?!?zophrenia
What is this
What is this light tinge of brown over all that I own
What is this at a random assortment of possessions all broken, all neglected, meaningless
It’s all so meaningless
What is this feeling of meandering & waywardness in self
The indifference I’ve for the emotions of others.
into the world roaring, exit whimpering
What of this mortal coil
Must this experience be lonely?
Who are you?
Tell me who you are!
Tell me What you are!
Why are there ashes collecting on the table?
Why are there smudged fingerprints on the glass?
Why am I me and are you
Why do terrible things begin?
Why must great things end?
It’s all the more meaningless
Meaning less than meaningless meaning
More or less slouching in the dark corner of a wide house,
etching over-traced sharp-edged oblongs in seething red on a black canvas
While being watched intently by brooding scribbled figures howling haunting hymm monotone in a low register
GET ME OUT OF THIS DARK PLACE
AWAY FROM THESE APPARITIONS WITH COSMIC RED EYES
HELP ME GOODWILL FRIENDS, HELP ME, FATHER
screaming distress to monuments of nothing
Exclaiming to heaven for safety pleading to hades for mercy
only to realize
no light .
no purity.
no friends.
no hope.
no savior.
No more blue sky
No Sanity
nobody.
no point.
No Meaning
It's all meaningless meaning.
~ A Love Supreme
