apologetic apologies | #12

i’m sorry for everything, i really am. i’m sorry for making you angry, sad or worried. i’m sorry for keeping you up on nights i did not come home early. i’m sorry for lying to you to evade trouble. i’m sorry for intentionally doing things that i knew would piss you off. i’m sorry for only thinking about myself. i’m sorry for not being able to understand you and thus do things that you don’t like. i’m sorry for cheating in exams, stealing from shops or hurting others when you have spent so much time and effort to raise me to become a good man. i’m sorry i am unable to express my love for you no matter how hard i try. i’m sorry i kept myself distanced from you. i’m sorry for keeping things from you even when you genuinly cared and wanted to know. i’m sorry for asking for things that have inconvenienced us. i’m sorry for being stubborn, i’m sorry for being selfish, and i’m sorry for everything that i’ve done that have let you down in one way or the other.

i am so sorry. i really am.

#12 – je suis désolé.