Fear

A Basic Instinct

Awab Hussain
ILLUMINATION
1 min readDec 21, 2020

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Photo by Stefano Pollio on Unsplash

I can recall when we were afraid of monsters,

hiding under our beds;

gathering our body___ in the shape of a ball;

fearing that if a leg got astray,

and hung across the edge of the bed;

the monster might have a nibble and then

we are done for____

but there has to be a point, that we cannot recall;

where we stuck out unwillingly, or forgetfully,

and the moment those feet landed;

nothing happened except the thump of our impact.

There must be a point when we decided to lean enough,

to have a peek down,

staring into the abyss____ that gathered itself in a small corner,

like a small family of four;

the truth is; we never deliberately tried to outgrow those fears,

we never wanted to rise above them_____to confront the absurdity,

that blanketed our fears;

or to burden our feeble souls with the austerity of freedom;

it just happened when we got tired,

or when we had more things to worry about

or more fears to harbor

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