Stellabelle
Into The Raw
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3 min readMar 29, 2016

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True. True. With one exception: the staff at Medium does get to decide which topics/headers to create. Yesterday I noticed the header “Motherhood” appeared for the first time. I wonder why it appeared? From recent feedback or randomness? I think it’s great that conflict is emerging because it is a war in the world. War for dominance, for resources. Every human drama is playing out with intensity here in Medium and creating change and transformation only IF WE ALL STAY AND FIGHT TOOTH AND NAIL, continuing to assert our dominance over stupidity, arrogance, injustice and downright viciousness. Love is stronger than hate. I like people who want to kill themselves. I even like people who are cowards. I was a coward not too long ago. I see various parts of my past self in every person I meet, except someone like Trump who never learned the lessons given to him. Well, I actually do relate to Trump as a seventeen year-old vapid high fashion model who was given huge sums of money just for the way I looked. But I evolved. I developed empathy, intelligence and critical thinking abilities. Trump put himself into a cryogenic wealth capsule which has literally melted his brain. His megalomania is equaled by his stupidity which is equaled by his viciousness which is equaled by his disrespect for human beings. Deep down I think Trump might be both in love with himself and full of self-hate. People who truly love themselves have an ability to raise up all those around them. Trump does the opposite but like a true sociopath he loves negative attention. I dated a sociopath and am deeply aware of their trappings. Trump is indeed sociopathic.

There will always be jellyfish-backboned trolls who seek to destroy the innocent voices, maybe because they crave dominance in their pathetic lives. Who are most of the trolls? Are they mostly young males? I suspect they are. I think a radical study of trolls is in order.

The matriarchy is coming.

It’s time for light to win. Tesla predicted such a time. It’s coming…….now if everyone could just depend on each other a little more for support. The next time a troll attacks an innocent, I wish to be notified. For some reason, I have not experienced the trolls. Only maybe two but I didn’t give them energy. I decided early to avoid such black pits of void-like energy and simply ignore them. I’ve had experience with cyber-stalking from a sociopathic ex and being a victim of its ensnaring, death-like claws is a horror I would never wish upon anyone.

Now I refuse to let fear of imbeciles ruin my creative life. There’s a dark corner of my mind where fear runs supreme but I don’t let it out anymore. I need to write a guide for victims so that our world can progress with the dominant ones being the ones with empathy and light. Girls who have been molested, people who have been ignored and rejected over and over, those whose minds have been deceived by horrible and cunning parents, children whose creativity has been snuffed out by dumbing down religions. All these voices need to breathe in a safe place. That is why I created Into The Raw. It’s a place where we all can get real.

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