IF ONLY
If only you really know how I feel
Your hurtful words keep coming back and so do my tears
Am seeing your beautiful face and as quick as a smile came, it quickly vanished
How could you blame me for loving you?
The calming waves, I couldn’t resist
If only you could see tears wetting my bedsheet
Then maybe, you would atleast have a change of heart
If only you could see how I’ve sat crying over you
If only you could see through my heart and know how real I am
If only you can look at me and say my name atleast
If only I could sleep without my dreams haunting me with you in them
If only I could look forward and never look back
If only I could break free and move on, but I think I would be doing something wrong
If only I could close my eyes, let things fly and let the days pass me by
If only you could give me your heart just like I’ve given mine
If only you could accept my love and never storm on it like a door mat
Then my wish of feeling your love and touch even for once would come true
My dreams having a wonderful home with you could come true but then I ask that you don’t take an advantage of my youth and inexperience
Don’t play with my emotions