behind wealth and connections, but their behaviour reveals people tearing others down, hoping for war to level the field.

I’m not saying this to inspire hatred. I trust God sees what they do and the intentions behind their actions.

Starting Here: Why This Blog Exists

Ana (https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/) — Wed, 01 Apr 2026 00:37:32 GMT

This blog contains my experience as a targeted individual and a believer in Jesus Christ.

A targeted individual is someone who has become the subject of organized surveillance, harassment, and manipulation by networks of operatives, sometimes referred to as gang stalking or organized stalking. This can include constant monitoring, psychological manipulation, technological interference, and coordinated harassment by multiple people in public and private spaces. It is not paranoia. It is a real and documented form of abuse that many people across the world experience in silence.

I am one of them.

I am also someone who believes in Jesus Christ. My faith does not protect me from being targeted, but it sustains me within it. These two realities, being watched by them and being known by God, shape everything I write here.

This blog is first and foremost a record of my experiences. I share what I have lived through, what I have observed, and what I continue to learn. This includes the harassment and crimes I’ve witnessed, but also the smaller moments, the daily realities, and the ways this life has shaped how I see the world.

Beyond my own story, this blog is a place for spiritual reflection. My faith in Christ is the lens through which I understand suffering, justice, love, and hope. I write about what I’m learning — about goodness, morality, ethics, and what it means to keep living with purpose when everything feels broken. These reflections come from my own walk with God, from Scripture, and from what I continue to learn.

I also believe none of us grows in isolation. I have learned from others — believers, writers, thinkers, and everyday people whose perspectives have helped shape my own. Some are more educated than me. Some are wiser. Some have simply walked similar roads. Where their words have resonated with me, I will share them here. This blog is not just my voice, but a gathering of voices that have helped me see more clearly.

That said, this blog does contain details of serious harassment, including human trafficking, ritualistic targeting, simulated violence, and non-consensual occult practices. I document these things because they are real and because they need to be known. This content is intended for human rights advocates, forensic authorities, law enforcement, legal counsel, and trusted recipients with legitimate need to know.

Beyond documenting these crimes, this blog serves as both a warning and a call to action. The geopolitical reflections I share come directly from what surveillance operatives have intentionally revealed about their intentions: war, racism, antisemitism, and hostility toward nations of the East. I have been given access to information about activities at a higher level, plans and mindsets that mainstream civilians were not meant to see. I share this not to cause alarm, but to alert and prepare those who can help. My hope is that nations and their leaders may be moved toward prayer, peace, and wise decisions, and that the destructive paths being discussed by some may be prevented.

In future posts, I will share what I have documented, evidence of the surveillance harassment itself. I have witnessed and recorded screen glitches, color anomalies, and algorithm manipulation on my devices. I have observed the same phenomena on my mother’s devices, providing independent corroboration. These are not internal experiences; they are visible tampering that leaves a forensic trail. While the core surveillance technology is designed to be hidden, its effects on my screens and devices are not. This evidence can be analyzed by digital forensic specialists, and I will be presenting it here.

Please read the content here with a grain of salt. While this content should reach those who need it, I also believe it should not remain hidden.

Stories by Ana (https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/) on Medium

US surveillance technologies, crimes of occult ritual abuse and conversion therapies, direct energy…

KEY CONTENTS

BRIEF STATEMENT- A Personal Account: Exposing US-Linked Technological Harassment, Cult Crimes, and Reflections on Faith, Values, and Healing

➔ 8.4 Their Attempts to Create False Memories

➔ 9.12 Their Attempt to Exploit and Disgrace

◆ 9.13.1 How Fear Affects the Brain and Body

◆ 9.13.2 The Trap: Fear Leading to Violence

◆ 9.13.3 The Fawn Response: When Fear Meets Perversion

◆ 9.13.4 The Biblical Response: Not Fighting Fear with Violence

◆ 9.13.5 What Actually Helps: Practical Steps for Healing

◆ 9.13.6 My Advice

➔ 9.14 On Surveillance, the Hawthorne Effect, and Faith as Protection

◆ 9.14.1 The Limitations of Surveillance

◆ 9.14.2 The Hawthorne Effect: When Surveillance Changes Your Thoughts and Behaviours

