Am I not worthy?

George Heimel
Published in
Oct 27, 2021

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Am I not worthy
How can it be
that I am not as lovable
as the next guy
or a flower, a bird
or a neighborly dog?

Am I not worthy?
Is this the world seeing me
or me projecting the world.
How can I truly see me?

Am I not worthy?
Are my parents’ spirits alive in me
or is that blind arrogance?
Do they bestow my worth to me
if so, how can I see?

I strive to feel worthy
of love and legacy
but who is to determine
if that shall or shall not be?

Is that me?

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George Heimel
Grief Witness

Air force brat, gen-x, RIT grad, gay husband, business owner, baker of pie, Bourbon lover. Writing about things so that it can get less crowded in my head.