Affirmation Walking

“Mindfulness” never worked for me, so I leveraged this technique to gain control over my thoughts at a time when I felt I had very little.

Zach
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At the start of my self-development journey, I felt I had little control over my thoughts.

I had always heard that quieting your mind had its benefits.

I knew that having a calm, quiet mind gave you more focus and made you more centered, could reduce fearfulness and anxiety.

But it seemed so far out of reach that I wrote it off as something I could never have.

I always felt like those people must not have had as much to think about as I did.

In some ways, I thought that all my mental activity somehow made me more intelligent than people who weren’t analyzing and re-analyzing… and analyzing how much they analyzed… like I was.

But in reality, it was not intelligent at all.

Most of it was a waste of time and energy, forcing me to glimpse life from a distance, through heavy filters of negative interpretations and expectations.

Allowing my mind to run wild came at the expense of not being able to experience life in the present moment.

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