Breaking Up With My Dealer

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Hey You!

Yo. Hope you are great!
Listen thanks for reaching out…
Um, this is awkward.
I’ve been meaning to text but I didn’t know how to say this?

I need to say it anyway though for my own sanity and so I don’t leave you hanging any longer….

I never wanted you to change and you never did.
You’ve always been there when I needed you the most. Legit down to the last second. You have never. let. me. down.

I always felt quite the special knack for hitting you up in a timely way and for your ability to having something show up right when I’d just be on the edge of yearning for you.
You have never let me fall.
Not once. It’s probably why we went steady so long.
Thanks to you and fedex I felt so…

dangerously safe
this was a false raphe

Deep down I knew if I took a closer look there was only so long I could keep you on my hook.
So I didn’t look-

At myself…
Until I did.

It’s time.

It’s not you, it’s me.

I’ve changed, you see?

I’ve grown.

You are the same.

You are a drain.

$$$ gone I can’t explain.

In fact I don’t even want to know.

I’m stopping this bullshit game.

I’m done feeling lame.

Done hiding the blame.

It’s all on me. Yet, I’ve got ME to thank too, for rising above —

Moving on.

Writing sweet lyrics of epiphanies and healing —

I sing my song.

Lose my number so I don’t pretend.

Love you long time but never again.

Sincerely, Fierce💃