Noelle
Hello
Do you remember me?
I am Noelle
The Lord’s Birthday
Hanging on the tree
Innocence crucified
Bruised and bleeding
I paid the price
For your wickedness
I was all love and light
A little girl with big eyes
Loved to sing on winter nights
Collecting feathers and hearts
Hugging dogs on the streets
I was all innocence
To the world; less intelligent
You robbed my innocence
You abused my trust
You used me as your toy
To fulfill your wicked desires
Choking me to death and reviving me
You played the sadist games
High on meth, losing brain
You pumped poison into my veins
You forced me into the prison
To be groomed into an informer
And occasional pleasure toy for the cops
On the false promise of making me a cop
I am still collecting hearts and feathers
For they belong to the angels
And yes, I am still searching for my missing shoes
They may lead the truth to you
Maybe, you can breathe some light
And get out from the darkness.
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This is for you Noelle.
And this is for you Bridget.
And for you too Biddie B.
With this poem, I am transforming myself from being a LOOB (Lover Of Other Beings) to a LOAB (Lover Of All Beings). Thank you Bridget for being the cause.
I see your pain as a mother. Your constant struggle waking up to the reality of losing your precious daughter. And I am amazed by your fighting spirit for justice.
I waited for Noelle to talk to me about completing this poem. She never spoke to me. I took the approval from Bridget to publish this. Maybe, Noelle is still in tears and lost trust in humans. But I know girl, you are an angel now, above all the vicious things happening on the earth, you are a powerful being up there spreading love and fragrance. You are collecting feathers and hearts as you always did. I am glad that your pain is over and I believe this poem will give voice to your pain. And I pray to the universe that this will bring justice to you, your mother, and your daughter.
You may read and support the cause for Noelle at
https://www.facebook.com/bridget.walsh.9275
Hollie Petit, Ph.D.; Filza Chaudhry; Kira Dawn; Monoreena Acharjee Majumdar
