She Left Me Yesterday
Why didn’t she believe in my love?

Crazy how They want you to chase Them,
so They can find a space.
All that energy ends up wasted…
She left me yesterday.
Thought i was running after Her ,
while She remained in place.
Ever closer to some day grabbing Her,
then i checked my pace.
Turns out,
i was turning round,
damn near everyday.
Stuck in a cycle.
A circle i could not escape.
Sliced my heart to give You a piece of,
You didn’t want a taste.
i guess it’s cheesy to say,
i got lost in the sauce.
What's the meaning,
when you pay the cost,
don’t end up as the boss?
To control You,
would have been such a loss.
To console You,
how i would involve.
A burning desire to solve,
every source of Your pain,
so You refrain from courting stalls.
Be there for You,
Care for You,
Love without limits is rare to do.
my heart was deep in it,
favorite past time was to stare at You.
If the picture had blurred,
would think how did i deserve,
this awful occurrence.
i’d bug out.
Hop out,
so i can see what some carrots do.
Thought me going blind wasn’t fair to You.
Funny how my visions were reduced to some looney toons.
No handle to press…
Still saw a human boom.
Not suited for soot and fumes.
Can’t dress up these wounds too soon.
Still crooning these gloomy tunes.
Never told you i’d play buffoon…
But that’s how i feel when i lay and look at the moon.
Know You were here for a reason,
even if it was only one season…
But it doesn’t soothe.
How come Our show couldn’t get renewed