Am I Human?
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1 min readSep 16, 2018
I am cheerful.
I am jocular.
Only when I am
with people.
But on paper,
I don't know
how not to be sad,
how to show happiness.
My previous happy event
seemed surreal,
my next happy event
is nowhere in sight.
I am simply
an empty vessel
with a heavy heart.
And worse of all?
I don’t know
how to function
like a normal person.
But I know
how to curl up
like a baby,
or how familiar
that sinking feeling is
in my chest cavity.
So don’t talk to me,
don’t console me,
just walk along
to see what I see.
That’s all I ask for.