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I Will Not Be Putting up a Huge Christmas Tree This Year

Managing myself has never been this complicated

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Christmas is my only happy childhood memory. It’s untainted by trauma and criticism and, in contrast to everything else, immediately fills my senses with the smell of warm cookies and snow.




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