Leave and Never Come Back

A poem on contemplating suicide

S.P Sacker
ILLUMINATION

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I want to end it all
leave
and never come back

Everything is draining
Everything terrifies me

I tell myself
leave
and never come back

Completely worthless
No one would really be at loss

I find my hands holding something
and they tell me
end it all
and never come back

Giddy melancholy heart
Empty as a bubble

If I look down at the ground
maybe I’ll disappear
and I can
leave
and never come back

A terrible person
An incompetent fraud

If only they knew
then they’d tell me
end it all
leave
and never come back

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S.P Sacker
ILLUMINATION

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