Assuming That I Love My Life, Then…

Why am I so destructive?

A snap from long ago

Fuckin’ good question.

I don’t have the answer.

Does this matter in the long view?

No clue.

Probably not.

Maybe I’m incorrectly assuming.

Maybe I’m dissatisfied.

Maybe I’m hearing voices.

Maybe I’m an alcoholic.

Maybe I’m confused.

Maybe I’m dissatisfied.

Maybe I’m fed up.

Maybe I worship death.

Maybe I’m longing for Valhalla.

Maybe I’m already gone.

Maybe I’m amazed.

Maybe I’m…

Maybe…