◆ 9.14.3 Intrusive Thoughts and the Mental Prison of Surveillance

◆ 9.14.4 Spiritual Destruction: How Surveillance Restricts the Holy Spirit

◆ 9.14.5 The Confirmation Bias: They Claim What They Try to Make

◆ 9.15.1 Transparency Disarms Surveillance

◆ 9.15.2 Honesty Protects Against the Hawthorne Effect

◆ 9.15.3 Faith as Foundation

◆ 9.15.4 Practical Practices

➔ 9.16 Healing and Hope: A Response to Their Harassment

◆ 9.16.1 What the Abusers Do

➔ 14.4 On Prophecy, War, and Human Responsibility

➔ 14.5 A Warning Against Doomsday Rhetoric

➔ 14.6 To the Children and Youth

➔ 14.7 On Media, Moderation, and Responsibility

➔ 14.8 Final Word to the Young

➔ Appendix Q: Scientific Context on Quantum Information Conservation

1.3 A Note to All Readers, Regardless of Faith

1.4 A Note on Skepticism and Ongoing Harassment

8.2 Their Admitted Practices and Beliefs About Remote Influence

9.5 On the Targeting of My Mother and Other Loved Ones

9.11 Their Attempt to Implant Unhealthy Thought Patterns

9.12 Their Attempt to Exploit and Disgrace

9.13 The Weaponization of Fear

9.13.1 How Fear Affects the Brain and Body

9.13.2 The Trap: Fear Leading to Violence

9.13.3 The Fawn Response: When Fear Meets Perversion

9.13.4 The Biblical Response: Not Fighting Fear with Violence

9.13.5 What Actually Helps: Practical Steps for Healing

9.13.6 My Advice

9.14 On Surveillance, the Hawthorne Effect, and Faith as Protection

This assumption is deeply flawed and, as I argue, not possible.

9.14.2 The Hawthorne Effect: When Watching Changes Everything

9.14.3 Intrusive Thoughts and the Mental Prison of Surveillance

Worse still, when surveillance becomes constant, a relentless feedback loop of watching, interpreting, predicting, and judging, it can create something truly damaging: intrusive thoughts about what the observers expect you to think.

9.14.4 Spiritual Destruction: How Surveillance Blocks the Holy Spirit

And this is where surveillance becomes not just invasive but spiritually destructive. Because the constant awareness of being watched, the constant feedback of data and prediction and judgment, actively works against what the Holy Spirit offers.

Consider what the Spirit provides:

● Freedom: The Spirit moves where He wills, unconstrained, unobserved, unrecorded. But surveillance makes freedom feel impossible because you’re always performing, always aware of eyes on you.

● Quiet: The Spirit speaks in a still, small voice. But surveillance fills the mind with noise, their interpretations, their predictions, their anticipated judgments.

● Grace: The Spirit heals through honesty and vulnerability. But surveillance makes honesty feel dangerous because everything can be used against you.

● Rest: The Spirit restores in stillness. But surveillance makes rest difficult because you’re always anticipating the next interpretation, the next judgment, the next feedback loop.

The Spirit moves in ways surveillance cannot track. God’s Word heals in ways data cannot touch. But surveillance actively opposes these things by keeping you in a state of performance anxiety, by filling your mind with intrusive thoughts, by making you feel always seen but never truly known.

9.14.5 The Paradox: They Create What They Claim to Find

There is a deep irony in all of this. Those who engage in surveillance often believe they’re discovering the truth about their targets. They think their data reveals who you really are. But in reality, they’re often creating what they claim to find.

They watch for evidence of corruption, and their watching plants thoughts that feel like corruption. They watch for signs of instability, and their harassment creates instability. They watch for proof of wrongdoing, and their projections become the very thoughts you struggle with.

9.15 How I’ve Learned to Cope: Transparency, Honesty, and Faith

So how does one survive this? How do you remain yourself when you’re constantly watched, constantly interpreted, constantly fed back a version of yourself that isn’t you?

For me, the answer has been surprisingly simple, though not always easy: I try to be as transparent and honest as I can, while placing my Faith fully in God.

9.15.1 Transparency Disarms Surveillance

Transparency means:

➔ Living in such a way that I have nothing to hide

➔ Not shaping my behaviour differently when I know I’m being watched

➔ Allowing those who genuinely love me to see me fully

➔ Refusing to let their surveillance dictate what I do or say

9.15.2 Honesty Protects Against the Hawthorne Effect

Yes, I know I’m being watched. Yes, I know they’re interpreting and judging. But I refuse to let their watching dictate my thoughts.

When intrusive thoughts come, the ones they want me to have, the ones their feedback loops predict, the ones that feel like their voice in my head, I have learned to:

1. Acknowledge the thought without shame: “There it is again. That’s what they’re projecting.”

2. Release the thought: “This is not mine. I give it to God.”

3. Return to what’s true: prayer, Scripture, the love of those who genuinely care for me.

I don’t let their anticipated judgments become my inner voice. I say: That thought is not mine. That projection is not me. I release it to God.

9.15.3 Faith as Foundation

When I am tempted to despair under their watching, I remember:

➔ They see my actions, but God sees my heart.

➔ They document my words, but God hears my prayers.

➔ They build files, but God holds me.

They watch for evidence of corruption, and their watching plants thoughts that feel like corruption.
They watch for signs of instability, and their harassment creates instability.
They watch for proof of wrongdoing, and their projections become the very thoughts you struggle with.