I feel therefore I create — … where am I ? … am I ? … I ? … ! I … ! I am … ! I am here … I am here, where I have brought myself. I am choosing what I am not changing. … therefore … I change what I choose. My feelings and emotions trigger my thoughts and words. These in turn dictate my actions and habits. I remind myself : I am what I repeatedly do. Repeat feeling good feelings. Repeat emoting positive emotions.

And curious to discover — Fingers seem to be a trigger point. A beginning to the shift in focus. Are they bending ? It feels as though, yet I know they are unmoving. Curious … Breath slows down. A watering of the mouth. Eyes tear up a bit. Ah yes, the body dissolves, I almost…

It’s a sense-feeling — There is a watering in the mouth as I reach the state of knowing, As I create the opening, the receiving, knowing just is. I notice its presence in many ways. A settling in the muscles and body. A sense of coming home, of safety. Even the eyes tear up in gratitude. Striving dissipates … Seeking is gone … Fully here … I am one … Arriving … Present … Safe … I … …

Senses coming alive — Pfiou … Senses are on … Expanding ever more … I am more than my physical body … And yet, this physical body responds to my travels in the ethereal world. Dancing among the stars that we are, soul energies mixing as one. Theses sensations do not lie. I am the Earth and the Sky. Oh my … Oh my … I am the Earth and the Sky … Oh my … We are one, you and I … You and I … …

Then make it the right one — Choices. Which one to make ? Is there a right one ? Am I making a mistake ? Fear festers and keeps me in inaction. Self-fulfilling prophecy. I breathe deep, focus on the feeling. How do I want to feel … ? Ahhhh, yesssss. That’s it. Ease … Joy … Peace … Love … I am protected … I am safe … Just another stepping stone. A new anchor point. A ‘commpoint’, {communication point}.

I feel safe and protected — It feels more and more like a shifting of perception, as I slide into focus 10, then 12. Less and less effort. The physical body responds to this new altered state, this expanded consciousness. It shivers and spasms, kundalini awakens. I feel bliss. I moan in pleasure as the spasms abate slowly. Yes, I am safe. I feel protected. No, I am not alone in this space. I am an infant learning to walk.

It can be so easy — There is light in the cabin. I hear the birds chirping. I am called outside, diving into the smells and feels of the forest. The little camping stove works perfectly. My percolator gets all the flavour out of the ground coffee. Is it the coffee ? The stove ? The percolator ? Why am I so happy. I wonder…. Maybe the surroundings, or the fact that I am with my wife and we chose to invest time and effort in our love and the expression of it.

And unbounded — I am more than my physical body. Because I am more than physical matter, I can perceive that which is greater than the physical world. I am one with my surroundings. Thoughts are things that manifest in the waking world. What is awake ? Who is aware ? I am here. Or am I there ? Patterning my thoughts, my dreams, my desires without focusing on the how. Giving them a place to rest in my here and now.

It’s all around. — I am awake, aware and alert, And I remember who I am. I am the Universe in ecstatic motion. Uni-Verse | One-Song Harmonics, it’s important. Different notes of the same symphony. Angles, perceptions, points of view and experience. I am infinity. Infinity is me. These hands are meant to manipulate matter, give and receive. As I focus my attention on these hands, and open the channel to receive, boundless energy from the outskirts of my consciousness rushes to be consumed.