emotion#3: Arousal

Illustration by the author.

Every night she dreams of being touched.

Sometimes she gets licked by her high school crush, sometimes she is naked in a public bus and lets old men drool all over her.

In her dreams, everyone wants her, and in her dreams she wants almost everyone.

Some dreams are pleasant, some dreams are not. Sometimes she is touched beyond her consent, and sexy becomes disgusting. The shapes become blurrier, the colors darker, and she mumbles in her bed, unaware of what’s real and what’s not.

But most of the times, she is free. She is liberated in her wetness, giving shape to her deepest desires. She likes to have all eyes on her, and she likes herself.

One day, she’ll wake up to that.


Previous emotions:

1#Motivation; 2#Disgust