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Each and everyone of us has a limit. It’s the point when we believe we can go no further, it’s when breaking down seems a good solution, however, you might not see it that way. Maybe your limits do not exist; maybe limits are just boundaries we created for ourselves to stop by. Limits can be only a gate for a whole new level of strength and prosperity. You would never know if you never tried. Some people say “it’s when you can’t handle anymore, that’s when you must keep going”.
I believe we all remember our very first day experiencing IGCSE, despite the fact that some of us might have gone through pre-IG, I bet though the first day of grade 10 was different. We all had that spark burning within. A spark of challenge and ecstasy. Feeling that you are getting closer to your goals, Nevertheless of the fear that was neighbouring our eagerness. As the year passes by, the willing to continue going will slowly fade, and the spark that was ignited will blow off, and this is the point where we believe we have reached our limits.
Some would start blaming the pressure of subjects, some would blame worrying too much, and some will blame the system or the tutors. Yet, the only one that needs blaming is you. You won’t be able to hold yourself up again if you kept blaming and wishing, and you have to know that no one will. No one will push you forward strongly except your will, your insistency to be great. Worrying will only make it worse, and that is what Marihan Khaled said, who was the top in Alexandria, in physics in 2014. She advised to not be over paranoid about tutors and these stuff.
You never need to worry about anything in fact, especially falling, if we never fall, there would be no use of standing high and tall. We would never taste success if we never suffered failure. This is how life is supposed to be.
All you need to do is keep going no matter what happens, no matter how hard it gets because it will get hard at some point or another. You just need to believe in yourself.