The Search For Emma

Reflections on the pain — and beauty — of finally understanding I’m a trans woman

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The strange thing about living with gender dysphoria is that I never knew it was there. I was born in the 1950’s when the world was strictly following the gender binary. I never had a clue. This is the most staggering aspect of dealing with it now, how massively clueless I have been for over 60…




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Emma Holiday

Emma Holiday

After decades of denial I finally answered the question “What’s wrong with me?” The answer is “Nothing”. I am transgender and I am OK.

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