no
do you know that if you tell me not to do something
i’ll do it
but if you tell me that i don’t know how to do it
i won’t
do you know that i get offended very easily
do you know that even if i’ve changed, become “better”
i’m still the same kid on the inside, i’m still very sensitive
do you know how bad i wish everything could go back to how it was
do you know when i started being this loud
do you know when i stopped using capital letters
do you notice
do you know that i don’t think out loud
what’s the point if you’re not going to pay attention to when i do
and you don’t know how hard i’m trying not to cry while writing this
because you’re just reading
and i’m sorry,
because whoever you are
i probably did something bad to you