6. The Mind’s Narrative Before Stepping Back

I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it
The thatch roof is
I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it
Just pick it up
and end it all
I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it
My heart has stopped
The lights are on
Everyone’s asleep
I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it

I don’t want
to wake up in blood
in tears
my own and others
I can’t stand it
I can’t stand it.

This is a part of a series called The Suicide Diaries.