Love Story…
Listen to my heart as it screams your name.
Notice every second my love for you grows.
How did you embed yourself
So thoroughly into my mind?
Unnoticed. How?
Until I met you my heart stood still
Like the moon and the sun
Their love is true
That’s how I feel when I look at you
Then reality broke me into pieces
My hollowed out interior filled with smoky gloom,
Choking off all joy
It wounded me as it came to my senses.
That you are not mine.
Some words can’t actually be expressed,
They can only be felt.
Then there you are when I am down,
Making my frowns into giggles,
And giggles into I Love You’s,
Making falling in love seem like flying,
hmm, I can’t help but love you!
Sometimes when I look at you,
I feel I’m gazing at a distant star.
It’s dazzling, but the light is from tens of thousands of years ago.
Maybe the star doesn’t even exist anymore.
Yet sometimes that light seems more real to me than anything.
I want morning and noon and nightfall with you.
I want your tears, your smiles, your kisses…
The smell of your skin, the taste of your skin,
The touch of your breath on my face.
I want to see you in the final hour of my life
So as you sit there staring
Back into my eyes|
My outside smiles back at you
But inside my heart still cries.
The pain consumes me
I created my own pain,
And from this I will create my own hope again.
No I can’t help but love you,
Rather, I choose to love you.
