Empathy, Understanding, Apology

Is it really only me who has the problem
Why this relationship has fallen
Am I constantly being maudlin?
The certain reason why your retort is sullen

If it’s only me, then, maybe you lack empathy
Have you think why I am acting negatively
My emotions, why I said those words to thee
And not by always imputing me for thinking insensibly

Trusting is difficult, especially if it has been tainted
Endless chances will soon be faded
If the root cause of this conflict will never be stated
And if blaming my actions is still the one being liberated

I recognized my faults, the same fault of thinking pessimistically
I am trying to improve myself, and I have started the journey
But if your actions and words makes me think cynically
I just can’t transform to be a better self completely

My dear, please understand my actions and words some more
Bequeath me the empathy that I am not receiving before
Let our pains and aches be etched in the marble of yore
Begin again with bright thoughts and positive hopes

09 August 2018