BITTER FOG

Day 3 of Rehab

@esesq on instagram, gratefully used with permission

Don’t want to be here

Thinking about sin

FUCK FEAR

Don’t want to begin…

— the work.

Was so about grace —

FUCK IT

Get me out of this place!

Drop into my skin…

…uh yea, NO!

Feeling low

Want to hide under the covers

Sleep for a year

Feeling fat

Filling my stomach

Carbo load my vat

Broken promises

Bitter Fog

No energy to go for a jog

Showing up

Whether I want to or not

Hating it…

.

.

But trusting

I’m going to tear down my own walls

Naked on the page, open up my fierce 💃waterfalls

As this rehab week unfolds… leaving

Truth for all

Written 1/26/18, day 3 of 7.