19

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19

Am I too old to be this sad?
I still don’t learn the lesson, perhaps.
Still sitting on the chair,
keeping it warm,
finding the perfect way to end
this delusion.

This day marked the smile you gave
when everything’s dire and bleak
from your mom’s and dad’s sigh of relief
up to when we shared the air
I wish we still be sharing today

With all my mental health gone,
I hope it
still makes sense,
happiest of birthdays
to one of my dearest.