Crazy Lucy

Tre L. Loadholt
In Two Minds
Published in
2 min readMay 6, 2016
I Have A Thing For Books. “Lucy” Is One of Them.

She ain’t been right since her Auntie kicked her out on the street,

Baby in hand, pants falling to her feet —

She was too young to Mama

someone else,

No amount of change could make this right.

Word

On

The

Street

Is

Her son got grown, left home, came back,

And raped her.

His own Mama.

And, after that day,

she got worse.

We would sit on my Mama’s porch, licking orange-sicles,

Talkin’bout life.

What my 8-year-old self knew about life?

Nothing…

But, Lucy didn’t care,

she stayed with me until the street lights

flickered.

We exchanged glances

of understanding,

Caring for each other

in ways my parents could not foresee.

She leveled the playing field for a child with an adult imagination,

I was at bat

She was my pitcher

I HIT SO MANY BALLS OUTTA THE PARK!

Kids ‘round my way added ‘Crazy’ to her name

Before I could multiply, later, so did I.

One day, we were making nice,

Having a good time on the porch and she leaned in close —

The devil appeared, sat between us, and tore at our hips.

“I ain’t crazy, lil’ lady. I gots all my sense.

Now, these kids think I am, I let’em.

But, you… You know betta.”

And, since that day, she’s just been Lucy to me.

She

Still

Is.

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Tre L. Loadholt
In Two Minds

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