Doubt
Memoirs of a self-loathing fool, part 5
London, 2018
On Tuesday morning I woke up absolutely terrified. I was consumed by self doubt, and convinced that I would fail. Somehow my mind had thrown up the conclusion that I was destined to fall short of all my obligations and desires. It kept telling me “You’re done for, you’ll never pay off your debts, you’ll never make any money. You’re an idiot. You’re…