How I Saved Myself From Ruin and Started Living an Incredible Life

Hard working on yourself is not just lifting weights

Francesco Biz
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At some point, you gotta stop looking up at the sky, or one of these days you’ll look back down and see that you floated away, too — John Greene, Paper Towns

The strongest punch in the stomach I could ever receive. You know, the taste of blood in your mouth and the suffer.

My life has just begun again. 31st January 2019. After a month playing video-games all day, I found myself in despair. Why? I came back from Heaven, ready to make my life even better. But I didn’t have any power, any trust in myself.

Alone, stuck in my bedroom with a computer, some video-games and no one to talk to. I had no money and the idea of New Year’s Eve with my friends was far from being considered.

Rock f*cking bottom. How in this world I came from being the most loved one to the most ignored? It was a slow process, and I was keeping myself satisfied with the little instant gratification I could assure myself.

23.50. Now I must change my life and make a promise to myself.

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Francesco Biz
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Italian based Writer | Runner | Traveller | Giving What I Received Because The World Needs It | Spiritual Evolutionist and Long-Term Visionaire