Abuse

Why I Will Always Be Grateful To A Narcissist For Never Letting Me Go

A narcissist can inspire you to do better

Mila
ILLUMINATION
Published in
4 min readSep 15, 2021

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I have a stalker. My stalker is very special — she is a narcissist. A very cruel, insecure, miserable, jealous, self-absorbed little woman. She smiles a lot, her face twitches every time she produces a smile — oh how it must hurt to wear that fake facade for the majority of her day.

Thankfully she doesn’t go out a lot, it's too much of a hassle for her. What if someone exposes her true nature? She hides inside her house, under her bed and plots revenge.

Physical health-wise she is falling apart and I often wonder how is still among us? But then I remember that she is driven by dark forces and I know that she will outlive us all.

The good news for me is that I will never be truly alone. The bad — she will be by my side always and forever. Why?

Because narcissists never discard their… supplies. I was about to use the word “victim”, but Maxwell Jordan has taught me better than that.

I am no victim — I am a warrior.

For years I’ve had this person lurking in the shadows and working against me. They were so nice to me, love-bombed me and treated me as if I was their best friend…

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Mila
ILLUMINATION

Writer, Screenwriter, Role Model and just ultra-cool babe. I’m fearless. I’m a writer. I don’t quit. I use my imagination to inspire others! I know who I am!