I Test People To Give Them Ease in My Life…
Yes, it sounds so freaking crazy to normal people. But Yes I do. It has to do it guys. Don’t get me any wrong. Just read the whole article and you will understand why it is so freaking crucial in life.
It’s been inside me since childhood. That’s what sometimes becomes the reason for me not having many friends in my life.
Current scene;
I’m lying on my bed having a laptop on my stomach and sometimes on my thighs. Writing in an empty room with no tiny passing rays of light, Because curtains are closed, It’s dark and overcast.
Yesterday’s feeling was ahead of it;
Back from the current day, the whole day I had passed with myself, not with the feelings which hit me hard as emotionally, feeling the thoughts of a bunch of negative emotions, weeping, sobbing like a baby as much as I can, deep down my heart wants, but outside, that’s not my thing.
Wanting to cry but not getting any reason to cry at times is the deepest talk of your emotions you ever do to yourself. Talking to someone or self-talk is the better way to eliminate the darkness inside of you. So, try to cry alone…
