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Chandrayan Gupta
Chandrayan Gupta

Feb 9, 2021

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Experiencing Survivor’s Guilt Convinced Me To Never Attempt Suicide Again

How the suicide of a beloved teacher of mine changed my life

Photo by Mitchell Hollander on Unsplash

Note: This article contains multiple references to suicide and might act as a trigger. Please read with caution.

I’m a fan of dark humor and often I talk of suicide and death in a lighthearted and playful manner…

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Chandrayan Gupta

Chandrayan Gupta

4x Psychological Crime Thriller Author | 230+ Articles and 5x Top Writer on Medium | Law Student | Instagram: chandrayan_gupta

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