Serendipity amongst loss: New Love/Twin Flame Journey

I have always been a spiritual person. A seeker of true love, purpose, and truth. I never knew of the term twin flame. Not until my fiance passed away. And from that moment on, my world was completely turned upside down. From the moment of his death, nothing at all seemed to make sense. Imagine losing someone who you pictured spending your entire life with only to lose them suddenly and unexpectedly. Then only to find out that your true soulmate, twin flame is someone you already have met but didn’t awaken to until the death of my fiance. I was so confused at first. Couldn’t understand why of all people and as soon as the man I love died, the only person I wanted to see and talk to was his friend/ our friend whom I barely knew. I couldn’t understand and it made me feel guilty. How could I be thinking about him at this time? Well, the initial meeting and recognition actually happened at the celebration of life party I held for my fiance. Not only did I become so overwhelmed because of this pull towards this man but I also came to find that I’m an empath. So much at once, my mind was all over the place. I was so torn over whether this was real. These feelings I have, the fact my fiance is gone, and what is happening to me. The things I see, and the things I feel…unbelievably chaotic. This intense love I felt for this man who I never really knew was immense. He became someone who I knew without a doubt I could trust. Someone who had been through a lot of similar childhood experiences. Someone I felt so connected to. After 2 years of lessons and fixing myself along with intense energetic meetings once a month it seemed with my twin flame. Suddenly we were becoming closer. Each lesson brought us closer. Then the first kiss happened. It was so right. It was a kiss I’d never in all my years experienced with anyone. It was amazing. Then came the separation. I was devastated. How could he ghost me after that? I had more lessons to learn that’s why. After two weeks of no contact, I lost it. I messaged him and cussed him out…saying how I regretted ever trusting him. That was a mistake. He didn’t speak to me only to tell me to lose his number. So instead of being angry, I started focusing on myself. It was hard to block him out. Couldn’t completely accomplish that but I did enough to learn new lessons and get back on track. Today I believe we are closer than ever to union. I have come a long way since the beginning. And the journey ahead of me is bright. I know God has led me this far and I plan on going farther. To experience this love, it’s been educating and one of the best experiences of my life. Finding serendipity in the most bizarre ways. It’s like a fairy tale. One that you always dreamed of but never expected. You never think that you would find your best moments and share happiness after the death of someone you thought to be your forever.