no

do you know that if you tell me not to do something

i’ll do it

but if you tell me that i don’t know how to do it

i won’t

do you know that i get offended very easily

do you know that even if i’ve changed, become “better”

i’m still the same kid on the inside, i’m still very sensitive

do you know how bad i wish everything could go back to how it was

do you know when i started being this loud

do you know when i stopped using capital letters

do you notice

do you know that i don’t think out loud

what’s the point if you’re not going to pay attention to when i do

and you don’t know how hard i’m trying not to cry while writing this

because you’re just reading

and i’m sorry,

because whoever you are

i probably did something bad to you