Heavy is the head

No matter how good my life is or how deep my walk with God is, I inevitably hit patches in my life where I long to be rescued.

I’m there right now. I feel like I’m in over my head. Like my dreams are useless, my strength is spent, and my vulnerability is being taken advantage of.

I don’t know if this happens to everyone, but I’ve noticed it consistently in the girl’s I’ve dated as well. Many of them seem to hit a place where they just want someone else to take control of life for them. I can relate. I don’t know why I’ve included this…I think it’s just that I’m seeing a perspective I don’t think I truly understood before.

I know in my head that this is why surrender is so important. The world says “heavy is the head that wears the crown” but Jesus says “my burden is easy and my yoke is light.”

I don’t know what this weight is that I’m carrying, but how I wish someone would just come and rescue me.