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  • She Was a Veterinary Tech with a Key to My Heart and The Drug Cabinet

    She Was a Veterinary Tech with a Key to My Heart and The Drug Cabinet

    Remembering all the terrible things you’ve done at the same time
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    Oct 23
    My First Time Trying Fentanyl Was Almost the Last Thing I Ever Did

    My First Time Trying Fentanyl Was Almost the Last Thing I Ever Did

    It took 2 shots of Narcan to revive me
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    Sep 20
    Why The Last Time I Quit Was the Last Time

    Why The Last Time I Quit Was the Last Time

    Why The Isolation Detox Method Worked for me
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    Hogan Torah
    Aug 23
    Fighting Drug Cravings with Marijuana Concentrates

    Fighting Drug Cravings with Marijuana Concentrates

    How weed helped me get and stay clean
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    Aug 16
    A Lifetime of Meth In the US: From Over the Counter to Cartels

    A Lifetime of Meth In the US: From Over the Counter to Cartels

    How speed has changed over my lifetime
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    Hogan Torah
    Jul 29
    When Your New Number is a Drug Dealers Old Number

    When Your New Number is a Drug Dealers Old Number

    I was both the dealer and the one given a dealer’s number
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    Jun 30
    How Ketamine Cures Depression by Triggering the Near-Death Experience

    How Ketamine Cures Depression by Triggering the Near-Death Experience

    A psychonaut weighs in on ketamine therapy
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    Jun 25
    The Rave at Santa’s Village Before They Tore it Down

    The Rave at Santa’s Village Before They Tore it Down

    JuJubeats 1998 was off the hook
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    Jun 24
    He’s a Scumbag With Heart of Gold

    He’s a Scumbag With Heart of Gold

    My drug dealer stopped talking to me because he cares
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    May 11
    From Powder To Pill: How Pressed MDMA Changed the Underground

    From Powder To Pill: How Pressed MDMA Changed the Underground

    The rolls and fall of taking MDMA at raves
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    Hogan Torah
    Apr 28
    The Drug That Changes the Way You Look at the World

    The Drug That Changes the Way You Look at the World

    Living the Fear and Loathing lifestyle
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    Hogan Torah
    Apr 27
    Things No One Tells You When You Quit Opioids

    Things No One Tells You When You Quit Opioids

    After All These Years the Drug Cravings Remain
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    Jan 3
    Drug User Relationships are all Methed up

    Drug User Relationships are all Methed up

    High functioning drug addicts still need a nap and a sandwich
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    Hogan Torah
    Nov 4, 2022
    The Mindset of People Who Sell Fentanyl

    The Mindset of People Who Sell Fentanyl

    How to stay in business when your customers keep dying
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    Sep 17, 2022
    Whoever Has the Biggest Pants, Eats the Most Drugs & Doesn’t Die Wins

    Whoever Has the Biggest Pants, Eats the Most Drugs & Doesn’t Die Wins

    The Turn Back the Clock take me home incident
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    Hogan Torah
    Sep 14, 2022
    The First One is Free, But the Last One You Pay with Your Life

    The First One is Free, But the Last One You Pay with Your Life

    How memories keep me clean after 20 years of poly drug abuse
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    Hogan Torah
    Jul 30, 2022
    Sobriety Hold The Christian Guilt

    Sobriety Hold The Christian Guilt

    The Twelve Steps need a revision for the 21st century to stay relevant
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    May 19, 2022
    Buying Things and Selling Them For More

    Buying Things and Selling Them For More

    I made six figures being self employed before I left high school
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    Hogan Torah
    May 15, 2022
    We Cure Drug Addiction Maybe

    We Cure Drug Addiction Maybe

    The dirt about rehab facilities
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    Hogan Torah
    May 5, 2022
    Getting California Sober and Staying Sober The Wrong Way

    Getting California Sober and Staying Sober The Wrong Way

    How I got sober and stay sober without rehab or AA
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    Hogan Torah
    Apr 30, 2022
    I’ve Been Sober 80 Days, Not in a Row or Anything Just Total

    I’ve Been Sober 80 Days, Not in a Row or Anything Just Total

    My recovery story isn’t inspirational and I’m not drug free
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    Hogan Torah
    Apr 26, 2022
    When The Wheels Fall Off And There’s No One Left to Blame

    When The Wheels Fall Off And There’s No One Left to Blame

    Some shit I wrote during a failed detox a few years ago
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    Oct 18, 2021
    His Body Language Told Me That I Was About To Be Hit by a Bat

    His Body Language Told Me That I Was About To Be Hit by a Bat

    Love and meth psychosis in Los Angeles
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    Hogan Torah
    Aug 17, 2021
    Working at a Pharmacy Was A Dream Job Turned Into A Nightmare

    Working at a Pharmacy Was A Dream Job Turned Into A Nightmare

    I wouldn’t trust myself to dispense narcotics
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    Hogan Torah
    Jun 24, 2021
    How To Know When You’ve Done Too Much Meth

    How To Know When You’ve Done Too Much Meth

    When you fall asleep with your cellphone on
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    Hogan Torah
    Feb 18, 2021
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